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hi everyone just a little update i guess? just found out a week or so ago that i may not be schizophrenic/ have schizoaffective disorder and that im most likely just autistic with bpd which was kind of hard to hear. i guess idk my psych never really addressed the bipolar part of that equation which i have hypo manic episodes so ik for a fact i have bipolar 2 but wow ?? i have adhd, possibly am autistic , bpd, and not schizophrenia/ affective is difficult to accept since thats been me for so long. it’s just weird if anyone has any advice on being possibly misdiagnosed for the past what 10 years let me know ha ha …. there’s a lot more that goes on within this little mind of mine ik i can’t spill all my symptoms and expect anyone to just Know but wow im shocked still tbh.

i mean i hallucinate im paranoid but i guess maybe i grew out of it or just had bipolar with psychosis for that long or something idk. it’s all so strange to me idk what to think. but i guess i gotta make this account different as far as a url goes and themes and bio n stuff idk thank you everyone for your support thank you for accepting me and i am very thankful for the psychosis community 🧡🤍🩷

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Idk I don’t think I have existed yet this year

bl0w-m3

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

unbearable-swagger

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

vixensofdeath

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

futureless

i be in my own head fighting for my life

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life stressors are a huge contributing factor in psychotic and or symptom breaks in general. life stressors include

death of a family member or close loved one

moving into a new home

sickness illness injury

divorce

incarceration

leaving or being fired/laid off from a job

unemployment

abuse and or DV

money deficiency

those are just some of the examples that life can throw at you causing immense stress and triggering psychotic symptoms and even mood disturbances as well. it’s very important to know your triggers so once and or if the psychosis comes back there’s a safety plan in place for you and or a loved one.

it’s believed that 70% of those with sz spectrum disorders are likely to have a second psychotic disorder relapse within 5-7 years.

so in a sense it is imperative those who happen to have or suspect to have sz or related disorders have a safety plan with triggers stated and warning signs of when and how and why a psychotic episode could occur.