GENTLE GIANT; SOFT SOUL

Afton of the Volturi, under heavy construction.

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verse no. 3

in this verse  Afton has left the Volturi due to his depression and his lack feeling needed and travels across the world to the pacific northwest to seek refuge with the Cullen family.

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so here's what's up, I've got the flu I feel like shit and I want to die, I'll be here when I feel better

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thelinchpin.

                     “You don’t need to worry about me anymore.” She said shaking her head. She ignored his next statement. Hazy memories flashed in her mind as he spoke about their life before being turned. She knew what he was talking about. The more that he spoke the more that she understood why he had left. Still it didn’t ease the hurt that she had felt the past few months. 

                    She whipped around at his words. “How do you think I had felt these past few months? You are the person I would follow to the ends of the earth. I would leave them without a second thought if you had told me how you felt.” Her tone oozed with the hurt that had plagued her the last few months. Tears shone in her eyes as the smaller vampire shook with anger. “You left me.”

                    “do you not realize what I’m saying? it was either me leave or I die, that’s the point I was at Charmion, would you rather me dead? for once in my life I put myself first and I took care of myself. Forever I’ve worried myself sick about you, forever I’ve followed you and yes of course I was happy with you but I wasn’t happy with myself.” he’s starting to get a bit angry, turning away from her her and walking a bit away.

                       “this isn’t about me leaving you this isn’t about us, this is about me. You have a job to do and you can’t just leave that, I won’t let you leave that, they’re your life, that’s your calling, but it’s not mine, that there is not me....I’m sorry for hurting you, I’m sorry for making your life a living hell but if you love me you’ll forgive me and let me be happy with myself.”

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thelinchpin.

                      Her tired, pitch black eyes stared ahead at him at his words. She was at a loss of words. She couldn’t imagine that he had felt that way. She stayed still in her spot not moving as his hand reached out. Her eyes shut for a brief moment relishing in the comfort that he brought her. After a moment she stepped backwards out of his reach turning away from him.

                       Her head shook at his question but she didn’t make any move to turn around and face him. Her jaw clenched at his words, and suddenly she felt guilty for being angry. Words were caught in her throat. She was suddenly unable to tell him about the past few months. Now she was the one that was mopping around in Volterra. “You were never useless.” The words falling from her mouth barley audible. 

                      “you need to feed-- please, I don’t want you weak...” there he goes again putting her over himself again, “If you want I can take you outside of forks and you can hunt--- it’s against the rules to hunt here...” he takes in an unneeded breath as he moves to approach her again. “I may have never been useless to you my love but did you ever witness the way they looked at me? I was scum to them, it was bringing back fuzzy memories of our life together before--- the whipping post, the fights.. that’s not me. I couldn’t be their scum Charmion you have to understand that. Don’t think I left to get away from you.”

                         he clears his throat, “if you weren’t such an important part to their structure I would have told you, but you’ve been worried about them and I didn’t want you to have to worry about me too--” 

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thelinchpin.

                       Everyday without him seemed too long, and suddenly a thought of an eternity without him left a bitter taste in her mouth. Her breath caught in her throat as he stepped from the woods. His eyes a mix of amber and crimson. He hears his words her eyes snapped upwards from the floor onto him. Her eyes shone with hurt, and anger as she stepped forward stopping a few feet in front of him. 

                      “Don’t apologize.” She said shaking her head a shaky breath leaving her lips. His next words drove daggers through her heart. She had always seen HIM as her family. She staggered backwards moving away from him each step hurting more than everything had before. “I’m glad you’ve found your family.” Her words bitter and cold, this tone had never before been used to speak to him. 

                      “you know that is not what I meant-- you’re my life, the reason I am alive today, my goddess and my savior, no one can replace that, but I can’t be a slave again, my love.” lips part for more words but they don’t come out, instead cool fingers reach to touch her face.

                      “have you not eaten? Charmion, you know better... I’m sorry I hurt you but I cannot be a useless slave, I can not mope around in volterra and be useless, if anyone should know that it’s you. You know me better than anyone and I tried so hard for you, so you’d have a place, have a meaning to be in this world but it made me want to die, I don’t want that....”

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“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness,   and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”

                               independent Afton of the Volturi | multi-verse & semiselective                                                    mun & muse 18+ under heavy construction                                                              promo credit: @thelinchpin

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Violent and Dark Starters

"Did you think this was going to be some happily ever after fairy tale?"

"Take one more step and I'm going to shoot!"

"Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here."

"You're not going to leave me. Ever."

"I prefer doing my killing up close and personal."

"I'm sorry, they didn't make it."

"I am going to watch you bleed."

"Just say the word and they're dead."

"I just don't care anymore."

"Why don't you just leave?"

"I'm sorry. Don't hurt me."

"We're going to be together forever."

"Pain is the only thing I'm familiar with."

