Finding--Yourself

"Your greatest talents can be found in places you least expect." Independent Gary Oak Role Play Blog Multiship/oc/ x-over friendly. This blog is set in an Anime Nuzelock universe. Because if this if you don't hail from the "Anime Verse" Gary won't know you. Please read the rules and about page BEFORE you role play with me. Magic Anon: None I track SnarkyProfessor IRL Faceclaim: Steven R. McQueen OOC Faceclaim: Guy Cecil

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Green nodded finishing off his drink. He didn’t want to go back unless Gramps tried something, but he knew Gary would protect him. Stretching a bit, Green yawned. Giving Gary a grin, Green shook his head. “I’m fine. Don’t worry. I doubt he’ll do anything to me.” He wasn’t sure he believed his own words. He was terrified.

"If something happens then I’ll just run out of there. Wouldn’t be hard to get away. He might break a hip or a something." Green said trying to lighten the mood. If worse came to worse, he’d just leave. As long as he got his Pokemon that’s all that really mattered.

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Gary got a chuckle out of that as he stood up, tugging on his jacket. "Come on big guy, let's get your crap." As soon as Green got out of his seat Gary was out the door, slowly making his way down to the lab. An odd sense of fear overcame him as the building came into view.

"You sure about this?" He asked back at Green, having stopped walking for the moment. Flashes of the night before blaring in his mind as he looked at the building, twisting his stomach as he swallowed to keep down his breakfast. He was this nervous and he wasn't even the one that got hit. God knew how Green was feeling. 

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Green blushed a bit and pouted. “Well, it really the only action I can get.” The only kind that he’d want honestly. “You’re just jealous that this cake is getting more love then you, bleh.” Green stuck his tongue out at him.

"Just going back to the house sounds nice." Green thought it over poking the cake. It’d give him an excuse to spend time with Gary. Plus, if he did go back to the lab he’d need to drink his worries away. He really didn’t want to go back the lab, but he needed his things. There was a soft pounding in his head. "I’ll try not to destroy the house." Green snickered slightly scared to go back.

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"Alright, we'll stop and puck up some stuff after we grab your things." He smiled and nodded, finishing off his food as well as paying the bill. A light humm left his lips as he sat there, wanting to prolong this out as much as possible. He really didn't want to go back, much less make Green go back with him, but what choice did they have. 

"Well...I suppose we better get this over with. Better now than later...You know if you're not comfortable going you can just go back to the hotel. I'd rather you stay safe."

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Green grinned when the food came and practically inhaled it. It tasted and looked gorgeous. Green’s mouth tingled and let out a light moan. Damn he missed this taste so much. He loved sweets almost as much as he loved Eevee.

"And I love you~" Green purred talking to the cake. He loved Gary too but the cake was high on his list. "Hmm?" Green hummed looking up at Gary. He paused in eating his cake when he talked. "Bar? We’re going pick up girls?" Never mind that Green wasn’t old enough to drink. This sounded fun for sure!

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"You sound like you're having mouth sex with that cake?" Gary rose a brow as he watched his younger brother eat his desert. Was it bad that the others noises were a bit alluring... 'Geez Gary don't think like that. That's gross...' He shuddered and went back to his food.

"No were not going to pick up any girls. Were just going to hang out and have a little fun. Kick back and relax a bit. You deserve to relax and unwind." He nodded and finished off his orange juice. "Just you and I chilling out. Maybe we won't even go to the bar, maybe i'll just run to the store and buy some liquor and bring it back."

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Green rolled his eyes and giggled. “At least when I nerd about shit, it’s about shit people actually care about.” Green teased. Green tapped his chin sipping his drink. Even if he couldn’t do much around the lab with Gary, since he’d have to learn a lot, he would be able to take care of wherever Gary lived in Snowpoint. He could cook too. Maybe they have different food in Sinnoh too. He could experiment a bit.

