[softintention]

September 08 2024

I'm aware that many, MANY moments of my life felt worse but I'm missing many of them tonight and I'm sad.

[softintention]

January 21, 2024 8:23 pm

I wonder if I had the chance would I tear myself to pieces. I feel like it right now. I feel like I don’t know myself. Seems like there’s been times in my life I’ve been so confident in who I am and now I’m lost. Am I lonely? Am I sad? Am I unhappy with myself? Maybe I’m bored and unsure of how to be content with life. I think really I’m scared because I can still remember what it’s like to be left.

[softintention]

19 march 2021 11:44 PM

google search: how to perform open heart surgery

[softintention]

aug 07 2019 | 12:15 pm

“I am swimming in different waters now”

asja boros

[softintention]

july 15 2019 | 7:11 pm

I don’t know that I ever saw myself being someone’s husband and I definitely never foresaw myself having the military actively in my life. I think that’s a testament to the transformative nature of life, though. We are blessed to go through these changes without feeling rocked as long as we trust that things will even out the way they’re meant to. I feel that life is equal parts a guided journey and what you manifest of it. You get out what you put in but so long as you do things with well intentions good will come your way. Obviously this isn’t always the case but it is enough for me.

[softintention]

july 1 2019

there’s something different about the air in places you’ve never been to

[softintention]

may 15, 2019 | 2:34 pm

As I’ve come further along in my transition, I’ve noticed a definite difference in the way that people, especially men, approach me and treat me. And although it’s for the better, transitioning doesn’t erase the fear I’ve internalized over years of growing up femme. That fear that arises when groups of men get just a little too close to me when I’m alone. I was publicly assaulted and no one did anything about it when they saw it and it has truly altered my perceptions.

[softintention]

april 12, 2019 | 10:21 pm

sometimes when a home doesn’t fit your growth you have to build your own

[softintention]

apr 11, 2019 | 12:21 am

we don’t always grow in the ways we expect ourselves to.

[softintention]

mar 15, 2019

10:10 pm

i don’t necessarily want to raise my own child/children but I do want to watch one grow up and to empower her. i want to give her the encouragement to grow into her best self regardless of whether that version of herself matches what other people want her to be. she will be beautiful and strong and I will love her so much.

[softintention]

feb 15 2019

9:11 pm

I’m jumping in the water before I’ve learned to swim. I don’t want to drown.

[softintention]

dec. 03, 2018

12:56 pm

sometimes my name and his name coincide under the same kinds of words and I hate that

[softintention]

10/19/18

1:53 pm

am I doing enough for myself?

why am I doing this, who am I doing this for?

what am I doing for me?

[softintention]

10/19/18

12:37 pm

?????

[softintention]

10.15.18

1:06 am

Your hands know how to fuck me like no one else’s.

[softintention]

10.02.18

11:54 pm

you’re the person I want to invest my life in

[softintention]

09.18.18

1:35 PM

I want to spend the rest of my life as happy as you make me.