"If you're going to do it, DO IT!"

"Get on your knees and beg."

"This whole world needs to be cleansed."

"I have spilled blood and tasted it upon my lips."

"Kill them. Kill them all. Make them suffer."

"You're never getting out of here. You are going to stay here until you no longer draw breath."

"I take trophies from all my kills."

"There's nothing like the sound of pained wails."

"What makes you think you're ever going to live to see another sunrise?"

"My, aren't you pretty? I think I'll add you to my collection."

"If you think I'm going to be easy, you have another thing coming."

"I am not some object to be bought and sold!"

"Sod off, you sick fucker!"

"Has anyone told you you have amazing eyes?"

"Mine. You're all mine."

"If you're good, maybe I'll let you out for a while."

[misterclaremontdiaz]

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thelinchpin.

                    Since Afton left she felt like a part of herself was missing. She felt empty and broken. She had barley left her room. The rare occasions that she did it was because she was summoned by Aro. She barley eaten all she did was sit in her room. One day a few months after Afton had mysteriously disappeared she got word from him to meet her in a woods by Forks. 

                   As she heard she arrived at the spot her dark charcoal eyes looking for the brunette. The vampire knew that she looked terrible, but she couldn’t bring herself to care. Then her eyes landed upon the too familiar face, and she was frozen to the ground unable to move. “Galen.” Her words a broken quiet whisper.  

                       he’s missed her, too much to even fathom and with the transitions into his new life, his new diet-- it was all too much. Against his new families wishes he had contacted her, requested that they meet even if it was just once more, and that’s what got him here, lurking in the woods of his new home-- eyes that are a mix of amber and what seems to be a dark crimson watching her, only when he allows himself to be seen he steps from the woods, eyes falling to the ground.                     “Charmion--- I’m sorry.” it’s a whisper, but he’s sure she can hear him, nails digging into his palms. “I just couldn’t be useless anymore, here I have a family, here I’m wanted--- there I was just a waste of space.... it was depressing me... I had to get out.”

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[text]: call or text me back please. i’m getting worried.

♛ meme | accepting

[text ↪ Charmion]: don’t worry my love things are fine. keep your chin up and do your job and remember I love you with all of my being.

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starter call for tagged verse!

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Text Prompts;

[text]: call or text me back please. i’m getting worried.

[text]: come round to mine and make me ;)

[text]: how drunk was i last night?

[text]: you were so wasted last night!

[text]: why do i have a stop sign in my living room?

[text]: i’m craving pizza… 

[text]: wanna grab lunch and a movie?

[text]: i can’t tonight, tomorrow?

[text]: that cutie is here again. should i talk to them? i won’t know if they like me unless i talk to them… 

[text]: i can literally feel my hair turning grey by the second… save me! PLEASE!

[text]: GUESS WHO HAS A DATE?!

[text]: batman or superman? you know, for science…

[text]: team cap or team iron man? our friendship rests on this…

[text]: any new book recommendations? 

[text]: me. you. a bottle of vodka. my place. now.

[text]: i really need a friend right now

[text]: i can’t believe what i just overheard in the bathroom…

[text]: for the last time, stop fucking texting me

[text]: i’m sorry, who is this?

[text]: fuck off!!

[text]: wanna be my plus one to my exes wedding? and pretend to be in love with me?

[text]: i just wanted to say, i love you and i forgive you

[text]: we need to talk.

[text]: what time you getting home?

[text]: word on the street is you got laid last night. i need all the deets!

[text]: pretty please? with sugar on top!

[text]: you love me really!

[text]: i have never in my life been this angry. i can’t believe this has happened!

[text]: sorry to miss your call, what’s up?

[text]: i got fired! I GOT FUCKING FIRED! :( 

[text]: my boss is giving me the eye…

[text]: pants are optional.

[text]: did you get the thing????

[text]: ??????

[text]: eww… the grossest thing ever just happened… 

[text]: shit shit shit

[text]: asshole, much?

[text]: don’t need to be a dick about it

[text]: wait, what?

[text]: how did you get this number?

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verse no. 3

in this verse  Afton has left the Volturi due to his depression and his lack feeling needed and travels across the world to the pacific northwest to seek refuge with the Cullen family.

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♛ starter call | @battletcrn

           “ what is it like?” his voice is quiet, brows knitted together as they scan the other immortals face, “what is it like to be a key part of your coven? to feel everything--- I wish I was as needed as you.” lips press together and jaw tenses, eyes fluttering shut for a moment. “but I guess I have my mate and that is all I should need.”

[triumphal-arch]

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“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness,   and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”

                               independent Afton of the Volturi | multi-verse & semiselective                                                    mun & muse 18+ under heavy construction                                                              promo credit: @thelinchpin

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verse no. 2:

this is afton’s modern human verse, he is a greek history professor at a university in America, this is open upon request and multiship.