hi everyone just a little update i guess? just found out a week or so ago that i may not be schizophrenic/ have schizoaffective disorder and that im most likely just autistic with bpd which was kind of hard to hear. i guess idk my psych never really addressed the bipolar part of that equation which i have hypo manic episodes so ik for a fact i have bipolar 2 but wow ?? i have adhd, possibly am autistic , bpd, and not schizophrenia/ affective is difficult to accept since thats been me for so long. it’s just weird if anyone has any advice on being possibly misdiagnosed for the past what 10 years let me know ha ha …. there’s a lot more that goes on within this little mind of mine ik i can’t spill all my symptoms and expect anyone to just Know but wow im shocked still tbh.
i mean i hallucinate im paranoid but i guess maybe i grew out of it or just had bipolar with psychosis for that long or something idk. it’s all so strange to me idk what to think. but i guess i gotta make this account different as far as a url goes and themes and bio n stuff idk thank you everyone for your support thank you for accepting me and i am very thankful for the psychosis community 🧡🤍🩷










