ami.

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// busiest month of the year so for being inactive

i’m (still) here && ready to make the ball rolling for 2018 !!

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{* // . . . new (I suppose) head canon !!

Ami has a step-brother who she grew fond of! she finally has a sibling and is a big old bro!! They are family by marriage her mother and his father. Often meet up since she left the family home. BUT I do still welcome some other ‘family’ ties. also needs loads of girlie friends !!

shoutout to her bro @musxcforlyf

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kiss me on the lips dude  ’ ‘  too many songs about love. not enough songs about sword fights  ’ ‘  don’t talk to me or my 78 insecurities ever again  ’ ‘  i just did a tarot reading… it said ur a bitch  ’ ‘  a good substitute for love and fulfillment? a crunchwrap supreme from taco bell  ’ ‘  i fucked up? idk what you’re referring to but probably  ’ ‘  *in a high-pitched mocking voice* “are you okay?” what the fuck.  ’ ‘  how do u just….. not believe in aliens  ’ ‘  a coffee pot can be a coffee mug if you just don’t fucking care  ’ ‘  “you’re up early!” jokes on you i didn’t sleep at all and am in between energized and dying  ’ ‘  dont wanna sound like a slut but i really need a hug right now  ’ ‘  casual fan? no sorry i only know how to invest my whole livelihood into something and spend every waking moment thinking about said thing  ’ ‘  i have a dozen hearts swirling around my head irl like that isnt a filter its permanent  ’ ‘  i worry about you even when you say you’re fine  ’ ‘  i will never hurt you. i will always stick by your side. i will always try to make you smile  ’ ‘  true love: having to hold back your adorable, violent girlfriend to keep her from straight up murdering a dude  ’ ‘  cute date idea: be nice to me  ’ ‘  im so jealous of people who know what they want to do with their future i dont even know what t.v show to watch next  ’ ‘  me? clingy? yes please don’t leave me  ’ ‘  hey….,.,.. no offense but,,. i want someone to love and cherish me  ’ ‘  i need someone to lay in bed with me for hours  ’ ‘  dark hannah montana….. show me the worst of both worlds  ’ ‘  someone has to say it: come on eileen is a fucking banger like that shit snaps,, a bop for the century  ’ ‘  roses are red, i’m going to bed  ’ ‘  bless netflix for creating the skip intro button honestly  ’ ‘  they call me… 7 Knives. because that’s how many knives it takes me to cook things because i keep puttin em in the fuckin sink without thinking about it  ’ ‘  i wanna burry my face in someone’s chest right now til i fall asleep and wake up 4 hours later just to find i’m still in their arms  ’ ‘  the internet has ruined me honestly i’m numb to everything. it could be the end of the world and i’d be like “tag urself i’m the acid rain”  ’ ‘  lately i have been…….dying to be in love…,..and that’s the mood sadly  ’ ‘  not to be ns fw but i’d cry if someone kissed me on the cheek  ’ ‘  sexting? nah. i’m into spexting. spooky texting. ever seen a ghost? hmu.  ’ ‘  not to sound cocky as shit but i’m a fucking good person with a big heart and i deserve a lot more than the shitty hand life has dealt me this far  ’ ‘  i say i love you a lot because i do  ’ ‘  i’m sorry. i can’t come to the phone right now? why? oh. cause i hate talking on the phone please text me instead.  ’ ‘  low on self esteem, so u run on mac & cheese  ’ ‘  who’s gonna come lay with me in bed and let me wrap my legs and arms around u like a small bear  ’ ‘  youre a coward if youre not on the way to my house right now to give me a kiss  ’ ‘  my personality is like 90% the song i’m currently listening to  ’ ‘  the first step to any murder is to have fun and be yourself  ’ ‘  no offense @ life but can i have a breath.. a break… some slack…  ’ ‘  the best kind of alcohol is a lot  ’ ‘  911 i hate to be “that guy” but i glued myself to the ceiling again  ’ ‘  having “feelings” is ruining my reputation of being a heartless bitch  ’

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softdarlinami tweeted at 22:40

So I’m in love with Yves ‘new’ https://youtu.be/LIDe-yTxda0 . all my life by my life

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WHAT COLOR IS YOUR MUSE?

tagged by @miretani​ (love!!)

tagging @musxcforlyf @shoujiru​ @scarletxaya​ @aidonaea​ @haiirono​ @kanisuru​ @kimuxtaku​ 

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

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@softdarlin — farewells & meetings for @wrsnet

A casual rainy day exactly a year ago, Mirei met a young girl with her hair wild, and in tangles. Her eyes fueled with intimate emotions of injustice and disaffection towards her boss’ treatment and the works of society. Without room for an apology, without a specific reason for her disemployment, the young girl was pushed into a rain puddle by her manager and the so-called door of opportunity was closed off.  Mirei, thoughout her life, have always displayed kindness and selflessness towards strangers countless of times and this was no exception either. However, there are times when that one random act of kindness, eventually led to a lasting friendship. Walking over towards the young girl, who everyone did their best to avoid, Mirei bent over the baffled young girl. Just the act of holding the umbrella over the other, and her offer “Do you want to work with me?” changed the struggling young girl’s life forever. It was later on she found out that the young girl had left her home in search for independence and Mirei admired that greatly. To Mirei though, she couldn’t bring up the courage to just desert those she cared for like the young girl had. There were times though when she had left without a trace, especially times when she never felt truly attached to the “real” world. At times, she would feel even dissociated from the present as she watched her classmates indulge in the newest cosmetic trend, or discuss about the popular brand names that felt foreign to her ears. These classmates, she had no problem leaving behind without much of a goodbye. It was those she cared about that hurt the most. 

