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@sofunnyimwheezing
uh making this for those who haven't seen my blogs bio-
this blog will now be completely inactive. I will not post anything on here but I'll keep it up for the memories (I guess)
See y'all on the flipside. It was fun while it lasted lol. Thank you fellow crit blogs for being some of the very few good ppl I've met in this fandom.
You can share my private personal art, spoil my comic, leak my N/S/F/W all you want and do everything in your power to fuck me over and ruin my life with stuff I actually did draw. I'm not going to deny anything I've drawn. You can denounce me and say you don't support it, but don't fucking lie to save yourselves just because you got implicated for being involved.
I didn't fucking groom anyone. I didn't force anything on anyone.
I wasn't going to do this. I took these screenshots earlier, but decided against posting them because I didn't wanna be like you guys. I didn't wanna stoop to your level. But reclaiming Eve is too far and I'm NOT going to let you get away with lying anymore if you're going to do this to MY FUCKING SELF INSERT WHO I USE TO COPE WITH MY WORST TRAUMA.
You can't reclaim the OCs someone made to cope with their SA. Nothing I ever did justifies the things you people are doing to me. Sly and Eve are my coping mechanism against getting r*ped at 13. It's absolutely mind boggling to me that people just gloss over that fact. It's mind boggling that someone told me to my face that my trauma is "irrelevant". And it's mind boggling that someone I used to love would violate me in such horrible ways, but this is something I will not accept.
Even if it IS true that you felt uncomfortable- going through all of our DMs I could not find a single instance in which you expressed that to my face, EXCEPT for the instance of the boundary about parent/kid ships WHICH I RESPECTED.
My OCs are not yours. They don't belong to anyone else.
I'm going to keep drawing the things that make me happy. I wasn't the one who made that fucking document. I didn't tell everybody about this. Making the ask blog is something I did for myself because I deserve to do things that make me happy after all the harassment and violations of privacy. All of this was private TO PROTECT PEOPLE as you can see in the screenshots I NEVER had intentions of sharing it. The only reason I'm doing it now is because I just deserve to do what makes me happy. That's all.
I don't care what you think anymore. But these people are fucking liars who just can't handle the fact they were implicated. They lied to stay out of hot water. I wasn't going to acknowledge the allegations because I didn't want to give people a response. I don't owe anybody fucking anything after what's been done to me.
WHEN WILL YOU COME TO FUCKING REALIZE THAT IT ISNT ABOUT THE STUPID RAINBOW FURRIES????
YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH LITERAL PREDATORS WHO HAVE HURT PEOPLE AND YOU YOURSELF HAVE HURT PEOPLE. AND YET YOU DONT CARE.
All that matters to you is your fucking incest shit and the characters some of which aren't even actually yours.
the fact you call victims liars is fucking disgusting. And Its clear you show no remorse for the shit you've done.
KC you are one of the biggest fucking hypocrites I've ever seen and it sickens me.
Bro really wanted to throw shit AGAIN to ventblogs with a long ass text...but you just demonstrated you dont know shit about autistic people who...Are fans of the AUTISTIC COMIC.
How do you ever recover from this? "get a new hyperfixation," is the worst statement in this fandom. Yeah, go ahead and cure autism.
Anons in ventblogs vent about not wanting to stay attached to sparklecare, and (at least mod polly) helps them. Mod Polly is also helping new ventblogs to set the boundaries they needed, also making their own.
I hope this idiot doesnt get to mod polly again to @ them in MAIN TAG, something that idk...you could have been talking in their dms.
And this also HAPPENED again when Mod Noah had their blog.
"You ignored my ask about deleting the ask refering to me, and I do not like to being ignored. @ you in the main tag then. Stop acting like a child."
Stop making scandals. You are not helping either. You demonstrate that you dont know shit about autism in the AUTISM FANDOM OF THE AUTISM COMIC.
What a shame, I was siding with you when you called out Mod Polly, but i think i am in the ventblogs side this time. With them back, Mod can help them manage their blogs I hope (they said that)
Calling Mod Polly ("Act like a fucking adult") and Mod Noah are so funny, because if they were kids they would understand better about this...i dont know...AUTISM COMIC??
I think it says a lot that people claim to understand autism whenever they say stuff like this. We can't just "get a new hyperfixation" because that is NOT how it works. Our interest in the comic isn't going to magically disappear because someone said so.
Sparklecare is the STRONGEST special interest I've had since I was interested in zoology in elementary school. It's sticking around and I seriously doubt it'll get old anytime soon. It's not going to disappear because a random person online told me to act like it never existed.
