Selfishness VS Selflessness was good and all but
The final decision was so, so, so wrong.
Thomas should’ve gone to do the callback. He should’ve gone to try to get the role.
And they should’ve listened more to Deceit.
Believe me: I understand that the wedding was important, it is one of the most important moments of one’s life.
But the thing is? Thomas shouldn’t have gone.
1) Deceit was right since the beginning. Thomas didn’t want to go to the wedding from the very first moment.
“Admit it! What am I doing here right now, Thomas? Am I the snake coming to trick you into sinning? Or have you had your mind made up since the moment you receveid the news about the callback? You didn’t even forget about the wedding, did you? IT WAS ALL AN ACT!” (Deceit, 34:26 - 34:43)
“FINE! I WANT TO GO TO THE CALLBACK!” (Thomas, the moment after)
And why is that? Well, Thomas made it perfectly clear.
He didn’t want to go because he would’ve been playing games on his phone for the whole time (and no shade, that’s pretty disrepectful?) because he didn’t want to be shoven in his own face the fact that he is still single while his friends are getting married. He said he’s afraid to go.
He’s so romantic, as Roman shows us, and so affectionate, as Patton displays. And in Moving On, he made clear that his breakup was a massive, heartcrushing thing for him. And the fact that he hasn’t been able to find love again makes him almost miserable.
“And on top of that, a dream come true falling into my lap scheduled on the same day! ANYONE would want to go to the callback!” (Thomas, 34:55)
He’s destroyed by the whole situation.
2) “So yeah! I tried to force myself to forget about the wedding, and now I wanna lie to my friends so they don’t HATE ME for not supporting them!” (Thomas, following the line above)
That’s bad. That’s really bad.
Thomas didn’t have to lie. Lying was something that Roman brought up. Lying was something that Thomas thought about.
Lying was never anything that Deceit proposed throughout the whole video.
Because that’s not Selflessness. That’s self-destruction.
Thomas has to learn that he CAN’T always put others first.
Sure! His friends will be upset about the fact that he isn’t able to come to their special day! But Guess What?? If they truly support him, they will encourage him to go to the callback and follow his drams! They would push him to do what’s best for himself!!
Because if they don’t do that, they are not good friends. Thomas is not skipping the wedding because he doesn’t feel like it, but because he has a life-changing opportunity going on! And if they don’t at least try to understand and don’t get mad because they know how much acting means to Thomas, they are selfish. They are not good friends.
3) “How would you feel about that?” (Patton, telling Roman that Imaginary!Eliza wouldn’t go to his imaginary wedding because she had others things to do, 25:39)
“It wouldn’t bother me. Her not being there doesn’t change the fact that it’s MY big day.” (Roman, in response.)
“You wouldn’t miss ‘Liza May Manelly?” (Patton)
“SOOOOO? I would be devasted! But you know what?? She is her own person, and she has her own life, I can’t take that from her. Her being at the wedding is for me. And if I forced her to be there, when she didn’t want to go, then I would be the selfish one.” (Roman)
Thomas wouldn’t be selfish. Their friends would be.
If you always, always put others first, you’ll never take care of yourself. You can’t always be the best person for others, sometimes you have to be a good person for yourself, if it for a good reason.
¾) Thomas and the ‘Light Sides’ stopped listening to Deceit after a bit. When was that? When Thomas acknowledged that Deceit had been right the whole time, and ROMAN NEEDS TO GET HIMSELF TOGETHER.
And they never let him explain the actual point of what he was trying to do.
“It’s my sworn duty to help Thomas achieve his hopes and dreams. But Thomas wouldn’t dream of attaining his hopes through deceitful means.” (Roman right after the sentence, 34:25)
“BUT THAT’S NOT TRUE!” (Deceit)
Look at his face as he says “That’s not true.” He’s helpless. They stopped listening to his point of view and are back on the fact that he is Deceit, and deceit only. He doesn’t know what to do to be heard anymore.
Roman??? Sweetie??? You were the first one to suggest to lie and say Aunt Patty was at the ospital?? In ‘Can LYING Be Good?’ he was the one that supported lying to Joan???
He shouldn’t have said that phrase while blaming Deceit for it, since HE was the one that suggested deceitful means in the first place.
“I don’t understand. You got what you wanted. You proved that I’m not as honest as I’d like to believe.” (Thomas, 36:40)
“But you’re STILL missing the point!” (Deceit)
He’s struggling because they won’t listen. They don’t want to listen.
“Okay, let me put it this way! Life is like a piñata!” (Deceit)
He’s trying to make it as simple as possible so they will listen and understand like Roman did about the compromising thing.
Deceit explains that if you take the blindfond off, it will be easier to get the piñata. And what do they get out of it?
That he suggesting of beating up someone and rob their unconcious body.
He’s literally chocked. They are twisting his every word AGAINST him.
“I’m trying to teach you a lesson, but it’s literally impossible!”
He looses all the cool and the calm that he had during the entire video. He can’t do it anymore. He fought against them the whole time to be heard and understood, but when he is proven correct, at the very last moment, they stop listening definitely.
And then Logan definitely shuts him up, and that’s it.
“I’m sure that Thomas’ friends would love to know that he is forcing himself to attend their wedding. It’s clear that you all don’t want to listen to reason.” (Deceit, 37:43, before sinking out.)
5) They never asked him his purposes. Sorry if at this point of the post I’m too tired to look it up, but he asked Logan and Roman if their sole purposes were to be Logic and Creativity, and both said no.
Maybe, if they had asked Deceit the same thing, he would’ve been able to be understood better.
6) When popping up, he keeps changing himself into someone Thomas will listen to (first Patton, now Logan) in hope to be listened to.
I loved the episode! There were many funny moments and I love every second when Deceit was on screen, but honestly?
If he doesn’t get reedemed, it might not be his fault. If he wants to be part of the conversation and they cut him off, it’s theirs and Thomas’ lost.
Deceit is trying his best.
