leo | sfw

hi! i'm leo | he/him | little age: 2-5 | stuffie addict | i love animals, especially bears and bees, oversized jumpers, music, and cooking/baking! | please read my dni | ||-// & ONCE

[soft-stuffies]

someday, i promised myself, i would log back into this account and let you guys know i was okay.

today’s the day.

i’m ready to open up about what happened while i used this account, now that my abuser deactivated this tumblr. i’ll check on this blog every so often, but after this, i won’t be active here anymore — i don’t feel safe here. i feel like his eyes are watching me. instead, i’m on a new, separate, safe tumblr.

cw for brief discussions of abuse

for six months, i was abused by my boyfriend at the time. i’m not going to outright say who it was, but he was very active in the agere community. it was absolutely awful — i still struggle with the trauma he caused daily.

luckily, i have recovered, and i’m getting better every day. i have an amazing boyfriend of over a year and a half, i’m on antidepressants, i‘m almost fully recovered from my e4ting disorder, and i’m getting tested for adhd soon. i’m doing so so so well.

i promise, better days are coming. i love you. you’re doing amazing. and you did not deserve the abuse you went through.

thank you guys for providing me with so much love and support, especially to those who let me vent to them while i was at my worst. i couldn’t have escaped without your help. i’m free, and i couldn’t be happier.

[kibascorner]

Tips for age regressors who live in toxic households

Living in a toxic household often means you can’t be yourself, and most the time in order to avoid people who will hurt you or make your life hard all you can do is avoid them and be as invisible as you can. When it comes to your regression this means hiding things, blocking everything going on at your house out, and regressing when no one will ever see. Here’s some tips for regressors stuck in these situations

-If you have a friend who knows about your regression, try regressing at their house

-Use noise canceling headphones, or listen to music that helps you regress

-Make yourself a corner or closet to regress in

-Close and lock your door if you start regressing

-Regress at night when no one will be awake

-Regress when everyone leaves the house

-Watch movies with headphones on

-Find a place outside you can regress and escape to

-Hide your gear well and randomly where no one would look (hide in under a bed, inside of a pillow if it has a zipper, in your closet, etc)

Always remember that this is temporary, and it’s ok. Some battles can’t be won especially when you’re the only one trying to make things better. You can get through this!

[kitty]

reblog to bless someones feed

[catsuggest]

if we find out even one of youm is not comfé

there will be consequemces

[catsuggest]

[knifenymph]

had to remind myself that my body doesn’t exist to be beautiful. that’s not it’s purpose. yes i am beautiful anyways but i shouldn’t subject myself to standards that don’t serve me in the slightest

[hitmewithcute]

They gonna spend all nine lives together

[mikopi]

シナモロール おしゃべりドール

[chibird]

[amadina-fasciata]

“It’s… it’s good… *sniff*”

[lovewounds]

[hungwy]

my bf to the cat: you’ve got to stop using your little stupid hands for evil

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

seeing a therapist is not shameful

[bigbunnybabysitter]

Take care of yourself!  (download printable)

[stephisanerd]

[rubbishputeloquently]

This speaks to me on a weird level that makes me want to sob a little.

[nigganooope]

woah.

[cixousism]

Cats featured in Grey Gardens (1975) 

[soft-stuffies]

anybody wanna go over to skype headquarters and yell at them for having a shitty app