"Homesick? Please! I’m made of steel! Nothing bothers me!" Green grinned boasting about himself. It wasn’t true but Green wanted everyone else to think that. Green listened to Gary and burst into giggles. "You dork! It’s okay. I love you too~!" Green sand teasing him even more. Green’s eyes softened at his face. He was adorable blushing like that. Green blushed himself. What was he thinking?

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"Hey, plenty of people care about the "shit" I talk about." Gary huffed and rolled his eyes, his blush still holding up. "Well then I hope that steel holds up." He winked and hummed, jumping when their food came. After a bit of eating Gary looked back up at his brother. 

"Love you." He hummed again and shoved his eggs into his mouth. It was a brother love he would hold that to high heaven. "Hey Green." He looked back up. "You've been through enough, we should go out the the bar tonight. Just you and me. For some fun."

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Green grinned brightly at the idea. He liked helping out Gramps when he was younger in the lab. Plus, he’d get to see a new region and new Pokemon. “Really? Sweet! I’d get to see a whole bunch of new Pokemon!” Green was like a kid on Christmas. Spending time with Gary would be an awesome plus too. He wondered what it would be like in a new region. But that also meant packing up his life here. That was a major change.

Green mumbled to himself about how exciting it would be to see all the new Pokemon. “It’d be like a new journey if I decided to take the Gym challenge too. Plus I can use my same party… Or they have contests in Sinnoh too! I could do that! Or both! Both is best! Eves can look beautiful and everyone can see how strong she is!” Green gushed about his starter having forgotten his brother was even there. Like a doting parent. Green was a nerd in that respect.

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 "...And you call me a nerd..." Gary scoffed and chuckled, sipping at his drink as he waited eagerly for his food. Snowpoint's not really that exciting. It's cold and white. That's pretty much it." He shrugged. He had to admit he enjoyed the others enthusiasm. Maybe Green would manage to get him to get his eating and sleeping schedules back on track. 

"You going to be alright with doing all of this? I don't want you getting homesick on me now." He lightly chuckled. "Once we leave there's no turning back, at least not until I have to come back for some reason." A sigh left his lips as he sank back in his chair. "I normally don't like coming back here...It feels really weird being around everyone again. The only reason i've enjoyed my time here's been because of you..." Well that came out...weird. Not how he expected. "I mean...because you're my brother. I like seeing you. I..." and he just devolved into a muttering blushing mess.

"Shut up."

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Green cocked a brow at him. “Yeah you do. Take a break every once in a while.” He heard from Daisy how Gary was doing and he knew how hard the job was. He might have been overreacting but he worried constantly over his older siblings.  It had been a while since he had sweets. The waitress came and after giving her his order, Green pouted a blush forming on his face.

"No, I’m not! I was sleepy and delusional!" Honestly, he didn’t really have must of an excuse for that one. Well not without sounding cheesy. I was afraid if I let go, you’d leave and wouldn’t come back. Yeah. Way to be a bitch, Green. You already cried in front of him. Shaking his head slightly, Green smiled genuinely at Gary. “Thanks. Ya know for everything…”

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"Riiiight." Gary rolled his eyes at the others response, face softening as he took in the others final comment. "You don't need to thank me. I'm your older brother, this kind of thing is what older brothers do." Well not really. Older brothers don't normally sleep in the same bed, nor do they hold hands in public, or play footsie which was what was pretty much still going on under the table. 

Gary awkwardly stirred at his glass of orange juice, having caught himself staring at the other. He wouldn't deny that he was still worried about his brother. However it was more of a loving worry than a protective worry. "I dunno. Maybe if you stay with me you can help around the lab and then I can take more breaks."

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"I believe it. You probably overwork yourself knowing you." Green rolled his eyes continuously kicking his feet lazily. "Okay well even if I can’t have two of everything, can I at least get some dessert? Pleeeeease?" He gave his big brother the best puppy eyes he could muster. 

