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ALL THREE boys will be moved over to @behindxcastlexwalls this will only serve as an archive 

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"You mean to tell me you spent your entire life savings on a motorbike. Cool!!" - James for Sirius

Sirius was about to come to his own defence, but instead broke into a wide and mischievous grin. “Hell yea I did, It’s gonna be so sick! I’m thinking of enchanting it.” Sirius dropped his voice leaning closer to his best friend. 

“To make it fly.” 

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"You can tell James' he's being a git for ditching us for Evans" - Sirius for Remus

“And why can’t you tell him yourself?” Remus raised an eyebrow and shook his head at the other though there was a hint of a grin on his lips. “I’m not your owl you know.” 

Though if Remus were being completely honest, James had been ditching them more and more to spend time with Lily. Not that he could be blamed, they all knew his ‘motivations’.

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My CURRENT James’ are Dylan O’brien (who I’m not so fond of as a FC anymore) and Matt Bomer who I do still like..... 

Idk who I would replace him with though.... 

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I have edits for Andrew Garfield (My current) But also for Matt Hitt (Because of an ex-friend) 

Part of me always preferred Matt, but Andrew has like 1000x more resources.... 

Any thoughts??

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Second guessing my FC’s for James and Remus now... Hmmmm

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Sirius: Damn it

McGonagall: Black we don’t use that language in this class

Remus in the distance: FUCK

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|| Finding Refuge ||

starter for @rebellionatitsfinest

Sirius wasn’t thinking when he ran from 12 Grimmauld Place into the London rain with nothing but the leather jacket on his back and a letter hastily shoved into his pocket. Things were often rough in the Black household, especially so after his sorting. It was no secret that he had never seen eye to eye with his parents, nor was it a secret that they disapproved of his every action. He was, quite literally, the black sheep.  

Dinner had started out as usual, quiet, the four of them silently cutting the food on their plates. Conversation was nearly non-existent. Of course all good things must come to an end, the boys were informed that their cousins would be visiting shortly after dinner. While Regulus took the information and nodded like the obedient Black that he was, Sirius was unable to stop the sarcasm. While he quite liked Andromeda, and Narcissa was tolerable at best and annoying at worst. It was Bellatrix that Sirius would really much rather do without. 

The comment had started an argument which resulted in a hard backhand delivered by Orion. This in itself would not have sent Sirius from the house... the events that followed did. 

And now he found himself clutching the crumpled letter that had the Potter’s address on it, staring up at the house, wet hair sticking to his cheeks as he walked up to the front door. With no other place to go, he prayed to any god that was out there that they would let him in. 

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On Speaking Terms || Aconxte

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Sirius entered the common room hesitantly, James had been pushing him to just go and talk to Remus. But it wasn’t like Sirius hadn’t tried that before, he had tried at least a dozen times to get the other to speak to him after – the incident – it was no good. Every time he tried Remus just brushed him off or walked away. It had seriously messed up their friend dynamic; though Sirius supposed that was his fault… not Remus’. Finally in front of the other he cleared his throat. 

“Moony… Remus… please, come on. Talk to me. I’m sorry okay? I’m so bloody sorry. I just can’t take this silence anymore.” He looked down, heart as heavy as his words. 

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And he would’ve already left the room this time, too, if not for the circumstances. Remus, who had fallen asleep on the couch in the common room, awoke to a most unwelcome sight staring down at him and- before he had time to get up and leave, Sirius had already started speaking. His face was carefully set into what he hoped was a look of disinterest but which ended up being closer to disdain, and he averted his eyes from the other as he spoke. So he was sorry? Remus didn’t much feel like hearing that right now. People who were sorry didn’t generally pull stupid dumb shit like that in the first place and daily it took everything from Remus to merely ignore the boys instead of unleashing a certifiable tirade at them.

Being so very, extremely, painfully lonely since the occurance certainly hadn’t helped his mood much either. Anything could set him off. Sirius’ apology had flipped some sort of switch in his exhausted mind.

“Sorry?” His voice was soft, raspy from disuse. “You’re fucking so-sorry?”

Breathe in, out. Through the nose. Calm down, Remus. You’ve been doing so well.

