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I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.
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months upon months of sticking your nose into his businessâ headlines galore with his name in bold ink. and suguru finds out that the infuriating journalist whose smugness he can taste in every entry. . . is actually his newest hire?
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á°.â cws : crime syndicate :: mob aspects :: death threats :: gun play :: dumbification :: authority :: shoe humping :: degradation :: hair pulling :: man-handling :: dirty talk :: nipple play :: fingering :: overstimulation :: penetrative sex :: riding :: cervix fucking :: rough sex :: slut/whore calling :: praise :: suguru's pov
á°.â sweetheart : save me crimeboss suguru save meee
There was a difference between being a leader, and leading.
To lead, you required an innate skill.
To be a leader, you required ruthlessness.
Geto Suguru held both with finesse. As flawless as his inky hair and as easy as a gun felt in his hand. The man who carried the darkest night in his eyes and whose smile made demons weep.
That same man barely batted an eye as your knees hit the mahogany flooring of his office and your shoulders weighed under the rough hands of his men. He only brought his cigarette back to his lips and dragged.
Your eyes always were pretty. Even more so with their feral glare daggering as if they could slice him. Cute. You thought you had claws. He mused on your neatly trimmed nails digging into the binds that restrained your wrists behind you.
His newest hire. As intelligent as she was beautiful. A liability he already considered, when your pretty face slithered into his dreams after your first meeting. But never would Suguru have expected his alluring little liability to pose any danger.
Until now.
"What is this?" You sneered.
He tilted his head into the knuckles it rested on while his elbow propped on his chair's arm. Dangerous and audacious? Maybe you really were just a pretty face.
Who else would have the nerve to stare down his cursed being and consider him a saint? How exhilarating.
Smoke billowed, carrying his answer into the thick air as he stewed in your growing nervousness. He'd done this one too many times. Had more than a few moles grovelling at his feet. He tasted each memory in the nicotineâ but this? This was sweeter.
"You've been causing me a lot of trouble, pretty girl." He crossed a leg over the other and signalled. His men released their solid grip and removed themselves from the office, probably dusting their hands on their way out.
"What're you talking about?"
He expected your scoff and bit his cigarette between two fingers while his other hand snatched a pile from his desk. The stack of newspapers smacked in front of your knees. Bold headlines inked with accusation, like the red underlines scratched beneath a journalist's name.
Your name.
Suguru watched as the colour drained form your face and seeped into the print. Your eyes fixed to columns he's sure you're not even reading. Why would you? You wrote and probably proofread it three times.
"Quite the creative writing you have there. Quirky choice of descriptions for me. 'Bovarysm'. 'Sloven'. But my personal favourite?" He stubbed the cigarette with his patience. "Artful dodger."
He gauged your reaction with a mental count to three. He'd played this part a hundred times before. Here came the lies.
"I don't have any ideas what you're talking about."
And the excuses.
"You checked my background. This is my only jobâ"
And the bargains.
"Look, maybe the men and I can get to the bottom of this together but, you've got the wrong girl."
He rolled his eyes. Moles really were blind. They always rambled when yanked from their burrows and dug themselves a deeper, darker hole. But he couldn't deny that your splutters struck an even darker chord within him.
"Your real name's pretty," he crooned as he reached back into his drawer.
Click.
"It'll look good on a tombstone."
Oh, his favourite part. When the poor, defenceless mole saw the light as a barrel of a gun stared them down. Their impending demise always brought bitterness to his eyes and sugar on his tongue.
His index cruxed lazily on the trigger. The gun hang from his hand. Like it was easy. Noâ like it was natural. "Suppose it's a fault on my part. After all, I haven't the slightest idea how someone like you could have stumbled into my domain and snatched yourself a job."
But oh, he quickly learnt you weren't just any mole.
That glare of yours? More like a cat. Maybe your claws were simply retracted all along.
"You didn't exactly make it difficult." You even hissed like one. His brow arched, but he never faltered. Only stared and considered your confidenceâ or stupidityâ when faced with a gun.
And then you proved to him that you might have been a cat, but you were far from a pussy. Not when your forehead pressed into the gun and your spine barely shivered from its frost.
"Go ahead, then."
Such teeth. Did you think you could bite through bullets?
"Get rid of me. There'll be others. You'll be stopped."
Whatever chill laced your voice bridled a fire in his gut. Both heat and warmth flooded into a concoction of anger and admiration.
Still, his face barely twitched. Eyes never blinked. He only smiled as his pupils dilated. Swimming with the darkness bleeding in from his heart and mind.
"Does your arrogance know any bounds?" He asked.
"Does yours?"
Bang!
Your shoulder stiffened. Smoke rimmed the bullet hole embedded in the wall. But when you turned to look, you squeaked.
His shoe rose. Nudged between your thighs so the leather lodged against your panties. Your squirm and jerk to look down at your centre was far more appeasing of a sight than the hole he would have shot through your head.
The gun hitched beneath your jaw and flicked your head up. He wanted to see your eyes. See the spiral of shock and shame once you realised he knew your secrets in more ways than one.
"You know," his voice steeled and velveted all at the same time. "That's a lot of tough talk for a girl soaking wet with a gun pointed at her. You're a sick little freak, aren't you?"
He curved his ankle so that his shoe's tongue dragged over the slick cotton, stroking on your slit and spurring on your clit. Cute. Had you any idea how it twitched for him?
Seems like the shock faded and you forgot shame's name. Even as he beheld your stiffening muscles and thinning lipsâ he caught those filthy secrets in your twitching hips.
You wanted to grind for him like a good girl, didn't you?
A grin split his lips. Pearly whites fanged and threatening as his head crooked. "I can think of a much better way of putting you in your place." The devil slithered into his eyes.
His face blanked. Gaze sliced.
"Grind."
Seemed you had some dignity. In the face of his edged command, you remained stiff. He'd give you credit for your splintering resolve. Even if your cunt's warmth throbbed into his shoe. Nevertheless. He was always an impatient manâ and a diligent teacher.
Blunt nails scratched on your scalp as his fingers tore in. Suguru shoved you forward like a ragdoll and ground his foot up. Rolling his ankle and dragging the leather over your panties until heat seeped through and your stubbornness unravelled.
Oh you didn't just grind. You humped down on his shoe and stirred your hips like it was automatic. Like you were meant to be here, on your knees with a needy cunt.
"That's a good girl." The gun smooched your temple. "Hump my shoe like a needy whore while I decide where this bullet goes."
Your whines and whimpers stroked that fiery ego within him. Despite his blank stare, his eyes smoldered with approval and his jaw ticked with impatience. You were already dripping into his shoe.
And don't even get started on that needy little face. Pinched brows. Parted lips. A complete opposite to your glaring countenance. Good. You looked better near-drooling.
He watched your arms brace behind you, scrambling for some stabilisation so that you could leverage just the right angle and grind until you stained his shoe.
Did you consider yourself dutiful? He wished your news office could see you in this moment. Now you were just desperate.
"Poor thing." He crooned. "You need something bigger?"
Fingers flexed in your hair as he dragged you up and jerked you into him. So that your knees dug between his and your body wobbled from the manhandling.
He slipped the gun between your legs. Knuckles wrapped around the trigger as he spurred the barrel into your soaked panties.
Oh if he loved your grinding? He adored that flush on your face and the startle in your eyes. What a waste of a pretty face. But perhaps he could find other ways to keep you around?
He mulled the possibilities as he tilted the gun. "Go on." He drawled as he circled the muzzle on your clit and entranced on your how your white panties appeared semi-translucent. He could already taste your sticky sweetness.
The gun straightened and you obeyed without falter.
Fuck, where else could he find a good little freak like you? Not many places, he's certain. Not any that were as gorgeous nor as good as you were. With your needy little cunt grinding down on the barrel of his gun.
Seemed like he found his new lucky pistol.
His dark eyes lit as you resumed your groove and pace. Dragging your soaked panties into the cold metal and biting down on your lip. Your moans spilled louder, more pitched, and he found himself grinding the weapon back into you.
He couldn't decide between the sinful sight of you humping the gun he intended to knock you dead with or those glossy eyes and trembling lips as your face scrunched.
"Mnn. Mngh," oh, what an adorable moan. And the arch of your back? Even more so.
"Sssh. You can do it."
Of course you could. A dirty girl like you could do this all week, he's sure. His cock strained against his slacks with a hot pulse at the thought.
Your hips staggered, rushed. Rutting with a broken desperation. He could practically taste the shivers shooting up your spine.
You slicked the steel and dragged the wetness until it trickled over his knuckles. He released a breath he didn't know he was holding, then crooned. "You're a natural huh? Done this before?"
He pressed the gun up further and grinned at your mewl. The sick part of his mind would take that as a yes. Especially with the abrupt rush of your hips.
"Oh don't tell me you're actually gonna cum from this?"
"Mhhm!"
"Dirty girl."
And yet his eyes swirled with filthier images as your head tossed back and he witnessed the course of spasms. From your jutting tits to your trembling thighs, your arching back and finallyâ your throbbing, spilling cunt.
In that moment, he hated your panties for obscuring the sight.
But loved them for how nasty they looked all drenched and sticky.
Those moans were what did him in. Unrestrained, broken, so unashamed. Like you weren't humping his gun and smearing your cum all over the steel. He could get used to this.
"Is this why you came here? You don't give a shit about justice, do you?" Calloused fingers caged your nipple and twisted. How he loved your squeaky moan.
"You just wanna get this cute cunt stuffed, huh?"
He withdrew the gun and tapped the muzzle atop your panties. Was that a pout? He could give you something to cry about.
His arm snagged your waist and toppled you into him. His chest rumbled with your little yelp. He wondered what other sounds he could get out of you. How would you sing for him when he was buried balls deep and milking you for everything you had? Would you lose your ability to speak altogether?
He couldn't decide between leaving your hands helpless behind you or freeing you so he could feel them undo his pants and delight in your nails clawing on his shoulders. He settled on the former and shoved his pants down himself.
His cock sprung free and smacked back into him. Watching the orgasmic-confusion in your eyes bubble away for fluster sure gave him a kick. Even more so when he spotted the tremble in your thighs.
"Well?" He dug blunt nails into the small of your back. "Get to it."
You quivered and drew closer, dragging your slit over his throbbing tip. All the while, your eyes fixed downward. Was that panic? He hoped so. You were about to take something far too big for your little cunt.
"Iâ"
Bingo.
"It's . . . it won't fit," your voice quaked. Was this how angels wept?
A sick amusement twisted within his chest. The girl who knelt on his floor and spat at him with venom had suddenly lost her tongue? It was your fire that stirred his cock in the first placeâ but your submission was all the more delicious.
He refrained from licking his lips and instead clicked his tongue. "Must I do everything for you?"
No complaints fell from his mouth when he snatched the garter of your panties and yanked the fabric in a loud rip. Certainly no protests when you whined the cutest sound from two fingers avidly coating up your slick between them.
Maybe you were just the perfect slut. Your hips bucked so automatically into his hand. Swaying in his cupping palm and dragging your clit on the heel. As if these same hands weren't the ones that almost lodged a bullet in your head.
He tutted. Both a scolding and a praise before his amply wet fingers circled your entrance, then slipped in with ease. Your pussy's heartbeat fluttering around his knuckles split a grin over his lips.
"Look at this. She took me in without any fight," to prove his point his fingers curled and your back mimicked. It didn't take him long to find that spongy spot within you judging from your jutting hips and broken whines.
Your mouth fell open with the sluttiest moan he's heard yet as his fingers started their slow drags and pumps. Giving him the perfect opportunity to flush the gun's muzzle to your lower lip. Smearing earlier's cum on your tongue as he encouraged you to nurse on the steel.
"Say ahh," he crooned.
"A-Ah! Mngh."
His fingers come-hithered just in time. The gun shoved into your mouth and coated in your drool too. Spit and cum all over his steel? This really was his new favourite.
"Suuchh a good girl," he crooned, watching the way your lips strained around the barrel similarly to your squeezing cunt trying to milk his fingers. They sped into a rhythm that had you spluttering messier.
His palm joined the haze. Flushed into your clit and grinding up while his fingers worked relentlessly on your clenching, gummy walls. Dragging pleasure from the tips of fingers to the knuckle and soaking your arousal all over his wrist. Your musk wrapped around him and he breathed a groan, before pistoning his fingertips and prodding on that devastating spot in time with you hips' rolls.
Was this the journalist who swore to take him down? The one who wrote her blood into the ink and vowed with every word that his syndicate would fall under her name? Here you were, moaning his name instead. Spluttering it around a gun and riding his hand like you hadn't slandered his reputation in ever which-way.
"Pathetic little thing," he sneered and snagged the trigger, but your eyes were too busy rolling back to notice. "This all it takes? A few fingers and a gun in your mouth?"
He punctuated by pushing further. So the muzzle weighed onto the back of your tongue. He's sure your jaw ached, he could see you gagging. That dark chord within him strung a symphony.
It should have been a crime to look that good choking on a gun and arching into his fucking fingers.
Spurred on by the rush, his fingers frantically speed. Curling, pistoning, fucking into your gooey centre under he beheld the spasms once again. Wracking your body and tossing you into a cage of unrelenting bliss and him.
"That's it. There you go. Slut up my hand, princess."
It's what you did best, he learnt. This time he focused on your cunt. On the heavy pulses and stuttered throbs before your thighs tensed and you streamed over his hand. Both spray and slick. Perverting his palm with your wayward morals and staining him in your sin.
Fuck.
A smirk ghosted his lips, glinting with its piercing as his fingers withdrew in sticky strings of arousal. Perfect slut? No, you were prodigal.
He almost felt a twinge of disappointment as he withdrew the barrel from your mouth, but your drool clinging to the steel made it all worth it. He smeared your spit down your neck and kissed your pulse with the muzzle.
He considered digging his teeth in next, but settled for clawing on your thigh as he dragged you over his awaiting cock. Flushed and angry at the tip.
Your clit twitched as the frenum piercing caught it and Suguru rumbled a chuckle as your dripping hole sopped him up. "Maybe I'll just keep you as my cumslut. Since you're so eager for it."
Eager? More like enthusiastic. With a wet pop! your cunt opened for him with ease. Clenching around only the tip, a messy confusion between squeeze and stretch. His massive hand splayed on your thigh and dragged you in, stroking his thumb with a message your slutty self immediately decoded.
He watched your shoulders roll back and your spine lift. You repositioned yourself before slowly, so, tantalisingly slowly, taking him in inch by inch.
Void eyes steeled on your face. Drinking every twitch of your brows, every tremble of your lips, the way your tongue sounded with his name on it.
"M-Mister Geto. . ." you whined. It sounded better on your mouth. Needy, and pitiful. Like a prayer and a plea.
His cock pulsed and his patience wore thin. A grunt ragged from the back of his throat as your gummy walls sucked him in. Trying to suffocate and strangle himâ yet also not trying hard enough.
"That the best you've got?"
"I can't. . . s'big, Sir."
Slick dripped down his dick that was barely halfway. Oh, he'd show you big.
Without a falter in expression, Suguru scraped his nails on your soft thigh and fisted the fat before aâ slam! merged with your pitiful cry. The gun caught your slutty arch and his balls thrummed against your plush ass.
"There you go, princess." His thumb stroked your hip bone. "Not so hard, is it?" His voice deepened into a groan. Fuck. You weren't just warmâ you were hot, sweltering. Squeezing around every inch and milking every vein. He bucked up for encouragement, and you followed obediently.
Albeit, pathetically. You called that riding? Your pretty pussy swallowed him whole and choked as your hips rutted and humped. Rolling into him with a staggered sway as you arced into him.
"Mnghâ fuck, Sirâ"
You quivered a cry. Both from those gorgeous eyes and your glossy cunt. Fuck, you'd drown his leather seat with that mess. As if he'd mind.
"Have I fucked you so stupid you've forgotten how to ride a dick?" His hand thwacked your ass when all you answers were in shaky whines and spluttered apologies. He restrained his grin, but it pooled within his feral eyes instead.
His head rolled back as he watched you. Craning your wobbly hips higher, and higher, watching as your pink walls crept up his cockâ and then you dropped with a needy mewl.
"Atta girl," he patted your ass. "Just like that. Keep it up."
And oh, you tried. He watched your snivelling attempts to maintain pace and elicit his praise. Your movements were jerky at best. Slow drags and clumsy drops as you miserably tried to form a rhythm.
There was no hiding his grin now. Where's all that fire? That determination in your eyes had splintered into desperation. Confidence was nothing but a sopping cunt, now. Suguru swore he'd never seen you more beautiful.
He forced his grin into a frown and arched a dark brow with a darker stare. Not a word, and still you whimpered.
Your abrupt squeezing formed a hiss on his tongue, but fuck, you were so good at clenching and so terrible at conserving a steady pace. Every time his cock ground into your cervix you'd crumble, cryâ pathetic.
Cruel fingers snapped around your jaw and dug in dark nails. Your face squished into his large hand as tears trickled down your flushed cheeks. Cute.
"Aww, what's wrong, princess?" He crooned. "Where's that big mouth of yours?"
A thumb brushed your lower lip and aroused helpless splutters and whimpered begs. Barley coherent, but beautifully broken. His head crooked.
"What's that? Huh? You want me to help?"
Shmack! went his hips. Hot and wet against your ass just as you were attempting to lift again. He ground deep into that gummy muscle that slacked your jaw and spilled drooling hiccups. Poor you. One thrust was all it took and you were doubling over onto him?
Suguru's sneer bit your ear while his cockhead pistoned into that darling spot, spluttering slick and sticky strings all over his lap. "Can't do anything right. Dumb little slut."
At last he abandoned the gun for favouritism on your ass. Squeezing on the plush with both hands so it swelled between his finger gaps. He abused the leverage to bounce you on him in a filthy rhythm. The chair creaking and your voice singing as you limped into his shoulder.
"M-Mister Geto! S-Sirâ Sir, fuckk angh."
"This. This, is how you ride dick." His grunts spilled with heavy groans as he surged his frustration into his feral hips. Slapping rage into bruises on the backs of your tender thighs.
His glare sliced up to meet your drooling mouth and eyes rolled back. "Are you even listening? Fuck. Is there anythin' going on in thatâ ngh, head of yours? Nuh-uh? Just my cock in your tight little cunt?"
Dragging a nasty grind on your cervix and rutting the piercing into your sweetspot, a sharp grin daggered his mouth. Wretched by your miserable humps and attempts to fuck him back as he pounded the reality of your new position into you.
Not a journalist, certainly not a pretty face in a mobâ but a slut. His pretty, perfect, pathetic slut.
"I'm gonnaâ I- hngh pleaseplease, I'm gonna cum!"
"Say my fuckin' name."
"Gâ"
"No."
He rammed up, pistoning into the spot that shattered you into a mess of heat and keens as your body broke into endless spasms. Yet still, you understood what he wantedâ
"Suâ Sugurruuu I'm gonn' cum!"
And he loved you for it.
"Course you are. That's all you're fucking good for, huh?"
His thumb trapped your clit and bullied it until it spasmed too. Until you crumbled into a shaking, wobbling puddle. Back arching, hips stuttering, jaw slacking as he watched you wreck for him. Watched you limp into him and burst in a fever of cum and whining sobs.
He hissed as you strangled his cock, pulsing and squirting it into a sticky slew. Fuck, you're a messy thing, aren't you?
Through your spasms his thrusts battered on. Pounding into overflowing pussy and dragging you down by the ass so you bounced helplessly. Even when you cried, even when you keenedâ he only tore his teeth into your shoulder and maintained reckless abandon.
Relentless, ruinous, even as your sweet little hiccups drooled all over him.
His princess. His pitiful whore.
"Can'tâ I-I can't s'too much, fuck! S'tooo much Suguru please."
But the bastard only gripped. Snatched you closer and dragged his teeth on your ear with ragged pants.
"Hmm? Of course you can. Gotta get used to your new position, princess."
