the whole thing has maybe been a tiny bit rushed due to the nature of the NBC but I must say yeah no yeah I think it WOULD screw with me too if my dad died after being in and out of mental hospitals, and i was just a kid, and then when i was like forty he showed up like "i'm alive actually, we lied because it was easier on you" and then he was like "can you help me cure my illness" so i tried to do that and then he realized he was just burdening me again so he disappeared on me AGAIN and I can't contact him and my mom won't help and for all I know he really is dead this time. yes I might handle it. poorly.




















