pick ur head up queen ur cowboy hat is falling

wren/el | 23| (any pronouns)

[sodapill]

every single nice thing anyone has ever said about my writing gets folded up into a little paper crane and placed inside my soul as fuel and thats why im going to live to 1000 years old

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thats what i was thinking! himeno never actually managed to bed aki so i was like nonono what is this but then i thought this was probably showing an ideal fantasy, the beginning was too peaceful. at least i hope it was, aki never had feelings for himeno and was brainwashed by makima he wouldn't have been sleeping w her before events of canon. i rly don't want them to change that

YEAH im also rly ehhh;; about aki and himeno ever getting together (she was an adult when she met him as a young teen right? also she mentored him into adulthood...imo i felt it was odd for her to be pursuing him with that dynamic) so when i saw that i was like. 🤨 somethings off here.

besides my own feelings about them together, i think it’s clear aki cared for himeno deeply but not at all in a romantic/sexual way, esp since he had a “crush” on makima. i feel like the promo for csm is going to fuck with us till the 1st episodes drop date but i can’t see mappa completely altering fundamnetal character dynamics!

edit: ALSO when i rewatched i realized the two non-manga scenes had little bits of static over them, which doubly makes me think they’re supposed to be a false reality

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OOK NOT TO LIKE immediately jump into speculation but the csm PV like???? are those beginning clips all some sort of ideal fantasy?

besides the hayakawa family eating together we got kobeni+denji+power having fun at the beach and rly intimate shots of aki and himeno—both things that obvi weren't pulled from the manga. and then the immediate zoom out from the static tv screen into absolute chaos makes me think those were like...quiet little looks into some of the characters' ideal scenarios that we know can't come true because of the events of the manga (ex. what actually happens at the beach/aki and himeno's fates)

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THE THEY. THEM

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i am not responsible for the person i become when aki hayakawa gets animated

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oh chainsaw man trailer tonight don't mind if i AAAAAAAAA

[rookhunty]

Makeover w/ the bestie

[sodapill]

i am taking a train trip tomorrow until sunday and the only thing i can think abt rn is my genshin commissions

[there-is-still-some-liquor-left]

a body count not as in homicide nor as in sexuality but as in the trail of people from my childhood and adolescence i should’ve been a better friend to and taken better care of but i was too busy being caught up in my own heartache to recognize their own and therefore our relationship tapered off in an extremely unsatisfying way that continuously manifests itself as a thrumming sense of grief in my chest. anyway which restaurant chains have the best free pre-meal bread?

[ripe]

i could get so much done if only i could get stuff done

[screamydreamy]

went on this persons blog and its just hosting wikipedia?

[foreveriallyzombified]

in case you wnana know something

[sarahpannell]

Train ride through Western Bosnia & Hercegovina May 2014

web

[sonandheirofnothinginparticular]

[disimba]

Summer vibes

[bisexualkingboo-deactivated2025]

If you would like to donate to help indigenous people of the land known commonly as “Canada”during this incredibly traumatizing time, i would recommend these organizations

 Kuu-us Crisis Line

Indian Residential School Survivors Society

if you know of any other organizations to donate to please feel free to add on

[783-remade]

is there a label that ACTUALLY means 'attraction regardless of gender' and doesn't have transphobic origins?

yes it’s called “bisexual”

[seasonforwonder]

me at macdonalds

cashier: hello sir wha t can i get for u today

me: yeah can i get uhh 4 piece buttermilk chicken tenders and uhhh large sprite

cashier: ok will that be all?

me:

[sodapill]

i want to watch an lgbt film every day of june (i missed yesterday shhhh) and im starting with big eden :)