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SAE ITOSHI is always paying fine attention. heâll deny it when you ask, heâll say he doesnât do it, but you notice when heâs looking at you from the corner of his eyeâwhere heâs rewatching tapes from the couch, heâll call out, âtake off those heels. you hate them because they get uncomfortable after 5 minutes.â he paused the entire playback just to make sure you heard him, as he knew you were going out with some friends for the day.
when youâre on your period and craving something, heâll be in the kitchen with you trying to find whatever it isâhe went shopping just the other day, since he has your schedule in his calendar, which is by far the smartest thing heâs ever doneâand once you start grabbing out a select few items, he can already tell what youâre planning to make. heâll take them out of your hands with a gentle sigh, rubbing his forehead as he told youâ âdonât. that gives you tummy aches, and iâm not dealing with cramps and tummy aches in one day.â
while itâs the middle of winter and youâre at one of his games, freezing your ass off in the stands, heâll notice. in the middle of the game, his headâll turn in your direction for a flash second before returning to wherever the ball was headed. once halftime came, he called you down to exit the stands all so that he could give you his jacket that was in his dufflebag. he wonât be able to play at the top of his game if he sees you shivering in the stands in one of his jerseys the whole time.
if youâre feeling uncomfortable being swarmed by reporters as you stand with him, trying to exit the stadium after one of his games, heâll know. he can tell by these key pointsâeyes darting around, heavy swallows, tighter grips on him, as if to keep you grounded. being the partner of the sae itoshi mustâve been hard, he understood that. but he never let them cross boundaries. heâll hold onto you tight, using his body to shield you from the cameraâs and the microphones shoved into your face. heâll brush them off as usual and drag both him and you out as quickly as possible. sometimes heâll go as far as to pick you up and hold you tightly against his chest if the swarm is that bad.
heâll notice if you change perfumes, or if you start dressing different. heâll notice when youâre feeling down, or when youâre feeling happier than usual. heâll notice if youâre feeling depressed or when something is bothering you. heâll notice that you want something when you look at a piece of jewelry for a second too long, all of it, heâll notice.
he might not be the best with his absence, and he might not be the most loving partner youâve ever had, but this is his own small way of showing you that he cares, that he loves you.
all he asks from you is that you love him too. âĄ
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â WHAT HAPPENS WHEN TWO YAKUZA HEIRS ARE FIGHTING OVER WHO GETS TO MARRY YOU ?? â
â§ pairing: yakuza!satoru gojo x f!reader x yakuza!suguru geto
â§ summary: you had no patience for the yakuza lifestyle your grandfather had -- you wanted to live a normal life, but when it leaks that your grandfather is in talks to have you engaged to one of two yakuza heirs -- you realize you're in deeper than you thought -- especially when they both fall in love with you.
â§ warnings: 18+, nsfw, smut, fluff, inspired / dialogue / scene concepts taken from the manga âyakuza fiance,â (which the fic is named after), reader's age is ambiguous, but all are 20s+, violence (as expected from mafia / yakuza stories), blood, stsg have tattoos, implied satosugu (just a passing mention of dating briefly), stsg have sadomasochistic tendencies, a little ooc, switch! gojo (very sub gojo), switch! geto, oral (f + m), deepthroating, handjob (m), fingering (f! receiving), double penetration, sex (p in v), creampie, poly relationship implied ending,
â§ wc: 18,476
âI donât want to marry either of you,âÂ
And your statement is met with confused stares â and normally stares like this wouldnât be terrifying to the average person, but these were not average men you were dealing with.Â
Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto were anything but average â in many ways.Â
Both were incredibly handsome â Satoru was blessed with a piercing blue gaze of the heavens and snow white locks that could stun any person into silence, and Suguru was no slouch either â with long inky black locks tied into a neat bun and his sharp features and his almost all too alluring smile â the two of them looked like they belonged to a modeling agency. Both were also brilliant, attending one of the best high schools in Tokyo, before going to the best university, leading in their respective specialities (Satoru studying physics, while Suguru chose literature).Â
And, the two were both the heirs to two of the most dangerous Yakuza families in all of Japan.Â
But right now, they are your biggest problems, personified.Â
Their families were both vying for your hand in marriage â thanks to your meddling grandfather who shipped you off to Tokyo to get a would-be Yakuza husband â your yakuza family hoping to broker peace after decades upon decades of fighting with one of the other two biggest yakuza families around â the Gojo and Geto families respectively.Â
âExcuse me?â Suguru speaks first, a single eyebrow raised, arms crossed over his crisp white button up.Â
âIâm not here for this yakuza bullshit. Iâm trying to live my own life â and Iâm not in the mood to get swept along in my grandfatherâs wishes for me to get married,â your hand is in your bag, fingers curled around your collapsible metal pole, âand I donât care to know either of you, I donât really care to stick around you â especially because all its earned me is the disdain of all the other students who have crushes on you â so how about we simply tolerate each other for this year?âÂ
Satoru whistles, âhow disappointing,â his eyes raking over you from head to toe, âyouâre worse than your reputation â we heard you were a stuck-up, spoiled rich girl that would do anything to get her way, but turns out youâre just normal,â he sticks out his tongue and makes a gagging noise, âhow boring,âÂ
âTruly tiresome,â Suguru hums, his bangs falling in his dark gaze, âI was looking forward to a woman who could match up to us â maybe fuck me up, punish me, and strip away my dignity â type of girl whoâd ruin my life, do you understand?âÂ
You stare at him, lips parted, brow furrowed, âWhat?âÂ
âIn other words, we were hoping you were much more interesting than you were â as you are now, youâre just useless,â Satoru sighs dramatically, his pink lips curled in a smile, âbor-inggggg,âÂ
âYou might as well go back to Osaka, or wherever it was you came from,â Suguru shrugs, hands in his pockets, as he pulls a cigarette and a lighter, âyou could stay, but as it stands, you would be better off back home â maybe it would even start a war â that could be fun, Satoru,â he remarks, his grin growing more sinister by the minute, as he places the cigarette between his lips, and lighting it.Â
âLetâs actually not be so hasty, Suguru. She could have some use,â he holds out his fingers to frame you between them, âcould be worth something if we have her work at one of our families clubs â selling her body. She could make some use for us,â he says cruelly, âOtherwise, go back home, and let them know weâre the ones not interested in you,â he says, brushing past you along with Suguru.Â
And you couldnât decide which one of their smiles were the most bone chilling â and why you couldnât quite find your voice in that moment. And you didnât â not until you finally reached home, your phone ringing.Â
âHowâs it going, dear granddaughter?â you could hear the grin of the old coot even over the phone â and how could you tell him you wanted to go home now? You had hoped to go there to give two rejections â not earn two of your own. You hoped to stick out the year before leaving this place behind, if only to appease your grandfather.Â
âIâm fine, but I thinkâŠI think Iâm homesick,â you sit on the edge of your bed, hunched over, hand holding your head up, propped against your knee.Â
âWhyâs that? Did something happen?âÂ
âNothing, I justââÂ
âYouâre not coming back home,â and your hopes fall, âone year, you have to stay one year no matter what. Donât care if you have to fight with every bone in your body and fiber of your being â last a year,âÂ
âBut whyââÂ
âMake those boys fall for you, and then break their hearts, heh â your grandfather is a heartbreaker and I know you can do the same,â and you know his lips are curled in a smile not too dissimilar to the two men you met today, âdonât forget where you come from â and what youâre worth,â and he cuts the line, as you stare at your phone, before tossing it away and lying back.Â
Well, you know what you had to do.Â
~~~
âMorning,â you know whereâd they be â the only free period they had together that they spent in the dining hall with their entourage â including some girls who had been harassing you about how you knew the pair â ones you had suspected in fucking with your locker, smearing mud all over your shoes. A small retaliation for capturing their precious crushesâ attention.
The two heirs only stare for a moment â it had been two weeks since they had seen you, âthought I had gone home?âÂ
âSurprised you didnât,â Suguru remarks, utterly disinterested from the look in his eyes, despite the smile plastered on his lips, âguess I lost the bet, Satoru,âÂ
You raise an eyebrow at Satoru, âyou thought Iâd stay?âÂ
âThought you'd stay to take me up on my offer to sell your body,â he holds out his hand as Suguru slaps a stack of bills in his palm, âdid you?âÂ
âI did actually,â your lips curl, as their gazes slide to one another, before you drop a bag on their table, âone kidney, 5,000,000 yen,â and you take delight in the smiles that slide off their expressions, as they stare at you, Satoru looking over the lip of the bag before you knocked it over and let the stacks of money spill over the table, âit took two weeks since it took a while to arrange and recover, but it was well worth it,âÂ
The pair only can stare â expression unreadable and words seemingly stolen from their mouths, as you only smiled down at them, your gaze digging into their faces like daggers.
Suguruâs eyebrows knit together, âHow did youââÂ
âFriend of a friend,â you shrug, âIâll have to be on a low sodium diet and probably do blood work a little more frequently but you were right about one thing â I was being weak,â you lift up your shirt to show the bandage on your side, their eyes wide, as they can only stare, âI wonât be making that mistake again,âÂ
And you place your foot up on their table, leaning in, as the mask slips from your face, and your anger surges forth, âlisten here, you masochistic fuckers, Iâm not scared of either one of you. I donât care if I have to crawl home choking on my own blood, Iâll be sure youâre choking on each otherâs as I drag you both to hell. Iâm staying here, whether either of you like it or not,âÂ
âYou canât talk to them like thatââ one of the girls pipes up, her lips twisted in a frown.Â
âI can talk to them however I want - do you know who I am? I come from a family just like thereâs but we actually know how to cover up our crimes,â you chuckle, head tilting, âdo you know how easy itâd be to get rid of you two?â Your gaze slides to the other girl, âitâd be all too simple â and trust me, Iâd get my hands dirty if itâs the two of you,â your lips curl into a wide grin as you add, âafter all, you guys did me the favor of dirtying my shoes already,âÂ
And the two blanch white, all indignance replaced with genuine fear â and you had never known someone could look at you as someone to be feared.Â
And you didnât know you would like it so much.Â
You staple the smile on your face again, as the two heirs still sit speechless in their seats, eyes glued to you, âWell thatâs all,â you slide back, âI have to head to classââÂ
But then your wrists are caught â pulling you back, as you find yourself pinned on either side by the two heirs, your body tense, before your gaze slides between them, âWhat?âÂ
âMarry me,â they both say simultaneously â and you gape at them.Â
You are pushing them back, palms pressed against their chests, but find yourself met with two immovable objects, instead trying to squirm out of their grips. âWhat?â And their grips loosen enough for you to take a step back, but their hands remain around your wrists.Â
âI have to have you,â Suguru presses a chaste kiss to the back of your hand, dark gaze lidded as he looks up at you, and a shiver climbs up your spine, âIâve never been so terrified or turned on in my life â it must be love,âÂ
Satoru is the same, mesmerized with eager words, âI want you to do what you promised, Princess â ruin my life,â Satoruâs lips curled in a wide grin, âwant you to completely fuck me up, dominate my entire life â and thereâs only one way to do that, marry me,âÂ
Suguru only scowls at Satoru, âYou know Satoru, itâs very rude to propose after your best friend does,â Suguruâs gaze slides to him, âsheâs mine,â and his other hand finds your shoulder, pulling you against his chest, even as you struggle against their grips, âher family reached out to mine first,âÂ
âFuckers, I swear to god, let me goââ but they act as if they canât hear you, a current of possessiveness sweeping their thoughts away.Â
âSo what? Her family decided to ask for my hand â looks like yours wasnât good enough,â Satoru only grins, pulling you against him instead, his breath warming your flushed skin, as you grimace, âand Iâd make her happier than you ever would.âÂ
âWant to take this outside, Satoru?â Suguruâs glare sent chills down your spine, but Satoruâs lips split into a smile so wide, you were afraid his head would crack in two.Â
âWhy? Feeling lonely? Go by yourself,â
And finally you stomp on Satoruâs foot before elbowing Suguru in the stomach, drawing groans from both boys, as you stumble away from them, whirling to face them, âDonât treat me like your goddamn property or that Iâm a prize to be won,â your words slip like venom from your lips, âdonât ever fucking touch me without asking,âÂ
âOf course, weâre sorry,â Suguru only grins after, holding his stomach, but he still looks all too delighted, âyou should reprimand us like the scum we are, isnât that right Satoru?âÂ
Satoru nods, pouting, âYeah we deserve more of a punishment,â and your skin crawls at their eagerness.Â
âI donât know what the fuck is wrong with you two, but I donât want anything to do with it,â you walk away, hiding your dumbstruck expression, but the two only followed you.Â
âYou canât just walk away from us, you have to decide who you want,â Suguru calls after you, their long strides meant they caught up all too fast, and youâre armed with your collapsible pole now, pointing it at both of them.Â
âTwo minutes ago, both of you thought I was normal and boring,â your eyes narrow â was this another plot to just sell you to some club?Â
âAnd Iâm sorry about that sweetheart,â Satoruâs arm is around your waist again, while Suguruâs fingers intertwined with yours, âwe were clearly wrong â and you have to take responsibility,âÂ
You stare at them, âfor what?âÂ
And heâs leaning to whisper in your ear, âIâm so hard for you right now,â And youâre whirling on them with the pole, but they both expertly dodge your assault, before youâre hurrying away. But they let you go, watching after you with a grin.Â
âThis is going to be fun,â Suguru remarks, looking at his best friend, âI canât guarantee I wonât kill you for her hand,âÂ
Satoru only smirks in reply, âYou stole the words out of my mouth, Suguru.âÂ
~~~
It had been a week â a week of you trying skillfully to evade the two yakuza heirs.Â
And you had failed. No matter how fast you left your classes, where you hid, where you sat â the two always found you. And now you have resorted to sitting outside to eat your lunch, being careful to avoid any stray glance of your presence. You sat, back against the building, as you held your head, bento box in your lap â how long until they would get the message? How long until they figured out you wanted nothing to do with them?Â
Your grandpa had told you to make them fall for you, but you didnât think you had too much more to do with how the two were following you around, dogging your every step.Â
How would you last another year?Â
You opened your bento â at least for once, you could enjoy your lunch without one of themâÂ
âThere you are,â and your lunch nearly goes tumbling out of your lap, but you grasp it, keeping your food from spilling out of your bento, and you turn to meet the gaze of Suguru, leaning against the windowsill, âyouâre a fast one, sweetheart,â his head tilted and lips curled in his signature smile.Â
âHow the fuck did you find me so fast?â you stare at him, brow furrowed, âitâs barely been five minutes, and this campus is huge,âÂ
âItâs the power of love, of course,â you cringe, and he laughs, bringing his knuckles to his lips, âoh rather, itâs the power of the tracking device I slipped in your bag,âÂ
And you blink, âYou what?âÂ
He shrugs, âWell how else would I have found you so quickly? Iâll slip it in your shoe next time,â and he sighs, as you dig through your bag, before turning it upside down and letting your things spill out on the grass, âbesides, thereâs a good reason Iâm tracking you,â and you find the tracker before stomping on it, digging your heel into it, crushing it into the dirt, âthereâs been a kidnapping of another Yakuza heiress,âÂ
And your eyes flit to him, and heâs still smiling at you, âWho?â you continue to collect your things, shaking out textbooks and examining your things for any other hidden trackers.Â
âYouâll learn tonight â come to the compound tonight â youâve been formally invited by both my father and Satoruâs father,â and heâs hopping out of the window, fingers brushing yours as he hands you your pencil case, and heâs all too close now, his warm breath warming your lips.Â
âAnd if I refuse?â and his lips curl in a smirk.Â
âYouâd be offending not only my family, but Satoruâs as wellââ and heâs rising to his feet, offering you a hand, âand it might end in an all out war, but that would be just fine for us â would it for you?âÂ
You glare at him, taking his hand reluctantly, as he helps you to your feet, and you brush the dirt from your skirt and legs, âFine, what time?âÂ
âAfter school, Satoru will be waiting by the gates for you,â he smiles, as he settles next to you, pulling out his own lunch, and you tilt your head, âoh are you curious about me? I have my own business to attend to,âÂ
âIs that what the other bastard is up to?â and he chuckles at that, taking a bite of his food.Â
âSomething like that.âÂ
~~~~
âTook you long enough, pretty,â the Gojo heirâs eyes drag over you like spotlights as he leans against the gate outside, the other students staring as you two speak, whispering as they walk by, slowing down to either catch a longer glance at Satoru or hear a bit of your conversation, âwith being so quick to leave for lunch, I thought youâd be just as quick leaving the building,â and heâs offering you a drink from the vending machine that you reluctantly take.Â
âWell, I wasnât exactly looking forward to being a spectacle,â you grumble, as you power walk away from the burgeoning traffic jam that Satoru was causing, and he follows behind, âwhy do they all stare anyway? They know you're a yakuza, donât they?âÂ
âPart of the draw,â he shrugs, the hiss of his own soda filling the air as he pops it open, âeveryone wants what they canât have, but donât worry, I only have eyes for you, sweetheart,â you grimace as he sips at his soda, raising an eyebrow, âso what canât you have?âÂ
You both finally reach the heart of the city, bustling with people left and right â the one thing you couldnât get used to from the quieter life you led, âSome peace and quiet, apparently,â you adjust your bag on your shoulder in a tighter grip, if only you could lose him in this crowd and be done with all this shit, but it wasnât that simple, and then it occurs to you, âdid you put a tracker on me as well?âÂ
âNah, I just used Suguruâs,â he smiles, as he downs the rest of his drink with his head thrown back, before crushing the can in his hand and tossing it away in the recycling bin nearby, âplus, I didnât have time, been busy with other things, unfortunately,âÂ
âWhat things have youââÂ
And youâre suddenly tugged into an alleyway, an arm around your neck and a hand clamped over your mouth, âDonât struggle, it will only make it more difficult for you,â the man whispers in your ear, as another two men draw closer to your sides, âweâll kill you if you do,âÂ
You canât scream, but you donât need to â because the man who grabbed you screams first.Â
âWho the fuck areââ and he screams, his hands slipping from your side, the thump of his body against the pavement making you flinch, as you slowly turn to find Gojo, as he only glares at the other men, before his gaze slides to you, softening with a smile.Â
âSweetheart, itâs okay, come here,â and you swallow, before taking shaky steps to his side, and heâs pulling you behind him, âwait here,âÂ
It happens far too quickly.
