I might start using this again to vent my feelings.
Life was going so well but now I just feel like nothing is really going according to plan. So much has happened over the past year.
I was hoping 2017 would start off great but literally, little by little, I feel as if things are getting worse for me. I miss home and my friends so much. It feels as if a lot of the people that I met up here finally showed their true colors. It just sucks that I put so much effort in trying to be a good friend to people only to be stepped on in the end. This feeling sucks and I don’t know how long it’ll take for me to get over it because the situation is getting worse, the more I’m around these people and the more I think about it all.
I dedicated 2.5 years of my life and literally in the end, I got tossed away like none of my efforts even mattered. I’m way too nice for my own good, if I had been selfish, things wouldn’t be this way.