SUN STAINED

vanilla scent. damp hair. cherry lips. MINJI KIM opens her window so she can feel the rain pierce through her skin. her third scheduled reminder that she is, indeed, alive. - oc , selective & single verse - written by zara

[supposedtobe]

“You’ve been avoiding me,” he says softly. It’s not a question, it’s a statement. “I know.” Her eyes are on the tarmac and then on the constellations, but never on his face. “Why?” That makes her stop. She inhales a deep breath but regrets it a second later because now she can only smell him. Him, him, him. “Because it hurts to be around you and not have you.” Now it’s his turn to stop because the words are there now, separating him even further from her. “I’m sorry.” He can tell it’s not enough. Sorry is never enough. “It’s fine, I’m sure it’ll get easier.” She’s lying. He knows it and so does she. But neither of them say anything because it could never make a difference. Words will never be enough.

Denial is a heart’s best armour, 20/09/2015 (via afadingdancer)

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guess who is back?

it’s zara and minii who would’ve thought!

i finished my first year of university last thursday (exams and assignments all over phew) and found my way back to this biog wow.

it’s been an incredibly difficult year i’ve not only hated my time at uni, but got completely fucked over by a guy i fell in love with so THAT still hurts! yippeee!!!

anyway, would love love love to bring minji back to life from where i left her so hmu if you want to rp!!

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hello it is i: zara… i am sort of back in case anybody was wondering hehe i know its been a while :( it’s just i got a job and was struggling with my mental health but i’m trying to get better slowly phew. i’m also moving into my uni accommodation on sunday and its freshers next week so lets see how i handle all the clubbing having no experience of it and drinking before wee woo.

so i’m kind of wanting to shake things up a little for minji,  so her personality is changing slightly,  not incredibly but it will be obvious.  she’ll be a little less introverted,  basically.  she’s still struggling with her mental illness,  but is starting to reach out a lot more to people for help.  

also kind of wanting to drop everything to start afresh.  if we’ve plotted things,  i’d love to continue them,  if you’d like to of course.  would love to continue the relations she had previously <3 my discord is ibn al xu’ffasch#7324 if you want to message about plotting.  

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[fyeah-redvelvet]

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[wnq-writers]

She has become such a lonely person. She over-thinks; she is too curious; she is anxious. It almost kills her. Over time she has figured out a way she can quieten down her emotions and just feel nothing for a while. Other times it overwhelms her and she feels everything. I do not know what is worse, to feel absolutely nothing or to feel everything completely.

RayWritess   (via wnq-writers)

[justanotherrpmeme]

bold which habits your muse has

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renasccence:

justanotherrpmeme:

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back of their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

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Oh no no, I didn't mean to make you feel bad if I did that, please forgive me. I guess I missed that and it's been a while since I've read your rules page. OTL forgive me.

nooo it’s okay haha it’s cool !!! it’s better you asked tbh to be clear ! 

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I am so sorry to ask this dear, but seeing some of your ooc talk, you have mentioned being underage? You don't have to answer this publicly, but that might be something that keeps people from going too far with Minji as adorable as she is. Then again, maybe I've misunderstood?

hello ! ah i did create this blog before i turned 18, so some of my ooc posts may have mentioned it ( i can’t remember doing so though ), which may be why you think that? but nope i’m not underage ! turned 18 this year ! 

[nuovees]

[esvanire-blog]

               (     “to vanish and return to ashes.” i. ii. iii. )

           A dark unfathom’d tide              ☆                 like/reblog/follow                                       Of interminable pride —             A mystery, and a dream,                                               Should my early life seem.            

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PLOT CALL !

would anybody like to plot something out ? i’d really love to create detailed and thought out plots and actually move things forward for minji because right now she seems stuck , sort of irrelevant and like , not developing . so like this and i’ll im you or hit you up on discord ?

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suwon:

“I’m still gonna lose.”  He muttered as he took his jacket and laid it over his legs like a little blanket.  One look at the clock after settling himself in and he knew that he’d be a goner.  It was only 9:43 in the evening.  That meant a little over 2 hours until midnight.  He already felt like it was 4 AM again, his eyes straining to stay open.  “I need a cheat.  Get me something caffeinated?  Please?”

“Sure, fine.” Minji feigned annoyance with a sigh and wandered over from her small living room to her even smaller kitchen to make him a cup of coffee. “You’re in luck, I actually have milk in my refrigerator this evening,” she exclaimed with an amused tone, mostly to herself, as the water boiled in the corner. Once each of her hands had a mug in them, she settled herself down beside him again and moved his jacket to the arm rest so she could replace it with an actual blanket. “So what did this 3 am to 3 pm work shift entail? Did you rescue anybody? Arrest anybody?” Minji asked with a small grin and a playful glint in her eye. 

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[ dAMIAN, mY BAT SON AJKSNS ;; ]

I KNOW my smol bird can’t wait to use him

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i am back from watching spider man & i loved it so much i literally could watch it another 3 times !!! i actually grew up the biggest fan, spider man was my first crush i was so excited and marvel did not disappoint ;_; but anyway i’ll be here maybe, or sorting out my new indie. if you’d maybe like a starter from minji like this & i’ll get to it? 

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screams SO ! i’ve finally made my damian wayne aka robin indie after so many years of wanting to ahhhhh i wish i had the skills but would anyone mind making an ad for me? 

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hello i am still alive sweden is wonderful i don’t want to leave on sunday ;_; when i’m back i’m going to try with my drafts but it’s been harder than i thought to get muse for older threads i had going on before my hiatus so fair warning i might drop some things sorry guys! minji has changed a lot as a character and i kind of just want to continue new things. :/ in the mean time add me on discord softedged#7324 to plot or whatever! just let me know who you are.