Or maybe itâs just a blur now. Because now heâs beaten the three men into submission, their scarlet blood splattering against his uniform, the wet squelch of their flesh as he punches and kicks them, his shoe digging into their sides. He winds his fist back again.Â
âThatâs enough,â you say hoarsely, swallowing thickly, âtheyâre barely alive,âÂ
âMore than they deserve,â he mutters, before sighing and grabbing one by his shirt, fabric straining against the dead weight of the man, and pulls him close, his hand connecting with his face as he slaps him awake, âYou hear me? Listen,â he shakes him, until the manâs eyes blink open, bleary, âYou see me? Donât forget my face. You touch her again â and itâs the last thing youâll see before the afterlife, got that?âÂ
âYes,â the man slurs.Â
âThatâs my girl,â he jerks his head at you, âsheâs mine and if you or any of your stupid friends or family see her, donât talk or touch her, much less even look at her,â and his lips curl again, âor I promise my family and the Geto family will slaughter you â until thereâs nothing left.â and he drops the man onto the ground, âletâs go,â he mutters, shaking the blood off his knuckles, before using the inside of his uniform jacket to wipe the rest off.Â
âYour uniform, it'sââ and he glances at the blood seeping into the fabric of his jacket and crisp shirt, and youâre digging through your bag, âI have my hand towel and someââ and heâs shaking his head.Â
âI have a sweatshirt I can wear in my bag,â and heâs tugging off his uniform jacket and unbuttoning his shirt, and you canât look away fast enough â not before seeing the tattoo littering his back.Â
A large lion against his back, seemingly roaring, against a backdrop of bamboo, stared back at you, as your breath catches in your throat â he wasnât just a spoiled heir, he was a real yakuza. And what he did to those men â his eyes met yours again, as he tugged the sweatshirt on, lips still in that ridiculous smile â it was likely the least of what he could really do to them.Â
âOh, sorry, guess I never told ya,â he pulls the orange sweatshirt down, pulling a pair of sunglasses on, and your horrified expression in the circular black rims stare back at you, âsorry for scaring you, sweetheart,âÂ
âYouâre reallyââ you cut off, heart caught in your throat. Yeah, you had spent too much of your life surrounded by men covered in tattoos, but these two â their auras â were on another level that was simply â terrifying.Â
âA yakuza?â he finishes, peering at you over the rim of his sunglasses, âSurprised it took you this long to figure out â thought you had that pieced together a while ago â what? I assume your family shielded you from that kind of violence â probably had guards on you 24/7 so no one would mess with you. Well you arenât in Osaka anymore,â his fingers intertwined with yours, his larger hand engulfing yours as he tugs you along away from the alley, the faint groans of the men disappearing into the ambient noise of the city, âStay close, princess.âÂ
And you flushed, biting your lip. There was a lot you didnât know, but you knew you better learn â you spare one glance back at the alley â and quick.Â
~~~
You both arrive back to the compound, as youâre funneled into a room, you get a glimpse of Suguru in an adjacent hallway, his clothes as bloodied as Satoruâs was, if not more. His dark eyes catch yours and his lips curl, as he holds his hand up as a greeting, mouthing, âYo,âÂ
Youâre shepherded away to sit, and soon enough, Satoru and Suguru join you, as you fidget in the middle of the room, the three of you sit on cushions, while another cushion directly in front of you. Your fingers can't help but toy with the ribbon on the front of your uniform â what if this was just a ruse to sell you off? Maybe they even found out about you selling your kidney? Anxiety swirled in your mind, dragging down your body to even the tips of your toes, your body buzzing and stinging with thoughts.Â
âThis really is just a talk to discuss the missing Yakuza heiress,â Suguru cuts through your thoughts, as you stare at him, slack jawed, and he only shrugs, leaning back against his hands flat on the floor, âyouâre not hard to read, sweetheart,âÂ
âBesides, if we wanted to kill you, why not let you die in that alleyway?â Satoru chimes in, ever so helpful, as you glare at him, before his gaze slides to Suguru, âdid you take care of that like I asked, Suguru?â and he nods, and before you can ask a question, the door slides open.Â
Instead of the heads of the household, a yakuza comes in, sunglasses stare back at you, his dark brown hair slicked back, shaved on the sides of his head, as he stared down at the three of you, âThe heads wonât be able to make it to this meeting â something has come up,âÂ
âYaga, good to see you,â Suguru chirps, while Satoru only sighs, hands behind his head.Â
âGlad to see you havenât gotten yourself killed since youâve been away, old manââ and Satoru earns a fist to his head, âow!âÂ
âKeep it up and youâll get something worse than a whack to the head,â Yaga grumbles, taking his seat, âyou must be the girl,â he eyes you up and down, âIâll get straight to the point â the Akazawa heiress is missing. Sheâs assumed to be kidnapped,â he hands you a photo of her â shoulder length black hair, her eyes look past the camera, her head tilted downwards, but her hazel eyes pierce through the picture.Â
âHow long has she been gone?â Suguru asks, âany chance that she just ran off?âÂ
âThereâs a chance sheâs been sold off for a couple hundred thou,â Satoru remarks, crossing his arms, âpeople would pay a premium for a yakuza heiress,â and his eyes slide to you, and you glare back.Â
âWe donât know â maybe she ran off, maybe sheâs been sold, maybe thereâll be a ransom coming in at one point or another, or maybe sheâs deadââ and you bite your lip, âbut we canât take the risk, especially since we have a similar heiress under our care now,â Yaga says, crossing his arms with a hefty sigh, âthat being said, youâll be staying at the compound until further noticeâ your things have already been brought here,â you gape at him, mouth nearly hanging open, âand youâll have Satoru or Suguru with you at all times â their schedules have been rearranged to have class with you,âÂ
âButââ and Yaga shoots a look at you that silences your protests.Â
âThese orders came from the three heads, including your grandfather, would you like to defy them?â And your mouth clamps shut, your head falling.Â
âNo, sir,â Yaga rises, leaving, but not before ordering the two heirs to show you where youâll be staying, âand any real threats to you appear, and your classes will be made online and you will remain under guard in the compound,â Yaga adds before disappearing behind another door.Â
âIt wonât be that bad, Princess,â Suguru grins, as they walk you to your room, ânow we can really get to know each other before weâre married,âÂ
âDonât you mean before weâre married?â Satoru says, as Suguru only smiles back at him.Â
âI would rather not marry you, Satoru, dating you for a week was enoughââ and Satoru opens his mouth to reply.Â
âIâm not marrying either of you,â you rub your head, feeling the beginnings of a headache creeping on your temples â you barely could make it through the day with enduring the amount of insanity these two already inflicted, you were sure youâd murder one or both of them if you had to spend 24/7 with them, âwe should be keeping a low profile from now on, not going outââÂ
âExcept for the dates we have planned,â Satoru says, offering you the key to your room, and you unlock the door, stepping inside.Â
âEspecially not for those.â And you slam the door shut and lock it.Â
Your eyes take in the boxes that surround you, full of the things from your apartment, and sigh.Â
Fuck, this really was your life now, wasnât it?Â
~~~
âWhy are you staring at me?â you canât ignore Suguruâs stare in the subway, even when you refuse to meet it. The light from the windows flooded into the subway, flickering as the carts sped by, as the two of you hung onto the grab handles. Your usual peaceful ride to university was now impeded by Suguru who stood by your side, his eyes seemingly glued to you.Â
âI see that your left side is slower to respond than your right,â and you shift under his gaze, âthatâs why your bag is always on your left side, so you can spot a threat easier and have a stronger grip, smart,âÂ
You raise an eyebrow, âHow did you figure that out?âÂ
He shrugs, âFrom observation â I also move a little slower on my left â I even blink slower,â and you face him, staring into his eyes, trying to notice any difference between the two eyes. The only thing you could see is how pretty they really were â dark and lidded, not as bright or striking as Satoruâs, but just as mysterious.Â
âI canât tell,â you tilt your head, and he only smiles.Â
âThere isnât a difference, but I got you to stare into my eyes, didnât I?â and you glower at him, your remark cut off by the influx of people flooding into the cart. Fuck, you never had seen it this full before. You forced yourself not to cringe under the tight quarters â you could handle this, it wasnât a big deal, even as the people sandwiched themselves all around you, anxiety biting at your nerves. And then youâre knocked around by the crowd as the cart jerks, but then, Suguru is pulling you lightly so your back is pressed against a wall and heâs caging you in, his body protecting you.Â
Your breath catches â heâs so close, âYou donât have toââ and your gazes meet again, your breath catching, your bag caught between your bodies. Heâs nearly pressed against you, the heat from his form seeps into your own. And he smells good, despite the sticky heat of the summer lingering â something musky but sharp at the same time â what was that scent?Â
âYou seemed uncomfortable,â he says, his hand holding onto the grab handle above, âthis seemed like the easiest solution, especially so I can protect you â it would be much easier to shield you with my body this way,âÂ
âShut up,â you grumble, as he chuckles, before youâre sighing, âIâm not used to taking the subway â I used to have a car that took me back and forth,â you chew your lip, âI didnât want you to think I couldnât take care of myself,âÂ
âMakes sense to have you driven â as a yakuza heiress, they wanted precautions,â Suguru nods, his eyes sliding around the cart, âyou never know,âÂ
âIs that why your eyes keep scanning the subway cart?â you raise an eyebrow.Â
And his lips curl, âI did say Iâd protect you with my life, didnât I?âÂ
âDid you mean that?â
A chuckle escaped his lips, a noise that makes your breath catch, as the cart jerks again, pressing you both even closer, âI never say anything that I donât mean, princess.âÂ
~~~
âIs following me around really necessary even after classes?â you hadnât bothered to pull your usual disappearing act â it was counterproductive in multiple ways (the first being that either of them would find you and the second being you had to be glued to one of their sides at all times), âitâs not like someone is going jump from the shadows and kidnap me on campus.âÂ
âYou donât know that for sure, do you, princess?â Satoru drawls lazily, as he twirls his dinner knife around his fingers with a skill that said heâd done it a million times before â probably instead of doing the thing he was supposed to be doing, âa man comes up behind you while youâre studying or shopping, presses a weapon or gun to your side, just out of view, and heâs got the perfect hostage,âÂ
You raise an eyebrow, âYou sound like youâve done it before,â and the knife stops between his middle finger and pointer, the tip pointed at you, as he looks at you over the rim of his sunglasses.Â
âDonât get jealous, sweetheart, youâre the only girl Iâd want to kidnap,â he leans forward and swipes a mochi from your plate â even though he had already ate his own â and you scoff, as you turn your attention back to your neglected dessert, choosing to use your brain cells to focus on your food instead of this psycho.Â
âHow lucky,â you mutter, as you stab your remaining mochi instead of your escort, âdo the two of you have to take shifts like this? Iâm surprised the two of you arenât glued to my sides 24/7 together,âÂ
âWe thought it was only fair the two of us split our time â and as much as Iâd like to spend each and every hour with you, we both unfortunately have other responsibilities to tend to,â and he takes a bite of the mochi, âplus, this way, we get to spend time with you alone without the other interfering, and trust me, if I saw you with Suguru,â his lips curl, âIâd interfere,âÂ
âWell you donât have to be worried about that, because I donât plan on being with either one of you,â you reply, âIâm here to finish school and go home as soon as I can,âÂ
âYou wonât be saying that once I make you fall for me,âÂ
You get to your feet, as you pull out your wallet â but Satoru waves you off, already pulling out his card for the waiter, âYouâd have a better chance making me fall for you if you tripped me,â you roll your eyes, as you round the booth, and quick as a light, you trip right into his arms, your body bumping against his chest as his arms steady you. A hand tilts your face up to meet cerulean eyes filled with mirth, âdid you tripââÂ
And then you spot the chair leg you had tripped over oh-so-gratefully, âI donât need to resort to those measures to make you fall for me, princess,â his finger traces your jaw with a featherlight touch, âI have plenty of other ways to do that,âÂ
You get to your feet properly and shove him away, as he chuckled, as you rolled your eyes, âMaybe in your twisted dreams, butââ And Satoru is tugging you away from the booth â a tight arm around you waist, as you stammer, âwhat the fuck are youââÂ
âGuyâs been following you â just spotted him from a distance,â he murmurs, and your shoulders tense, resisting the urge to look back, âjust keep walking with me, donât worry,â his arm gently squeezed you, âwonât let anything happen to you, princess,âÂ
âDonât call me that,â you murmur, as he leads you back inside the closest building, âwhere are weââ and heâs pulling out his phone, texting several people.Â
âGetting us a ride in case I need to get you to safety, and letting Suguru know of the situation,â he offers you a small grin, âI could send you back, but that would be that and you will be on lockdown. Things might be getting a little more interesting from here â so itâs your choice, will you stay or go?âÂ
You considered your choices â you could run away from this, go back to the compound, but going back was a guarantee that you would be stuck 24/7 in the compound and stuck there for the remainder of your time here. And these two would take full advantage of that. Plus, your mind wandered to the girl who had been taken â you wanted to know more about what happened to her and why you were being targeted next.Â
âLetâs go,â and his lips curl. The two of you round several street corners, Satoruâs arm remains tight around your waist, as he leads to a more and more secluded corner of the city, âis this the right move?â your hand wanders into your pocket, fingers around your collapsible pole.Â
He sighs dramatically, âDo you have such little faith in me, sweetheart?âÂ
âConsidering the two of you are insane, yes, I do,â and he clicks his tongue at you, âwhereââÂ
And someone punches you, fist connecting with your left cheek as you stumble sideways into the wall of a nearby building. You hear the cock of a gun, your eyes catch sight of the weapon pointed at Satoru. You caught a glimpse as your eyes flicker open, several men stand behind him, all bearing weapons of some sort.Â
Your ears ring, as you clutch at your head, as you struggle to get your balance, your vision in your left eye blurry from the impact, âCome with me, and your girlfriend wonât have to watch you die,â you feel something warm run down your nose, and you touch it â scarlet stains your fingers.Â
Fuck.Â
Your eyes flicker back to where Satoru stands, eyes flickering to you, a shiver running down your spine at his hard gaze â not a hint of euphoria left â his lips a thin line, and his fists clenched, âIâll fucking kill you,â his words leave in a whispered hiss, and quick as lightning, the gun is knocked from his fingers, and Satoruâs got him pinned down, fist winding back to punch his head in. The other men donât hesitate to join the fray, just as Satoru doesnât hesitate to take them down, blood spilling from their bodies as they fall one by one.Â
You said you would be stronger â that you wouldnât let this happen again. You werenât some person who needed to be sheltered away. Your fingers clutched at the pole in your pocket, pulling it out, as you slowly uncollapsed it â you were a yakuza heir, just as much as these two were.Â
One of them got up to shaky feet, lifting up his knife to stab Satoru from behind, âDIE!â and you slam into his side, hitting over the head with the pole â a grisly crack as the pole nearly snaps against his skull.Â
âFuck off and die!â the words leave your lips as you taste your own blood dripping from your nose. And you can feel Satoru turn to see you, eyes wide as he stares â your words burn as much as your head hurts, as you wipe the blood from your nose.Â
And the men are all down now, as Satoru walks over to you, and his fingers reach gently for your face, as he examines the blood dripping, âitâs just a nosebleed,â you say, and his gaze softens ever so slightly, before darkening, as a groan comes from the man that punched you.Â
âAre you sure youâre okay?â your heart flutters at his gentle touch, the calluses of his fingers against your cheek, as he pulls tissues from his pocket to wipe the blood from your nose.Â
And his eyes linger on your face for a moment, before he turns to the culprit, fingers clenched tightly around the napkin soaked in your blood.Â
He drags the man up by the collar, shaking him, a gurgled groan leaving his bloody lips, âYou might want to go, sweetheart â I have to make sure I let this one die for ever laying a hand on my womanââ and you clasp your hand on his shoulder, shaking your head.Â
âHeâs half dead already â you donât need to finish the job,â and he pouts, shaking the man again for good measure.Â
âYou said he should dieââÂ
You shrug, âPeople like this arenât worth the trouble of killing. And you donât need more problems on your hands â so if youâre doing this for me, donât bother. Letâs just go,âÂ
And you see his lips slowly curl into a grin, as he pulls you into a hug, arms around you waist, as he runs his fingers through your hair gingerly, âI didnât realize you cared, sweetheart,â and you frown, âdonât want me getting in more trouble, huh? If itâs for you, Iâll oblige, but you owe me one,â and his fingers slide under your chin.Â
âOi, is the party over without me?â A familiar voice calls, Suguru walks over, several other Yakuza in tow, his sleeves rolled up, as he takes a once over of the situation, seemingly uninterested in the scum, his eyes falling on you and Satoru, lingering on the blood that still was trickling from your nose. His eyes narrowed, âwhich oneââÂ
âItâs already taken care of, Suguru,â Satoru rubs the back of his head, âbut for your information,â he kicks the one who had punched you in his side, forcing him to roll over, a slight groan escaping his lips, âthatâs the one who hurt her,âÂ
Suguru nodded, stepping over the bodies as if it was nothing more than a spill that had been yet to be cleaned up, as his hand brushes over your chin softly, drawing close, a sharp gasp leaving your lips when his fingers decide to travel to your nose, âItâs not broken, just bleeding, but I should still get her checked out at the compound,âÂ
âYou?â Satoru furrows his brow, âyouâre going to leave meââÂ
âTo clean up your own mess? Yes, I am,â Suguru smiles, âbecause itâs my turn to keep watch,â as he shows his watch, already well past midnight, âand I should be getting her back to the compound,â the two glare at each other, a tension settling over the scene that you were far too done with.Â
You sigh, stepping past both of them, walking over the bodies splayed out on the floor, âLet me know when you both decide,â you yawn, hands in your pockets now, âI need sleep,â and Suguru follows behind, and you donât see him turn to smirk at Satoru.Â
~~~~
You swore someone was watching you.Â
A presence loomed over you, hovering slightly, as you shifted in your sleep, a sigh parting your lips as you turned, still caught between in realms of deep sleep as you drifted in and out, eyes fluttering open a moment, and caught sight of a shadow.Â
No, it was nothing. It was nothing. And then youâd wake to sunlight filtering through your windows, eyes fluttering open, but you would still wake with the lingering touch of someone else against your face.Â
But each morning youâd check the locks, and it would be locked, with no signs of tampering â and youâd be left wondering if it was a dream or not.Â
It had been like this for the last week â youâd sense a presence, for a split second of what you thought was consciousness, and then it would be morning again.Â
And finally, you decided to stay awake, a knife you had pilfered away from the kitchen under your pillow. You let your eyes drift shut, drifting in and out of a half sleep, until you hear it.Â
The slow slide of the door opening, and the soft close of the door behind. The person takes nearly soundless steps towards you, before leaning above you and you feel the faint brush of hair against your skin, before leaning back with a quiet sigh.Â
Suguru?
And his fingers slide through your hair softly. He watches over you, quietly, until you turn to face him, eyes open.Â
âYou know itâs really creepy to break into a womanâs room in the middle of the night,â and Suguru blinks, before his lips curl in a small smirk, âand itâs even weirder when you just sit there to watch her sleep,âÂ
âJust trying to make sure youâre safe, sweetheart,âÂ
âIn a locked room?â And he shrugs.Â
âI broke in easily,â and you scoff, as he rakes his own fingers through his hair, âwho else would keep an eye on you?âÂ
You sit up, crossing your arms, âSurprised you and Satoru arenât in here,âÂ
âWe take turns,â and you stare at him, as he leans back against the wall, âall we do is keep watch princess â would you have let us in otherwise?âÂ
You open and shut your mouth, before you find words again amidst the haze of frustration, âIâm not so fucking helpless that you both need to sit here and watch me sleep,â
âWe have been doing this since the threats began nearly and you only noticed recently,â he points out, his eyes catching the faint light of the moon, as cautious and patient as Suguru was â his expression as indiscernible as a new moon was, âand itâs only because Satoru had gotten sloppy,â he shrugs.Â
You rub at your temples, âyouâre not the only one who is a yakuzaââÂ
Suguru tilts his head, âPrincess, you donât know what it means to be one â not even your fingers have never been bloodied, and it should stay that wayââÂ
Your fingers close around the handle of the knife as you lunge at him â you snapped. You were tired â tired of the men in your life running your life â your grandfather, these yakuza heads, and these two idiots â all of them treating you as if you were spineless.Â
And you werenât.Â
His hand darts out â and it happens quickly. The knife clatters against the hardwood, and heâs pinned you underneath him.Â
You glare, embarrassment licks at your cheeks like flames â you had placed your fingers on the stovetop and what were you expecting other than to get burned? You canât meet his gaze, and youâre expecting another lecture or sanctimonious attitude, but instead, his fingers skim your cheek, âYou should pick your battles wisely, sweetheart â because not all of them will let you off the hook,â and he leans close, breath warming your lips, as your eyes canât help but squeeze shut.Â
Only to wince after a sharp flick to your forehead.Â
And his weight leaves you at once, your head turning to find him examining the knife you had stolen, âYou should also choose a better weapon than a kitchen knife â especially one as dull as this one,âÂ
You scowl at him, âWell, how else will I defend myself?âÂ
And he smiles, shrugging, âIsnât it simple? Use the weapons already at your disposal,âÂ
Your brow knots together, âWhat weapons?â And his hand is sliding the door open, as he casts one more glance over his shoulder, lips curled in that insufferable smile.Â
âThe ones sworn to you.âÂ
~~~~Â
âYouâre staying home tomorrow from class,â the thermometer is plucked from between your lips, the white haired yakuza scrutinizing your room, cerulean eyes catching the pile of tissues you had failed to stuff properly in your trash bin, âhow long have you had this, Princess?âÂ
You lay bedridden and pouting as you draw the covers over your face â you had not been feeling well this whole weekend, but you developed a fever last night. You thought it would be gone by the morning, âJust since this morning,â and heâs tugging the covers away, his brow wrinkled, and then you see it, bandages on his forehead, âwhen did you get hit on the head?âÂ
And he blink, fingers running through his hair, âThis? Itâs nothing,â and you raise an eyebrow, âif you must know, itâs just my punishment for taking you into the thick of things the other day,âÂ
Your brow wrinkles, âWhoââÂ
He waves you off, âItâs not important â the important thing is that you get better â canât have my future wife succumbing to the flu, now can I?â And you scoff.Â
âIâm not your future wife,â you mumble, and you hear a small chuckle from him. And then your muscles begin to grow heavy, eyelids fluttering shut under the weight of exhaustion, and your skin feeling far too cold for your burning insides, âGojo, Iâm notââÂ
And you slip into darkness.Â
You can feel the world around you move, the sounds of wind brushing against your skin, and the flicker of lights in your eyes. Your lips part, a desert inside your mouth with no oasis in sight, âwhereââ
A voice quietly shushes you, fingers raking through your hair gently, lulling you back to sleep. Was it your grandfather? No, he never coddled you like this. Not even he had his yakuza to look after. You were expected to care for yourself â- you couldnât show weakness.Â
Not as an heir â even if you were just a kid.Â
And when you do wake for a moment, itâs with some prodding, a voice whispering for you to open your mouth at the press of a medicine cap to your lips, and your eyes flutter open to catch a glimpse of blue eyes â so you do, swallowing it with water.Â
You fall into the arms of sleep again, only waking to your head slightly aching, and a distinct void in your stomach. You reach around blindly for your phone, and find that itâs still Sunday, nearly the evening. Your eyes adjust as your gaze spots the last glimmers of the sunset in the window.Â
How long have you slept? Like four hours? You sighed, slumping back into bed, as you stretched. Your fingers pressed to your forehead, still a slight fever, but it was definitely lower. Maybe you could sleep for a bit longer, and you turn on your side only to find a familiar, not-so familiar sight. Your lips canât help but curl a little. Again there is someone in your room, but instead as your eyes flutter open you see that Satoru has dozed off.
