hi lissita, i hope you got a nice little screenshot out of that message. i hope you don't mind that i also use it.
rather than go back and forth with you behind the scenes, which i'm sure would have been to your preference due to it being known in the past i'd get pretty frustrated by this (which ultimately would merely prove your point as i'd lose my cool eventually). understandably i'm a big advocate of "if i don't like you, you gotta go" - which i've been criticized for relentlessly as being tyrannical and dictatorlike. among many other unpleasant insults that many people enjoying tacking on to me (anonymously of course). though i'm at a point in my life now where i'm actually a bit tired of the way people like you get away with being hypocritical. if the roles were reversed and i just - simply didn't like you - it would add on to the already abundant claims that i'm "bullying", when simply i just didn't feel like you should be in my [personal] space. i understand that staff doesn't view themselves as bullies however, despite essentially pulling a very retro cairo move.
it's extremely tiring playing by a different set of rules and expectations because i'm a well known individual in the rpc. somehow due to simply being "me", i became synonymous with tmh. which is shocking considering i'd been a member since january, granted largely inactive due to having a extremely busy life, but let's please put this into perspective: i'd been a member for much of the entire year without issue so long as i was hardly around, hardly had characters, and broke no rules. which mind you - i [still] have yet to break any rules on tmh or even in the discord. rather, i'm being punished for having the audacity to say things off anon (because i am aware others in the community have been submitting things under anon), and that somehow "reflects negatively on the community". what does trolling a week ago to hate commentary directed mostly at myself have anything to do with you whatsoever? are you romie? when did i become a representation of your site? i'm not staff. which i know is something that probably bothered you when anons continued to claim that i was somehow backseat modding the site - it's very easy to make a scapegoat and "example" out of me by doing this, isn't it? unfortunately i'm at a loss where this needless pandering is meant to land your 'community' when the people you're pandering to legitimately doesn't like your site [anyways].
i'd also like to see where i was spoken to multiple times in the past, because this is the first time i've heard about it. i never even got a warning when i called them stupid in the suggestions thread. so while i understand that is added text to make your actions in the screenshot look "justified", please do not fabricate situations to make yourself look authentic. i agree it's easy to tact that on to me and people would just run with it, but again - i've broken no site or discord rules. call it as it is: scapegoating. which would be completely fine with me if you had the gusto to be real and admit it. also, unanimously doesn't sound as believable. i at least know iris will always tell me the truth. i imagine you did the "uwu babie" tactic behind the scenes first in dms to gauge everyone's feelings on the matter - the typical gossip girl antic where "unu am i the only one? unu… unu you feel the same way right?" which i should point out is a form of manipulation when you already have a set agenda in mind.
i find it funny that you're claiming to be a drama free community yet you're "closely watching" a drama blog. you can't be both sweetie, choose a struggle. and don't worry, you and bree are the ones i already figured didn't like me and were waiting for a way to get me off the site, it's a tale as old as time. either way, my piece is said and i hope this move will be worth it in the end. i'm no longer just "quietly leaving" spaces or making myself smaller for other's comfort due to being a cis male or because of the perpetual smear campaign by miserable entities projecting their own unhappiness on others.
anyways thanks for the ban, when it happens it always motivates iris to get our skin / codes done. :) it'll be a productive weekend for sure.
