𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭(𝐬) : main muses icons + dividers made by floragfx & some of them are gifted to me by @lunaurous, cyrene icons + divider made by reshiram, other muses ( req & secondary ) + divider made by lavenderph - edited by me, gif made by me do not steal. pinned made by lavenderph. theme made by hyruleshop. carrd layout made by floragfx. outside of commissioned stuff everything is edited by me. do not take my stuff. 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.
anyway, logging off. it was nice knowing people on here in case we dont become mutuals again.
starters will be carried over if we become mutuals again (just @ me on the new blog with them, ill redraft them). threads currently in my drafts are dropped for now, we can start/restart new things. please @ my new blog if we become mutuals on there with replies.
for now; i will take a couple days away from tumblr, sit on what's gone wrong & reflect more.
i am genuinely not happy with.. my behaviour as of late. i've been sitting on this all day but i will be moving my blog. i will be distancing myself from this ongoing drama as a whole & i will restructure myself. i have hurt people, for that i am very deeply sorry. no words could express just how .. much i regret the hurt that is spreading around to far too many people as things are atm.
i never thought i'd sit here, writing an apology, usually i'd use my own voice because i prefer doing things in persona but it's not possible with everyone being far away. so i'll try to simply show my willingness to admit wrong doings by not .. sitting quietly any longer. i don't want to be this person i have been.
i want to be someone people can be proud knowing, happy to call their friend & feel sheltered with. i will work on this goal once again as the comfort of everyone is dear to me. the new blog will be very private. i won't promote it here. if anyone is interested in following me there, please message me. otherwise it's totally fine. setting it up will take me a bit, but yeah. for now you can add me on discord.
❛ it's not safe to be out here at the moment. let me escort you. there is a lot of landbreaker activity as of right now. stai attento per favore ! ❜ a hand quickly shot out to stabilize her by curling around her elbow, before lifting her under his arm : the lupo breaking out in a sprint as aggeloi burrow themselves out of the earth around them, clearly interested in the stranger or the operator. one thing was certain though, wulfgard would keep her safe ; 'twas his duty afterall, for she was a bystander to him. ❛ i'll let you down in a moment, watch your step & follow me. there's too many. fighting them would be a bad idea right now. the name's wulfgard. ❜
@etherealguard said: [ maybe ] sender and receiver are best friends and experiment with a kiss to see where it goes
❛ i've never kissed anyone before. ❜ the healer shares, coy demeanour only broken by the way her eyes seem to rake over dan heng's face, as if trying to garner his reaction by micro expressions from the confession. this was far out of the zone she knew of, but not uncomfortable or welcome ; quite the far opposite of reactions, 'twas a rather exciting situation to find herself in. fingers coming together before her chest, slightly damp with sweat from the nerves as she tends to get a little anxious with new things but eyes find the other's nonetheless. exploring their calm, serene color & intensity, all the while nibbling on her bottom lip while discerning the mess of emotions she felt herself wrapped in. like a vortex of threads curling 'round her heart & lunges, breathing a little fast but still even. she recognized all the signs for a crush, nerves failing her a little, but she wanted to go further, explore something unknown : breach the confinment of not knowing, maybe find herself with a new finding about herself & the heart beating in her chest. hands squeezing one last time, she untangles them & places one on dan heng's shoulder ; studying the other chrysos heirs expression as if she was expecting this to be a dream or for him to change his mind. ❛ please let me know . . if you want to not try it anymore. it was just a silly curiosity, i'd understand if you're changing your mind. ❜
she speaks fast, but strongly, each syllable secure in its delivery & giving the other another moment to think. but a hand on hers stops her rambling, mouth parted in wonder slightly, as she feels the weight. eyes flickering to where his palm rests atop hers, the gesture effectively making her thoughts stumble & stall, only the feeling of skin against skin remaining. he was so . . warm. lips trembling, a squeak finally leaves her throat in response but nothing else follows hyacine's face growing warm when he leans into her space. the distance shrinking slowly, eyes focused on each other all the while, as if they both did not dare look away & lose any moment of this to the shadows of closed eyelids. committing every twitch, the sight before each other to memory ; every tremble a message by its own, a language only those sharing the same breath do understand as dan heng's mouth meets hyacines in a shy press of lips. the healer's entire body stiff, but relaxing again as the seconds go by & the gesture grows sweeter, softer between them. the press becoming a real mellow, pliant kiss. finally her eyelids slid close, slowly. a sigh breathed into the tender exploring as she melts towards the dark - haired. seeking to lean closer.
