Delusionalthingsarefun

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I never felt so suicidal and happy at the same time

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It’s going to end. Finally. No more struggle. Freedom. I’ll be finally free. I can’t wait to feel peace and unconditional love again.

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Heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin heroin

I can’t forget how unbelievable it felt to stop breathing and just floating away

There is nothing I want more than heroin but I can’t.

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Sometimes I just want to be unconscious and never coming back. Most of the time people don’t get it how serious I am about that and that’s okay. Because if they actually would get it everything would be more exhausting than it is right now.

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I’m bored of life but at the same time I’m exhausted of my life. Most of the time I don’t know what to do with my life. It’s just depressing, boring and in some weird way beautiful.