You hold back a chuckle, as you slowly get up, drawing a little closer. His head was against the wall, slightly tilted, soft breaths leaving his lips, arms crossed. He had a prescription medicine next to him along with a water bottle. Your fingers reach for the medicine, and you glance it over â seeing that it was prescribed earlier today for you.Â
Your brows knit together, when did youâand then it comes back to you slowly â the lights, the sound of wind and cars â he drove you to a hospital. And his shoulder starts to slipÂ
And then you reach for him, trying to make sure he didnât hurt himself.Â
Thatâs when he grabs you â his eyes fly open, as he grabs you by the wrist, pulling you close, his hard topaz gaze cuts through you, until it slowly fills with recognition. His fingers digging into your wrist loosen ever so slightly, as he blinks.Â
âSorry about that, sweetheart,â but his fingers donât leave your wrist, âare you feeling better?âÂ
âI am,â you admit, as his other hand reaches up to brush against your forehead and then neck, sending hest crawling up your skin for a different reason.Â
âLooks like the medicine worked,â he sighs, leaning back, âguess I can scratch beating up that doctor off my list,â and you furrow your brow, âit was a joke, Princess,âÂ
âWhy did you take me?â You asked and he tilted his head, âI mean you could have had me looked at here, so why did youââÂ
âAs much as my father pays for these services, they donât work weekends, usually â we do have an on-call physician, but,â he shrugs, as his thumb brushed back and forth against your wrist, right where your pulse was, âI didnât want to wait,âÂ
And your eyes slide to the bandages around his head, âbut you couldnât get that checked out?âÂ
âWorried about me? Iâm touched, Princess,â and your fingers reach for the bandages and brush against his locks, âhey, youââÂ
âItâs coming loose,â you lean over and slide your hands until you find where itâs coming undone and tie it tighter, fingers brushing against his soft locks â noting the undercut you hadnât noticed before, âthere,âÂ
âThank you,â he murmurs, as your eyes meet his and your breath catches, your face an inch or two from his. And he looks different in the dark of the room, illuminated by the last vestiges of sun that were quickly fading into the night â softer.Â
âWhy did you take care of me?â And he blinks a moment, taken aback and he tilts his head, âsomeone else could haveââÂ
âI wanted to,â he cuts you off gently, âwhy would I let someone else do it when I could? It was the least I could do,â and it was your turn to tilt your head, as he adds in a whisper, âI let you get hurt. I should have sent you home,âÂ
âIf you had tried, I would have stayed anyway,â and he chuckles.Â
âI know,â he murmurs, âand I know what itâs like to tough through things as if youâre invincible â as if nothing can touch you â and itâs only a matter of time until it does,â and your fingers brush against the bandages on his head, as you dare closer, less than a breath away.Â
âMaybe I should make you take your own advice,â you whisper, and his lips quirk upwards in a smirk.Â
âIâd love to see you try, Princess,â he adds with a grin, âyou know Iâd love to submit to you anytiââÂ
And you swallow the rest of his sentence with your lips, a chaste brush that leaves your entire body burning for more â a spark to kindling that you told yourself you wouldnât start. But, your lips part his to see his soft gaze meeting your own, before finding your lips again, how could you not?Â
âIâm going to get you sick,â you manage between kisses, lips meeting and parting, as he chuckles against you, a vibration sending a shiver that definitely wasnât from your fever.
âYouâre worth it, Princess,â but he kisses you one last time, noses brushing, before your stomach rumbles loudly in the relative silence of both of your soft pants. You flush, and he canât hold back his laugh, as you smack his shoulder. Â
âShut up, I havenât eaten since breakfast, thanks to someone,â and heâs still laughing as you try to smack him again, but he catches you by the wrist.Â
âDonât forget, I really like it when you punish me,â his lips press to your wrist, your breath catching for a moment before you hit him again on the chest regardless. And he laughs, leaning on his hand, âoh what will I do with you, sweetheart?âÂ
You scowl at him, rolling your eyes, âYou can start by getting me dinner,â you grumble, and he repents, getting to his feet, âSatoru?â And he pauses, eyes flickering back, âthank you,â you manage, biting your lip all the whole, unable to meet his eyes or see the smile on his lips.Â
âAnytime, Princess.âÂ
~~~~
You hadnât seen Suguru or Satoru all week.Â
Once a sought after rarity l, but now a foreboding concern. Satoru had been away on business â you didnât care to know what, but you knew heâd come back only more clingy than ever. You chewed on your lip â especially after the kiss.Â
Fuck. You kissed Satoru, you buried your face in your hands, what the fuck were you doing? Could you use the excuse that your fever had rendered you momentarily insane? No, Satoru would only crack a joke saying that heâs crazy for you too.Â
What was your plan? You were only trying to bide your time for a year â not become further entangledÂ
You lay back on your bed, as you scroll through your phone â but Suguru was a different story. You heard from Satoru that he had returned. Yet now there was some random yakuza checking in each hour â and even worse, keeping you confined to the compound.Â
And a small part of you did worry for them as you tossed your phone aside â those fools may have death wishes but that didnât mean you wished the same.Â
You leave your room, sighing as you explore the compound. You had done your fair share of exploring, but you had never wandered into Suguru or Satoruâs quarters. You had been told by each of them where their rooms were, only for you to glare at them for providing you the implication. But nowâŠmaybe it was useful.Â
You walked through the halls â seemed like most people were away at the moment. When Satoru had captured those people who had attacked you both, there was information learned about who was targeting you and of where that girl who was taken could possibly be. But itâs not like you were able to find that information out â unless you went looking yourself.Â
Satoru and Suguruâs rooms were close to each otherâs â but Satoruâs room was locked, as you tugged at the door to no avail. You glared at the handle as if it was the white haired idiot itself, before turning to Suguruâs door.Â
You pressed your ear to the door, it was silent, not a single noise inside. You pull at the door and it opens. You step inside â the room is neat, a desk in the corner, along with a bed on the opposite side, but not much else. There were a few other things â a dresser with a few containers tucked beside it and a small bookcase against the wall near the desk lined with books on each shelf.Â
It wasnât what you expected â though you didnât know what to expect. You stepped into the room, glancing around, as you approached the desk first. You rifle through the papers, finding nothing relevant â only papers from class and a few scattered notes that had nothing but addresses and initials scribbled.Â
And then the door opens, you freeze, before you slowly turn to see Suguru, his clothes tattered, blood dripping from his arms and soaked through his white button up. His gaze is dark and heavy, until he finds your eyes, his brow wrinkled.Â
âWhat are you doing?â no âsweetheartâ or âPrincessâ â just a question.Â
âI was lookingââ but you bite your lips, as you watch his shoulders slump, âwhat happenedââÂ
And he draws closer, as you slowly take steps back, until heâs looming over you, his arm pressed above you, âPrincess, you shouldnât get involved in these things, unless you want to end up like this,â and the smell of death rolls off of him, the heaviness of his gaze could drag you down to the depths of hell â but you didnât care.Â
âSit down,â and he blinks, before youâre pressing him onto the bed, âIâm going to get a first aid kit and some bandages,âÂ
âSweetheartââ but youâre already out of the room, returning with a first aid kit and bandages, âwhere did youââÂ
âWell after that first time Satoru and I got jumped by those people, I figured it would be good to stock up on things,â you pull out scissors and tape, and you dampen a washcloth you had stored in the kit with a water bottle you had grabbed. âTake off your shirt,â he hesitates, âgetting shy?âÂ
Suguruâs lips curl, before he sighs, unbuttoning his shirt, âYou know I rather you hurt me than take care of me,â and you scoff, as you busy yourself with preparing the materials to tend to him.Â
âWell it looks like someone else already did that for you,â and your eyes meet with his bare chest, the red and black ink of his tattoos encroached onto his shoulders, but more than that â bruises bloomed on different parts of his body, scars from old wounds of various ages littered his skin, and dried and fresh scarlet clung to his skin from fresh cuts.Â
You take the washcloth, slowly starting to run it over his body, the white cloth marred with his blood, he doesnât flinch even as it cleans his cuts or wounds. Â
âWhy are you doing this?â And your eyes meet his, his amethyst eyes cut through you.Â
âBecause youâre hurt,âÂ
âJust because Iâm hurt doesnât mean you have to help,â you sigh, as you urge him to turn so you can clean his back next, the sight of his tattoo on his back unsurprising now as you continue to clean it.Â
âDoesnât mean you donât have to either,â he gives a soft chuckle, âwhatâs your goal here sweetheart?â You urge him to turn again, as you begin to clean the blood from his arms.Â
âDo I need to have a goal?â And he turns to face you, leaning even closer, as his black locks fall in his eyes.Â
âEveryone has one â didnât you have one for coming in here?â And your hesitation is all the answers he needs, âcurious about whatâs going on with those people after you, huh?âÂ
There wasnât any use lying now, âWouldnât you be?âÂ
âI would be, but I wouldnât get caught, now would I?â and you scoff, as his lips curl, âwe have been tracking the group that we suspect has the heiress, and we have been interrogating the people that you and Satoru secured,â âsecuredâ â more like nearly murdered by the way Satoru acted.Â
âAnd where were you?âÂ
He sighed, âDealing with some loose ends â and some other business that my father had me deal with,â and he adds, âI had to make sure a message got out â so no one would ever attack you like that again,â
And why does your heart squeeze at the thought, âWhy are you so willing to tell me?â And your hands begin to clean and wipe his palms. And you set the washcloth down, beginning to bandage some of the larger cuts and wounds, and his fingers intertwined with yours, as you glance up.Â
âBecause you deserve the truth,â he shrugs, âand even if I lie, youâll figure it out, so why not tell you to begin with?â And he leans even closer, fingers skimming your cheek, âplus I donât keep secrets from my future wife,âÂ
âIâm not marrying you,â but you donât pull away, as heâs even closer now.Â
âWell, you said never before â and Iâve worn you down to a ânotâ â itâs only a matter of time,â and his words make you want you to pull away, to scoff at his words and leave, but you donât.Â
Why canât you?Â
âAnd I thought Satoru was the one full of himselfââ and his lips find yours, his kiss was more insistent, his fingers find your jaw, featherlight before it finds purchase on the back of your neck. You could taste the faint taste of blood, lingering on his lips,Â
âAnd you also thought Satoru was a good kisser,â he smirks, as his lips ghost down your jaw, nose brushing against your cheek, as you pause â how did heâ âwell now you know what a good kisser is actually like,âÂ
Your eyebrows knit together, âGetoââÂ
âSuguru,â he corrects you, he tilts his head, his thumb cupping your chin, and your lips find the otherâs, his forehead pressed to yours. Then his phone rings, and the momentâs broken. He pulls away just as fast, as he turns to answer his phone, âHello?â he listens, a manâs voice on the other end, âI understand, okay.â and the call ends, as he offers a smile to you, âI have to deal with some business, but Iâll be back later. And then it looks like Iâll be your escort while Satoru is away.âÂ
âWhat businessââ but heâs brushing past you, going to his wardrobe to grab a fresh shirt, buttoning it swiftly, before pulling on another jacket, as he turns to glance at you over his shoulder.Â
âYou know better than to ask me that,â
âBut you said you would be honest,â and he shrugs his shoulders, a smirk on his lips, as he heads out of the room.Â
âI didnât say when.âÂ
~~~~
âWe have to tell her,â Satoru stood, hands in his pockets, leaning against the wall of the compound. Suguru clicks his lighter again, flicking it on and off â he had quit a few months ago when you had told him that you hated the smell. And he didnât miss it, but he still carried the lighter â old habits die hard, âthe pictures we got â they are getting better at tracking her without us noticing. And these other fires weâre being sent out to deal with â itâs leaving us with less time to protect her,â
âDo you have to?â Suguru asked, flicking his lighter closer, the silver outside glinting in the low light of the moon, âisnât it safer for her to stay in the dark for now?âÂ
âStaying in the dark doesnât mean she wonât put herself in danger one way or another without us knowing,â Satoru shrugs, âshe said even if I had sent her home that day that those men were after her, she would have came after me,âÂ
Suguru gives a terse chuckle, âI donât doubt that she would,â he sighs, gaze towards the inky darkness of the sky, dotted with faint stars that he couldnât see but knew were there â just as these threats were, âif she found out that her grandfather was threatened too? Thereâs no way she would wait,âÂ
âSo what do we do?â Satoru scratched the back of his head, âwe could send her back home â she might be safer there than here,âÂ
âHer grandfather told usââÂ
âI know, but what choice do we have, Suguru?â he sighs, and Suguru canât help but quirk his lips.Â
âYou know if we do this, we may have to fight her grandfather to stay engaged with her,â And Satoru smiles, shrugging.Â
âI know, but we can handle it, canât we?â Satoru leans back, âweâll just have to fight him on it. Why? Are you afraid?â Â
Suguru gives a short chuckle, âSince when have you known me to be afraid of anything?â And he turns his gaze towards the door, âso when should we tell her?âÂ
But they donât notice that youâre pressed against the door, your fists clenched. And they were right about one thing â you wouldnât wait.Â
~~~~
CRACK!Â
Fuck, your eyes burned as you tried to open them, the sharp pain in the back of your head radiating all over, as your eyelids refused to open. What happened? You tried to hold your head, only to have your wrists strain against something rough â rope? The fibers dig into your wrists as you try to stand, only to find them bound to something else.Â
âFinally awake?â it was a womanâs voice â and your eyes still canât quite open â fuck, this wasnât part of your plan, âtake your time, they said they wanted you in pristine condition so I canât have you falling apart on me later on,â she scoffs, her footsteps receding away, and you could hear the quiet murmurs of other voices â men, by the baritone.Â
Your eyes burned as you adjusted to opening them, still fighting the urge to flutter them shut under the pain. The dim light swung overhead, a warehouse from the bare floors and even barer walls and ceilings overhead, barely illuminated in the flickering exposed lightbulbs hanging over the middle of the room.Â
âWhere am I?â You choked out, voice wavering in a way that made you want to grit your teeth and chide yourself for the fear that seeped into your words.Â
The quiet click of heels came closer, âDonât recognize me? Well I suppose you never did see my face in person,â and you knit your brows together as she stepped closer, leaning in far too near for your comfort, âI should thank you for your efforts in trying to find out what happened to me. It made it far easier to kidnap you,âÂ
Her hazel eyes were even more startling in person.Â
âThe Akawaza heiress,â you stare at her â her hair had grown a little past her shoulders now, ends slightly curling at them, âI thoughtââÂ
âI was missing? I was,â her lips curled, running her sharp lacquered nails through her black locks, âbut it was my choice,â the screech of chair legs scraping against the floor makes you flinch ever so slightly, as she sits in front of you, her legs crossed, âIâm being rude â how is your grandfather?âÂ
âFuck off,â you spit, and she clicks her tongue.Â
âAnd here I thought you had manners, but I suppose the cityâs changed you, little princess?â she hums, leaning back, wood of the chair creaking as she did, âor maybe your boyfriends did,â you say nothing, scoffing, as she sighs, âor knowing your grandfather, you probably didnât have any to begin with,âÂ
Rage fills your veins, lava bursting from them as the venom leaves your lips, âDonât talk about my grandfather like thatââÂ
âWhy shouldnât I? You never cared for the yakuza before, right? Is your grandfather not included in that equation? Or maybe it was because he kept what he did behind closed doors, and never bothered to tell you the truth,â and youâre not fast enough to stop your brow from furrowing, and she latches onto it, âOh he didnât tell you, did he?âÂ
âYou really love the sound of your own voice, donât you?â you murmur, and she laughs at your remark, her nails clicking against the forearm of the chair â lacquer on wood that began to grate on your nerves, âcan you get to the point of all this shit? Why the fuck am I here?âÂ
âBecause your grandfather is picking and choosing who he favors â and so I decided to take his heart, and Iâll only give her back if he gives me what I want â â and then you see the way her lips curl and her jaw is cut, and it occurs to you.Â
Your grandfather had said he was a heartbreaker.Â
âYouâre his granddaughter,â and she smirks, her nails falling still.Â
âDo you see the family resemblance?â she leans against her hand, elbow against the arm of her chair, âit would be nice to meet you â if I didnât have to possibly kill you,âÂ
âSo you want to be the heiress? I never wanted to be one in the first placeââÂ
âDo you think that matters?â she scoffs, âwhat matters is the choice your grandfather makes â and heâs chosen you â with no regard for the other children he has had,â her gaze falls downward, âdo you know what it is like to watch your mother vye for the approval of someone who never truly cared for her in the first place?âÂ
Your gaze falls downward, âI donât know,â you admit, âbut is all this worth this? What do you think he will even do for me?âÂ
âHeâll meet my demands, and each hour he doesnât, heâll get another finger of yours,â she pulls a knife out, the blade glinting in the dim light, as she rises to her feet, your body straining back as she draws close to you, running the flat of the blade down your cheek, âshould I start with your left hand or right?â she pulls the blade back, and you smile, âwhatââÂ
And you lean your head back and smash your head against her own. The crack of your skulls colliding rung in your ears, along with the knife clattering to the ground, as you felt warm droplets ran down your face, and she stumbles back, clutching at her forehead, scarlet staining her face and fingers, âItâs funny you think that I came to you without a plan â how do you think I found you?âÂ
âIt wasnât on her own,â and a hand on her shoulder, before sheâs pinned to the floor. Satoruâs eyes slide to you, a smile on his lips, as sheâs struggling, trying to look for her men, âlooking for your goons? Suguru has taken care of them by now, unless he needs my help,âÂ
âAkari isnât the only one who likes to hear herself talk,â Suguru runs his fingers through his hair, âSatoru, you havenât even untied her,â his footsteps echoing as he approaches you, bending down to pick up Akariâs knife.Â
âA little busy at the moment, Suguru,â Gojo has Akari pinned with one hand, âunless youâd like her to get away,â and Suguru shrugs, as he slips the knife under your restraints and cuts them off, âare you doing alright, sweetheart?âÂ
âIâm fine, just my headâs aching,â and Suguru pulls a cloth from his pocket, wiping the blood from your face, your eyes closing and nose wrinkling as he does, âdid you call my grandfather?âÂ
âYeah, I donât have a death wish,â Satoru replies as he hauls Akari up and hands her off to his associate to take her.Â
You get to shaky feet, âHold on,â you walk over, grabbing Akari by the front of her blouse, silk wrinkling under your grasp, âfuck with me or my family again, and I wonât be so lenient,â you shove her off, and then you add, âbut Iâll talk to my grandfather about some sort of possible arrangement for your mother,âÂ
And then you wave the yakuza off and they take her away â assuredly to Kyoto to be dealt with by her grandfather.Â
âAre you really going to talk to your grandfather about her?â Suguru asks, raising an eyebrow.Â
âItâs the least he could do since he caused me to be targeted,â you grumble, rubbing your wrists, as Satoru takes his suit coat off and places it around your shoulders, before a smirk pulls at your lips.Â
Suguru tilts his head, smiling, âWell, how would he feel if he knew you got kidnapped on purpose?â And you shrug.Â
âHe doesnât need to know that.âÂ
~~~
âIâm surprised you guys agreed to my plan,â you hiss as Satoru takes a damp cloth to clean the dried blood from your face, while Suguru is knelt, bandaging your ankles â their rough and bruised hands somehow still gentle, âI thought you would never let me wander into danger,âÂ
âWell, we knew we had to do something when we realized you were listening to us, didnât we, Princess?â Satoru snorted, and you could hear the smile gracing his features â even with your eyes shut â âand this was the best way to ensure you werenât hurt,âÂ
âRelatively,â Suguru adds, as he finishes bandaging one ankle, âdid she do anything else to you?âÂ
And Satoruâs hand pauses as they both wait for your answer, and you shake your head, âNo,â and Satoru pulls the washcloth away, your eyes fluttering open to meet two skeptical gazes, âreally, Iâm fine,â your lips curl after the two of them look away, Satoru turning to grab a bag of ice for your forehead, while Suguru busied himself with bandaging your other ankle, âis this threat the reason my grandfather sent me to Tokyo?âÂ
The timing had lined up â Akari had started the threats not a few months before â after she had reached legal age, the perfect age to contend for the position of successor to her grandfather. And by sending you here, your grandfather thought he was putting you out of immediate danger â but he didnât know Akari would make her way to Tokyo.Â
âMore or less,â Satoru sighed, as you flinched when he pressed the ice pack to your head, the condensation from the bag already clinging and dripping down your face, âthe geezer wanted to find the source of the threats against youâand by sending you here, to your potential fiancĂ©sââÂ