@lumoire said: [ brief ] sender sneaks a kiss to receiver's cheek as they walk by - hertamei :)
❛ did that release oxytocin from your posterior pituitary ? we should mayhaps check, don't you think. maybe do a little more testing to get a more conclusive result. just one kiss seems not enough for that. ❜ the genius gently says, tone devoid of any particular emotion but the curve around lips was teasing. playful in nature. a glint to eyes hard to miss as the brunette's steps carry her closer to herta, orbiting around the other genius with an air of confidence & ease around her, a hand curling around the woman's cheek. thumb rubbing at the tender curve of cheek beneath the emanators eye, offering a soft gesture in the grand scheme of want & heart - spiking warmth. something only herta had ever truly brought to ruan mei, as usually no one really interested her truth be told. she was quite hard to please, keeping her interest in yourself was rather hard as her attention span could be fickle if nothing piqued it. but the other woman had with such ease ; bringing a sense of excitement into the researchers life that she thought to never truly have for herself. thoughts a mess as brow arches upwards. a warm little sigh making nostrils flare, the other's clear scent & subtle perfume hitting the back of her throat with every breath. a taste she'd always cherish, never grow tired of.
❛ you truly are my greatest research project. ❜ a murmur, a kiss follows the press of lips soft against the emanators mouth, an invitation that she could take her up on or not ; ruan mei feeling lashes flutter close as her body relaxes against hertas.
@poswiecenia said: " khaslana it's not going to do anything but bruise .. look .. the cookies i baked hm ? will getting one or two of them make you feel better ? " / cyrene and khas uwu
❛ cookies ? you baked cookies, reny ? ❜ the boy immediately replies, tears rolling down flushed cheeks as he sniffs, but stops quietly crying: the ache in his knees becoming a secondary experience as he thinks about her baked goods. his tummy giving a rumble, hues flying open in emberrassement as the child realizes that he's not eaten in a couple hours. playing happily in the fields instead, making the best of the sunny day & the time spend with friends, especially the older girl who's presence always made him feel . . lighter. dragging his legs close to himself now, phainon considers the situation at hand : the aching was slowly subsiding, even if it bruised it'd be bearable, but his tummy suddenly felt like a hole without a pit to it. hunger evident in hues & mien, gaze transfixed on the cookies. ❛ two. i want two. i am hungry, i forgot to eat breakfast, i think. ma' was shouting something when i left, but i didn't stop. could've been her calling out to tell me to grab something to eat. heh. ❜ rubbing at his neck, he reaches out towards the basket she carried ; looking at her to make sure it was ok to go ahead. take some. despite her words from earlier, the child's reluctance & sensitivity were at an all - time high, always making sure he doesn't do anything improper or unapproved, as the boy cared greatly for everyone's happiness.
❛ da's gonna be laughing at me again for forgetting. ❜ he sighs, shoulders slumping a little with guilt & shame.
@holyscorch said: " phainon. " taiyou settles down on the edge of the bed, gently patting down his lap as he beckons him over with a sweet smile. " ... come here. " / for any of our verses mwehehehe
❛ i get the feeling that this will be either really good, or you'll do something to me. everyone who smiled sweetly at me today, played a prank on me when i let my guard down. please, don't do this to me, if you have something planned. i am already an emotional rollercoaster today & my day has been devoid of any significant little serotonin boosts, since someone had decided to relocate the cat hotel near the university. ❜ the bartender / university student immediately replies : a whine falling from his throat as he dramatically squints at taiyou. as if to determine if there was danger ahead of him : the taste of many betrayal still fresh on tongue as hyacine had already made him drink coffee without sugar earlier. she said it would be sweet ! ! what a little silly thing to do, sure, but the bitterness of coffee was only endurable with ample amounts of sugar afterall. anyone knew this, especially the nursing student he had befriended some years back. theatrical sigh falling from his parted glossy lips, he walks over with a certain bounce to steps nonetheless, the excitement hard to vanish on any given day. just like a giant cat who smelled the cream, or a golden retriever who had heard the squeaky toy phainon would never deny himself the pleasure of sitting on taiyous lap.
