when it rains

wow hi im carmen and i write words and take pictures. original content... most of the time.

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“The other day, after watching a really good film, I was thinking about this feeling I get when I’m watching or reading something I am beginning to realise I love (usually after going into it with low/vague expectations). It’s a feeling of gradual escalating elation, a slow build of euphoria, joy gathering speed. [This book] made me feel that. It made me feel like neglected synapses were suddenly ablaze.”

— From a Goodreads review

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Studio Ghibli + Rain 2

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study time

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japan archives

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japan archives

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even the flowers at disneyland are magical

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empty box, snowglobe ghosttown, as it should be, i’ve been told so all emotions, unruly and restless shoved into a box, ticked off the checklist secured, restricted access, no escape lips stuck tight together, orange tape

a pen dipped in ink and held to paper words, thoughts dissipate into vapour anger, frustration build up like geometry catalyst, catacomb of covered cacophony a volcano, bubbling, lava froth reaching deep, pulling forth

the tape flies off, vigour vowels start weaving through fingers consonants slither up my arms conjunctions, verb tenses, i’ve mourned

words finally, unravel from my palms flowers blooming, thunder storming, no qualms ideas explode, fireworks, vibrant splashes inkflow smooth like molasses

voices come from the dark which i welcome with open arms and they fly, through the sky, and cry, write, write now before you die!

- i will write forever

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seoul

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japan archives

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hong kong unedited

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hi im not dead

hello friends long (ish) time no see 

its been weird. my camera broke so i cant take new pics and corona is here so i cant go out to take new pics anyways but oh well. the other day i found a bunch of my writing archives so i may start posting those? they are a bit bad but i want to post writing and imma take my first step.

i have finals in like 2 months so this mAY not be cONSiSTENt but i’ll try my best! i hope i can be more active in the future like when i go to uni or smth lol

tbh now im just hoping that my finals will actually happen and i can actually graduate! 

ok i wont waste ur time anymore, see u in my next post :)

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