“And what-“ the venom, it could kill. “-praytell, are you sorry for?”

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Sirius winced, he knew Remus was upset, how could he not be. He also knew the silent treatment was killing him, he wasn’t sure how much longer he could take it for. If was for this reason that he had let James push him to corner Remus but now it felt like a mistake. Was he really ready to hear everything the other had to say.

“I’m sorry that I didn’t think. That I acted like a selfish prat who didn’t consider the feelings or safety of other people. I’m sorry that in my blindness I risked not only your secret but your life. I never meant to hurt you Remus. I don’t know what else to say I just... I didn’t THINK. and I’m so fucking sorry....” Sirius found himself unable to look Remus in the eyes so he stared at his shoes instead.

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An Unexpected Guest|| teeth-and-ambitions

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Draco relaxed slightly at the blanket, his trembling slowing somewhat, but not stopping as he popped the top off the firewhiskey and drank some. He needed a little courage. After that, his trembling stopped besides the occasional shiver from the fact he was warming up.

“Thank you Sirius…” Draco said, giving the other a small smile. “I… I’ll explain it to him myself, thank you though…”

Sirius was glad to see that some of the trembling seemed to be subsiding. Perhaps it had just been the cold. He had never been overly parental, he didn’t have any decent role models nor did he have any kids of his own. Caring for Harry and his friends was as close as he got and even at that he was accused of treating them more as friends than as children. 

“You’re welcome, Draco.” He looked at the blonde boy sadly, it wasn’t fair the things that these kids had to go through… they were too young. “Alright, I’ll tell him to come over.” 

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Draco nodded. “Thank you,” He said quietly to Sirius, before closing his eyes and thinking as Sirius left. He had a lot on his mind, and wanted to gather his thoughts before Remus came over.

He frowned lightly and rubbed his arms. All of this because Draco had refused to tell Voldemort anything about Harry Potter. All this because Draco refused to hurt his friend. Draco had been sorted into Gryffindor for bravery, but Draco’s bravery had gotten him in this situation. He shook the thoughts from his head. No, it wasn’t Harry’s fault and it wasn’t his own fault that he was a werewolf.

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Sirius left the room and quickly sent a message to Remus, outlining part of the situation but leaving most of the explanation to the boy himself. Sighing he leaned against the kitchen counter and rubbed his head. Voldemort had to be stopped, Fenrir had to be stopped, too many children were getting caught in the crossfire.

Remus walked through the door of 12 Grimmauld place about an hour later, handing up his coat and looking for his former student. He wasn’t sure what was so urgent that he had to drop everything and rush to see Draco, but Sirius seemed to know something that Remus didn’t. Seeing the blonde Remus sat down.

“Draco, you wanted to see me?”

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An Unexpected Guest|| teeth-and-ambitions

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Draco relaxed slightly at the blanket, his trembling slowing somewhat, but not stopping as he popped the top off the firewhiskey and drank some. He needed a little courage. After that, his trembling stopped besides the occasional shiver from the fact he was warming up.

“Thank you Sirius…” Draco said, giving the other a small smile. “I… I’ll explain it to him myself, thank you though…”

Sirius was glad to see that some of the trembling seemed to be subsiding. Perhaps it had just been the cold. He had never been overly parental, he didn’t have any decent role models nor did he have any kids of his own. Caring for Harry and his friends was as close as he got and even at that he was accused of treating them more as friends than as children. 

“You’re welcome, Draco.” He looked at the blonde boy sadly, it wasn’t fair the things that these kids had to go through... they were too young. “Alright, I’ll tell him to come over.” 

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Disowned|| lxttleking

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“Hello,” Regulus repeated crossing his arms and waiting for his brother to say whatever he had called him over.  “What do you think happened?  Mother yelled for the rest of the night.  She blasted you off the tree and more or less threatened me to keep in line.  They’ve both been watching me like a hawk as if they think I’m going to pack up my things and join you.  It’s too quiet and meals are painfully awkward.  I’m pretty sure I heard crying at one point but maybe Mother scared a portrait with her yelling.”

