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I'm in a situation. Actually I don't know if I'm really in a situation or not. But I'm having a hard time processing all these feelings. A really fucking hard time. And I don't know what to do about it.

#idk wut im doing

I've never been in the situation that I'm in right now. I had love and then I lost it, but on the fence of it it really wants me back. I'm absolutely terrified to be in a relationship again and I'm beyond terrified to be in love again. I don't know if my heart can be broken anymore than it already has been. All my life I've wanted nothing but love, the kind you see on TV and romantic movies. To be able to feel like somebody actually wants me, every little flaw and all. To finally feel like I was actually good enough to be loved in that way. All my life I've felt like that. I'm not good enough. I thought I was, but I'm not. I'll never feel like I'm good enough for anything anymore. And it's a shitty feeling that you're going to go on for the rest of your life thinking that way. Also I hate knowing that I'm never going to truly be happy again, because I know that I'll never find a love like that again. Now I just feel like a constant burden, around everyone I interact with on a daily basis or strangers. I feel like a constant burden in life, that I'm just an inconvience. With that being said I think I'm going to rent a room for a night or two, just to be by myself. I can't seem to get my shit together and this, I feel, is the only way to help me get started.

My cute little rescue, Quin❤️ #catsofinstagram #andshesout 😻

#andshesout #catsofinstagram

Even the comatose, they don't dance and tell.

Muh new gaugies ☺️

Getting festive 🎅🎄

Owwwww😫

FINALLYYYYYY!!!! 😁👏

Happy Friday 13th! #quickdoodle #jasonvoorhees #friday13 #omgah

#quickdoodle #friday13 #omgah #jasonvoorhees

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I came home last night to find this fucker in front of my door, blocking my way in. Tried to kill him once but he escaped me. He won the battle, but I won the war!😁 #nobutseriouslyfuckaspider

#nobutseriouslyfuckaspider