The search for the point of connection

[snowwhiteskyblue]

It’s an odd feeling

Looking at them

Now, after so many

Years, of distance

It’s quite a weird

Experience

Thinking of

The times their

Soft skin felt

So familiar

At this distance

It is all but

A faint memory

Nausea creeping

Nerves calming

[snowwhiteskyblue]

Where does

this go from 

here to where

we are supposed to be

what does it 

mean to explore

to find, discover

the cycle, circle, circuit

[snowwhiteskyblue]

Am I

Wrong to think

What intentions

I have, what intentions

I hope

For

Have faulty foundations?

With open heart

And open mind,

Faulty introductions

Have

Led to faulty

Trusts

And faulty agreements

Which in all

Reality

Present faulty people,

Faulty interactions,

Faulty points of

connections.

[snowwhiteskyblue]

The other other

Of others

In a space of the world

Where otherness embraced

Shuns otherness extant

Otherness that is

Embraced thus creating

An increase of separation from

Those, the rest of whom

All they want is, all they need is

To be a part of such community

A part of a truly wholesome

A wholesome acceptance

A wholesome existence

Instead of yearning to be

Not quite the other other

Yearning to just be one

with another and others

Around

[snowwhiteskyblue]

Take me away

To the blue

green lake

Of tomorrow, where

Beneath the moon-

Lit sky

Bound by

Calm air

Soft ripples glide

across

Its dewey surface.

Stars glisten on

Our faces, reflection.

Take me towards

The home

built deep

Deep in

The forest.

The worldly

Sanctuary for

The eternal

within.

[snowwhiteskyblue]

The glimpse of gray

Above his lip, pulled

My gaze back, backwards

Towards the vision

Of something I once

Knew. Knowing as it is

Not today’s truth, but

Yesterday’s hope for

Depth, the reality of

A connection desired

Left to roam in

The realm of spirits and

The space of mist.

[snowwhiteskyblue]

Albert rose

Maze in tow

Maize blown, popped

Rising sun, cold

Winter morn

Violets race, swell

Swollen bulbs, shone