âI would be safe protected twofold by two of the biggest familiesââ and you blink, pulling the ice pack away from your face, âthe engagements â thatâs why they were leaked â it was to protect me,â you mumble, âso that meansââÂ
âYou can go home if you want, Princess,â Suguru says, looking up at you, expression as inscrutable as it always was, âthe engagements were only pretense,âÂ
âYou both knew?â And Satoru sighs, scratching the back of his head, and why does it feel as if his nails are carving out a piece of your heart.Â
âThe old coot swore us to secrecy, we didnât haveââÂ
âBut, everything, the two of youâŠthe engagementâitâs over,â you say slowly, gaze falling downward. You should be happy, relieved, thrilled â you could go home, what you wanted to do from the start. You could get your own apartment or transfer to a different universityâand leave this behind, a bad dream washed away by the events of a new day. So why?Â
Why did it hurt?Â
âDonât tell me youâll actually miss us, sweetheart?â Satoru teased, a force more than anything â bittersweet worded coated in a sugary sarcasm, âbecause I very well may propose here and now,âÂ
You almost scoff, but Suguru beats you to it.Â
âA proposal now? Seems like finishing early isnât what you just do in bed, Satoru,â Suguru scoffs, as Satoru shoots a glare over his sunglasses, âsheâs only eager to get home now isnât she? "If she isnât so eager,â he adds, âthen she would stop the one she wants from leaving her room, wouldnât she?âÂ
And Suguru is slowly getting to his feet, while Satoru also turns to leave â and you donât thinkâbut you were sure that you truly hadnât thought a single sane thought since you had arrived in Tokyoâ
You grab at the fabric of both their shirts, fingers clutching at it, as your lips curled when they glanced back at you.Â
âWho said either of you could leave?â
~~~
âYouâre going to have to use your words,â you murmured, fingers ghosting Satoruâs jaw, a delightful shiver parting his lips as you smiled at him, sat spread at the edge of your bed, âwhat do you want?â You stepped closer, between his legs, daring even closer.Â
âSweetheart, you know what Iââ and a low groan leaves his throat as your fingers slide to the nape of his neck to tug at his snowy locks, âpleaseââÂ
âI know you love this,â you murmur, leaning to press a kiss to his throat, smiling against his skin, âyou said you wanted me to hurt you, so it looks like youâre getting your wish,â your eyes slide to the other, sat in a chair, âI know you like to watch, Suguru, so you must be enjoying yourself,â and youâre further unbuttoning Satoruâs shirt all the same â crisp white button up definitely creased and wrinkled as it fell open, tugged out from his slacks.Â
Suguruâs fingers flexed against the grain of the wood of the armrests, his muscles taut, his lips a tight line that only matched the fabric of his slacks straining against his erection. The corner of his mouth twitches, and you smirk.Â
âI didnât hear an answer, Suguru,â and youâre placing another kiss on Satoruâs neck, a whine leaving his throat, while your eyes find Suguruâs amethyst gaze darkened to nearly black, his knuckles white against the wood, as you lean down to lick a stripe up Satoruâs neck, who bites his bottom lip.Â
âIâd enjoy it even more if I could touch you, or me,â Suguru adds through gritted teeth, âPrincessââÂ
And you click your tongue, âYou had such patience when you were watching me sleep â so whereâs that patience now?â Your fingers graze Satoruâs erection through his slacks, and his head is falling back, as Suguru shifts in his seat, not so subtly adjusting himself.Â
You undo Satoruâs belt, unbuckling it with ease, as his cock slaps against his stomach, and you didnât know it was possible for a dick to be pretty, but Satoruâs was â a deep flush settled over it, pearly beads of precum dripping from the ruby tip. And a distinct heat begins to throb between your thighs.Â
âYou can touch yourself,â you tell Suguru, his legs twitching to get up, âbut you canât cum until I tell you can,â you run a finger up Satoruâs cock, teasing the weeping tip, a groan leaving the snowy haired manâs lips, âstrip, Suguru,âÂ
And he does, you hear the click of his belt, the sound of fabric rustling, as your fingers tease the slit of Satoruâs cock, gathering precum on your fingers, drawing a grunt from his lips. You can hear the distinct sound of Suguru spitting in his palm, his hand beginning to work at his own cock.Â
âBoth sâgood for me,â you murmur, as you stroke Satoruâs cock in earnest, the quiet moans from both their mouths sending a ribbon of need to your already dripping cunt, âcanât wait to fuck you both, make you my toys,â and youâre pressing a kiss to Satoruâs tip, his pretty, pink lips parting, as his head rolls back again, âbut youâd both like that wouldnât you? Maybe I shouldnât let either of you cum, make you beg me all night,â as your tongue traces his lovely vein up the side of his cock, âwhat do you think, Toru?â And your mouth finally closes around his dick, sucking hard that draws a hiss from his lips, fingers fisted in the sheets.Â
And Suguru isnât doing much better, the sounds of his hand squelching and the moans leaving his lips growing louder and louder.Â
âPlease, Princess, Iâm close, I canâtââ and you click your tongue, a pout on your lips, as you pull away your touch, âbaby, IââÂ
âCanât let either of you cum so fast,â your eyes slide to Suguru, his cheeks flushed a lovely pink that reaches even his ears, as his hand slows, his cock twitching in his fingers, âgotta make you earn it. Itâs only right after all the shit you put me through right?âÂ
Itâs a cycle, a cycle of you bringing them both to the edge of orgasm, only to tell them to stop. Their sweat slicked brows wrinkled, as you worked them up once again and again and again â you had lost track of how many times.Â
âPlease, please, sweetheart,â and you knew you could get Satoru to beg, but you didnât think it would be this easy, and you let his dick brush against your throat, as you let him fuck your throat, hips jerking, âfuuuuck, I need toââÂ
And youâre pulling your lips from his cock with a pop, glancing at Suguru whose black locks are beginning to come loose from their neat bun, more of a mess now than he had been fighting yakuza earlier, and all because of you.Â
âSuguru? Wanna cum?â you ask, smirking as his gaze raises to meet yours, a desperate look that tells you everything you need to know, âbe a good boy and tell me,âÂ
He swallows, adamâs apple bobbing, as pre drips down his knuckles, âfuck, Princess,â heâs shaking his head, â I want to cum, please â I needââÂ
And your lips curl, âcum for me,â you murmur before youâre wrapping your lips around Satoru again, his tip brushing against your throat, sucking hard, his fingers finding purchase in your hair. And heâs cumming hard, his hot release slides down your throat, nails digging into your scalp, nearly never ending â even as you pull away, his cum paints your face and lips, and drips onto your clothes. His cerulean eyes glazed as he looked down at you between his legs, a string of spit and cum connecting you to his cock.Â
And Suguru was no better. He had cum hard all over his hand and the floor, his cock still somehow half hard, his body slumped back in the chair, as his chest heaved. His hair tie had long fallen away, his long black locks brushing against his shoulders.Â
You lick your lips clean of Satoruâs cum, wiping the rest away with the back of your hand, âMade such a mess,â you tsk, as you get to your feet, slipping off your shorts and shirt, before leaning down to kiss Satoru, and heâs still sensitive by the way he jolts against your touch, before melting into it, his tongue parted your lips with ease. And fuck, you hoped he couldnât see how wet you were â nearly dripping down your thighs at this point.Â
And youâre pulling away, your thumb dragging down his lips, as his teeth try to catch the finger between them, but youâre too quick. You turn, a smile on your lips, you make your way over to Suguru.Â
Youâre wiping up the mess on the floor with your shirt before kneeling, âmade such a mess, Sugu,â and heâs staring at you through half lidded eyes, his fingers brushing your cheek, âdid I say you could touch me?âÂ
âYou never said I couldnât,â he murmurs, and god, his voice is far gone, raw and nearly guttural, as his fingers found purchase in your hair, âand I think I earned it after your little performanceââ and he hisses when you lean in, tip of your tongue teasing his slit and licking the dripping cum off his half hard cock, âfuckââÂ
âNot yet,â you smiled, as you started to lick his cock clean of his cum, âbut maybe if youâre good,â he grunts as you sink is cock into your mouth, tongue swirling around his length, licking and sucking â and fuck, he was already twitching in your mouth.Â
And then heâs easing you off his dick with a tug of your hair, and youâre glancing up at him, a question on the tip of your tongue, but heâs swallowing it with a kiss, as his hands slip down your body to haul you nearly into his lap. Calloused palms find their way to your hips, squeezing lightly, as he pulls away, cupping your chin with his thumb.Â
âSuguruââ and you yelp as he picks you up with ease, placing you in Satoruâs lap whose hands wind their way around your waist, his fingers already beginning to tease your hardened buds through your bra, a gasp leaving your lips, as Suguru placed his on your neck with a smirk as he murmurs:
 âLet me show you how good we can be, sweetheart.âÂ
~~~~
âTell us what you want, princess,â Satoru murmured in your ear, his warm breath doing nothing to help the needy heat between your thighs, the one that Suguru was knelt between, his large palms spreading you before him, âis she as wet as I think, Suguru?âÂ
And Suguru catches your gaze, a wicked smile on his lips as he replies, âWetter, sheâs a mess, arenât you?â you bite your lip to stop a whimper from leaving your lips as his fingers graze the growing wet patch on your panties. And your squirming only makes Satoru grunt, his erection pressed against you, the friction doing little to help either of you.Â
âFuckers,â and Satoru clicks his tongue, a smile on his lips as he turns your head.Â
âThink I have a better use for that mouth of yours, sweetheart,â and his lips find yours, right as Suguru toys with the elastic of your panties, snapping it against your skin, Satoru swallows the small noise that escapes your lips, his tongue slipping into your mouth as it does.Â
And god, you already canât even think straight.Â
Satoruâs fingers are pushing up your bra, teasing your nipples, as Suguru pressing a kiss to your dripping cunt through your soaked underwear.Â
âSo pretty,â Suguru murmurs, and Satoruâs lips part from yours, gaze darkening as he drags his thumb down your kiss ruined lips, and he tugs your drenched panties down, âand your cunt is even prettier, isnât it princess?âÂ
And you were â your gorgeous pussy was glossy with your pre, dripping all over his fingers when he parts your messy folds, âBet sheâs even tighter, isnât she?â Satoru murmurs, as his dick twitches against your ass, â
You whine as his words warm your aching pussy, your eyes flickering downwards, as Suguruâs lips graze your inner thigh, and you already know Satoruâs pouting.Â
âYouâre taking your goddamn time, Suguru, when do I get my chance?â He grumbles, nose brushing against your neck, as you canât help but chuckle.Â
âYou got your turn, and now itâs time for you to watch,â and your giggle turns to a soft gasp when his lips press a kiss to your clit, âand sweetheart, canât wait to see how youâll punish me for this later â because Iâm not stopping until you beg me to,â
Your lips part with a reply, but he pulls a moan from your lips instead as his tongue drags up the length of your weeping entrance. God, fuck, how did you taste this good? His tongue flicked against your puffy clit, drawing lazy circles, your slick already drenching his chin and lips.Â
âSo fucking good, baby, sâgood fâme,â and your fingers are threading their way into his dark locks, pulling him even closer, his lips closing around your clit to suck, âcould live in this pretty cunt,â he grunts, the tip of his tongue teasing your entrance.Â
Your head falls against Satoruâs shoulders, a groan fell from his lips as his cock dragged against your ass, your slick drenching his thighs and cock alike, âcanât wait to sink my cock into you, fuck,â Satoru murmurs, the wet squelch of your cunt rang in his ears, and he could imagine how wet and warm youâd be once he sunk into you, inch by inch.Â
And he couldnât wait â he needed to do something.Â
Satoruâs fingers found their way down your body, tweaking your nipple before one large palm dragged slowly down your front, until he found your clit right above Suguruâs face.Â
âToru,â you gasp, as his fingers pinch your clit and Suguru glares, pulling his lips away for a moment, only to sink a finger back in insteas, drawing a moan from your lips, âSuguâfuckââÂ
And itâs too much, one more touch and youâre cumming, body falling back into Satoru, as Suguru fucks you through your orgasm. Your release runs down their fingers, as Satoru lifts his hand a moment to lick his fingers clean.Â
God, youâre too pretty for your own good, Satoruâs eyes drag over you â your kiss ruined lips, skin shiny from your sweat, and the way your eyes were lost in an endless pool of lust.Â
âSuguru was right, youâre the sweetest thing Iâve ever tasted,â Satoru grin, gently turning your head, and youâre panting, nose wrinkling ever so slightly at his words, and he tuts, âdonât believe me? Well I can fix that,â and his lips find yours again, letting you taste yourself, swallowing your moans, as Suguru continued to finger fuck you.Â
Suguruâs finger stretches you open, fluttering, knuckle deep, as your precum drips down his fingers.Â
âRemember whoâs fucking this cunt, sweetheart,â and Suguru is, another finger parting your needy folds, and between Satoru rubbing your clit and Suguruâs fingers curling to find that one spot, drags against your insides, âfuck, how are we going to fit, Satoru? Sheâs still so tight,â Suguru grunts.Â
You pull your lips from Satoruâs, a whine leaving your lips, âMore, please, I needââ and a third finger joins the other two â but itâs not Suguruâs.Â
âFuck, youâre so fucking soft,â Satoru groans, pressing soft kisses to your skin, only serving to make you keen at their touch, and your walls flutter around their fingers.Â
âFuck, weâre trying to fuck her open and she just keeps getting tighter,â Suguru grunts, while Satoruâs lips find your earlobe, sucking, just as he adds another finger, a moan escaping your lips again.Â
Suguruâs fingers fuck at a steady pace, fucking deeper and deeper, while Satoruâs are faster, pistoning in and out while dragging against your walls â and itâs not long until they are working you up to a second orgasm, itâs too fucking good â and they both find that spot in you that has you seeing stars.Â
âIâm gânnaââ and Satoru finds your lips in a sloppy kiss, saliva slipping from the corner of your mouth. And you cum, even harder, your swollen folds clamping down on their fingers as they continue to fuck you unendingly through your orgasm. Your lips pull away, only to moan their names, again and again, until they finally slow down.Â
âGood girl,â Suguru murmurs, pressing sweet kisses to your thighs, while you come down from your high, walls flutter around nothing at the praise, while Satoru nips at your neck right above your racing pulse. And your eyes find Suguru lazily palming his weeping erection, as you lift your bare foot to rub against it, making him hiss, while you rub against Satoru teasingly.Â
âDonât forget whoâs in control,â you kiss Satoru again, before biting his bottom lip, and heâs melting into your touch, âand, you were good,â your foot rubs against Suguruâs cock again, drawing another pretty groan from his lips, âbut now itâs time to be obedient.âÂ
And they are â as you have Satoru sit back against the pillow lined headboard, because if it was anything you knew now â Satoru loved to be controlled, while Suguru liked the illusion of control, even if he didnât have even a bit of it. So you have Suguru kneeling behind you, as you climb into Satoruâs lap, a small groan leaving his lips as your cunt grazes his hard cock.Â
âSuch a good boy, arenât you, Toru?â your fingers run through his hair â and god, his undercut was so fucking hot, as your fingers found his cock, letting the tip tease your soaked folds, as you line yourself up, âtell me what you want,âÂ
âFuck, princess, yâknow what I want,â and a whine leaves his throat when you let his tip sink into you, only to pull out.Â
âCome on, nothing else to say? You always love running that mouth, donât you? You wanted this, wanted me to ruin you, didnât you? Well here we are,â you hum, as you press a teasing kiss to the corner of his mouth, âbeg me,âÂ
And his dick twitches, painfully hard, and the words spill from his lips, âPlease, please, sweetheart, use me, use my cock as a toy, want you to fuck me so bad, make me yoursââ and youâre sinking onto his cock, his length parting your folds, as moans fall from both of your lips. And he bottoms out, your hips meeting his as you do, and you can feel every vein, every ridge, every inch notched inside your walls.Â
âToru, fuck, sâgood, sâbig,â it feels too fucking good, and heâs so long â god, he was brushing against places you never even dreamed of reaching. And your pussy clenched at the thought of how deep he would go when he would start thrusting.Â
âSure you have space for me, Princess?â Suguru leans back over to press kisses all over your face, before finding your lips in a heated kiss, âmight be too tight of a fit,â his nose brushing against your cheek.Â
âIâll make you fit,â you murmur against his lips, your hands against Satoruâs chest, as you shift to cup his chin, âget behind me, Sugu,âÂ
Suguru smirks, slipping behind you, pressing himself against your back, dragging his cock teasingly against you, âSo needy â youâre worse than Satoru,â and Satoru makes a noise of protest, but your walls flutter, making his back arch, âwant me inside you, sweetheart?â And his tip teases at your entrance, brushing against Satoruâs cock, causing all three of you to moan, âtell me how much you want us to fuck you, how much you want both of us inside you,âÂ
âFucker, I swear to god,â you turn your head, your glare undercut by the desperation on your face, âjust fuck meâÂ
And Suguru sinks into you, your head falling back against him, as both of their cocks stretch your cunt out. You were so fucking full. And the way your walls clenched around them was nearly enough to make them cum. Their groans come in unison.Â
âFuck, Princess, you donât have to break our dicks off â weâll fuck you again,â Suguru grunts, his rough palms sliding to your hips to squeeze them.Â
âSâgood, sweetheart, so fucking right for us,â and you canât think straight with the two of them inside of you, and youâre moaning.Â
âPlease, moveââ and they oblige, beginning to fuck you. You moved against Satoru, riding him as best you can, while Suguru fucked you from behind, his balls slapping against your ass.Â
Suguru drives into you at a steady pace, causing you to rock against Satoru, your hips pressed against his, as they both drive deeper and deeper into your wet cunt.Â
âSâgood, so pretty,â Suguru presses sweet kisses to your neck, while Satoruâs eyes flutter open to meet yours, âIâm close, SatoruââÂ
âMe too,â Satoru manages, and his hips begin to meet your thrusts, âyou gonna cum for us princess?â And he finds your gaze, the fucked out expression enough to nearly make him cum right there.Â
A whine leaves your lips, as they continue to fuck you, and you know youâre so close. And then they find that spot in you again, and youâre falling apart, lips parted in a moan, both their names on your lips. You clamp down on them, toes curling as you cum, and neither of them can last. Their hips stutter as they give sloppy thrusts, until they both cum,Â
They groan your name as they spurt their thick cum inside, notching themselves as deep as they could, continuing to fuck their cum inside you with messy thrusts.Â
A whimper escapes your lips between pants, as your arms and legs shake from your position, utterly fucked out. You three stay like that for a moment, both of their sweet nothings they murmur to you falling on deaf ears.
And then finally they are shifting you onto the bed, pressing soft kisses to your face and neck, as your eyes flutter shut. Thereâs shifting on the bed, as one of them leaves for a moment, and you make a noise, only to be reassured that heâll be right back.Â
Your eyes finally flutter open to find Satoru and Suguru cleaning you up with a wet washcloth, and your gaze finds both of their own. Your lips curl at the sight of them, their gentle gaze enough to make your heart ache.Â
âCome back,â you whine, and they both chuckle, as they begin to finish drying you off, before tossing the washcloth into the wastebasket, and crawling back beside you. They help you pull a shirt on, before settling in.Â
âSo needy,â Satoru murmurs, pressing a kiss to your forehead, even as he buries his face in your chest, his warm breath tickling you as you run your fingers softly through his white locks. And Suguru presses himself to your back, pressing a soft kiss to your neck, his arm around your waist, and yours resting on top of his.Â
âWhat will we do with her?â Suguru mutters, and you can hear the smirk in his tone.Â
âShut up,â you mumble, your eyes beginning to feel heavy, as you give into the warmth that enveloped you from their bodies, as it lulled you to sleep. And your lips curled into a smile, a smile that had you wondering right before you slipped into sleepâ
When was it that you fell for them?Â
~~~~
You couldnât do this. Not to them.Â
Thatâs what you had decided come morning â waking up between entangled limbs and soft breaths against your skin â how could you? You felt Satoru shift closer to you, as you leaned into his touch, running your fingers through Suguruâs black locks. You were addicted to their touch only after one night, and now you had to spend the rest of your life without it.Â
It was the only way.Â
This whole thing was ridiculous to begin with â you never cared to be involved in the yakuza to begin with. You wanted a normal life â or at least as normal of a life you could have with who your grandfather was. You had never expected to end up wrapped up in all of this â and in both of them.Â
But you didnât know if you could choose between them â and you knew, you had to. It wasnât fair to either of them â not when they had asked you to choose last night and they had indulged you in both of them. And now, you didnât want to let either of them go.Â
So you had to let both of them go.Â
You shifted slowly to sit up, Your fingers traced Satoruâs cheek lightly, as you toyed with a strand of Suguruâs hair. They both still stayed fast asleep, quiet snores filling the silence of the early morning, deep in the embrace of sleep after the events of last night and the last few weeks. You didnât want to be someone like your grandfather â you didnât know what you wanted and that was enough of an answer wasnât it?