Hey so like maybe we shouldn't threaten people because we don't like them. What the hell is wrong with you guys
As I have already stated MULTIPLE times. I was asked to add Imani's account to the donation list by a close friend of hers. Since I don't have any contact with Imani I thought it was from her own request that it be added to the list. Once I got confirmation that she did not want it there, it was removed and the posts were deleted.
No, I was not going to remove it just because one person told me to do so. It's important to get confirmation before doing something like that, otherwise anyone could tell me to remove any other victim from the donation list. As soon as I was aware Imani requested that it be taken down, it was taken down.
Making an entire essay on a miscommunication between two people isn't only childish, but also blowing the situation way out of what it originally was. A simple mistake does not mean that private messages of mine should be leaked and shared, especially when I have said many private things in the server that was leaked from. The server, mind you, was also meant to be private. Sharing a child's messages around just because you don't like him isn't only petty, but also disgusting. Multiple people in that server witnessed me going through a breakdown last night, yet for some reason a certain someone had no issue with leaking private messages to people already against me DESPITE how I was obviously mentally unstable.
Do better. You people disgust me. How can you talk about how horrible this community is when you actively contribute to the cesspool.
you guys are harassing a minor who was only tryna help out a victim; a minor who was TOLD do to so by someone else. you should feel fucking ashamed for making posts about him and LEAKING his breakdowns. you guys are no fucking heros, you harass anyone tryna make yourselves seem like the bigger person.
i want to put this in a way the supporters can understand. if you are a victim of incest, and it is incredibly triggering for you, and you found out the person making the thing you like was drawing it in a way that portrays that trauma in a positive light with the characters you are attached to, you are ALLOWED TO BE UPSET ABOUT THAT. that doesn't make you a bad person. similarly, if you found out the person making the thing you like is friends with and draws art for someone who draws porn of underage characters, you are also allowed to be upset about that!
"but theyre HER characters not yours!!!" yes and? seeing the characters you love being used in situations like that is upsetting. people are ALLOWED to express that. "theyre spreading lies!!!!" no they're not? the people she's friends with are posting this underage material on their own accounts where anyone can see it. it is NOT hidden. additionally, just because you kept something private, it does not automatically remove the consequences of drawing that material. kittycorn herself has drawn pornographic content of her characters which are underage too. "that was leaked against her wishes!!!" while that may be the case, it does not excuse the fact that the content was created to begin with. it also does not change the fact that that content is public now and kittycorn has refused to address it beyond stating it was leaked against her wishes; she has not apologized for drawing it.
i hope this makes sense. i have a migraine.
THANK YOU FOR SAYING THIS THANK YOU
Also, they continue to say they're not hurting anyone despite the fact that drawn and written child pornography is a federal offense.
Plus a link to a certified source that ISN'T a fucking forum (you guys seriously didn't pass school if you think linking Christian forums pushes your point across)
THIS THIS THIS IS FUCKING IMPORTANT
READ THIS
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into tiny crumbs and all that's left in my place is this @theorangeugladlover
Thought crimes aren't real, but words and actions still hurt people, regardless of intention! If you post your work in a public space, expect it to be seen by people you do not know, including people who do not agree with you AND people that the work could unintentionally harm if you are not careful. If you put harmful content in your comic or allude to it, WARN THE READERS BEFOREHAND. Also, manipulating people into reliving their trauma over and over and trying to convince themselves that it "wasn't really that bad" in their heads is really scummy.
If someone broke into your house and stabbed your mom 37 times in the chest, do you think someone convincing you to write a story where that same man still killed your mom but you end up marrying them instead and treating them like a "sad uwu misunderstood baby" would be healthy?
Do you think marketing that same story as a comfort comic for those who are victims of violence towards their parents would be a good idea? Especially minors?
Really, I want to hear what your reasoning is. I want to know what the difference between this and manipulating multiple victims of CSA and incest into romanticizing their trauma is
Thought crimes do not equal reality!
What does equal reality is fetish mining your underage audience, lying to uncomfortable victims (after adding hints to incest in your work), scamming people, romanticizing pedophilia and grooming, making friends with irl predators, and using your trauma as a shield to protect yourself from all of it! Those are all things that happened in reality, so try again! You can no longer use the "thoughts don't equal reality" excuse when you are harming REAL LIFE PEOPLE.
Stop using sayings made to protect mentally ill people to excuse your disgusting actions.
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Hey btw as yet ANOTHER damn reminder, all those people whining about how "you guys don't support real victims!!! You're hurting her!!!" Are full of hypocrisy and bullshit. I was sent harassment by Chimera/Charlie and his horde of incest defenders just months ago. Want to know why?
