the musical refrain, charlie thought, was the loveliest possible end to what had been a laboriously { long } & unsuccessful day of trying to compose another song. his expression reflecting a heavy forlornness & his hues downcast, defeat gnawed away at the tendrils and blood of charlie’s heart the way that hunger churns within one’s stomach the night before pay day. the melody and emotion that propelled the velvety sound of a lone saxophone through the dusky philadelphia air, however, seemed to ease the sinking feeling of FAILURE that burdened the blond as he stepped out of the station, feet following the sound until he made a happy chance of stumbling across its source —— a curly haired angel male.
veined hands delved into trouser pockets in search of the FIFTY DOLLAR BILL that charlie always carried —— { just in case of emergencies } ; an echoed habit of a glimmering life that was charlie’s before he RAN ——, eyes downwards bound, assisting the tactile money search of his hands with a visual back-up. unceremoniously, the quest continued for a strained minute or two, and when charlie finally brought his gaze back up to rest upon the sight of the busker, he was provided with a spectacle of malignancy and thoughtlessness that he hadn’t been prepared for.
gray eyes glared DAGGERS at the uncouth group of youths, and charlie was out for their BLOOD as his own began to boil. but alas ! by the time charlie had finally gotten close, the group of adolescents had long since moved on, leaving the brunet on his knees to clean up after their cruelty. without the stall of even the briefest of seconds, charlie too, was kneeling on the pavement, collecting the rubbish that had been left. “ you needn’t pay them any mind. ” he started ; and though his words were directed the latter’s way, his gaze was not —— trained instead upon the task at hand. “ i thought it was lovely … what you were playing, i mean. ” the words left charlie’s lips honeyed & with an air of warmth that startled the blond himself. not quite knowing what else was left to say, charlie then simply opted to collect the last scrap of rubbish that lay in the busker’s case, then leaving his fifty dollar bill in the very spot that it had just lain.
it had happened before– the abuse shouted at him by ignorant passers assuming he was out begging for money. not once has anyone considered that maybe he played for the love of his instrument and music. sometimes there were the few that just made his day. putting a brilliant smile on his face by complimenting him, or even requesting certain music. if sonny knew it– he always played it. if he didn’t, well, he would tell them to come back in a few days and he would learn it and play it just for them. he didn’t do it for the tips, just the idea of bringing even just a little bit of happiness to someone’s day was enough.
however, on days like this when he’s on his knees, pulling out half eaten food from his beloved saxophone case, he questions if it’s all worth it. the feeling of hurt and despair that he can’t seem to shake after an incident like this happens, and it has happened before. he has no doubt that it will happen again. sonny tried to shake the feeling from his head, telling himself that it will be okay. he’ll go home, maybe spend some time with his flatmates and the thoughts will be pushed to the back of his head. they won’t be forgotten though, no, they’re never forgotten.
upon noticing a presence suddenly drop down beside him, sonny’s head shot up with a panicked expression on his features. afraid– no– terrified that someone else was about to start. his hands automatically grabbed onto his case, as if to protect it, but when he heard a soft voice, he faltered. “o-oh,” he stammered, staring at the lad with brilliant blonde hair. he could feel the flush of heat travelling up the back of his neck, and no doubt his cheeks had tinted a rosy pink at his compliment. “thank you. really– that– uh, that means a lot.” he couldn’t form words all of a sudden. the compliment was so unexpected and took him by utter shock. “oh! no– please don’t worry about all of this.” he breathed out with a shake of his head, feeling just awful that the lad was helping him clean up the rubbish. his head tilted and he frowned in confusion at the sight of a fifty dollar bill inside his case. he definitely would have noticed if that was there earlier. “oops– careful. you dropped this.” he said with the smallest of smiles, handing the bill back to him.