I'll do my best to do the best I can.

Just your average early twenties girl who loves food and needs to lose a bit of weight and get healthier (and has lots of struggles to do so). HW: 84 kgs (~185 lbs) CW: 84 kgs (~185 lbs) Goal: 65 kgs (~143 lbs) & be healthy! This is a sideblog, I can't follow from here. My personal blog is this one.

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[sohardsoworthit]

I went for a jog today!! 😃 I said I would take it seriously again and so am I doing. It felt so good. Half an hour of running/marching (is that even the word?) in the woods next to where I live, which is absolutely beautiful. It’s been a good day. I went with the kids to their grandma’s and she gave me lots of clothes she is not using anymore ✌ Also I weighed in today. 83,4. Better than expected tbh.

[sohardsoworthit]

I am what I am. And what I am is the worst. I haven't posted here in so long. And I haven't been being healthy at all. I've gained lots of weight and abandoned the bit of healthy lifestyle i had achieved months ago.

I'm not proud of me for doing this. And it's taken me months to gather up the courage to write this post. But I said I would be posting about struggles and all that came along my way. And this has been a vey big stone on my path. A stone I've been carrying all along, making me feel guilty and bad. Like that ones that get in your shoe and bother you all the way until you stop and take them out.

Well, this is where I toss it out. I'm starting again. Now. It won't be easy. I've gained lots of weight and my body is again not used to the daily exercise. But I wanna do it. And I will.

See you!!! 

[fitnesstipsonly]

[palmettoliving]

[fuckyeah--fitlesbian]

[bramblepatch]

I still want to know how everyone agreed on “to hide Anakin Skywalker’s son, let’s take him to Anakin’s home planet, leave him with Anakin’s family, and not change his last name from ‘Skywalker’”

[nevereverbeensosatisfied]

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this video keeps me young

[perks-of-being-chinese]

I CANT FUCKING BREATHE 

[ladysomnambule]

SHE’S LOSING IT

[xtremotivation]

[sohardsoworthit]

I went running/racewalking again yesterday! It felt so good even if I had to stop before I wanted because of my thighs rubbing against each other (worst pain ever). I don't know if I'll have time today, we'll see! :)

[sohardsoworthit]

so, as promised, a quick update on things! (nothing really interesting tho)

I joined a bet on dietbetter! It's keeping me SO motivated and it's also quite fun. It works like this: you bet in a specific amount (in my case $20) and then if you achieve the goal, you get to split the pot with everyone who has also succeeded. The pot of my game is currently at +$8000, so that's an extra motivation. The game I'm in consists of losing 4% of your weight in 4 weeks. Let's hope I make it! :D

This week's my last week of classes, and I'm thinking about joining a gym after. I still need to think about it, but I definitely wanna do something :)

I hope you're all okay! :)

[sohardsoworthit]

just ran/racewalked for half an hour.

i feel so good now :D

i'm gonna step into the shower now and then i'll make a longer post about lots of new updates!

[goawayfatplease]

[madisonbananas]

kick-butts-reach-goals

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Fitspo blogs...

I don’t know if it’s just me, but fitspo blogs with pictures of models and superskinny girls posing in the cutest ways don’t motivate me. What’s helping are sites with recepies, with people talking about their progress or success… Pictures of people who document their journey instead of photoshoots on the beach.

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THIS SO HARD!

I have never understood the point of reblogging sorely(or mostly) photos like those.

Most of the girls in those photos haven’t even been overweight in their entire life. Not that they don’t work very hard to achieve their fit bodies… but not the same. I prefer to see people who have done what I aim to do. People who started as fat and unfit and did struggle and had to work hard for what they wanted.

I don’t want “it’s easy. You can look like this”. I want “this is FUCKING HARD and you better be ready to kick butts if you expect to do it. But hey, I was where you are now, I did it, so you can do it too.”

[sohardsoworthit]

still in need of a fitness buddy!

i want a fitness buddy to keep me motivated, get help and of course help and motivate the other person as well!

check out my blog and seee if you're interested!

anyone up?

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