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NEW BLOG!! YAY ^_^

i'm max, i'm 20, and this is my blog to ramble and repost things!

will like/follow from its-worm-time, i just felt like making a new blog that doesn't have posts from when i was like 14 #scary

art blog is @petrolwave! also i have a strawpage if you want to leave smth there :] also also letterboxd if you want to see me watch the same five things 2 billion times

do i accept my fate and do an hour and a half long commute for university

sure

no wtf

Voting ended onJun 3

#acting like i don't already complain about my 45 minute commute #BUT LIKEEE. LIKEEEEEE. idk i WANT an apartment but i don't have a job rn and idk if i'm going to be able to FIND one #and i have a decent amount from the kinda job i have rn but then i'm like idkkk do i really want to spend all that #on an apartment that i'll probably only get to live in for 2 years bc i know i'll probably have to come back home after i graduate #even though like that's literally the point of saving money #but then i'm like. idk i literally chose this school mostly bc i like the city it's in. it's a good school anyway but that's mainly why #i went with it over my other choice that was a little closer + it was a little cheaper #and also i'm scared that if i don't at least try to get out for a while now i never will. but moneyyyyy #idk Does anyone ever think about “but lately i'm getting the feeling that i came in at the end. the best is over”. i should eat smth #sidenote i can't even really make up my mind bc my orientation (aka when i can sign up for classes) isn't until the 18th #so it's like ok if i was driving could i stack all my classes into 1 or 2 days (annoying but doable)#or would i be driving 5 days a week to an 8:30am class followed by a 6:30pm class #WHATEVER. i'll figure it out

not to plug my letterboxd but i really like the colors i have going on here

if anyone #cares my thoughts on each are

10 things i hate about you: tbh i think i could go higher on it. like i just watched it for the first time last week so i don't have the same attachment other people do to it but it was really charming

legally blonde musical: whistles

sherlock holmes: watched bc of a youtube essay and was Not disappointed that was really fun. the only other sherlock holmes thing i've watched is sherlock holmes in the 22nd century when i was like 10 so i can't judge it as an adaptation but i really loved whatever holmes had going on

next to normal: made me feel physically ill (positive) i need to rewatch it bc there's a lot of smaller things i want to look at again but also Don't think i can do that again rn

neverwonderneverremember

sleep is stolen time. don't let them take it from you anymore. tonight. we are staying up. til one billion o clock.

#this is what killing time bt magdalena bay's about kind of #COUNT UP ALL THE YEARS 🗣🗣 THAT WE SPEND ASLEEP 🗣🗣 IF TIME IS MEANT FOR LIVING WHY'S IT KILLING ME 🗣🗣🗣🗣

erica western teleport but it's strattland (platonic or romantic idc) and the her is grace. there's smth here i think

#phm #sidenote i looked up erica western teleport and apparently it got popular on tiktok What do YOUUUU all know about emperor x #(<- also learned about him through erica western teleport like 5 years ago i can't say shit)

solarizedbug

they're hanging out...

solarizedbug

update: an hour after i (FINALLY) got the full game, elle asked to move in with emmett (who has a crush on her) and not 5 minutes after they had a fight (? not like a Real Fight but they're both in a bad mood)

Does anyone ever think about pvrker macmillan and the horrors Is anyone in here

#17776/20020 has me thinking about blaseball again bc those were around the same time for me Auuuuuugh #what do you do when you find out you were literally never your own person and just the latest in a cycle that'll probably kill you #just like it did everyone who came before you and then you find out the person you're supposed to be #burnt down the sport your whole life is centered around and now you have to go against everything you know bc it Has to end here #and then it restarts anyway and then it ends and the job that defined your life is nonexistent and also you're 19 #i think about the office au sometimes. i like to think pvrker figured out smth with the reader/wyatt and found smth for themself #ANYWAYS. i need to do that one blaseball/17776 thing i've had in my drafts for years for the 5 people still here

petrolwave

stuck in the throes of "shit i forgot how to draw" but i still wanted to do smth quick for immortality day :] let's all hang out forever

#self reblog hi #also i forgot to mention BUT! watch apollo nava's 17776 short film it's on youtube and it's so good

bnq

happy forever, everybody

#let's all perpetually hang out forever

does he even know

#tw bugs #tw spiders #this guy's been hanging around me almost the whole time i've been outside and i've been trying to get pictures of him Everyone say hi #also this reminds me i should make a digicam blog

solarizedbug

redoing my 17776 designs as is tradition every time a 17776 event happens irl

solarizedbug

while i'm here AMAZE AMAZE AMAZE MENTIONNNNNN

redoing my 17776 designs as is tradition every time a 17776 event happens irl

#we GOTTA live tomorrow. we all gotta perpetually hang out #also doing this as i listen to artemis ii coverage and think about phm let's all get so spacepilled

florallychaotic

Im gonna be so real can yall actually talk about ways we can support trans women in the UK instead of giving all the attention to fucking JKR. I already know that Harry Poter sucks, I wanna know how to actually HELP people. Something something you have to love the oppressed more than you hate the oppressor

snowonthebeachmp3

trans actual uk - trans led and run advocacy, education and empowerment organisation

fiveforfive - collective fund for trans women and girls and transfem causes

gendered intelligence - trans led advocacy org

mermaids - supports trans youth

akt - lgbtq youth homelessness charity

loving me - domestic abuse service for trans people in england

not a phase - for trans adults

patrochilles-or-bust

Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

patrochilles-or-bust

Yes, nonblack people can reblog. I'd appreciate it, in fact, if y'all took the time to vocally support your Black friends/fans in fandom.