The two shift in their sleep, and your body grows heavy, your back still aching from last night, as you lie back down beside them, running your fingers over both of their arms.Â
Even if you had your answer, you didnât have to face it for another few hours. And their bodies shifted, Satoru burying his face in the nape of your neck, while you rested against Suguruâs chest. This was enough â enough to last you a lifetime, wasnât it? Your eyes fluttered shut, sinking slowly back to sleep. You had told your grandfather youâd break their hearts âÂ
âbut you didnât know you would be breaking yours as well.Â
~~~
âWhat do you mean sheâs gone?â Satoru narrowed his eyes, crossing his arms, as Suguru stepped aside to show the empty room you had left behind â a bare husk with nothing left behind, not even a note.Â
It had been a day.Â
When Satoru had woken up beside you, he could have sworn he was still dreaming, even as he grazed your skin gently with the back of his knuckles, he still couldnât quite believe it. And when he spotted Suguru pressing kisses to your cheek, he knew it was real.Â
âHow long have you been awake?â Satoru raised an eyebrow, âitâs not fair to have your fun while we were asleep,âÂ
And Suguru rolled his eyes, as he rubbed the back of his knuckles gently against her cheek, âI just woke up, and all I did was kiss her, you idiot,âÂ
âNot fair, that means I have to kiss her too,â Satoru murmurs, pressing gentle kisses to your forehead and cheek, and one even to your nose. Your nose wrinkles in your sleep, and Satoruâs lips quirk upwards, âsheâs so exhausted from last night still,âÂ
âShe is,â Suguru hums, as he tilts his head, âwhat are we going to do about last night?âÂ
Satoru pauses a moment to consider, âWell, what is there to discuss? She chose us both, didnât she?â Satoru leaned close to you, to press a kiss to your head.Â
âShe did,â Suguru props himself up with his elbow on his side, âI thought you werenât one to share,âÂ
And Satoru shrugged â he wasnât one to share, he wanted what was his to be his alone, but with you â the more people to protect you, the better, âIf itâs what makes her happy, I donât mind,â and he adds, âand I donât mind if itâs you that Iâm sharing with,âÂ
Suguru raises an eyebrow, a chuckle on his lips, âIs that so? Well, good,â as he runs a finger through your hair, âbecause I feel the same.âÂ
But Satoru supposed you didnât.Â
âWhen did sheââÂ
âMy father told me she contacted her grandfather this morning, and let them know she was leaving â and her single request was to send us away on business so we wouldnât be able to stop her,â and Satoru gives a bitter chuckle.Â
âSo thatâs it?â Satoru crosses his arms, âwhy did sheââ and he cuts himself off, âhave you tried to callââÂ
âIâm blocked, I assume you are too,â Suguru shook his head, a silence settling over the two of them that Satoru chose to break.Â
âDo we go after her?â And Suguru pauses, his brow wrinkling a moment, before he sighs, shaking his head.Â
âIf she comes back, it has to be her choice,â Suguru slid his hands into his pockets, âotherwise, weâre back to square one,â and he adds, âand I donât think I can go back after last night.âÂ
Suguru steps away, heading back down the hallway, and Satoru follows.Â
No, Satoru thinks, sparing one glance at the empty room, before pulling the door shut, neither could he.Â
~~~
âWhy did you come back?â You set another box down, wiping the sweat from your brow, your grandfather simply watching as you brought your things back into your room.Â
âWhat a warm welcome,â you scoff, as you head back out to pick up another â the other staff had offered to help, but you had waved them off, lifting another box, your back still aching â and now you were starting to regret it. But you knew if you didnât do something to distract yourself â your phone taunting you on the top of your desk â youâd do something youâd regret.Â
And youâd already filled your quota for the next six months at least.Â
âDonât get me wrong, kid,â the geezer sighed, as he watched you bring the last of the boxes in, âIâm glad youâre back and the matters are all settled â but,â he tilts his head, âyou seem more miserable than before,âÂ
âIâm just tired,â you reply, but his furrowed brow says heâs unconvinced, as you grab a box cutter and begin to open up the boxes, beginning to sort through your things, âand still trying to wrap my head around the fact you lied to me,âÂ
And he sighs, âthis isnât about me right now â itâs about youââÂ
âHow convenient,â you mutter under your breath.Â
âYouâre in love, arenât you?â And you canât help but freeze for a moment, until you force yourself to continue unpacking, pulling out some of your clothes from the box, âwhich one is it?âÂ
The question stabs between your ribs like a well thrust sword between the ribs, finding the center of the problem â along with your heart.Â
âGrampsââÂ
âSo itâs both of them?â and you whirl on him, your eyes narrowing, and he chuckles, holding up his hand, âI didnât spy â I just took a guess,â he sighed, as he pulled out your desk chair and took a seat in it, âand it looks like I was right,âÂ
You swallow, your eyes falling to the floor, âI didnât cheat, if thatâs whatââÂ
He laughs, âI know you arenât like me, little one,â he leans back in the chair, hands folded in his lap, âyou arenât one to lie â because I know thereâs more you hate than liars,â and his gaze grows a little sadder, âAnd Iâm sorry I had to become one of them,âÂ
You grit your teeth, âIâm not mad at you â Iâm justââ you choose your words carefully â because youâre angry, you were upset â upset that he felt as if he couldnât trust you, âwondering why you didnât tell me the truth,âÂ
He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck, âMy past isnât something Iâm proud of, and I wanted to deal with it without involving you,â he sighed, âafter everything with our family â I didnât want to give you another reason to distance yourself from me,âÂ
âLying to me isnât a better option than that,â he rubs the back of his head, âyou have to make it right for Akari and her mother â as well as if you have any other kidsâI donât need to know,â you add, when he opens his mouth, âit isnât fair to them,â and it would be no fairer to not choose between Satoru and Suguru.Â
âYouâre right,â he raises a brow, âis that the problem? You canât choose between the two of them, eh?â and your gaze refuses to meet his, âhave you talked to them about it?â and your silence serves as an answer, âthen I think you should take your own advice and talk to them about it,âÂ
âWhat will that do?â you murmur, âthey still will want me to chooseââÂ
âDo you know that for a fact?â he crosses his arms, âI think you owe it to them and to yourself to talk to them, and to your grandfather who canât stand to see you this miserable at home,âÂ
âDo you think it will change anything?â and he shrugs.Â
âMaybe it will or maybe it wonât,â he tilts his head, as he pulls out his phone to call you a car, âbut if itâs a chance for you to be happy, isnât it worth taking?âÂ
~~~~
âI want to marry you both,âÂ
And again, your statement is met with confused stares, as you had all but pulled up to their compound and entered to find them seated together discussing business in a side room â and their stares were still anything but average â but to you now, they meant so much more.Â
âNot marry you right now, but maybe eventually,â adrenaline was surely pumping through your system, right? Thatâs probably why your hands were shaking and your mouth was dry, but even so you knew you needed to say it before they spoke, âIâm sorry for leaving the way I did. I told myself after we first met I wouldnât be a coward, but I was when I ran away, and I donât have any excuse,â you swallowed, âbut I know what I want â and I want both of you, as selfish as that feels,â guilt crawled up your throat at the statement of that sentence, as if begging you to swallow the words that spilled from your lips back up, âand I donât know how either of you feel â but if we were to do this, I would want us to be honest andââÂ
And the screech of their chairs takes you aback, and you felt your cheeks burn, was this it?Â
But instead of brushing past you, they stand in front of you, one of them tilting your head upwards to meet their gazes.Â
âTook you long enough, sweetheart,â Satoruâs lips curled, his hand cupping your cheek, âI know we said we wanted you to hurt us, but not like that,â
âSent us away just to ghost us,â Suguru clicked his tongue, his fingers still under your chin, âIâll have to plant a tracker on you again,âÂ
You shake your head, âWait, what? Are you both okayââÂ
âWe did say weâd kill the other for your hand, but,â Suguru presses a kiss to your forehead, âBut now we realize the more eyes watching you, the better, and,â he shrugs, âwe donât mind sharing if itâs just with the other,âÂ
âAnd I know youâll prefer me sooner or later,â Satoru adds, earning a glare from Suguru, as you only chuckle, âSuguru is always so grumpyâow!â Suguru smacks on the back of the head, as the black haired yakuza wraps his arms around you, pressing your back to his front.Â
âAnd you are always too busy running your mouth,â Suguru replies, pressing a kiss to your cheek, âsure you can handle both of us in your life?â and you pull Satoru close too, letting his lips brush yours, before turning and pressing a kiss to Suguru.Â
âShouldnât you be asking yourselves that?â you say, as the two of them wrap an arm around you, âI am supposed to ruin your lives after all.âÂ
â§ a/n: so this has been a longtime coming. i was supposed to be working on prof geto (5) + my nanami celebration fic but this took over my life and wouldn't let go until i finished. so i hope you guys enjoy!! and this is my reminder why i don't write multi partner scenes like this often because its....difficult. thank you to @gaylatteart for reading and putting up with me <333
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liking someone romantically feels like psychosis to me
i should just shut up and die
i've seen this post going around for the fic readers so i made one for us fic writers
Took you Like a Shot
Pairings- Rich Frat/fuckboi Toru x Preppy Sorority reader
Summary- One VERY drunk encounter between your greatest rival ever - on your last day of college- leads to you being knocked up. Satoru Gojo, a fuckboy, fratboy, rich little jerk, has been a rival of yours since you all met in College, every damn grade you fought for he got with ease. He crashed every Sorority party you threw. The two of you are so infamous in your rivalry, your friend groups were rivals, and for some reason, life is playing some damn joke on you both. Now... you have to tell him the news - but how Satoru takes it surprises you. Can you both raise a baby together!? And do you even really know each other?
Contents/Warnings- gonna be flashbacks to the rivalry/that night, nerdjo but make him a fratboy, enemies to kind of begrudging partners, but then as the pregnancy progresses, they fall in love hehe (gojo is an idiot) MDNI - 4 parts (I THINK) in this chap-explicit sexual content, oral (m and f recieving) light angst, lots of feelings developing, Satoru is a lil shit but he's tryingg, cumplay, creampie, cervix kisses, mating press, flashbacks of their past rivalry- WC- this chap- 11k ( a lil longer one for ya) art in the banner by Yuana on X
Comments and reblogs so appreciated if you enjoyy <3 (extras here and here)
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Chapter Two
One Week later
âAre you⊠are you high!?â You whisper, as Satoru Gojo steps out of the back seat of his car, grinning up at you, sunglasses covering his eyes, but when he tilted them down, theyâre bloodshot, he winces as the sunny day hits them, his head pounding.
Maybe going to a party last night was a bad idea?
Fucking Suguru and Sukuna.
âWhat? No! Do they have good food here!?â Heâs eyeing the restaurant eagerly, tummy audibly growling. âIâm starving.â
âSatoru, tell me youâre not blitzed before we meet my parents.â You hiss between your teeth, crossing your arms under your breasts, just drawing even his faded attention to them.
âThose tits, god they keep getting-â
âNope. Answer me.â
He whistles, shaking his head, before he grins once more, lopsided and far too charming. âNo way, sweets. Straight as⊠a whistle?â
âA whistle?â Your raised brow shows your obvious confusion, you lean over to sniff him, smelling no pot however.
âDamn baby, right here?â Heâs chuckling at his own joke, he may look like a million bucks in this gray Armani suit, so damn gorgeous itâs ridiculous. âIâm fine I swear, and ooh⊠donât you look good.â
âUm⊠thanks?â He lowers those glasses as you lead him over to the stairs. It's bustling and busy, nice but casual, not what Satoru was used to, but when you explain itâs your favorite place, heâs intrigued. âThis way, youâve met my parents, yeah?â
âA couple times.â He pauses as you step in front of him, staring at that ass in this fucking sundress, making his already fucked up state worse, as he remembers the first time he noticed that ass.
*****
Four years ago
âWell hello, pretty.â Came the slow drawl of the voice behind you, itâs your first day of college, youâre so nervous but excited, this was a big opportunity for a girl like you, a full ride scholarship so elite. You look around, seeing the white haired man whistling as he stares at your ass, his sunglasses perched on his straight nose.
âGojo?â You ask then, since you all met Senior year of high school, heâd certainly never called you pretty.
His blue eyes lock on yours over his shades, blinking then, thin brows together. âWhen did you get such a nice ass?â
âA nice what!?â You turn now, shoving at his chest, which almost makes you blush at just how built he feels.
You remember seeing him shirtless playing basketball, dribbling that and dunking in school, but the two of you never talked, you were the new girl Senior year and quiet, he was as popular as it got. This year, you want to have a life, have friends, not just be the shy girl.
You have a plan.
And he certainly canât fuck that up.
âI didnât know it was you, shit, you been like⊠doing squats or-â
âCan we not talk about my ass? Also how was I pretty from the back?â Heâs grinning, bright white snarky little grin.
âI bet itâs pretty from the back-â Smack. âOw, what the hell!?â
âYou are an ass, Satoru Gojo.â A crowd gathers, gasping as Satoru takes off his shades, a red mark on his face.
âGive a girl a compliment and she smacks you for it!? Prissy little brat.â
âI donât want your pervy compliments, manwhore.â You hear the oohs and whispers rolling more and more, as he crosses his arms, smirking like the little shit he is.
âPervy? No, you should be honored to have them by me, goody goody.â
âConceited jerk! Ugh!â
âLittle nerd!â
âMe!? Donât you play Digimon!â
âYeah but you play DnD.â You cross your arms now, glaring up at the tall handsome jerk of a man, in his stupid blue polo that brings out his eyes, very unfortunately.
âDnD is classy.â
âOkay dungeon master.â
âUgh!â You both stomp off in different directions, as everyone disperses, already talking about the two of you, people who never noticed you in high school now saw the girl who slapped âtheâ Satoru Gojo.
Satoruâs friends, Suguru and Sukuna come up to him then, as he rubs his cheeks, and he sees Utahime talking to you. âOh great, sheâs talking to the number one Gojo hater.â
âShe smacked the shit out of you, dude.â Suguru snorts, clearly blitzed, where his eyes are white theyâre bright red. Satoru rubs his cheek, as you walk off, that nice ass in those jeans jiggling just so, while your hips sway.
âJust told her she had a nice ass.â He grumbles, Sukuna and Suguru lean their heads to the side, whistling, earning you looking back at the three men.
âReally!?â You cross your arms, and they all snort in laughter.
âTheyâre pigs, I know. Hey, we should sign up for the sorority, donât you think!?â Utahime asks, you bite your lip nervously.
âA sorority?â
âYouâd do great, baby.â
âShoko!â You both hug her, as she sucks on the tip of her cigarette, looking back at the boys and laughing a bit.
âTheyâre still staring at your ass.â
âMy god!â You take off your hoodie then, wrapping it around your hips, flipping the three of them off, Sukuna and Suguru laugh, but Satoruâs just staring, blue eyes far, far too much to handle.
Blue eyes you fell into when you first saw him.
Before he opened his mouth, that is.
*****
Present DayÂ
The memories fade off, when you head up the stairs to the rooftop restaurant where you were meeting your parents for lunch, and you hear a low whistle as you step up each stair. You turn, hand on the railing while the breeze whips your dress around just a bit, when you see him staring right at your ass.
âSatoru!â
âItâs getting bigger, pregnancy is kind of hot on you.â You gasp now, as heâs licking his lower lip, eyes traveling up your body.
âIâll smack you!â You whisper, turning and leaning close, while his hand now comes to rest on your waist, feeling far, far too good.
âItâs a compliment, Pookie, relax.â
âIâm not your âPookieâ and-â He pinches your ass now, earning his smack, but this time he dodges, before casually strolling up the stairs, hands in his pockets, as youâre fuming and stomping along next to him.
âYouâre a brat.â
âA brat!?â
âNever could take a compliment for shit.â
âA big ass isnât-â
âThere you two are!â Your parents wave you two over then, and Satoru puts an arm around you with ease, waving and grinning, hand precariously close to the ass that has driven him insane since the first day of college.
âHey guys!â You greet, grinning but whispering through your teeth. âIâm gonna kick your ass later.â
âDonât threaten me with a good time now.â
âGojo! What a⊠surprise.â Your mom looks at you curiously, you havenât told them yet, but surely seeing you with Satoru Gojo was a shock. He smiles with ease, taking her hand and kissing it with a wink, as if heâs a gentleman and not someone who just pinched your ass.
âHey there, Gojo.â Your dad says now, shaking his hand, and you both sit across from them, as the pretty waitress flirts right with Satoru, he ignores her and has an arm draped around your waist.
He plays a very good boyfriend.
Maybe his arm feels a little too good?
Pregnancy hormones, surely.
âYou donât want mimosas?â Your mom asks curiously then, as the waitress offers the bottomless special, you shake your head, and Satoruâs blue eyes assess you carefully, your hand flitting to your stomach.
You already were sacrificing, sure itâs just drinks, but heâd gotten blitzed the fuck out last night, something about that feels off to him. He canât pinpoint or place it, when you take his hand in yours, it feels too good, your warm hand so tiny compared to his own huge hands, he falters for a moment, mind all over the place until he sees the shock on your parents faces.
Oh shit.
You just told them!
âPregnant!?â Your mom says far too loudly, and you see the curiosity of those around you, shushing her then. âWhat!? How?â
âYou wanna know how? Take a guess mom.â Your eyes narrow, and then your mom sighs, as your dad still blinks in shock.
âWith⊠Gojo?â Her assessment turns to Satoru then, whoâs gulping down his own icy drink, some rainbow frozen concoction, so fast his head hurts, he holds it then, whimpering.
âBrain freeze, ouchie!â Heâs screaming out, earning more looks, as your mom turns back to you, watching the six foot four man waving his arms like heâs caught on fire, a question on her lips.
âHim though? HoneyâŠâ You sigh then, standing up and cupping Satoruâs face then.
âOpen up.â He opens his mouth now, as you press your thumb against the roof of his mouth, to the avid attention of the entirety of the rooftop now, when Gojo sighs in relief, blue eyes fluttering open, meeting yours.
âSâbetter!â He mumbles, you laugh then, you canât help it, damn him if heâs not amusing and⊠freaking cute, pouting like a puppy around your finger.
âItâs a trick I learned.â Heâs tempted to suck on your finger then, so much he kind of does, making you heat up, pulling back and wiping his drool off your dress, as you both sit back down, and your parents look at each other.
âOh.â They both say then, making the two of you blink in confusion.
âOh what?â You ask.
âI guess I see it now.â Your dadâs words fill you both with confusion, but you have to admit, it works in your favor, too.
âYes we are⊠together.â You say softly, scooching your chair a little closer, when Satoruâs hand rests on your thigh, burning your skin with the contact.
Pregnancy hormones, right?
Nothing else⊠yeah?
âWe are, and sheâd like to keep it.â Gojoâs soft words surprise you, making you meet his gaze, wondering then- âGonna be a Satoru junior!â
âSatoru junior!? What if itâs a girl?â
âStill Satoru. Oh wait, Satoruette.â
âOh god,we are not naming it Satoruette!â
Your parents laugh then, and the tension eases, soon your dad is talking to Satoru, and theyâre speaking on sports, of course Satoru was also a star basketball player, amongst everything else. Thatâs one area you never were not missing too much, you cheered of course but it was not really your passion, also every game seemed to be some argument between you two.
âAre you sure about this, kids are a big responsibility, especially financially.â Your momâs words hit you hard, you know that of course, and donât take it lightly. âWe can help some but things are a little tight-â
âNo mom, no. This isnât for that, though you can totally buy them some cute little toys or clothes if you want.â Her eyes get misty, as your hands join over the table. âThis is just to tell you. I can do this mom.â
âBut honey, your careerâŠâ
âI can do it. I know I can.â She sighs now, leaning over and brushing your cheek, Satoru watches the affection then and hears her words.
âThen Iâm proud of you, I always am.â
God, what would Satoru do if he heard those words?
His parents barely gave him affection growing up, always on this island or this cruise, this country or that destination, never acknowledging how hard Satoru worked, just informing him of his duty. Taking over the business, college was useless to a family like the Gojos, maybe a nice decoration for that sky high office building just waiting with his name on it.
No straight Aâs, no winning games, nothing got one tenth of the affection you just got for something thatâs essentially not the best thing at your age. No, your mom is proud of you, and he watches your tears flow down your cheeks, realizing heâs seen you cry a few times now, but never in four years, while youâre smiling tremulously at her.
âThank you mom. I needed that.â Youâre on her side of the table, hugging, as your dad clears his throat a bit.
âGonna make an honest woman out of her?â
âDad! Satoru, donât listen. Old fashioned man.â You tease, wiping off your cheeks and smiling so brightly, the sun hits your skin, skin thatâs just glowing, and it makes his breath catch for a moment.
Youâre beautiful.
He always knew you were banging hot, a little pretty brat, but he never realized until that moment, with everything glowing about you, that youâre beautiful too, an inner beauty that makes his fogged brain clear for just a moment. The crush heâd had for so long suddenly shifts into something more, even moreso than after the night you two shared that led to this moment.
âAre you okay, theyâre a little extra.â He notices youâre right then, looking over to your parents and shaking his head.
âTheyâre great actually.â The sincerity in his voice hits deeply, you smile over at your parents, then back at him.
âThey are, huh?â You grin, so clearly devoted to your family.
How must that feel to be?
So loved.
âSo⊠dinner in a few hours with your parents, right? Should I dress a certain way?â Satoruâs demeanor shifts, you frown a bit at it, touching his shoulder. âYou okay, this is a lot.â
âIâm fine.â He needs another hit of that blunt or ten before he deals with his parents, however.
âAre you gonna continue basketball, Gojo?â Your dad asks, Satoru sighs, frowning and rubbing the bridge of his nose.
âI canât.â His words make you sick as youâre struggling to just keep water down, have you already fucked his dreams up?
âThe babyâŠâ
âNo, no.â His hand sits on yours with far too much ease, like itâs been there in that spot for as long as you can remember, squeezing it. âNothing to do with that. The family business.â
âOh⊠Iâm sorry, you were amazing though.â He smirks just a bit at that, you sure would never have said that back then.
âYa think so?â You nod then.
âI was a shitty cheerleader.â He smiles.
âYou were.â
âHey!â You shove him playful\y, as the food is brought out, Satoru has ordered an obscene amount of food, already digging in. âRemember nationals?â
âOh god yeah.â
Three years ago
Satoru and the team had almost won nationals already, and you and the cheerleading squad are on the sidelines, about to head into the center of the loud basketball court, the rubber of your cheer sneakers sliding just so, squeaky over the floor as you all prepare. Satoru has a bunch of girls all over him, snapping selfies, as heâd already secured their guarantee, so of course he was the MVP of the team.
You watched him avidly, how good he was, not that youâd admit it, especially as your fists go to your hips, preparing for the routine, and Satoruâs chuckling just a bit at you, smug expression on his stupid pretty face. You canât stand him then, when he cups his hands over his face, shouting your name.
âYou can do it.â Heâs mocking, one thing you were not good at was fucking cheerleading. You couldnât flip for shit and were afraid of heights, this was a terrible combination.