At the teasing Green balled up his napkin and threw it at him with a snicker. “Geez. If I didn’t know better I’d say you were in love with me. Not surprising.” Green smirked and stuck his tongue out at Gary. After deciding what he wanted Green rolled his eyes. “Yeah I have warm clothes. In my room.” He really didn’t want to go back, but Gary didn’t know where his Pokemon were. He just hoped that Gramps wouldn’t be too much of a problem…

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"I do not overwork myself!" Really he was in denial at this point. "Uhg...fine. Desert for breakfast is a weird concept but go for it I guess." He shrugged and looked away, not wanting to submit to those puppy dog eyes. He flinched as the other chucked napkin balls at him, A deef frown forming as he attempted and failed to grab Green's tongue.

"Geez if I didn't know any better I'd say you were the one in love with me. What with how you were holding my hand earlier." He giggled and sighed, nodding lightly. "Alright. We'll grab those too. Is there anything else you want to get from there while were on the subject?"

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Green puffed out his cheeks in a pout. “Whaddya mean by that? I’m still lively!” Well, it was hard to keep the same attitude as he once did. He tried keeping on the mask as long as he could. He held on to Gary’s hand. It oddly gave him a sense of relief. He wasn’t alone. The thought alone made a smile appear on Green’s face.

Sitting down at the table, Green rolled his eyes. “Such a gentlemen. All the ladies are lucky~!” He sang a bit looking over the menu himself. He snickered a bit and grinned. “If you’re buying then I want two of everything!” He poked out a cheek and kicked him back.

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"Heh, yeah, all the ladies." He rolled his eyes with a scoff. "I honestly don't have time for girls anymore, too much work to be done. Daisy says my job's going to be the death of me but, I don't really care." He played with a napkin as he waited for their waiter, already knowing what he wanted to eat.

"I would but sadly I don't have the money. Besides, you'd get fat and loose that handsome build of yours." He teased at the other, kicking him again. "You want to go and grab your pokemon and stuff after this? And you do have warm clothes right? I live in Snowpoint so I don't want you to freeze your dick off [he might like that at some point]. If not we can buy you some warm stuff when we get there, cause trust me they sell plenty of it."

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"I dunno…" Green bit his lip slightly. He hated making Gary do everything. But if his older brother was willing to help why stop him? Nodding his head a bit, Green returned his brother’s embrace. He really did feel safe. But he didn’t like being treated like a kid. Or helpless. But he’d deal with it for now.

"I know you do… I’m just not used to it." Green said a blush creeping onto his face at the kiss. They had done that a lot when they were kids if he remembered correctly. Another small nod, and Green threw on his shoes trying to hide his blushing face and followed after Gary. "I’ve gotten so used to Gramps hitting me… I forgot what this was like…"

Green relaxed a bit his blush calming down. He felt a sense and urge to be close to Gary. He felt safe around him. Snatching Gary’s hand, his own hand held Gary’s. This is what it felt like to be wanted by someone. Green had forgotten it.

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 "I'd rather get them. I know Gramps wouldn't dare touch me. If he did i'd actually tell people." His eyes drifted down to the others hand in his. A soft smile forming as he gave the other a light squeeze. "Well get used to it." He laughed lightly and made their way down to the diner. "You used to be so much...livelier when you were a kid. I want to see that side of you again."

He held the door open for the younger sibling, sitting themselves at a table and glancing over the menu. "Get anything you want, i'm buying." He commented, mindlessly kicking his feet into the others.

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Okido stared down at the body of his grandfather. Turning his gaze back to the older Oak, his brother… Okido smirked. “Don’t act so surprised. The old bastard had it coming.” Okido clenched his bloodied fist close, giving the body a kick.

This was NOT something Gary expected to see when he walked in. All he was doing was dropping off some research, considering he and his grandfather were still on bad terms. "G-Green!" He chocked and took a step back, staring into his cold eyes. "Jesus christ Green why did you..." His eyes shot closed, stomach churning as he tried to rid the scene from his eyes.

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"… No you don’t Gary, you look at him like you’re inlove with him… Never mind it’s not like it was important anyway." More like its not like I’m important. 

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"I look at him like i'm wha?" Gary's gave Misty an awkward glance, his face heating up. He was going to deny it to hell and back either way. "You're just seeing things dork."