Because of a ship! A healthy, consensual, OC x canon ship involving Cuddles. Charlie stated that kinning and shipping and "abuser" practically made me as bad as one, and hinted to the fact he thinks I kin Cuddles because I actually hurt people. Yeah, me getting compared to serial killers because of my mental illness isn't new. And I find it very hypocritical that the guy who used that excuse LOVES to write and draw fanfiction about the fictional characters representing kittycorn and her IRL ABUSIVE BROTHER. And to this day Charlie's friends continue to reblog posts specifically targeted towards attacking me.
Because how dare a child try to cope with a nonharmful ship to grow past their trauma? Oh, wait. I forgot that only applies to incest porn. My bad.
okay guys, here's jktech admitting that he knows he's harassing people. we can all go home and stop giving him attention now. thanks.
Jk tech (dude making all the alts harassing you) is literally a friends of Chimera's so his behaviur aligns to say the least. Honestly he needs to be IP banned, and if people send some complaint emails to tumblr maybe they will do something? I dunno if he's deleting his alts or if they're getting banned/suspended but just the sheer amount is terrible. I dunno if this will reassure you or not but you aren't a liar - everyone is behind you and can see for ourselves the things he's said and the harassment he's done (hell he even did a screen recording of his DMs where he bombards you with messages even when you tell him to fuck off). He's a grown man and him getting his sicks from bullying a child, and comparing them to an irl rapist is disgusting.
Thank you so much, genuinely. I know I'm not a liar, I know that I won't be scared into silence like he wants me to be.
It's still just painful to be attacked like this. I'm not taking my blog down or stopping anytime soon, because I've created a safe space for people that I'm not going to abandon.
Anyways if any of chimera's stupid goons are reading this, genuinely go fuck off 🩷 if you didn't think you were protecting child predators you definitely are, and if you STILL don't believe it you're actively defending the harassment and stalking of a child. Oh and we can't forget how they tried to gaslight me into thinking I'm a pathological liar! Because my ABUSIVE therapist who didn't even have a degree said so! 🩷
Puts head in hands.
Why are we still here. Just to suffer.
Lasso art Orange's for u starving Orange fans /silly ^^
During this time it is important to remember 2 things:
Kittycorn is an abuse victim who still resides in the same household as her abuser. From what is known the overdose attempt was triggered because her abuser brother found out about everything. Kittycorn, does not deserve to be hurt nor in an unsafe environment within arm's reach of her abuser, and a family that has enabled this abuse. Kittycorn should be treated with humanity and be respected in this regard. This time is NOT an open invitation to try to reach out to Kittycorn (either directly or in any 'open letter' format) as a complete stranger to try and brow beat her or attempt to 'help' - if anything people should leave Kittycorn alone entirely. Apparently people have tried to dox Kittycorn, and contact her family. This is completely malicious and unacceptable behaviour. Especially when it has been known information that the brother is an abuser, attempt to directly contact him is legitimately extremely disgusting. During this time we can only hope that Kittycorn can recover from the overdose, and eventually escape the family home living situation. Kittycorn is not currently in a position to 'recover' or 'get better' when living with her abuser and doesn't have an adequate support network to help her leave - no amount of people saying that will change anything. Priorities should be leveraged elsewhere.
The overdose attempt does not magically excuse Kittycorn from everything she has done nor negate it. Kittycorn IS a victim, but the capacity for harm is still possible from someone who is a victim. There is a saying in which hurt people, hurt people. Kittycorn still harbored/surrounded herself with predators ignoring victims who reached out, Kittycorn still fetish mined the audience (including minors and other survivors of similar trauma to Kittycorn's), and Kittycorn still knowingly deceived the audience she fostered of mostly mentally ill/disordered abuse victims. No one is obliged to forgive Kittycorn for these things, and people are still allowed to be upset in regards to them. However, wishing harm upon Kittycorn, death threats or direct harassment is entirely unacceptable. While people have the desire to hold Kittycorn accountable (as they should), during this time of her recovery it is not appropriate to press the matter when she is quite clearly in a volatile state.
People's attention should be in support of the people who have been affected directly - whether it is ex ZCP, ex partners, and people who were victimized by Kittycorn's associates. These people's pain is still very much real and should not be dismissed. If you want to help them, seek them out and donate money to them.
You can donate to vsrobotjulie/aobasgirlfriend HERE
You can donate to toynbeck HERE
You can donate to Nick/Chaosblast HERE
You can find the post to commission Jeremy HERE
Also, as someone who has seen the effects of overdosing first-hand, I do genuinely hope that Kc can pull through and recover.
Despite all she has said and done, at the end of the day kit does not deserve to be harmed. I only wish her to get away from her enablers and get the help kit truly needs.