Some people laugh, as your friends pat your back, encouraging you. When the routine begins, and youâre up in the air, standing stiff, you panic, the room starts spinning damn near. You feel yourself lose balance, falling in front of a court with thousands of people watching.
And one loudly laughing.
You canât cry, you canât cry.
You brush off the helpful hands of your friends, hopping up and immediately regretting it, your entire body aches, and you see a bruise already forming along your knee, scraped up and dripping blood.
And he laughed at you.
God you canât stand him.
You limp off when Satoru sobers up, seeing youâre clearly hurt, and runs towards you, pausing you before you run right out of there. âFunny, huh? You get a good laugh at me?â
You glare at him, eyes watery then, and he falters, instantly feeling terrible, he didnât think you hurt yourself, and the fall was comical. Itâs what you both did, make fun of each other, laugh and point when one of you fucked up, but even the side of your face has a blossoming bruise, which he touches, earning your trembling lip.
Heâs never seen you cry.
âAre you crying?â
âReally, came here to mock me even now!?â
âNo IâŠâ
âI am not crying, and Iâll be fine. I quit.â Youâre limping off, even when Satoruâs hands hit your waist, feeling far too good.
You shove it down, shove it all down.
âYou quit, competitive ass no way.â
âI do.â
âC-can I carry you, to get it checked? The doc is here-â
âCarry me, what kind of joke is that, to make you look even better? The basketball court is full of quiet murmurs, many worried about you, and cooes of how sweet Satoru is. His blue eyes light up with fire as they narrow.
âYou think I am asking to help so I look good.â
âYou always care how you look. And you look perfect, you have the perfect life, and here I am - falling in front of a room - to you fucking laughing. Iâm good.â You pull back from him, wincing in pain as your knee is swelling even more.
âYouâre being a stubborn brat, you have to get checked. What if you-â
âTell them I quit, if you wanna do anything for me. You wonât have to see me as often either, works out.â
âIâŠâ
âCongrats on the win, Iâm sure.â He watches you limp away, your friends running after you, eventually he walks back, your face haunting him.
Maybe if he didnât taunt you?
Maybe if he didnât laughâŠ
You clearly got hurt, thrown off maybe because of him, and heâs just left there, quietly informing the team you quit. When heâs back to his team, even they look at him a little seriously, his coach coming to tell him about sportsmanship, and how he shouldnât laugh like that.
Satoru tried to apologize the next time he saw you, but instead of the banter, with your leg wrapped up, you turned and said nothing to him.
Shit he fucked up.
*****
Present Day
You are walking Satoru to his car, as you both have a few hours to go, while his mind whirls with regret, with memories of you. You had brought up nationals as a joke at how bad you were, but all it did was make him remember just how fucking horrible he was to you.
âWhatâs wrong, intense huh?â You look at him with concern he doesnât really deserve, your dress blowing just a bit, earning you clutching some of the thin material in a fist.
âI was an ass that day. Nationals.â You look down now, taking a little breath, shaking your head.
âIt probably looked funny-â
âNo. I was an ass. Iâm⊠sorry.â Your pretty face is frozen in shock, mouth wide open while you try to comprehend his words.
âYouâre apologizing for something like that?â
âYeah.â
âOhâŠâ You both stand there for a bit, when you remember how upset you were, god you two didnât talk for months, a gnawing feeling growing.
Do you know him truly?
âThank you for that. But, itâs the past, we shouldnât dwell.â Your hand is soft on his shoulder.
âPregnancy making you a mush.â
âSays you, apologizing for your past, like some Eboneezer Scrooge.â
âPshh.â You both laugh a bit, before you clear your throat, dispelling some of the tension between the two of you.
âIâll see you soon, Satoru.â
âSounds good.â
Doesnât sound good, his parents are not something he wants having you scrutinized, the cozy vibes of today will be long, long gone, he already knows.
******
âHoly shit⊠youâre⊠rich rich.â Satoru snorts, rolling his eyes as you two use the brass lion knocker that evening, twilight making the sky a myriad of purples and pinks, casting the softest glow.
âYeah, the ârichest in the stateâ.â He finds it all far too pretentious, but you canât help but feel a mixture of intimidation, and awe, the high iron gates and gorgeous mansion in front of you, in the prettiest white with light blue there was, as if it was molded for Satoruâs color.
Could anything replicate his eye color?
Why are you thinking that way!?
âAre they alright with this?â You ask quietly, hearing the footsteps head towards the door, ever so slowly.
âThey are⊠well youâll see.â The tone, while heâs still blitzed the fuck out clearly, perhaps more, is dark for a simple dinner. âI already told them.â
âOh⊠you did?â
âYeah, when I found out, trust me, throwing you to the wolves is an understatement of my parents.â The door opens, after an uncomfortable long moment, the butler opens it and bows at his waist.
âMaster Gojo, come come.â He claps his hands, nose literally up in the air like some damn commercial for âgrey pouponâ or some shit. Satoruâs family home is even more beautiful on the interior, floors polished to a glassy sheen, white marble of course, along with dual winding steps, in crushed white velvet with mahogany rails.
Everything in here is impeccable, sparkling, chandeliers over head with the insanely high ceilings, you tilt your head back, to see the intricate work decorating it, swirls of gold and blue, like youâd see in old royalty. It doesnât fit a damn LA home, as rich as the area is, no itâs damn near Versailles.
You swallow down a sudden lump of anxiety, when Satoruâs hand squeezes yours, gently, and you look at him. His eyes are slightly glazed, his jaw is tight, his grip reassuring, but the way he looks around, like he himself is uncomfortable in his own home, makes you realize how much he truly hates this place.
You never considered someone so privileged could feel this way, his utter disgust is clear as day. âI know, itâs overboard.â
âNo, I mean itâs beautifulâŠâ Your words trail off, because the butler has already led you to the dining hall, where a table so long it could fit fifty people is set for the four of you. You spot his mother and father at the end of the table, their expressions unreadable, but you know theyâre sizing you up.
The chandeliers are dimmer here, the walls lined with paintings that belong in a damn art gallery, including a giant painting of Gojo, his father and youâre assuming his grandfather, so giant they take over the entire room. The atmosphere is so thick with tension in the air that you could feel your lungs crave fresh air.
Is this where he grew up?
The smell of surely a five star meal wafts over to you, but your stomach feels like itâs in knots, when you see the elaborate display, and you see Satoruâs mother. Sheâs got long silky white locks, but dark eyes, elegant and beautiful as she stands up, while his father has the exact shade of blue, Satoru is clearly the perfect mix of the two gorgeous people.
âAh, Satoru, and youâŠâ She addresses your name, a cold smile as she gestures for you to sit. âCome have dinner.â
âPleased to meet you all, thank you.â You say politely, even as this feeling of being⊠in some petri dish under a microscope takes over. Satoruâs plopping down, making his fatherâs brows lower.
âCanât pull out her seat?â He demands, and Satoru sighs, but youâre already sitting down.
âThis looks so delicious, thank you.â You try to ease the tension, while you all follow into polite, menial conversation, their words feel practiced and hollow.
You think of your upbringing, a little cozy home, far from rich or fancy, but your mom cooked every night. And that little old kitchen table they still have, the one long past its prime, was filled with laughter, tears, or sometimes even lively debates between the three of you.
Not this.
âSo, letâs cut to it.â You hear, while youâre nibbling on a bite of probably the best filet mignon youâve had, but your fork clatters to your plate at his fatherâs words.
âReally, couldnât give it twenty minutes?â Satoruâs words are icy cold.
You tense as you sit at the table, scrutinized to a tee, his mother and fatherâs eyes cooly assessing you up and down. âYou have an amazing degree, lots of community activism, some sports it seems.â
âYou⊠researched me?â You ask, his father shrugs.
âOf course we did, we need to know if youâre good stock.â
You nearly spit out your drink, Satoruâs jaw tenses so much you see a thin blue vein popping out from his jaw, pulsing under that skin. âSheâs not an animal, the fuck you mean good stock. Are we breeding corgis?â
âYou know what he meant.â His mom says, dabbing a handkerchief on her lips and sighing, leaning back to look at you. âSheâs beautiful, and clearly intelligent, no record ever, unlike your long one.â
âWhatever a couple charges. And⊠so what, then sheâs okay for your standard then?â Gojo says with a glare, as you heat up in embarrassment.
âShe seems like she may be good quality, though her family isnât exactly up to par.â You throw down your napkin then, standing, and Satoru curses, knowing you sure werenât letting that slip. He murmurs your name, but youâre far gone.
âMy parents are the best there are in the world.â
âTheyâre poor.â
âPoor!? They arenât on the streets, they live in a fucking superb.â
âBad language, check that off.â His mom murmurs, and Satoru blinks at their audacity, watching as his former rival - was it former? - fire sign brat - about to go unhinged, was so enjoyable his lips twitch in humor.
âIs there a checklist youâre keeping for me?â You demand, they look at Satoru then.
âShe seems angry, is that usual?â His mom asks, earning Satoruâs smirk.
âSheâs fiery is all.â
âTalk to me like Iâm a person, stop acting like Iâm a picture, someone who fits your son in your eyes.â They both falter a bit, watching while youâre crossing your arms now, he hears your heels click on the floor, echoing while he can clearly see the fury raging on your pretty face.
âWe donât disapprove.â His father says then, making you pause, as well as Satoru for a moment. âShe⊠sorry, you seem like you have your life together. Squeaky clean, deanâs list, high up journalism opportunity. We are supportive of the two of you getting married.â
âMarried!?â The two of you shout at once, you plop back down in your seat in shock, sipping water while they look at each other, then the two of you.
âOf course youâll get married, the sooner the better before-â
âItâs not 1810, we wonât be getting married.â Satoru cuts in. âIn the future perhaps, but itâs common for people to not marry.â
âThatâs unacceptable for your position, and you know it. What sort of scandal would that cause?â
âScandal this, image that, fuck it.â Satoru downs the glass of wine in front of him, shaking his head now as he answers his mother. âIâll take care of the baby, but we arenât getting married for your image.â
âI highly encourage you to change your mind, a marriage and baby would look good for the corporation.â Satoru rolls his eyes at his fatherâs words.
âEverything for the image, huh?â He smiles sadly, eyes hollow, and you realize then and there that youâve never really known a damn thing about Satoru Gojo.
You pictured it, the rich boy he was, flaunting his wealth in shirts worth your bills for the month, how cocky and conceited he seemed, how foolish. But now it all starts clicking together like little puzzle pieces you can finally press together. How could he handle parents like this?
âWe will help support the heir, regardless.â His mother says, a little softer, you watch as Satoru stands then, hands gripping the table tightly.
âI donât need help, and we are not royalty, as close as you think we are, donât call it the âheirâ please. I think Iâm⊠full though. You?â He holds out a hand and you nod, placing yours in his, while his parents stand across the elegant banquet table as well, stiff and stuck up⊠and just cold.
âSatoru, we arenât displeased youâre having the child, just the way youâre going about it. Itâs uncouth.â His fatherâs words make him squeeze the fuck out of your hand, while he pulls you to stand.
âUncouth huh?â
âYouâre uncouth all together, you always are. When youâre supposed to be the pride of the family.â You glare now, yanking Satoru around, until you stand directly in front of his parents.
âGuess what, Iâm proud of him, even if you arenât, okay?â They gasp at your audacity, but Satoru just blinks, staring at you.
âYouâre a mouthy little girl, arenât you?â You laugh then, right at his mother, shaking your head.
âYouâre going to be grandparents, you should focus on becoming good ones, huh? Not financially, either. Focus on being someone we can feel good about you being in their lives, about the coming over.â
âWell, we wonât watch the baby. We could pay for a nanny-â
âNo.â You cut his mother off again. âAll due respect Mr. and Mrs. Gojo, you need to get it together if you want to be in this babyâs life. No nannies, no being uppity, you need to support your son, okay?â
âWe-â
âNo, I mean really support him. He got straight Aâs, he was a star basketball player, leader of his fraternity, now heâs stepping up to care for his baby. What more did you need to be proud of!?â
Satoru speaks your name again, tugging at you, while his parents frown then, staring at each other. âWe should go.â
âThank you for dinner, Mr. and Mrs Gojo. I hope I can see you all again.â You say now, holding out your hand, firmly shaking each of theirs, before you let Satoru pull you away, steps echoing through the elegant halls on those marble floors. Pretentious statues staring at you both the whole way, you can feel him, seething. âShit, I said too much, Iâm sorryâŠâ
âWill you stop?â Heâs pulled you past the door man now, until the two of you are finally outside, so he can breathe.
âHow do you even handle them?â Your question makes Satoru laugh, without humor, while you all stand in front of the Gojo mansion, the night breeze swirling around the two of you, the moon so full and bright itâs illuminating his perfect skin.
âHow do I handle themâŠâ Heâs shrugging a broad shoulder now, as the two of you wait for the car to arrive. âI didnât have to very often, they werenât around.â
âNo wonder youâŠâ
âNo wonder I what?â He whispers, raising a thin brow now, voice dripping with sarcasm.
âI shouldnât say anything.â
âNo, when have you ever held back, hmm little preppy ass brat?â Itâs your turn to glare, crossing your arms.
âI wasnât attacking you here, I was trying to be understanding, to⊠just try to get you, okay?â
âWhy, do ya feel bad for me?â
âNo!â You do though, shit. You feel horrible that those are his parents, not that they are cruel, they donât care about him as anything other than a figurehead.
âDonât feel bad, I have everything I ever wanted, right?â He uses your own words in the past against you, making you falter, blinking rapidly. âWhatâs that display, though, playing a girlfriend so well?â
âWhat display?â
âThat youâre âproud of meâ or whatever.â Heâs mumbling now, looking away from you, making the clenching in your tummy worse. âThatâs feeling sorry.â
âThatâs defending you, okay?â His eyes catch yours, more feelings than you ever expected to see from Satoru Gojo, eyes that were arrogant were swirling with more emotions than you could fathom.
âI donât need you to.â You scoff now, shaking your head, biting on a lower lip heâs dying to kiss, a mouth he wants to devour, with every puff of breath in the cool night, he sees goosebumps along your shoulders and arms. He should offer you his fucking jacket, he shouldâŠ
Youâre touching his face, hand cool on his heated cheek, as you glare right up at him, making him ache to pull you against him. âIf we are going to raise a baby together, we need to do a lot better than them. And we can do better, okay? I know you can.â
Satoru exhales at your words, blinking back emotions. âHow do you know?â
âI just know, youâll be more involved, youâre not like them, alright? Youâre arrogant, you annoy me, you're a perverted little shit.â He laughs a bit, softly now, big hand wrapping your delicate wrist, easing off his face, but not letting it go. âBut youâre not them, youâre just⊠Satoru.â
âShit.â He pulls you against his hard chest, making you both falter, your own eyes darting to his lips, far too close when he leans down.
If he kisses you, youâll melt.
âSay something dumb or pervy.â You whisper, he grins now, shaking his head, while his hand slips down your waist.
âThereâs been one thing on my mind looking at you-â The car pulls up now, and he clears his throat, hands slipping down your cool arms. âTime for you to go home. Do you want me to ride with you?â
You nod then, sliding into the back of the black car with him, as he sends the address to the driverâs gps, leaning back, arm over the seat, so close to you, his long legs spread wide, brushing on your still chilled skin. You feel the warmth of him, as you fall into an uncomfortable silence, you canât stop wondering about him, the boy you thought you knew.
You turn your head to find him staring right at you, openly, not the ogling stare of before, no it was so different. Contemplative, studying, heating you up everywhere it touches like his hands themselves are touching you, burning a trail everywhere they land, in the quiet dark of the car.
âWhat is it?â You murmur, biting back a moan when his hand touches your thigh, feeling so good you almost fail at concealing it.
âBeautiful, thatâs what Iâve thought all day.â Your cheeks heat up, you look away then, words youâd never expect Satoru to say.
âWhat?â
âYouâre beautiful. Okay?â His fingers brush your hair back, off your collarbone, trailing them across it then, as your chest rises and falls with every breath. âI canât stop thinking about it, shit I always knew youâre drop dead gorgeous, but I guess today is the first moment I thought it.â
âYou canât-â
âI do mean it. Glowing, fuck.â Heâs too close then, and youâre gulping, throat suddenly dry, inhaling that hundred dollar a spray cologne, intoxicating as it fills your senses.
âSatoruâŠâ Heâs exhaling, breath hot against your lips, lips youâve bitten to death in attempts to hold back, whatâs glimmering to the surface.
âWe hate each other, I donât want that, not for this baby.â
You blink rapidly, your own hand slipping up his chest, feeling his heart race as it does. âI donât want it either. I want them to have loving parents, even if weâre not together.â
Together.
Satoruâs never dated, heâs had women in and out of his bed since he turned eighteen, sometimes multiple girls in one night, chasing some feeling that he has never gotten, except with you. But even after that night, he never contemplated it, dating someone, being with them, was he worthy of that, especially with you? He couldnât even give you his jacket.
Suddenly he takes it off, making you giggle when he wraps you with it. âItâs not cold inside the car, silly.â
âI suck, Iâm an idiot and⊠I am not a gentleman, at all.â
âSatoruâŠâ He shakes his head as you cut him off.
âNo, itâs true. I was fucked up before an important day for us, and I couldnât even give you my jacket tonight when I saw you freezing.â You pull it closer, when heâs brushing a hand under it, right on your waist, sending shivers down your spine.
âYouâre doing fine all things considered, I wasnât kidding. I am proud that you stepped up, it means a lot to me, okay?â
âDonât be so nice.â You glare, making him moan softly at how sexy you always are when you do.
âYouâre being nice, too.â
âI know. Everything Iâm thinking, though baby?â Heâs got his other hand entangled in your hair, and you canât stop the soft cry from escaping your lips. âIt's filthy.â
âFilthy, huh?â Your voice is just a breathy whisper, he can't stop thinking just how cute you are.
âYou canât begin to imagine what Iâm thinking. Seeing these rock hard all fucking day, so full already.â Heâs gripping your tits then, squishing one in his palm, and a thumb brushing over it, making your hips roll, pressing your eager cunt against the seat, dying for the friction, while heâs so close you can taste him. âThey want to get sucked on, donât they sweetheart?â
You nod wordlessly, earning Satoruâs moan as he presses you down on the seat then, his own jacket falling under you, hand pushing down your dress, revealing your pretty breasts to his view. You gasp when he brushes his thumb on them, bare, lowering his snowy head, and youâre frozen there, trying to remember all the years you hated him, he hated you.
Why canât you think of anything but how bad you want him?
âShouldnât I take care of you, too? Donât you ache baby?â Heâs murmuring, mouth hovering, as he just barely brushes his lips on them.
âS-sensitiveâŠâ He presses another kiss, and your hands entangle in his silky locks, cunt so wet itâs making your panties sticky.
âSensitive, then do you want me to make them feel good?â
âShould we⊠ah!â Heâs lapping at your nipple with his talented tongue, swirling your nipple, and your moan fills the car, to the point youâre sure poor Kiyotaka could hear you, making you slam a hand on your mouth. Satoru chuckles, little shit that he is, lapping at the other one.
âYou want it so bad, donât you? Donât worry, Iâve got you.â He sucks your nipple into his hot mouth, you canât stand just how good it feels, your hand entangling in his locks, pulling him off, as your chest heaves with your labored breaths, and he hovers an inch above you.
âIs it just⊠sex then? Do we just have amazing sex?â He smirks now.
âIt was amazing? Thatâs the first I heard.â
âYou know it was, arrogant ass. For me I mean.â
You falter a bit, youâre sure Satoruâs more experienced, youâve watched him have more girls on him at once than men youâve known. Satoru sees your hesitance, pressing a kiss on your lower lip now, nipping it slowly with his teeth, unleashing the heat in your core, until youâre throbbing with need.
âYou felt so good wrapped around me.â You whine out at that, as he presses kisses to each corner of your mouth, gripping your breast again, heavy weight over you, his words and caresses making you pulse now. âFelt you cumming, so tight, think I donât wanna be back inside you?â
âShit⊠this is insane.â Youâre shaking your head, when he kisses down your neck, back arching up for more. âIf we are going to⊠weâd have to be exclusive, for the safety of the baby. So you really better think about this. At least while Iâm pregnant.â
As if Satoru had been with anyone since you.
âI wouldnât put the baby at risk.â Your eyes lock, noses brushing against each other, while he touches your tummy, feeling the slight roundness just barely already, making him lose his mind.
âWhile Iâm pregnant I mean⊠if you do want anyone else and want this to stop⊠just tell me so I know?â He nods, unable to say the words, that he just wants you.
âGuess what?â His husky voice resonates in your ears, like heâs speaking to your pussy directly.
âW-what?â
âI can cum so deep inside your tight little cunt, all you want. â His words fuck your brain, what was left of it, his fingers brushing on your slick heat now. âFuck, youâre soaked, you like that thought huh.â
âItâs just hormones, mnh!â Heâs laughing at your attempt.
âHormones hmm?â You nod weakly, then cry out as he sinks two fingers in your pussy, pressing up in those gummy walls, that spot that has you weak, seeing fucking stars.
âFuck you for hitting it so quick-ah!â Heâs smirking as he watches you, the sounds of your squelching wetness filling his ears, making him feral.
