Through the eyes of a Soldier.

“The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.” ― Mark Twain Jeanne Kirschtein graduate of the 104th Trainee Corps. Member of the Survey Corps. I had a friend once, he gave his life for me. Now what I do-.. this. This is for him. ------------------------------------------------- Animated Face Claim: Shizuku Ninomiya {{Indie!Fem!Jean Kirschtein from Hajime Isayama's manga Shingeki no Kyojin. I own nothing unless stated. Open to all fandoms. !! Remake of the blog: princessoftrost}}

[johannathemad]

u smell good uvu

[soldatfavorisee]

So I said I'd be here but Jean calls to me in soft sobs from his corner. -flies back to my dork-

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A Growing Family || ♥ dudekasa

[dudekasa]

The latest expedition was no different from any other expedition that the Scouting Legion had been on.Soldiers die and titans fall.He had seen it happen all before,many a time.However,now things were different.Added to the pressure of trying to keep Erin and Armin out of trouble,Misaka found himself trying harder to keep an eye out for himself as well.

Before,his only reason for fighting,no,his only reason for living,was his sister Erin.That all changed when he and Jeanne had gotten together so long ago.He had to return to her and their unborn child.They were his life now,his hope,his reason to keep fighting.A tiny hint of a smile graced his lips at the thought of his family waiting for him back inside the safety of the walls.He was excited to see Jeanne again,her beautiful face and the sight of their growing child would be a welcome change of scenery from the gore and terror of the battle field.

Grey hues scanned the area in search of his love,hoping to catch a glimpse of her over the heads of all the people celebrating their return or mourning the loss of loved ones.She had seemed to find him first however,the feel of her delicate fingers touching his hand.His arms wrapped around her with ease,a content sigh escaping chapped lips as she pressed against him.He snuggled his face into her hair,inhaling her scent,the realization that he had made it back alive to her finally sinking in.

"I missed you both…."He admitted,his voice as low as hers,as if they didn’t need to speak loud to hear one another in their little corner of the world.Letting a hand gently slide down to rest upon the growing swell of her stomach,a soft expression befell the raven haired males’ face.His eyes shone bright with affection as the corner of his lips twitched up into a warm smile.

[soldatfavorisee]

Her hand going to encase his on her stomach without looking away from him. He was home and he would be here for when their child would come. It was an idea that made her heart swell with happiness.

Jeanne pecked his lips before glancing around them. Everyone was back. Another thing that made her chest feel lighter. Golden eyes showing her joy as her other hand curled up around Misaka's. This routine felt natural but still strange even after so long.

"C'mon, let's head in." she motioned with her head toward HQ. There would be little people there and the other's would move in with them in due time. Eyes searching for a path that was easiest to get through with her stomach.

It had surprised Kirschtein, and the other's, that Commander Smith allowed her to continue to contribute to the Legion even if she stayed back. No one was genuinely happy but Jeanne. She still got to help even if it wasn't outside the walls for nine months. That no longer mattered though, since her child was so close to coming into this beautifully cruel world.

Once inside after a few minutes of picking through the crowd, she turned back to Ackerman. A small smile still hung to her lips. "I spoke with the Commander, she said that if there is another expedition that before the baby comes, you are allowed to stay back. She did say that it probably won't happen due to funding, and knowing that all of us will want to stay behind for next month..."

[soldatfavorisee]

dudekasa makes my whole life on this blog. Half of our RP's are from me being like: sjfksjldfj FEELINGS AND SHIPS BIIIIIOOOTTCCHHH. -flops into space- Momma Kirschtein is now a new AU I shall add later today.

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A Growing Family || ♥ dudekasa

     ♠     Round but still yet very small compared to some of the woman around, Jeanne admired her swollen stomach. Nearly eight months had passed since she had last been seen on the field, working from the safety of the walls while Misaka kept her safe. Though worry still was woven into the woman about the father of her unborn child.

          The Legion was returning from their newest expedition from the warm comfort of the inner walls. Kirschtein still very eager to lay eyes on her fiancé as the horses rode up through the city streets to the headquarters where she waited. May of the other soldiers were moving to greet those who returned, like the young lady was doing to both her friends and growing family. Honey orbs picked out the thin, familiar figure of Misaka Ackerman with practiced ease. A smile long since forgotten since the inky haired male had left flourished on her lips at the mere sight of him.

          She flowed through the people reaching and grabbing each other in either grief or joy in their return. Thin fingers grazing the hand of her lover and pulling herself against his chest. Her heart still racing from a small moment of terror that erupted with the thought of him not coming back to her. He was safe, and unscathed; a relief to the pregnant woman.  

     ♥     "Misaka," Jeanne's hushed words were loud enough to know he could hear over the crowd. Amber hues burnt with the joy filled tears of his return. The blonde looked up with a bright smile on her mouth. "Welcome home."

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                                        Sometimes I don’t wanna be better

   Sometimes I can’t be put back t o g e t h e r 

                                         Sometimes I find it hard to     believe

             There’s someone else who could be

                                                                            just as messed up as me.