knees coming to rest on the bed of either side of the other's waist, he wraps his arms around the blond & titles his head, gazing curiously at the taller man. waiting for whatever he had in mind, patiently with former caution thrown to the wind as bodies collide. the warmth of taiyou seeping into every inch of his being making his heart race in ivory prison, a little flush crawling up his neck. ❛ so, what am i doing here ? did you just want me to look pretty on your lap, love ? or do you have actual plans ? i don't mind being an eye - candy, even if i don't understand it personally. ❜ there it was again, a little self - doubt in tone, smile dropping a little before he chases it off. pressing a kiss to taiyous eyebrow as if this held all the answers he needed, fingers kneading at the other man's shoulders & neck, wanting to undo some stress knots he could feel.
@lesalut said: ❛ You’re supposed to disarm me, not pin me down. ❜ - leon @ thancred!
𝐀 𝐋𝐀𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌, 𝐀 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐁𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 as it's painfully soft, yet skittish a teasing smile curling the agent's lips as he sits up, fingers leaving leon's wrists. finding the other sneaking 'round this place was surely not expected, but training was training & reflexed had kicked in. disarming more of a muscle memory, than a choice made actively as he had forced the knife from the others hold. wrists pressed against the cold cement of the warehouses ground, rough in texture but not skin-grafting luckily. ❛ well, didn't think i'd run into you here, leon. no hard feelings, i hope. my training kicked in. ❜ gleaming irises find the others, staying comfortable where he was with knees parted to the sides of the man's waist, a little elevated as he was not quite 'sitting' ; that'd be a little too much. even if detaining someone was far more effective with your whole body, he had the mind not to do that right away if he felt the resistance give in. which worked in his favour, truly. the thought that he had possibly pressed himself that close, would've haunted him for quite awhile pressing a hand to leon's sternum to gain momentum, he stands but doesn't put too much weight into it. thighs flexing as he does, every movement fluid & quiet, like the motion of water falling in rain. holding out a palm right after, he grins a little too pleased with himself now. he had managed to pin down someone he knew was a beast in battle, going by the reports & things he's heard & witnessed.
❛ heh, let's get you up. pretty sure both you & i have an objective in mind being here. this isn't a stroll in the mall, afterall. unless you feel like it after, that is. i'd get you some coffee. you look like you need it. ❜ a little wink followed, thancred readjusting his hold on the knife he had gotten from the strong grasp of the blond. making it flip in the air before catching it by the handle with ease ; in a sense showing off, but he'd never admit to such a thing if you'd ask the silver - haired. the thought of a mall - visit after amusing, but somewhat grounding. they all needed a sense of normalcy at times, he thought, hoping leon would give it a thought at least. ❛ come on, pretty boy. my hand's here for you to grab, a free lift if you think about it. not gonna bite you, unless you want me to. ❜
❛ lady furina , there still is some cake left. did it not please your taste buds today or are you feeling unwell ? i've had them prepare it for today, mes excuses if anything was amiss. the bakers did an amazing job, but i seem to have miscalculated just how much we'd need. ❜ tone gentle, the tea cup they have been nursing before, was set down on the table with a soft clink sovereign's gaze polite yet warm, a kind but worried smile played around his lips. the iudex knew that she prefered sweet things above all. very particular in her taste. ❛ i will make sure to get it right next time. je le promets. if there's a reason other than that i can assist with, i am all ears. ❜
@nifhelheim said: [TXT] : i'm sorry, i should've said something sooner
[TXT batman ] : what do you mean?
[TXT batman ] : (,,•᷄ࡇ•᷅ ,,)?
[TXT batman ] : said something sooner about what?
[TXT batman ] : wait-
[TXT batman ] : do you mean about your personal lore? or about you helping us out more now?
[TXT batman ] : whatever it is, don't apologize.
[TXT batman ] : if you genuinely forgot something, you can always tell me when it's comfortable for you. i believe that people have their reasons for not rushing to open up about things. or share things in general. i want you to tell me thing when you're ready, not because you feel like you have to. unless it's something essential about an enemy or about a plan, i'd never press for details. if it's private & you're willing to talk about it, i'd consider it a great honor on my part. truly.