âWanna cum on my fingers or my mouth?â Your lips part, brows together, uncomprehending his words.
âY-you eat girls out?â He chuckles then, curling his fingers up inside you just so, as your slick pools down his hand, already gripping him like a vise.
âDo I seem so selfish?â You take several shaky breaths, eyes rolling back as he hits some spot even you donât know about, bringing you higher and higher. âThink I donât wanna bury my face between your thighs?â
âItâs⊠intimateâŠâ
âYouâre cute.â Heâs kissing lower, lower, your thighs trembling when the car comes to a stop, and Satoruâs fingers are coated in your slick when he pulls them out, dripping off his fingers, when he sucks on them, making your jaw drop. âFuck you taste sâgood.â
âJesus, hormones and you are dangerous.â Heâs smirking, when you sit up, biting on your lip once more. âDo you wanna come inside?â
âCum inside that pussy?â You roll your eyes.
âOh never mindâŠâ
âNo, no, no! I do!â He follows you out of the car, while your hands tremble, trying to unlock the door, you both barely get in before your lips are all over each other, you keep thinking, this is insane.
Insane.
Itâs just the situation, why heâs ripping that dress off you, leaving you naked and bare to him completely in moments with practiced hands, moaning softly when he sees your body fully, that night he hadnât seen all of you. His hands grip your hips then, yanking you up like itâs nothing, right into his arms. You cling to him, kissing him desperately, still fully clothed, while he presses you on the door.
âFuck me, please.â Your desperate plea alone makes him leak precum, while he stares at your gorgeous frame.
âYouâre begging me? Never thought Iâd see the day, preppy little brat.â Your glare just makes him harder, as you shove at him now.
âSatoru!â
âYouâre demanding pregnant, arenât you?â
âOh my god just⊠shut up pleaseâŠâ You slam your lips on his, grinding shamelessly against his belt, that hits your clit just so, making him drop that persona for just a minute, how sexy you are, how good you feel. âGod just fuck me.â
âRoom?â You point weakly as he carries you, and youâre thrown right on your bed, he stands up then, pulling off his dress shirt, revealing that perfect body, glowing slightly with the moonlight filtering through your blinds. You sit up, yanking on his belt with shaky hands, yanking his pants down and revealing how hard he already is under his boxers.
Your body violently responds when you see how much he wants you, for some reason that means more than it should, than two people making the best of such an insane situation, tugging his boxers down until his cock springs free. Youâre lapping at his pretty blushed tip before he can think, eyes looking up at him from lowered lashes, making him whimper from just that.
Satoru whimpering triggers something in you yourself, youâre sucking his veiny length, as his hands entangle in your hair, his head falling back, abdomen flexing while you take him deeper. âB-baby, fuck⊠taking it that good, huh?â
Heâs mad youâve ever done it.
Heâs mad anyoneâs even seen your eyes at this angle. God he canât stop thinking how pretty they are, even as his cock throbs inside your hot mouth, and you suck him so fucking hungry. He canât stop thinking of how gorgeous you are, how heâs not sure he even deserves this from you, like heâs in some fucking dream, sweet thoughts mixing with the wet sounds of you sucking him up.
Heâs feeling the suction, your hot wet mouth so eager, when you touch your throbbing, needy clit, running it in circles, while you sit there serving him, feeling him lose it with every stroke. His eyes flutter shut for a moment as he fucks into your tight throat, feeling so good when his tip brushes the roof of your mouth, leaking pearly pre cum.
âFuck, youâre so hungry for it, arenât you?â You pull back with a pop now, when he swipes the drool off your chin, and your hand strokes him, earning another sweet little whimper.
âShh. Just fuck me.â You whisper, pulling back and turning, on all fours with that sexy ass in the air. He pauses, dying to fuck you, but dying to taste you more, you gasp when Satoru flips you on your back, and you blush in the dark room. âDonât you wannaâŠâ
âI said I was eating you out. Gonna deny me the meal? Ya that mean?â Youâre stammering as he kisses down your tummy, shoving your thighs apart, lapping a stripe up your slit, youâre pulling his hair so hard it hurts, screaming out, just making his cock throb harder.
âToru I havenât had anyone⊠do thatâŠâ He pulls back now, and your hands ease, when he sees something he never saw in you before, the confident, feisty little brat that you are.
Youâre nervous.
He eases up a bit, resting on his elbows, pressing kisses against your inner thighs as he inhales you, god you smell even better than before, taste even better than he remembers. âI love to do it, if you want.â
You exhale in relief, nodding shyly then, another thing he wouldnât associate with you- shy. The girl who just ripped down his pants, sucking him like a pro, is nervous to get pleased this way. âI want it, fuck I want it bad. Just a little⊠youâre seeing all of me, like all.â
âI am seeing so much of this pretty pussy.â He presses a kiss higher up, breath ghosting your sensitive clit when he parts your lips, watching arousal drool out of your cunt. âPrettiest, actually.â
âN-noâŠâ
âMmhmm.â He licks you again, and something far too intimate forms, when Satoru Gojo is buried between your thighs, worshipping you with his talented tongue in long, slow strokes. âFuck youâre so wetâŠâ
âHormones?â He just grins, you feel his teeth against your pussy, when your body relaxes for him, when you spread your thighs, letting him see you, while he presses his cock against the mattress.
âHormones.â He slips his tongue up to your clit then, and you donât hold back anymore, a few more strokes and youâre grinding on his face, making his groan vibrate against your sensitive clit. âMmmâŠâ
âThere, there oh my god!â Did Satoru Gojo have to be the best at everything? Did he have to ruin you when his blue eyes watch your face contort in pleasure?
âThere you go, you like it right⊠here.â Satoru slips two fingers in your slutty little hole, pressing up as he flicks his tongue, and youâre clinging to him now, while he works you with a tongue far too talented, youâre instantly jealous of every girl thatâs had Satoru like this.
Wild thoughts, stop that.
âLoosen up, just feel it sweetheart.â He says now, feeling you tense around him, and you nod then, eyes rolling back when he fucks those fingers into you, scissoring them in and out, while flicking his tongue right on your clit, twitching in response. âLet go fâme, huh pretty?â
âMnh!â You shatter at his urging, his mouth, his teeth, tongue, all of it merging and destroying your surroundings, youâre cumming so intense you cannot see anymore, and Satoruâs eagerly drinking you up. âSatoru!â
âMmmâŠâ Heâs lapping all the wetness thatâs gushing out of you, fingers easing out to grip your hips, while your thighs tighten on either side of his head. âThatâs it, so greedy fâme, want more?â
âPlease!â Youâre fucking his face now, god he canât get enough, burying his face against you, shaking his head side to side, while youâre so sensitive the next orgasm comes so quickly, youâre yanking him up, kissing his lips and reaching down, stroking his cock once more, watching snowy lashes flutter.
âGod, youâre so ready arenât you?â You just nod, and when Satoru presses his tip past that tight ring of muscles, sinking deeper, itâs even more intense.
Youâre fully sober this time, with swirling blue eyes looking right at you, as he slides in your tight cunt, which struggles to take him at first, even after so much play, Satoru is huge, certainly bigger than youâre used to. You grip his shoulders, manicured nails pressing in, when he rocks his hips just so, kissing your lips, letting your taste mix between the two of you.
âGod youâre so wet, fuckâŠâ Heâs enamored by you, lifting a thigh then, pulling back and jerking his hips so heâs shoved deeper, your cry drank by his eager lips, that canât rip themselves from yours.
How is he supposed to ever be with someone now?
You feel like heaven, he wonât say that corny shit, but itâs all he can describe it to, watching your pretty face as he fucks into you slowly, and both of you freeze for just a moment. He grips your hand in his, entwining his fingers as he lays it over your head, your heart races as your pussy struggles to take more, greedy for his every stretch, every stroke.
âSâgood I⊠ah- please, more!â Youâre begging him, shameless as you do, when he slams his cock in deep, tip kissing your cervix, your head falls back, his lips devouring your neck while he bends over you.
âTaking this cock like youâre made for it.â Satoru hears your cunt sucking him in, so wet itâs squishing loudly, mixing with the slapping of your skin, as he starts to go faster, watching your eyes nearly black as they dilate. âThere you go, look at you. So greedy.â
âNghâŠâ You canât form words anymore, not when he feels better than that night, not when heâs fucking every thought, worry and woe away, you canât even remember what brought you here. You canât remember anything, think of anything but his cock, slamming deeper and deeper, his tip dragging on that spot now on your walls. âThere, there!â
âYouâre so bossy, what a brat.â You canât scowl, but he knows you wish you could, as he grins down and does just that, eyes hungry while they watch you falling apart under him, pulling back then, groaning as he watches his cock bulging your tummy, making him more sensitive inside you. âLook, so fucking hot, Iâm so big in you, arenât I baby?â
âC-conceited⊠mmm, y-yesâŠâ He turns your chin, making you blush, where you watch his shape inside you.
âGotta see this while we can, gonna be so round soon.â His words should bother you, but they donât. Heâs imagining it with you, and it takes him over. âIâll be easier then with you.â
âGonna take it e-easy?â Youâve got your thighs up high now, Satoru watches your little hole swallowing him, cock coated in your slick, so wet itâs dripping down his balls, that smack against your ass, harder and deeper now.
âWell I wonât be able to do this.â Heâs folding you in half, leaning over you to cup your face with huge hands, slamming deeper than youâve ever felt, so deep it damn near hurts, but youâre craving it, dying for it, hands gripping his shoulders helplessly while you lose yourself in his eyes.
Insane blue, pupils shrunk to pinpoints, while he hovers over you, breaths mingling together in the night, youâre folded so in half your knees damn near touch the bed. âSo d-deepâŠâ
âYou can take it, like a good girl. Slutty pussy, listen to her.â Youâre too fucked out to get offended, let him call it a slutty pussy, itâs what it was, after all.
âNgh- Close, close.â Heâs slamming his cock harder, tempo increasing as she soaks him so much he almost slips out, only for you to whine desperately, nails leaving crescent moons against his arms, he hisses in pain and pleasure, kissing you deeply, tongues dripping, messy and desperate.
âFuckâŠâ Heâs close, he realizes, a man who could go forever, youâve already cum, but he wants you cumming over and over until youâre a sobbing, pretty little mess for him, but you feel far too fucking perfect wrapped around him. âWant to cum with me? Want me to fill your slutty hole?â
His dirty words just make your walls flutter, earning his soft whine, right against your ear, his hands gripping your waist bruisingly. You nod weakly, whispering in his ear now - âCum in meâ
âOh god, fuck yes. Want all my cum, donât you?â You look up, intoxicated by him, losing your mind completely while heâs working you, pulling back to press on your thighs, feral grin spreading across his pretty face. âYouâll take it so fucking good like this.â
âSatoru!â You scream when he thrusts his hips just so, slamming that cervix, forcing you to cum again, to the point your ears are ringing, body on fire for him, every memory of you both thrown out the damn window.
âBeg for it.â
âNo!â
âBeg.â Heâs smirking, and you shake your head, clenching around him and watching him lose control, his cheeks flushed, lips parted in a gasp.
âYou beg to cum in me.â
âNo.â You both laugh, then the motion itself brings Satoru to the edge, tightening impossibly around him. âFuck it, please, let me fill this pussy.â
âYou really begged I- ah!â Heâs glaring, slamming his cock deep, stuffing your cunt so full.
âThatâs it, milk me huh?â Youâre too far out, your pussy is milking him with your aftershocks, when heâs pumping you with those hot white ropes, endless sticky, gooey cum. Youâre so full from it coating your walls, warm and hot and perfect, all the way even in your tummy. âThere you go, taking sâmuch fuckin cum.â
âSâmuch I⊠Satoru.â His cum alone has you addicted, he pulls back now, watching his cock slowly pumping cum in and out of your hole, watching the way it trickles down his huge cock, glistening and mixing with you.
âYou took me so well.â His praise is too much, itâs all too much, while Satoru eases back, on his elbows, hovering just so. âGod youâre fucking pretty like this, so fucked out.â
You bury your face. âAm not fucked out.â
âNo, need more?â
âIâm⊠weâŠâ
âThatâs what I thought.â He eases back, pulling away fully, seeing the mess of both of your fluids fall over the bed, pulling your pussy lips apart, watching it all pour out, drip by drip. âHow is this little thing gonna push something out?â
âThey stretch silly!â
âWell, clearly, took me so good.â Heâs fingering the sticky cum, desperate and feral, cock glimmering from you, damn near ready to fuck into you again.
For a moment you both stare, Satoruâs scooping it out, before sucking on it, your breath is rapid at the motion, his cheeks hollowing, tilting your chin up. âSatoru youâre⊠a whole freak.â
âOpen.â You tentatively do, allowing him to open mouth kiss you, his cum and yours in your mouth, but you crave it, so much youâre pulling him desperate. âYouâre gonna be freaky just for me, arenât you?â
âShh.â Heâs chuckling watching you drink up his cum, while you come down from your high, when he brushes your hair back, you struggle with just how much you feel, how badly you want more.
Youâve never felt anything like this.
How can you and Satoru have this?
âUm⊠is poor Kiyotaka waiting?â You manage to say softly, to diffuse the feelings threatening to bubble to the surface. Satoru rolls his pretty eyes.
âHe gets paid good to wait!â
âOh jesus. Letâs not keep him waiting forever.â
âYa kicking me out? Rude. I had you cum how many times?â You giggle, that sound clutching him, pulling him by the goddamn heartstrings.
âI need sleep, and donât you have a trip coming?â
âShit⊠you remembered.â
âYou all always took that trip.â
âWhat did you do during spring break?â He slips on his clothes, as you grab a robe, throwing it over yourself and wrapping it with a tie.
âStudy.â
âBoring.â He eyes the books by your bed then, along with a fresh bag of hot cheetos, he laughs softly at that, touching the baby books curiously. âCravings?â
âGod yes, bad too.â
âI wonder⊠will you be showing more when I get back?â You heat up at his question, brushing back messy hair, while Satoru buttons up his shirt.
âWill that suck for you, physically?â He hears the worry, which seems ridiculous, fuck youâd just be sexier.
âShit no. Youâll look hot.â
Youâre fiddling with the ties of your robes now, his words and your wobbly leg a lethal combination. âYou think?â
âFuck yeah, milf and all.â
âShit.â You pull him down, kissing him again, heâs gripping your terry cloth robe, yanking you to him, while the fan above you both serves no purpose, the both of you are so overheated. âThank you, I needed it. All of it.â
âThe dick is that good?â
âPsh, go on.â You turn him now, shoving him.
âI feel used!? I feel like a booty call! For a horny pregnant girl.â
âYou got me pregnant, so.â You pinch his ass, he gasps, feigning upset, only making your smile brighter, your heart lighter.
Then you realize.
Youâre gonna miss him, shit, a guy you couldnât stand is starting to become⊠comfortable, enjoyable and clearly your bodyâŠ
Sheâs a wreck for him.
âSatoru please if you want to be with someone else, let me know.â He is sucking you off his fingers as you speak, he turns and raises a brow.
âI would let you know. But⊠I think having you take all my cum? Pretty fucking elite.â
âA-plus?â Your lips twitch, and his white teeth glint.
â4.3 GPA pussy.â
You both laugh, and soon youâre standing by your door, trying to not think so much, to just let it be. So you both have fun, so youâŠ
Fuck you already want him again, whatâs that.
âIf you masturbate thinking of me, video it would you?â
There he is.
Fuckboi Gojo isnât gone, he just fucked your brains out.
âOh god. No, go on.â
Satoru chuckles a bit, slipping on his coat now, as you both stand in the doorway, your mind rushing, feeling him trickle out of you, knowing this is batshit, knowing itâs just sex. Right, sex, thatâs it⊠agreement, sex, some sort of understanding, thatâs all that this was.
Donât get too attached, donât fall into his blue eyes.
âThanks for today, though.â
âThanks for the dick or-â
âJesus do you stop?â You shove at him now, and he pulls you against him, far, far too close. âThank you for being here.â
His jokes calm, as he sees it, how serious you are, so unsure when you look down, and he tilts your chin up. âOf course, Iâll be back for the next ultrasound, okay?â
âOkay.â You both stand there, kissing after sex, whatâs it mean?
Donât you hate each other?
âGonna miss me, hmm?â
âNo way.â You peck a kiss on his lips though, before you can stop yourself, leaving him blinking on the porch, when you get off your tiptoes, and turn to the door. âBe safe and donât be late for it.â
You shut the door then, leaving him aching to go back inside, to be inside you, fuck heâd stay in your heat all the time if he could, fill you over and over until youâre so full of him you canât take it. He pauses before he turns around, wondering then, should he go on this trip?
Should he just stay?
He shakes himself out of the spell youâve cast, as his friends start texting him, wanting to know if heâll be ready tomorrow, he texts them back, slipping in the back of the car, where Kiyotaka is taking a nap. Satoru leans forward, with a âbooâ damn near earning a smack as he wakes him up, the tired man panicking.
âRelax, youâre fine buddy.â He smacks his narrow shoulder, making Kiyotaka jerk just a bit, before exhaling.
âYou were in there a long time, Mr. Gojo.â He says with yawn, focusing now, putting the car on with a purr of the engine.
âYeah I was.â
âNot as long as most of your⊠escapades.â Satoru glares at him now, blue eyes narrowing as his driver clears his throat.
âAre you saying I busted quick, Ijichi?â
âSir I-â
âHah did you bust quick?â Satoru realizes somehow he has called Suguru, and hears Sukuna cackling in the background.
âOh fuck you three, mmkay I lasted like a champ⊠kind of.â
âHow long was he in there?â Sukuna asks, and Ijichi looks back at Gojo, whoâs shaking his head and mouthing a plea.
âI was merely kidding, Mr. Gojo was in there so long I fell asleep.â
âThank you, as I said.â
It wasnât that quick was it?
You sure came enough for him, god he feels you all over his fingers, his mouth, youâre soaked into his goddamn taste buds- how could you think for a minute that heâd want anyone else? He knows his reputation, but how do you not know the level of obsession you send him to more and more every time he sees you, since heâs been inside of you twice.
This was more intimate.
His hand had gripped yours, heâd looked into your eyes as he lapped at your pretty pussy, youâd taken him so good, too. Your cries are echoing in his head as he realizes his friend is talking. âHuh?â
âPussy that good? Share with your friends, hmm?â Satoru scoffs at Sukuna, rolling his eyes.
âYou wish, Iâm not telling you two shit.â
âSo special? Are you down so bad?â Suguru teases, making Satoruâs jaw tense just a bit.
It was just your hormones, itâs the situation, itâs just sex.
Right?
Right⊠no.
No sex doesnât do this to him, this isâŠWhat is it? Is it because youâre having his baby, is it his feelings that have pent up so long for you?
âProbably not coming on our yearly trip.â He hears, clearing his throat.
âIâm not gonna miss it, think Iâm old and tied down now?â His friends laugh, but his heart aches, thinking of how fucking bad heâll miss you already.
You fix the bed, flushing as you see the rumpled sheets and blankets, before laying down in bed, covering your face as the memories hit. His touch, his tongue, his eyes just staring into yours. Was it because it was easy for the two of you, because youâre pregnant already? Convenience?
You canât stop wracking your mind.
Not seeing him for almost a monthâŠ
Fratboy Gojođ: Good night, sweet dreams about this dick.
You glare at the screen.
You donât respond, seeing him typing and typing.
Fratboy Gojođ: Iâll keep in touch, please if⊠you need to talk Iâll have my phone, okay?
You sigh now, turning on your side, while Gojo watches those three dots, finally walking into his penthouse, mind wandering to you. He wants you⊠in his bed, he wants to stay, to ignore his best friends, ignore the tradition. Your pussy is⊠a demon surely, making him hard just thinking of it again.
Sorority Brat đŠđ»: I donât wanna bother you, Iâll be fine.
Satoru frowns at that.
Fratboy Gojođ Â Â I want to know how you are.
His own vulnerability makes him feel sick damn near, but you heart the message, making him simp like some idiot with a dopey grin.
Sorority Brat đŠđ»Then I will keep you updated, I hope you have a lot of fun.
Guilt gnaws at him, leaving you alone, to go on some trip, while your body would surely go through more changes. He doesnât even want to miss it, but he canât just⊠he has to still have his life, right? For now, was it just⊠sex to you because youâre horny, and heâs there?
Did it mean more?
Sorority Brat đŠđ» Good night, Satoru.
You watch him heart the message, as your hand drifts to your tummy, thinking about the little growing baby inside you. It almost feels surreal, as do the feelings for Satoru Gojo.
 Fratboy Gojođ Good night, Sweets.
this one took a bit but it WAS a little longer- I'd expect chap three to be long as well! I will post a preview of that tomorrow as it's already in the works ;) (will time skip one month!) I hope you all enjoy, ty for being patient! ILYSM
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tbr
ugh my skinâs purging from the meds
what if iâm having a cryptic pregnancy cus im bloated af rn (im literally a virgin)
he had to like me even just a little
why did he do that to me if he didnât love me?
why canât we just be together and live happily ever after?


