lonely moon

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[sola--luna]

LOUD WHEEZING I KIND OF FORGOT ABOUT CHANDER IM SORRY but i might just redo his entire character and move him to a new blog bc i ??? have a different way i want to play him and stuff so like ???

[sola--luna]

SAD RP STARTERS

"Was..I not good enough?"

"Why would you say that?"

"Was it something I did?"

"Was it..something I said?"

"How could you?"

"I don't miss you.."

"I miss you so much, my heart bleeds when I think of you.."

"It's my fault.."

"I should have been there."

"I'm..so..so sorry I couldn't protect you."

"You're dead to me."

"Maybe he was right."

"Maybe she was right."

"I'm not worth your while, am I?"

"Am I so insignificant?"

"I need you."

"It's your choice, now you have to live with it."

"I want to be once again with you."

"You choose the road, love. And I'll make the vows."

"You had it coming."

"You only have yourself to blame."

"I only have myself to blame."

"I have only tears to shed."

"My heart is black and my mind is darkness.."

"The truth is, we're both frauds."

"At least you had good intentions."

"He was too strong."

"I hate this life."

"Once something is truly lost, one can never get it back again."

"You had better start believing in nightmares, you're in one."

"Don't worry about my falling limbs and broken heart, my stitches feel no pain. I love you, that's all that matters."

"You just have to let it go."

"Some things happen, and there is nothing you can do about it."

"This the end."

"Scream all you want, no one can hear you."

"No one can save you now."

"Rest in peace."

"You will never see the light again."

"Lost.."

"Just let me die."

"Just leave me behind."

"I won't say it to him, but he's got us beat."

"There is still a way to defeat you."

"Fine, knock yourself out. I mean it."

"You're not a cat. You're a rat."

[wordsthat-speak]

She said, ‘I’m so afraid.’ And I said, ‘why?,’ and she said, ‘Because I’m so profoundly happy. Happiness like this is frightening.’ I asked her why and she said, ‘They only let you be this happy if they’re preparing to take something from you.

The Kite Runner (Khaled Hosseini)

[sola--luna]

send me a crystal and i'll tell...

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

aegerine: my muse's opinion of the supernatural

agate: how my muse calms down

blue lace agate: my muse's favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonest

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

angel aura quartz: my muse's opinion of LGBT+ issues

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

apatite: a headcanon about my muse's intuition

apophyllite: my muse's religious/spiritual beliefs

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing with

bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at large

calcite: my muse's social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

celestite: how my muse deals with anxiety

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

charoite: who my muse looks up to

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

copper: how I think my muse will end up when they're older

coral: how my muse views the natural world

diamond: a sex headcanon

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

fluorite: what my muse's room looks like

fossil: what my muse's dream job is

galena: what it's like to be in a relationship with my muse

garnet: what my muse's perfect partner would be

gold: my muse's financial situation

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

hiddenite: how much of an "inner child" my muse has

iolite: my muse's drinking habits

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

kyanite: an anger headcanon

lapis lazuli: where 'home' is to my muse

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

moonstone: my muse's opinions on outer space

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

nebula stone: how good my muse's memory is

obsidian: which of the seven deadly sins my muse would be

opal: how creative my muse is

pearl: a mental health headcanon

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

rhodonite: if my muse prefers elegance or convenience

rubellite: if my muse has any 'triggers' that inspire painful memories

ruby: a happiness headcanon

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

ulexite: how empathetic/sympathetic/compassionate my muse is

unakite: what my muse's ideal pet would be

verdite: my muse's ethnicity/family history

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

zoisite: does my muse believe everything's going to work out for them in the end or not?

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       Giggling softly as she tried to refrain from getting too flustered, Hannah leaned into his hand and cooed, cheeks flushed and warm, “Nooooooo, embarrassed!!!”

‘but still very cute.’  he laughed, pressing another kiss to the top of her head.  ‘my cute little angel.’  he says softly, playing with her hair.