[TXT batman ] : (๑﹏๑//)
[TXT batman ] : i hope you're not dwelling on whatever it is. don't brood. you can talk to me about things. i will share the burden of whatever is bothering you, even if it's something you think is not important. if it bothers you, it bothers you.
[TXT batman ] : if you allow me to share the weight of it, i will. i said i would. i never go back on my word.
[TXT batman ] : so if i can help, don't hesitate to tell me.
@fckurselfie said: [ scar ] [aymeric] sees one of [thancred's] scars for the first time and gently kisses it / meme.
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓, 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐀 𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋 almost as thancred had to shoulder defeat after defeat, failure after failure ; yet rose to his feet everytime to answer the calls of this world. to dance to the whims of the gods & those who saw themselves as such, never stopping for the softness of another or the sweetness of a genuine connection. with age progressing & time growing faster, he had found himself wanton though, shivering like a leaf when aymeric had found him & pressed onwards. staying over afterall their fights, thancred had come here to check if anything was amiss after the latest troubles of the stars. aching all over from battle after battle, he wondered how his precious friend carried on ---- mourning the silent moments. warrior of light aside, seeing that ishgard was doing alright had unwinded something deep within his chest, lessened the tightness in it & made it easier to breathe as the man cared deeply about this place. now with the newest threat on the horizon, but time seemingly not yet to face it, he allowed himself some leisure. the implications of the knowledge they've been given was ever - lingering, making him sigh deeply a lot whenever thoughts drift, float towards the memories itself.
❛ ser aymeric ? ❜ seeing the knight commander in just a linen shirt & dark pants truly was an entirely new sight to the scion, his smile wide & genuine as he regards the taller elezen with a glance. taking note of the sliver of skin peeking from beneath the plunging neckline of the shirt, the beginnings of well formed pecs in broad view. he'd surely never complain to be treated to such a sight, his eyebrows lifting a little nonetheless as he himself is in his skintight blackshirt & black pants only. the rest of the outfit left at his guest room that the other had generously provided for him at his own residence. there have been many people flocking to ishgard with monster attacks more frequent ; making lodging sparse. hence why he was here, standing at a window facing the vast world outside, stars twinkling above as another restless night seemed to be ahead of him. insomnia was truly a foe of the ages. ❛ unable to sleep yourself ? it's quite late. ❜ the snowstorm howling, they soon chatter idly about this & that, both transfixed by somethng that neither was adressing yet. eyes trailing nonetheless, leaving little sparks in their wake as they settle on a couch in the man's study, blanket draped across thancred. 'twas woolen & warm, heavy to the touch as it was good quality, meant to keep you warm when the winds blow like they do right now. a fire crackling in the hearth nearby. almost the most comfortable atmosphere he's ever found himself in, thancred thought as gaze wanders briefly. taking note of how close the other was, their legs touching.
giving his thanks, the woolen offer was soon thrown over aymeric as well the size enough for them both, but the man still looked at the scion startled, pupils dilating for a moment as brows crease. did he imagine it? or has there been a tongue flickering out to wet a bottom lip? finding himself utterly enthralled by it all, thancred did not dare to look away : throat dry as words fail him. their chatter had grown quiet, only the flames & breaking wood could be heard over the howling winds, a strange warmth settling into the gunbreakers stomach. it curled around his very core, making him almost squirm in place as nerves begin to frail. this was new. he dared not to assume, not to think as a hand curls around his cheek, index finger slipping beneath his jaw to apply pressure. making the scion lift his head. ser aymerics eyes were glowing with something, looking deeply into the short man's, as if to determine something. looking for something. seemingly pleased to have found whatever it was, a smile curls around handsome mouth, mien tender as the commander leans in close. voice a murmur as his lips brush thancreds ears.
