♡Nafisa♡

Spam, alt, sometimes active. Yes, I try to be funny

[sokovnafisa]

My main account is @ivansoulmate

Anyways, my name is Nafisa but I also go by Nafya. Nice to meet everyone<3

♡.About me.♡

- 14, Feb 26, 012.

- New to the jirai community.

- 🇪🇬/🇷🇺

- I'm bisexual.

- I'm taken!!!! I have a boyfriend!!!!

- Lifestyle jirai, still relatively new.

- I love attention.

- I love my boyfriend, I'm so obsessed with him💝💝

- I do have a tendency to block men, I hate all men(except my beloved boyfriend, he does no wrong) so expect some man hating and slander in my posts.

- I'm a cheerleader, I do gymnastics, I like to dance specifically ballet. I'm really into dance and dance-related stuff.

- I also play a lot of sports like soccer, track, baseball, etc. I'm also into sports.

- I'm studying to become a scientist in the future.

- I've been with my boyfriend for 2+ years, I hope to be married to him in the future.

- I love my boyfriend, did I mention it?

♡ .What I like. ♡

I like my boyfriend, drawing, soccer, cooking, dance, jirai, reading, sports, hello kitty, physics, modeling, makeup, anime, anything that's pink, reblogging, snowbunnies, ranting about my shitty life and how much I want to die, politics and feminism, men slander, my boyfriend, my boyfriend, my boyfriend, @ivansparagmos, and my soulmate :)

I'm also into animes like toilet bound hanako kun, monster, death note, vinland saga. Not much but I'm still a beginner, I'm open to anything new!!

But I won't post about anime that much.

♡ .What is my account about?. ♡

My account is mostly me ranting about how much I hate my life, my obsession with my boyfriend, aesthetic reblogs, me sharing my journey with my mental disorders, shit posts, my hatred for men, posts about politics and feminism, practically a mix of everything but it'll mostly be about my boyfriend and my rants!!!

If you're sensitive about posts that talk about topics like sexual assault, self harm, lgbtq struggles, eating disorder, depression, and stuff like that then my blog is NOT for you and I recommend that you leave.

Me transforming into a cute, lover girl around my boyfriend knowing I'm a evil bitch deep down inside.

[sokovnafisa]

I try to be feminine and a girly girl until I realize that I smoke, I drink, I'm fat, I'm more hairy than most men and I'm a fucking chronic masturbator.

[sokovnafisa]

I'm starting to come to the realization that I'm a very sad, disappointing girl. When someone ask me how I'm doing, I always say I'm doing fine but really I'm not fine and I'm doing shitty but I can't say I'm doing shitty because then they'll ask "Why are you doing shitty?" When really I don't know why myself. And if I try to say I'm doing shitty, it just feels like I'm putting pressure on everyone around me.

It never gets easier and it always gets worse, people told me that when I am sober, taking my anti depressives, doing everything right that I'll feel much happier when reality I feel like I'm crumbling and nothing will ever get better.

[sokovnafisa]

Lowkirkgenuinely feeling like I'm going insane, am I the only one???? Like for no reason whatsoever, my mental health is deteriorating and I'm going insane. Like summer is almost here and I'm still fat, I gained almost 5 pounds instead of losing