Sirius took in the information with a mixture of shock and lack of surprise. It was unusual to feel two conflicting emotions at once. He supposed he should have known that he would get disowned in a heartbeat. His mother had most likely been itching to do it for years and just didn’t have a good excuse until now. Still it caused a pang of pain to hit his stomach (why though, he hated this stupid family, he shouldn’t care about being disowned). 

“I... I’m sorry.” The words hung in the air. “I didn’t mean to make things worse for you, I just couldn’t stay there anymore.” 

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What is your Tragic Flaw?

Sirius: Selfishness

You'd love to be generous and empathetic, but your instincts tell you to look out for yourself alone, and who are you to deny an instinct? You can't help taking a cut for yourself and demanding you get credit for all you do. But here's one way your flaw could help you: When you find a person whose desires you care for more than your own, you can be sure it's love.

James: Arrogance

You might realize it, or you might not, but the fact is you think you're better than most. You try harder and you think you deserve more. The good thing is that this flaw comes from a deep-seated belief that you can overcome anything if you set your mind to it. Keep the self-confidence, but work on the excessive pride.

Remus: Paranoia

It's paranoia that will destroy you. There is real danger in life, and you have most likely tasted it, but that's no reason to hold a continuous defensive stance for the rest of your life. Relax, and try to let go of the notion that everyone is a danger waiting to happen. Some are, but most are not.

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Tagging: Anyone who wants to! 

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Disowned|| lxttleking

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Regulus had been both dreading and looking forward to going back to school.  Things had been weird and even more depressing at home since the fight where Sirius left home.  Regulus spent most of his time in his room avoiding his parents, not really wanting to spend extra time with them than what was necessary.  He just wanted his brother back home and he could feel all the extra pressure on him now that Sirius was no longer living there.

He turned around when he heard his name his face going pale when he realized it was Sirius calling him.  This could be either really good or really bad depending upon whether or not Sirius wanted to yell at him and hated him like the rest of the family.  “Sirius, what do you want?” he asked his voice and face devoid of any expression that give away how uncomfortable he felt talking to his brother.

Sirius chewed on his lip as his brother came over. He wasn’t sure what he was going to say now that he was face to face with him. He wanted to tell him that he missed him, even if they hadn’t been that close since starting school. He wanted to know what happened after he left. Yes he hated the place, and he hated his parents but it had still been his home. Yet all that came out was... 

“Hi.” That was no good, he had to say more, he had to let Regulus know that the things he had said before he left weren’t directed at him. “What happened? After I left? What... what did they do?” 

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Disowned|| lxttleking

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The start of term feast had just ended and students were starting to make their way out of the hall. Though happy to be back at school, Sirius was still feeling the weight of the summers events. While living with James was much nicer, everything felt so different and Sirius wasn’t sure how to feel. Seeing Regulus across the room near the Slytherin table, Sirius broke away from his friends; not telling them where he was going but assuring them he would catch up. 

Pushing past several Slytherins he caught up to Regulus just as the other had entered the entrance hall. “Reg!” Sirius tried to catch his attention, standing a little off to the side. 

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On Speaking Terms || Aconxte

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Sirius entered the common room hesitantly, James had been pushing him to just go and talk to Remus. But it wasn’t like Sirius hadn’t tried that before, he had tried at least a dozen times to get the other to speak to him after -- the incident -- it was no good. Every time he tried Remus just brushed him off or walked away. It had seriously messed up their friend dynamic; though Sirius supposed that was his fault... not Remus’. Finally in front of the other he cleared his throat. 

“Moony... Remus... please, come on. Talk to me. I’m sorry okay? I’m so bloody sorry. I just can’t take this silence anymore.” He looked down, heart as heavy as his words. 

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An Unexpected Guest|| teeth-and-ambitions

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Sirius watched the boy with a sad expression, grabbing a nearby blanket and wrapping it around the boy’s shoulders. He wasn’t a parent and he wasn’t sure if the trebling was due to cold or not but he felt like it might help. Waving his wand he conjured up some firewhiskey and put it in Draco’s hand. The kid had been through too much for a kid. 

“I’ll do what I can to help you Draco. You can stay here. There are lots of rooms, and you are family after all.” *he gave the boy a gentle pat on the shoulder. “Yes, yes I’ll send Remus an owl. Do you want me to explain to him or do you want to do it yourself?”