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Deleting this account since Steven and I are no longer together anymore. Thank you to anyone who followed this account. You guys are all awesome, stay beautiful and happy!š
Holy Crow!!
Holy crow guys!!! My birthday is Wednesday and I'm going to be 18, that's so crazy!!
Help.
This is a lot to ask, but it would mean a lot if you guys went and retweeted my pinned tweet on twitter, I wanna try and get Shane Dawson to roast me on my 18th birthday, which is on Wednesday. So, maybe go retweet and @ him a bunch? Thank you so much!!! Twitter: @ Queenbri_Ox
Update
So guys, I don't know if anyone really cares, (those of you who do, hello, ily) but, I am going to be seeing Steven in California at Twentynine Palms in a few weeks. I'm going for my birthday (leaving August 9, which is my birthday) and I will be seeing him that Friday and Saturday, and while it's only 2 days, I am beyond excited. But I'm also so nervous because of things that have happened between us in the past couple of months, so I don't really know what to expect of how we'll act towards each other, but hopefully it will be as if nothing bad ever even happened. It's been a while and I think seeing him and him seeing me, will make the both of us feel 100000x better. So, wish me luck, I'm probably going to die on the plane when I leave because I hate flying and it's a long trip. And, I hope I have fun while I'm away in a little 5 day vacation in the sunny, California.š
Update
Iām on here writing for the last time. And not as a girlfriend of a Marine either. As just a regular girl. Steven and I are no longer together because I just found out today, at 01:05 that he has been cheating on me for the past month. I had no idea, but luckily the girl reached out to me and told me. She didnāt even know he was in a relationship because he told her he wasnāt. To all military relationships that last, I am so beyond happy for you. I thought I was going to marry Steven. I planned out our future, I thought he loved me. But it was all wrong I guess. I just hope that in the long run, he realizes what he had. I have never been prouder of someone in my life, that will never change. My love for him will also never change. I just hope that he realizes that I would have done anything in the world for him, and I hope he feels hurt when he sees that Iāll do just fine on my own. So long to Steven. So long to My Marine. I hope his life is as good as he wants it to be in the future.
So, hopefully Steven and I are going to try and work things out. I know itās not the best idea, but we both just need each other so much right now, and I just want to be there for him in every way possible.
We worked things out and I really could not be any happier. We've been getting a bunch of shit from my so called friends but we're learning to ignore it. All we want is each other and I'm going to see him in California next month for my birthday. We're also keeping our relationship lowkey this time instead of being super public about it. But I'll gladly share with you guysš
I dream of seeing you succeed in your passions. I canāt wait to support you on your way there
I need you. Every night and every day.
Update
Iām on here writing for the last time. And not as a girlfriend of a Marine either. As just a regular girl. Steven and I are no longer together because I just found out today, at 01:05 that he has been cheating on me for the past month. I had no idea, but luckily the girl reached out to me and told me. She didnāt even know he was in a relationship because he told her he wasnāt. To all military relationships that last, I am so beyond happy for you. I thought I was going to marry Steven. I planned out our future, I thought he loved me. But it was all wrong I guess. I just hope that in the long run, he realizes what he had. I have never been prouder of someone in my life, that will never change. My love for him will also never change. I just hope that he realizes that I would have done anything in the world for him, and I hope he feels hurt when he sees that Iāll do just fine on my own. So long to Steven. So long to My Marine. I hope his life is as good as he wants it to be in the future.
So, hopefully Steven and I are going to try and work things out. I know it's not the best idea, but we both just need each other so much right now, and I just want to be there for him in every way possible.
Update
I'm on here writing for the last time. And not as a girlfriend of a Marine either. As just a regular girl. Steven and I are no longer together because I just found out today, at 01:05 that he has been cheating on me for the past month. I had no idea, but luckily the girl reached out to me and told me. She didn't even know he was in a relationship because he told her he wasn't. To all military relationships that last, I am so beyond happy for you. I thought I was going to marry Steven. I planned out our future, I thought he loved me. But it was all wrong I guess. I just hope that in the long run, he realizes what he had. I have never been prouder of someone in my life, that will never change. My love for him will also never change. I just hope that he realizes that I would have done anything in the world for him, and I hope he feels hurt when he sees that I'll do just fine on my own. So long to Steven. So long to My Marine. I hope his life is as good as he wants it to be in the future.
Update
So our 1 year anniversary is coming up (July 10) and Iām low-key starting to get a little bit emotional considering I wonāt be able to see Steven for it. I never realized how tough it was being in a military relationship, and I never thought I would ever experience one, but it is all so worth it because our love has gotten stronger and so has our bond. Really hoping and keeping my fingers crossed that I get to see him sometime this summer in California, that would make my whole year 100000x better than it has been. Thereās not a day that goes by that I donāt miss him more than anything or wish he was in my arms right now instead of being across the country, but I know that he is doing all of this because he loves this country. Canāt wait for the day we reconnect.
And I know youāre probably not reading this right now, but if you are, I just want you to know that I miss you
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The things we send to each other on iMessageš
Update
Steven is currently at Twentynine Palms, California. I donāt think he has access to wifi and his phone is currently off until tomorrow when his parents pay his bill, so hopefully Iāll be able to talk to him sometime tomorrow, but I stayed up until about 5am my time (Massachusetts) waiting for him to get to Cali, we talked when he had wifi and I have honestly never been happier about talking to someone in my life even if we didnāt talk very long. Today is our 10 months and he even made sure to say happy anniversary to me. Hoping and praying so hard that tomorrow I can talk to him, itās been about 17-18 hours since we last talked and I miss him so so much.
Another Update:
He messaged me at 22:37 and I have never been happier I actually started crying. I donāt think he has service because I tried to message him again and it wonāt deliver so Iām just patiently waiting.
Update
Steven is currently at Twentynine Palms, California. I donāt think he has access to wifi and his phone is currently off until tomorrow when his parents pay his bill, so hopefully Iāll be able to talk to him sometime tomorrow, but I stayed up until about 5am my time (Massachusetts) waiting for him to get to Cali, we talked when he had wifi and I have honestly never been happier about talking to someone in my life even if we didnāt talk very long. Today is our 10 months and he even made sure to say happy anniversary to me. Hoping and praying so hard that tomorrow I can talk to him, itās been about 17-18 hours since we last talked and I miss him so so much.
That was so embarrassing Iām never speaking again
I dont even know what youāre talking about but im reblogging
A waitress said āenjoy your mealā and I replied ālove you tooā
My friends wouldnāt understand why I grew so distant. Him being gone is the hardest thing Iāve ever had to deal with in my life. I donāt know. Have you guys ever felt like this?