When someone who initially cared about you has lost all feelings for you, and has failed to embrace your flaws. When this person eventually only left bitter memories near the end of this friendship where you are only reminded of your flaws and phrases of criticisms against you. It was those kinds of goodbyes that hurt the most when you don’t get to say them, because you know that if you said goodbye, you would only cling onto those radiant memories before this person had lost all feelings for you, before the downfall came. Yes, “Goodbyes hurt the most when you don’t get to say them”, but sometimes it is necessary to protect yourself, and a way to acknowledge that when a relationship is hurtful it deserves an unsaid goodbye. 

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Reblog if you don’t mind Slice-of-Life threads that don’t necessarily go anywhere.

✕  there is so much development to be made from people just… being together. there’s no need for a whole huge big plot for muses to make memories. just conversation and doing mundane things together is enough sometimes.

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◎ What do you consider to be the best way to break the ice?

『questions, questions every where』

Jokes! Or the weather. I think it’s very comfortable when you’re at some bus stand or in the subway and it rains and you just go on how every day seems chilly cause its raining but that’s life and you moved on with where you’re heading. OH? me too. AND hi I’m Amaya and you are? 

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◎ What was the lowest point in your life?

『questions, questions every where』

probably when I found out my mother and father did not know what to do with me when I was ten probably. but it’s all cool. they were young, horny, and not careful but they love me I suppose ??

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Send a ◎ and a question and my muse must answer, even if it’s a secret.

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softdarlinami tweeted at 00:31

Thought measuring stuff with the measuring tape helps but here I am using my arms #whysotough #unilife

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tttt117:

He~h, does the boss get pissed at you if you call someone by first name? Even if it’s just, like, on-line stuff? Because I’m sure they ain’t monitoring your history… ‘cause if they were you miiiiiight wanna find y’self a new place to work at.

What’s your favourite kinda bread? Or has workin’ in a shop that sells it got you all tired of smelling it all the damn time?

Uhhh I think this is the fifth store I worked at ? I’m not a bad person . I just have bad teamwork or maybe too vocal and maybe a little forgetful particularly the rules. I don’t think I’ll get a good recommendation next hahaa. Well he did really get pissed that day just a little side eye and that coughing thing he does when he needs attention . 

My favorite? The normal kind? What other bread kinds would beat with normal ones. The lush soft uhh sweet smelling.. Nahh I still am a big fan of food smells fortunately. 

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『farewells & meetings』

She watched Mirei hop onto her sofa bed she had recently purchased, Amaya laughed to herself bringing herself to the living area with two mugs of hot cocoa in her hands. “So what did you do today?” she asked casually as she sank down to the floor next to the furniture. Her head tilted upwards to glance at her friend.

It was an interesting story to tell if anyone had asked her how the two met. Well it was interesting for her. On the surface it looked like it would come from some sort of story but she met Mirei in a special circumstance. Amaya hated being told that she was wrong when she knew she was not wrong. Her former employer had been abusive towards his employee was the gossip she heard when she first moved in the district. 

She had left her mother and her home back in Osaka to seek a different life in Tokyo. She had been planning this at the age of ten as she watched her peers traveled about. Their home unlike hers was complete, it was one thing that she dared to challenge herself to complete. A life outside her comfort. And she proved herself right when she strive for her living while balancing her studies. 

But she was not satisfied with the treatment she and her follow workers received in her old place. It was a rainy day that day and she felt it was a great opportunity for a revenge. Things when in full swings and the climatic moment had reached the breaking point. Her goal was to show to the public how he was but somethings were miscalculated, for the team had a traitor and Amaya was whisked away out into the pouring rain. 

Hurt and betrayed, she was about to pounce back when a soft pastel colored umbrella hovered over her. Amaya had looked up at Mirei just as how she looked up at her then. Smiling behind the rims of her mug, she watched the other contently.

She had left her home. She had left her old life and encountered new things. New meetings. She had left her old and embraced the new with open arms. 

@miretani​ | inspired 

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CHAPTER 01: FAREWELLS & MEETINGS

Some say “Goodbyes hurt most when you don’t get to say them”. Think of a time when your muse didn’t have a chance to say goodbye to someone (or another muse). The frustrations, fear or perhaps, happiness (if your muse is running away from someone or a situation etc.,) You are free to expand on this thought. Additionally, write about a new meeting ever since joining the directory of another muse ! Think about your first-impression of this person, how you met them, and what you anticipate your relationship with this other muse is going to be like ! 

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NOW *rpgods* give me a friends like friendship plot 

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female awesome meme; 1/5 non-warrior ladies: monica geller (f.r.i.e.n.d.s.) “isn’t it amazing how much you can touch someone’s life, without even knowing it?”