❛ i have never felt as lucky as i do tonight, being able to share a talk with you. ❜ words bring a flush to scions neck, a point of no return truly reached as the others lips plant themselves beneath his earlobe, teeeth nipping at sensitive taunt skin there. tearing a gasp from the man's lips, who felt as if his entire world was rearranging itself already. this was new. but not unpleasant or unwelcomed, quite the opposite actually. fingers finding the nape of aymerics neck, thancreds arms find their way around it, chasing away any lingering uncertainities if he welcomed this or not. ❛ talk ? usually people don't do this when they just talk, don't you think ? ❜ thancred replies a little breahtless, but nonetheless cheekily, feeling a smile against his neck in response as the other laughs. breaths fanning against a rather erogerous zone, making thancreds knees weak as a pleasant twinge pulses between legs. causing his privates to grow damp with want ; something he has not experienced in quite some time, far too busy saving world(s) & seemingly discovering them as well. aymeric took this as permission though, which it was, pads of his fingers crawling beneath the black shirt where it's tugged beneath his waistband dragging it upwards, before it fell to the ground unceremoniously. the scion did not mourn it, there were far more important things to focus on than trivial things such as shirts.
❛ not a talk then, but . . we can indulge in sharing warmth, you seem cold. ❜ the dark haired fires back, a hand to the side of thancreds waist sliding upwards to the swell of pecs ; a thumb circling a hardened nub there. making thancred moan openly, freely, surprising them both for a split second : aymerics smile falling just a moment, before it grew wolvish almost. leaning down, lips press against a scar sitting above his navel, surprising thancred with how tender the gesture was. a breathy sigh falling from scion's mouth as kisses travel alongside the unevenness of the marred skin, making him feel . . cared for in ways he's not yet experienced. ❛ if you do wish to share the warmth, ser aymeric . . i do not do it lightly . . i will not share it with another. ❜ he feels himself murmur, feeling as if he had to say something before things went too far before they found themselves at a crossroad where both wanted to take different pathes on. the knight's lips still for a mere moment, making him already resign that permanence may be out of reach still, but then they resume their careful ascend. soon sucking on an erect nipple, causing thancred's back to arch & hip to jut forwards, a surprised groan falling from his lips. ❛ that is fine by me, i only ever indulge in one source of warmth myself at a time. ❜ the words register slowly, making the scions bottom lip quiver as the meaning settles into his bones.
❛ if that's the case, have it all. i warn you though, i only ever had one encounter before. ❜ nothing else needed to be mentioned, soon teeth were tugging hungrily at his other nipple as well while a hand found its way towards his behind. squeezing it firmly, rubbing over the curve appreciatingly. the pants were gone after an almost agonizing amount of peeling as the fabric clung to him, fingertips dancing alongside calves, over knees towards thighs almost as if to worship the new canvas uncovered with hot touches. kneading, caressing as they go. ❛ do not hold back your voice. let me hear it all. ❜ last warning before they dip 'neath his undergarments, finding the heat there & exploring it, causing thancreds hips to jerk again & again as pleasure rolls over him in waves. setting him abalze ; veins filled with a fire he hath never known before. each touch almost electric, almost too much : his melws turning into loud moans, head lulling to the side as countenance is forgotten / broken entirely. drawn out noises loud & slurred at times, hips rolling back & forth freely.
@fckurselfie said: [ tip ] [gale] kisses the tip of [astarion's] nose
𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐁𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐒𝐓, 𝐀 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐋𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐎𝐒𝐓 as time has passed on, seemingly irrelevant to astarion as he began to burry himself beneath layers & masks, hiding the true kindness under far too many walls. always afraid to reach out, open up to anyone the standing of his kind not the best in most places, distrust festering in people's hearts. how could he blame them? a creature born from the night, carnage in his veins & darkness in his hollow chest ; at least its what he believed, what he wanted to be to protect himself. even as he yearned for something . . softer. for someone to see the man he still was underneath the jester's play, sarcasm sharp as knives from the white-haired's tongue, but not striking without targets. a clever but fierce way of surviving, but even then : now here, he finds himself unable to utter a single word of said biting charme, every deflection dying in throat before it could be uttered. hues slightly widening, body frozen in the moment of when the contact occured. the wizards lips have been so endearingly warm against tip of his nose, leaving him gaping open mouthed like a fish on land almost. most unexpected gestures usually the ones that stole the words from the morally ambigious man's vocals, rendering him silent effectively. how very observant of gale, using astarions weakness to make him stop rambling laugh bubbling up in throat finally, the vampire lets it fall without any restraint or reservations, gleaming irises finding gale's with a comfortable ease. a hand placed on wizard's cheek, thumb rubbing 'neath the others eye affectionately.