[nucleoplasmic]

I know I needed to hear it. I know I needed this, because I just couldn’t let her go without these words ; but still. Being stabbed thirty times in the chest wouldn’t have felt worse. I had been this little toy Marla had used for fun, doing her experiments - like, how does it feel to kiss a girl? How does it feel to sleep in the same bed, calling her sweetheart? Now you know, Marla. Now you know how it feels to give someone hopes and crush them with bare hands.

[nucleoplasmic]

On another love, another love All my tears have been used up (x)

please keep me away from listening this song again because it’s slowly killing me and also giving me sad headcanons for jeanne and marla nobody wants sad headcanons for jeanne and marla, right?

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omg i was so focused on the tags i forgot to write a message hI YOU CUTIE LET’S BE BEST FRIENDS <3

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ewe Yesssssss <3

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The noise I just made when I saw jeansbutton following me back was a mix of Bubble from PPG and a Teletubbie.

[dudekasa]

Amber hues sought out Misaka's room, and then for the dark haired male. It was the middle of the night so Jeanne had to feel her way around their quarters. A small noise left her when she couldn't find or see him, whimpering as tears clouding her vision. She had another nightmare of Marcy's death and needed the boy. "M-Mika..?"

Sleep had just started to claim the dark haired male when the sound of a soft,familiar voice drew his attention.”Jeanne?”He called out in response upon hearing his nickname being uttered. Misaka sat up,and carefully swung his legs over the edge of the bed,his bare feet hitting the floor with a soft ‘thump’. Standing up and walking forward aimlessly,he squinted as if that would help adjust his eyes to the darkness as he reached out a hand.”Jeanne?”He repeated.His hand bumped against something,that upon further inspection,he realized was her hand.Tightening his grip on her hand just slightly,he attempted to see her face in the darkness.”What’s wrong?”Concern laced his tone as he spoke.

[dudekasa]

He allowed her to adjust herself so that she was comfortably positioned before settling in beside her. Misaka had grown up sleeping snuggled up next to Armin and Eren as children,so it was nice to get to sleep next to someone again after sleeping alone for quite some time.” You’re welcome…” he muttered,his eyes searching out her face in the darkness. It was peaceful having her close to him like this,the urge to fall asleep nearly taking over him.But he wouldn’t fall asleep yet,not until she did first.

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Once fully situated next to the male, Jeanne pressed a kiss onto his chin. It was peaceful in his room. Mostly because of his presence in the area. She knew that he probably wouldn't sleep well, or not even sleep, till she was sound asleep. Nor did it take long for her to be hit with the wave of heavy lidded eyelids. Misaka was there, and he'd keep her safe, in her dreams and outside in life. "Mika.."

[beautiful-illusion-wonder]

Male Mikasa & Levi

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[sangrebelleza]

Mika and Jeany  

I’ve been really wanting to draw a Genderbent Mikasa and Jean . I think girl Jean would be very fashionable and her hair would always be up in a cute ponytail . Were as Male Mikasa would be like Female Mikasa and just not really care , but still come out looking hot.  

Should i do a full body version of these two ?  If so what should i have them doing or acting ?  I don’t know what to do i’m drawing a blank on inspiration. Someone got any ideas?

[yuuichirouhyaakuya-blog-deactiv]

Sketch of male!Mikasa.

[ofthewheatandtail]

                                                    I won’t give up                                                  I [won’t] admit defeat                                                I’ll get back on my feet                                                           And f i g h t

[theblessedsoldier]

"I’m sure mom and Tom would be so happy with that. Their daughter slaughters her brother in cold blood. Sounds like some bs straight from the bible or Law and Order," he stated, looking away. That smile sent shivers down his spine. Jean sighed and got up to get her some tea. "What flavor? I wouldn’t want to be a little shit and get you the wrong kind."

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"Depends on the day I would do it. You drive them insane some days like I do." The girl giggled and thought for a moment. "Hm..., Dad just bought some more raspberry pomegranate tea the other day."

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theblessedsoldier replied to your post:"I told you not to go out into the snow, but no. Why would the Jeanne listen to me," he smirked and handed his twin another box of tissues. "Now you're sick and stuck inside. How does that feel?"

"I swear if you get me sick I’ll take your diary and post it on facebook," he glared, pulling away from her a little bit. They did say siblings shared everything after all.

"You do that, and I swear I'll come to your bed in your sleep and slit your throat." she smile sweetly at her brother. "Now don't be a lil' shit and make this worse than it is, and I'll spare you the pain of having it." Jeanne sneezed and wiggled farther under her mountain of warmth. "Think you could be a good brother and get me some hot tea?"

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"I told you not to go out into the snow, but no. Why would the Jeanne listen to me," he smirked and handed his twin another box of tissues. "Now you're sick and stuck inside. How does that feel?"

"Oh haha," she coughed at the end of the phrase. Thin fingers accepting the box before snuggling into her wad of blankets. "It makes me feel like I sound cough on your dinner tonight in hopes you get this worse than me."