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Green’s eyes widened hearing Gary’s words. He could live with him? Then he really had no reason to go back… Ah, wait… “But my Pokemon are still back at the lab. I have to go back and get them.” Green paused. Gary had said it but Green felt unsure. He was a nuisance to everyone. At least that’s what he thought. 

"If I can live with you, I’d rather that but wouldn’t I just get in the way?" Green scowled thinking. His head was hurting. Whether it was from yesterday or all the thinking Green didn’t know. He absentmindedly rubbed his side. His body was starting to ache again. "And… I don’t think he’d kill me either…" But he had come close so many times…

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"I'll get your pokemon back." He commented and cocked a brow at his brother. "How would you get in the way, you're mr brother. I'd do whatever it takes to keep my baby brother safe." His eyes drifted to the floor as he moved his arms down, pulling Green into a hug. Of course he was careful of his wounds but it was a hug no less. 

"I care about you Green. More than you're willing to let yourself see." A ginger kiss was planted on the others cheek before he turned to grab his room key and wallet. "Alright, let's just go get some food, i'm starving."

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"Aw shuddup! You don’t know what you’re talking about." Green shut the cabinet he was looking through. He crossed his arms and sighed. He’d have to think of a way out of here eventually. Gary would leave soon, right? "I guess I am. Everything heals up anyway." Green shrugged not really seeing the big deal. 

"Let’s go out. I want to get out of this shitty place." Green scrunched his nose up. He always hated hotels and motels. Maybe he could live with Gary? No, he couldn’t be selfish like that. Gary had his own life. He didn’t need to worry about Green. He was fine. Completely fine…

Green looked up at his brother’s voice. He turned his gaze to the side avoiding Gary’s eyes. “No. I never went see her either. She tried to see me, but I was too ashamed to come out room. I didn’t wanna worry her.” Green thought back. How long had it been? He didn’t want Gary to feel it was his fault. “I think… 3 years. I dunno. Maybe shorter.” Green rubbed the back of his neck. “But I guess it doesn’t really matter. I mean… I got used to it. There’s nothing anyone could’ve done.”

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It had happened long enough for Green to get used to it? How...why...there were too many questions floating around in his brain that it was beginning to hurt. Maybe getting out of the house was a good thing. It would help him clear his mind. The brunette got some decent clothes and shoes on, fixing his appearance before wondering back out towards his brother, scanning up his frame one last time.

"...Green, promise me one thing." He gave the other a stern glare, taking his shoulders. "Whatever you do...don't go back there. I don't care what you do, come live with me, live with daisy, whatever just...don't go back there. I don't want to find my brother dead ay my grandfathers hand." 

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Green went rummaging through everything he could find. He hadn’t expected to find anything. Gary had just moved in after all. Well nothing he really liked. Green thought he heard something but he shrugged and ignored it. Maybe it was his imagination.

He was too focused on the task at hand that he didn’t notice Gary sneaking up behind him. A small yelp escaped and he tensed. Was he a ninja?! “Don’t do that, dammit!”After calming down Green gave Gary a light punch in the shoulder. “And yeah. I took your shirt cause mine was still full of blood.”

Sighing and giving up Green looked at Gary. “I slept fine besides the fact that you used me as a body pillow.”

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"Aww you didn't even notice I was next to you, you were sleeping like a baby." He teased back and scanned the other once more. "Well you seem to be healing up pretty well." He murmured, turning back to his suitcase. "We can go out and get some food if you like. Or we can order in. I don't really have anything here. It's just a motel room." A soft chuckle left his lips. 

There was a fear in the pit of his stomach that if he left Green alone he'd try to leave. There was no way he'd want that, much less allow it. He had no idea how but he was keeping Green out of that situation. Let the rest of the world continue to idly think the "good old professor oak" was as nice as he acted, he didn't care. He knew the truth. Speaking of people who knew the truth.

"...Does daisy know?" He finally looked up, back at his brother. There was a hesitance in his voice as he brought the subject back up. "...How long has this been going on..."

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