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written by thalia. previously ashesriising.
Archival Notice
SHELBY HAS MOVED! i’ve consolidated all of my blogs but one to my multimuse, @ashesriising. this blog will remain as an archive, but no further activity will happen here. hope to see you all over there!
surprise new theme i hope to be around more often because i was stupid af and sprained my ankle and have to spend my vacation inside.
yells GUYS i s2g i’ll be back here eventually (hopefully soon bc vacation is v near!!) but for right now look there’s a new caleb ---> @pcseur. it’s a dear friend of mine and i’m hella excited so maybe go give her some love? she’s just started watching quantico (also, it’s a sideblog!)
♠ ❛ Nah, nothin’s ever LOCKED. ❜
okay, i’m going offline until monday. i’ve got irl things to do, and it's technically my only day off for the next forever. i’m not answering skype or anything, so you all have a nice weekend!!
ZARA.
OPEN TO VERSE
She’s gone to her room with a mind to dismantle Eileen’s things, find some clue, some hint as to why she might have been FIRST. But instead, she finds blood. Her belongings, scattered. The room upended. And smudged across her clothes, across the wardrobe, spotted across the floor and her suitcase… drops of RED, the same red she’d seen in the room with the body and the smell of rust, the same, the same, the same…
Zara doesn’t think of Mark with his bleeding nose. Doesn’t consider the idea that he had made for her room when he fled.
She shrieks.
The SCREAM bounces around Shelby’s skull for a moment, warring fight-or-flight responses shrieking at her to run, run far away, and to run towards the danger. It results in a bit of a scramble to her feet, SNATCHING up her handgun and shoving it into the waistband of her pants (habit and muscle memory push the safety to on, saving her from a bullet in her ass), and her shirt is dragged down to cover it as she’s running. Mark isn’t outside the door -- god knows where he’s gone, but she follows the voice because she knows it, she KNOWS who it is that’s in danger now.
❛ ZARA! ❜
She BURSTS into the room, catching the woman’s arm and DRAGGING her close against her -- for safety, she thinks, to reassure them both. They’ve had their issues, yes, but drinking and sleeping around seem stupid in the light of the two recent deaths.
❛ I -- I’m HERE. I’ve got you. ❜
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NOAH.
Noah was used to his mind being all kinds of fickle, jumping from one thought to the next within seconds without any appearant connection. For someone else to react the same way, however? Extremely overwhelming to his attention span. It took a moment for his mind to catch up on her words, eyes taking in her face while his hands still squeezed her’s.
And oh, Noah wanted to feel good about her words and while a part of him indeed warmed up at the mention of her affection and desire for him … it just didn’t ring right in his ears. Not when Shelby was basically ripping herself apart, talking and talking and tensing up more and more with every passing second.
For all he knew? She was that close to a proper nervous breakdown.
Maybe it wasn’t the best solution, but before she could continue spitting out words, Noah reached for her cheek with one of his hands, still holding her’s with his other one, and brought their lips together in a fleeting kiss. It didn’t last too long, merely a couple of seconds, merely long enough to gently shut Shelby up and stop her from going on and on and wreck herself entirely.
“Shelby”, quietly, once the kiss was broken and Noah brought their foreheads together, instead.
“There’s nothing bad I think about you. None of this is your fault, I don’t think you killed her, and I don’t blame you for your feelings. D’you hear me? It’s alright. It’ll be alright, I promise.”
❛ ...sorry. ❜
His kiss had stopped her frenzied thoughts in her tracks; his words reassured her. She took a deep breath of air in as a gulp, and a moment passed before she simply melted into his arms. A moment later, her lips met his again, questioningly, asking for more without taking it. Everything was a mess, and she just wanted to forget everything for a while. Maybe she was going to hell for it. Maybe not.
❛ I’m sorry. ❜
❛ Sally said you had a kid. ❜
The words are given in lieu of a greeting as she placed a glass of water in his hand -- if they’re stuck, she might as well mother everyone and make them stay hydrated. She remembers him briefly mentioning something like that, but when, or whether it was directly to her, is a blur.
❛ How old? ❜
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❛ Hey. How are you holding up? ❜
Shelby seated herself by Mike quietly, staring down at her hands. If he was anything like her, he was a wreck waiting to happen two wrong steps from falling apart. Finding Eileen like that -- it was something that couldn’t be explained, and maybe she was just looking for solidarity in trauma.
❛ I mean -- about...you know. ❜
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NOAH.
“– What? Shelby, what’s going on in your head?”
Reaching for her hands and squeezing them in a, hopefully, reassuring manner, Noah took a step closer to physically show that Christ, no, he didn’t think she had killed anyone.
“You couldn’t kill anyone if you wanted to, Shelby, and I’m pretty damn sure you don’t want to in the first place. Of course I believe you!”
Everyone was on edge, which, really, wasn’t a surprise at all. This whole situation was a mess, if anything at all, and Noah was as clueless as everyone else - which was something he hated desperately. Not knowing what was going on, unable to rely on logic … it was nervewrecking.
“I mightn’t trust a lot of people here right now, but I do trust you.”
Shelby looked down at the hands holding hers, and squeezed back, the pressure keeping them from shaking as hard as she had expected them to. It took a long moment before she could look up to meet Noah’s eyes, so close in proximity to her own, and yet another before she found her voice again.
❛ I trust you too. ❜
Hearing Noah’s affirmation was enough, she insisted to herself. Enough, enough, enough. It WASN’T enough, but what WOULD be? A deep breath shook her frame, and a wild desire for him appeared like a bubble bursting in her mind.
❛ You know, everyone’s in pieces, and Eileen’s gone, and I’m a wreck, and it’s really fucked up that all I want to do is kiss you. ❜
Yeah, not the time or place, and an urge to explain herself drove her to ramble on without taking a breath.
❛ Wow, that was horrible, and not the way I wanted to say that, and you must think I’m an awful person right now. I mean like -- I like you, you know that, and what else are we supposed to do other than wait, and I keep sounding worse and worse, but do you ever want to just lose yourself in someone? And not even n a bad way, and not thtat I think you’re just a distraction, please don’t think that-- ❜
❛ Hey, I’m -- I’m sorry for earlier. ❜
The scene in the kitchen came of frayed nerves and stress no one should have to deal with, but still, she felt apologetic for both hers AND Zara’s actions - a responsibility she didn’t want.
❛ You okay? ❜
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❛ You don’t -- you don’t think I KILLED her, do you? ❜
Searching fingers found Noah’s, curling around them slowly, desperate for a hand to hold. What else was she supposed to think? What was she supposed to do now? Zara had outright accused her of murder, and now she felt like all eyes were on her. It was paranoid, she knew, but when even someone she had thought she’d known better than anyone else turned on her, she needed reassurance. And she TRUSTED Noah - and she liked him a lot, as the last few days had proven.
❛ You believe me? ❜
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okay i know i’ve been super inactive in the lhi verse but hey here’s a starter call.
DEAD MAN WALKING.
sms, shelby >>> … whoops. i’ll… buy you some more when you get home?
[ text; mike ] good idea. [ text; mike ] extra guac if you want to live.