❛ oh darling, you surely know how to shut a man up. how very unexpected, but not unwelcome. ❜ voice silky yet prickly but not sharp, the vampires lips lift in an appreciative upwards curl ; winking after he brings their faces close to each other & breathes a kiss against gale's mouth. growing more & more comfortable with such gestures as they bring them both peace they craved. he could feel the wizard's pulse against his cold fingertips as his palm travels from cheek to the side of the brunette's neck, curling gently there. feeling the life in his love's veins a comforting rhythm against the vampires skin, truth be told.
@fckurselfie said: [ shivering ] [var] places small kisses all over [phai's] stomach / meme
𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐒, 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 & yet the sun - devourer, the star of the north, a world's traveler turned fae was rendered speechless, for such softness was unknown to phainon. each kiss against silky but scar patterned skin bringing a growing flush to cheeks as he breathes out harshly. a hiss. a soft noise he could not quite hide, didn't want to hide as the man's stubble scratches over his sensitive stomach ; each touch deliberate & slow, unhurried as varka seemed to savour this moment to its fullest. enjoying the sight of a being from the stars rendered to become a mess 'neath grandmasters attention. the collision of their beings nothing short of a growing spectacel as phainon finds himself submitting to the other fully, let the wolf in man's shape devour any & all parts of himself, one by one. goosebumps rising on skin, his nipples by now stood erect in the air blowing in from the tents entry ; his clothes all gone as they had begun to explore slowly. without any hurry, knowing they had time as layer after layer came undone. the intimacy of each breath shared making the moonlit's haired head spin. sexual pleasure has been something he had been aware of, indulging in touching himself now & then, but to share it with one another, that was new. pupils blown wide, the little of his back lifts in response, arches upwards against varka's mouth as he kisses right under the navel. coaxing a first broken sounding moan from the traveling faes throat ❛ grandmaster . . i ❜ voice dying before thoughts could finish, eyelashes flutter as the man's tongue swipes from belly button the his hipbone. making the fae squirm in the man's hold, a hand to his waist trying to keep him still, only making his blood boil hotter because varka was able to hold him down.
❛ varka . . ❜ finally their eyes met, the taller's hidden by blond locks falling into them as they pierce the fae's, skylike color meeting golden blue that glowed like a sky full of stars. ❛ touch me . . more, please. ❜ request was honest, fangs flashing between lips as they stay parted, phainon sucking in greedy little breathes while a hand finds varka's head, fingers gliding through locks. wanting to direct him upwards as the kisses to his stomach had been going on for a while, driving the star of the north to the brink of insanity. he was surprisingly sensitive there. when they shift together again, varka now looming over phainon, he places both hands on the man's cheeks. stubble warm against his palms. the texture comforting, yet exciting as phainon's fangs sink into varkas bottom lip, tongue diving into the opening created from the surprised groan. he may not have mayn experiences ; but the ones he does are utilized to their fullest, a leg wrapping around the still nearly fully clothed grandmaster to bring their crotches together. the pleasure of the friction was unlike anything ever felt, a loud moan breathed into the kiss before his head falls back, offering his throat to the other. phainon began slowly rubbing himself against varkas bulge, his erection glistening as droplets run from the tip to the base between them, making the glide easier & easier as it soaks into fabric. stopping it as he begins to float far too high, he presses his face against varka's neck for a moment who was on his elbows ; caging the fae in effectively. ❛ you . . should take your armor off, grandmaster. ❜ finding clasps, he helps undoing the layers ; trying to calm his heart beating out of his chest nearly. it wasn't easy in their positions, varka having to sit up to discard the top & pants, bare to hungry golden soon enough.
❛ beautiful. ❜ phainon finds himself whisper, feeling the other still for a moment, then heard him laugh warmly as if he had surprised the grandmaster with his honesty. a compliment from the heart as the night blossoms around them in quiet serenity, their hearts caught in their own little world for precious hours, far away from prying eyes / expectations. now both fully bare to each other's eyes, they seem to commit the other to memory as hands & eyes rake over bodies, soon legs tangled. hard members gliding together. a keen rolling from phainon's tongue as he arches into the friction, cock weeping in response to the stimulation. he wanted more. to become one.