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       “Of course you like having me here, I’m adorable!” she cooed, showing off her undeniable cute, “But are you not sure what it is? You don’t actually have a banana in there, do you?”

an awkward laugh escapes him.  ‘a-ah, i don’t have a-any bananas.’  he laughed, his face only flushing darker at that.  ‘.......n-no, i k-know what it is.’  he mumbles, rubbing the back of his neck as he looked down.

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       “W-Wait, you didn’t plan to?!” now she’s upset and flustered, body jerking backward away from him, “C-Couples do that, right? I mean, we were going to try it that one time, but… are you sayin’ you didn’t intend to?”

‘.....w-we can, if you want to.’  granted, he wasn’t the most sexual person, but he wouldn’t mind if it was with her.  ‘....e-eh, sorry about that....that last time.’  

[sola--luna]

lays on hannah’s shoulder.  he’s lonely and tired.

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       Hannah hadn’t expected him to flat out kiss her, since she knew it would send her heart into a beating flurry. She could talk big, but she was fricking weak, “Hahaaa… y-yeah, like that…”

chander smiled as he pulled back, ruffling her hair.  ‘........cute.’  he says with a chuckle as he presses a kiss to her forehead.

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       Oh. So he had been… here she thought she was just playing around, she hadn’t thought… oh well, nothing she couldn’t fix.

       “I-If it is, in fact, the second one… want me to help? I want to help.”

oh dear, that was not helping.  ‘i-i mean....i-i think it’s the second one.  i-i do l-like having you here.’  he mumbled, hiding his face in his hands.

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       “It means I plan to have sex with you someday, silly.” lifting her hand, she gave his nose a little tweak, “I dunno when, though. You probably want to wait, don’t you?”

oh.  oh.  that’s what she meant.  ‘......m-maybe someday.’  not an entire no, but not a current yes.  ‘....is.....waiting a bad thing?’

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       Even though she had hit him, it wasn’t an angry slap. It was more of a forced thing; she had to punish him somehow. To let him know she wasn’t alright with being left on the back burner of his mind. He had said she was important, and she sure expected him to act like it. But of course, she had already forgiven everything. She would always forgive him.

       Letting out a soft sigh, she lifted a hand to his face, fingers tracing atop his lips, “I’m not gonna stop loving you, you know that, right?”

his expression changes into one of shock at her words, blinking a few times.  he hadn’t expected her to say that, or to forgive him.  ‘......thank you.’  he mutters, though whether thanking her or some celestial force was unclear.  ‘....i.....i love you, too.’  he knows he should act like it more, but he loves her, he loves her more than the stars in the sky.

[sola--luna]

kowaretahinagiku:

       It felt good to make him embarrassed, feeling as if she got to be ‘in charge’ for a bit. He could be so blushy and cute, and it just fueled her goofy attitude more, “Oh come on~ I was homeless! It’s not like I’m going to remain completely innocent! Especially not around you.”

‘eh?  around me?  w-what does that mean?’  he questions, averting his gaze towards the ground to avoid any further embarrassment.

[sola--luna]

“Is that a banana in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me?” (pls just give me hapiness)

oh dear.  that was rather awkward.  ‘.......t-the second....i-i suppose.’

[sola--luna]

“Nice pants. Can I test the zipper?”

‘hm?  but the zipper works just-’

‘......oh.’

[sola--luna]

“Your lips look so lonely. Would they like to meet mine?

that was.....asking for a kiss, correct?  even if he was wrong, he grins, placing a small kiss to her lips anyways.  ‘like that?’

[sola--luna]

“Let’s play Titanic. You be the ocean, and I’ll go down on you.” (imma send happy things i WILL get my happiness)

a sanguine flush coats pale flesh at her words, genuinely surprised to hear such vulagr language from her.  ‘......’  a pause before he speaks, hand covering a majority of his flushed face.  ‘.....w-where did you l-learn something l-like that?’