花より団子 ;

away from the current 🇦🇪🇵🇭

[solaceinbetween]

she wanted to say "please don't leave me" but she didn't, not again. she's already tired of chasing people who doesn't want to be kept—

[kinkshame-puncher-666]

Reblog this to ease the back pain of the person you reblogged it from

[solaceinbetween]

3:27pm; Dubai, UAE

Hi everyone, i can't believe that it's almost 2 years since i stopped sharing my thoughts online. A LOT of things happened! I am currently here in Dubai. Although the government is doing it's best to protect us here, I am still scared of what may happen tonight or tomorrow. With that being said, I am back here to share an update.

To those who are also living here in middle east, i wish you well. stay safe! 🤍

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Sanna Wani, “Who is the Sun, Asking for Sleep?”, My Grief, the Sun // Brenna Twohy, A Coworker Asks Me If I Am Sad, Still

[solaceinbetween]

hello

i'm back.

[shitbl0gger]

[l1amaani]

a love language

[b-baka-baka]

THIS!!

[yetanotherphotosetblog]

[solaceinbetween]

hello people, badly need your opinion.

my boyfriend's dad passed away, we actually decided to have a break (not breakup just space) few hours before his dad passed away. Now, almost a month has passed, he already transferred to Manila. We still talk but not the usual talk when we're okay.

Question to those who had/have the same situation as mine, what are your suggestions, what should I do for him? How do I still make this relationship work cause i still believe that we can still make it work.

I told him that i'm here for him no matter what happen. I don't wanna pressure him to talk to me or care about me. I told him to prioritize his emotions first.

(stayed the whole time with him, from the first call that his dad is unconscious up to the time that he was cremated and they already transferred to another house).

Help people.

[solaceinbetween]

3:33am i think my bf is about to breakup with me. never have i ever imagined that i will ever feel this kind of heartache again. it's so painful, i literally can feel my heart being shattered to pieces. pls, make this relationship work, i don't how i will start again if he really says he wanna end things with me. i'm drowning

[iglovequotes]

[solaceinbetween]

for the longest time, akala ko okay na ako. akala ko hindi ko na kakailanganing bumalik dito sa tumblr. kahit gano katagal nang lumipas yung panahon, may mga bagay paarin takagang hindi magbabago kahit na akala nating ginawa na natin lahat para sa kanila.

never tayo magiging enough. never nila makikita yung value mo kasi yung sa kanila lang nagmamatter.

akala ko nasa phase na kami ng life na pwede nang idaan sa maayos na "COMMUNICATION" lahat pero hindi pala. Mas lalong naging mahirap ngayon kasi ngayon lumabas yung issues noon na alam kong wala naman akong control at hindi na maaayos ng simpleng sorry.

nakakatakot yung mga susunond na araw. akala ko kasi unti unti na kong nagiging okay, nakakarecover sa nangyari nong 2021 pero hindi parin pala. hindi ko alam kung anong tatakbo sa utak sa mga susunod na araw pero hopefully makabalik ako ritong buo at hindi announcement ng pagkawala ko.

[picsandquotes]

[solaceinbetween]

forever grateful to have this human, grabe yung plot twist di ko alam kung deserve ko ba to pero iingatan po, always. 🤍

i love you always, my boss m. ✨

[solaceinbetween]

Around this time last year, our father, Papa Eddie Boy, passed away at the most unexpected time.

It's been a year, yet I still can't believe you're gone. The days have felt incomplete since you left. Though you are no longer with us, your memories will live on within our hearts and minds. You are a fighter, we are all proud to tell the world that we are your children.

See you in the next life, Papa 🦋

[anxietyproblem]

[solaceinbetween]

paano kaming wala halos tulog

[solaceinbetween]

it's been weeks mula nung nakatulog ako nang maayos. ngayon, swerte na yung 2 o 3 hours, hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit umabot sa gan'to. sa pagkain, pakiramdam ko hindi ako nagugutom. isang beses isang araw nalang ako kumain sabay yosi buong araw. gustong gusto ko matulog kaso ayaw magpahinga ng utak ko kakaisip kung bakit gan'to na nangyari sakin. wala nang tinira sakin. kinuha na yung papa ko, kinuha pa yung taong sobrang pinahalagahan ko (buhay pa siya though pero parang ganun narin kasi wala na siya sakin).

pinipilit kong i-convince sarili ko na kayanin lahat kahit sobrang bigat kasi wala na, nangyari na. May reason kung bakit kinuha agad ang papa, may reason kung bakit mas piniling umalis ni g. ang hirap kasi akala ko nung una kakayanin ko pero everytime na kikilos ako, aalis ako, mag isa ako, hindi ko maiwasang maisip lahat. kung bakit sila nawala, kung bakit kami iniwan, kung bakit ako iniwan. masakit pero wala, hindi ko na maibabalik si papa, hindi ko narin maibabalik si g kasi sinabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi na ako maghahabol.

di maiwasan, tuloy tuloy parin sa pag inom,literal na escape kapag nalalasing, pakiramdam ko ang lakas ko pero hangover sa umaga. sabi ko bigyan ko muna ng time yung sarili ko mag grieve. hayaan niyo muna ako maging malungkot, hayaan niyo ko umiyak kasi kapag hindi, pakiramdam ko sasabog yung puso ko. sobrang hirap, sobrang bigat.

gusto kong mayakap ang papa, kaso hindi ko na magagawa kasi wala na siya, physically. even g, gustong gusto ko, gusto kong manumbat, umiyak. andyan pa siya pero pakiramdam ko sobrang layo niya na. hanggang sa nasanay yung isip kong isipin na wala na sya sakin.

bigat, sobrang bigat. sana hayaan niyo muna akong maramdaman lahat nang to. kahit hanggang sa matapos lang 'tong taon. hayaan niyo kong mangulila kasi dalawa sa pinakamahal kong tao yung nawala.

susubukan kong maging okay sa susunod na taon.