“mirror, oh, mirror,

tell me i am the most loved person in the world!”

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@ceo-of-catboys personal blog for meaningless oc posts and whining

theme: snow white antithesis - lonepi

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ill be running for presidency this october so make sure you all vote for me

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most reaction youtubers are either not doing anything or trying too hard but every now and then i find a really good one. "Hes grunkle because hes their gay uncle :)"

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millie has im Good and Holy complex and gets a thrill out of doing bad things because she spent her whole life doing exactly what she was told and nothing else so it excites her more than anything to be a "bad kid", and then she rationalizes it to herself by saying its actually not that bad of her shes still Good. in this way emma is perfect for her because with emma she can give the excuse of "she is the one doing these bad things im only with her to make sure she doesnt go too far...im saving her you understand..." all while she enables emmas destructive behavior. she sees emma as an escape, a chance to do the things she wants to do without repercussions (because emma is the Bad one everyone will blame her instead of millie and in fact they think millie is so Good for putting up with her) this is why we need to blow her up

emma has im Bad and Demonic complex but she secretly feels very warm inside when she thinks shes doing something good. shes spent her whole life being told she is evil and a problem and not worth putting up with so she internalized those things and played into them, because this way she is being hated by her own choice, she becomes a perpetrator rather than a helpless victim. what she truly wants to be is a savior, but she believes that is impossible for someone like her. in this way millie is perfect for her, because millie is Good and Innocent and Pure, she is everything emma is not, and its horrible, but she smiles at emma so earnestly, even after seeing all the things emma has done, continues to do, and it makes her think that if someone as good as millie can love her, maybe theres still hope for her. if she stays, maybe emma could be happy for the first time ever (and she never says this, because any weakness she shows will be used against her, and its easier to not care than to be hurt again) this is why we need to blow her up

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millie sim

she looks so soft it was on purpose but its kind of pissing me off. shes crazy shes fucked. she has shark teeth ofc. i gave up on the twintails i dont remember why + i think outside of the original setting she wouldnt lean too much into the. um. whatever she has going on aesthetic. post apocalypse fairy core???? and of course she has the rose flower crown. i like talking about these characters like any of you know them

her traits are idealist, tender, mischievous, adventurous, mystical and her aspiration is friend of the world. i was going to make her childish but i dont think shes as childish as emma tbh... shes more just sheltered. maybe i should see if theres a godkin trait...

everyday, hot weather, cold weather. i had so much trouble with her outfits its insane like she is a stereotypical cottagecore lesbian how was it so hard. real dog-chess situation.

i dont know how she ends up leaving the church in this universe, in the story it was a sent to the torture facility because she kept telling people she was jesus reincarnated situation, in a modern au i guess that could still happen???? idk i gave up on it

formal and party. im still not happy with her formal outfit it feels very incomplete...also its so hard to find cute shoes without heels in this game what are we barbies??? i contemplated whether or not she would have modesty issues since she used to be a nun and i decided she prefers light and airy clothes precisely because of that. i dont think she feels a need to be too modest because she cherrypicks what church teachings she believes in (she is god so its ok)

she mostly wears light clothes (#pure & angelic) so her party outfit makes me laugh, its like you have unlocked Dark Millie 😈 but this very much is what she thinks when she wears this. shes like time to become dark millie.... (acts exactly the same but now she goes to Parties.....and she might even get Drunk..... < she thinks this is super hardcore)

athletic, sleepwear. had a lot of trouble with athletic still dont really like it but we move on. for sleepwear i imagine she has a lot of animal stamped clothes that she impulse bought and/or shoplifted, emma probably gives them to her too she would see the stupidest shirt ever and be like "i have GOT to give this to millie" they both think they are funny as hell. speaking of emma i set their relationship to partners and i left the dynamic on default because there was no option for "mutual savior worship" or "codependent obsession" or "ruining the lives of everyone around them because they are both insane thrill seekers and the other is the only person who will put up with them"

okay now poses, see her cutes

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was trying to remember the name of the guy from breaking bad (not the old guy the other one) and my brain was like "peter parker" i thought thats not right. so then i was like its gotta be peter somethjng right and i was trying to remember one of the billions of breaking bad memes ive seen and i remembered his name is jesse. why did i think it was peter

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searching pituxa on this blog brings a great variety of posts

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now what the hell is this. she keeps scratching me bc shes slipping. demon

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pituxa: endgame

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i need to be put down fuckkkkkkk (opened twitter to get something and got curious about who was following my inactive for 7 years acc long story short i ended up scrolling my exs profile her latest tweet was 3 days ago fuckkkkk what if i dmed her. i wont but like what if)

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got better poses for emma also changed one of her traits from thrill-seeking to daredevil (cannot believe i missed it the first time) also also i got a new cas background :3

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bees dont even have knees...what else have they lied about

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trying to remember that dream

me and 2 friends (i dont remember who they are or if they were real people or dream people) were in the afterlife planes for some reason? like i dont think we were dead? because if we were dead we wouldnt be able to wander around like that? idk dream logic

we went to hell. hell was like this weird all white liminal space where people got tortured i dont remember how but it was fucked up

we talked to someone in there and we were like wow this is messed up we gotta do something about this. Lets kill god

god was like these three women who were completely white and had long hair and covered faces i remember their appearances very clearly for some reason

anyway we killed one of them. i dont remember how but im pretty sure there was trickery involved. like we didnt stab them we just did something that caused them to explode in a ball of light...? also we only killed one but i guess the others died too?

anyway the friend who killed god (i didnt do shit this whole time btw i was just following them around and npcmaxxing because i didnt think this was going to work at all and i sure as fuck didnt want to end up in hell if it didnt) destroyed hell????? because i guess she was god now???????? and everyone who was stuck in hell got freed

also the new afterlife kind of looked like a club penguin background? i dont remember what it looked like but i remember my dream self making this comparison. What the fuck was i on

then i woke up. crazy

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had a dream that me and some friends killed god and destroyed hell then i woke up to pituxa almost throwing up on my bed

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im sad that i barely remember this dream that shit was epic

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got a cute bow but i dont really know how to wear this kind of thing...

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maybe i could format tsukis memory report as school notes...hm...

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oh my god sims is done updating. they said it would never happen