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idk if anyone even cares/remembers me at this point but i have moved you can click anywhere in this sentence to get to my new heavily under construction blog.
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idk if anyone even cares/remembers me at this point but i have moved you can click anywhere in this sentence to get to my new heavily under construction blog.
also while i was gone, a friend of mine (ineverlands) archived and idk where they are atm. if anyone can direct me to them that would be amazing and awesome. boost this if you can too >.< i want to find them lol
hexsand0s:
rubbing the sleep from her eyes, hands disappearing within the huge sleeves. “just call me bubbles.” it wasn’t like rose hadn’t been there over the weekend. having taken a liking to staying over at the boy’s dorm when the time would allow.
reaper’s recent inactivity was for the best. the group certainly needed it’s time to recover from their hardships, and having the company of their loved ones (family, spoouses, ect) around often certainly catered to that healing. he would miss these days when their schedules filled back up again, "do you want brownies or cookies?” kt leaned forward and kissed her cheek gently, then glanced her over, trying to decipher whether she’d stolen one of his sweaters, or if it was one of yuu’s...that kt had himself stolen.
ofblooms:
“I was just told I should come by. Something about the choreography for our comeback.” Baekhyun has really been trying to get Haneul more involved and he’s aware of it. There’s got to be a reason too, but he has literally no idea why. He’s nervous around women these days, he knows why, nothing he wants to get into. He’s still coming off an aching heartbreak. “Can I help somehow, noona?”
"umm -- could you dance for me?” she stood to her feet and put the ipad on the stand holding the music player, “ -- the videos are fine, but if i could see how you move in real life, that’d be better. you don’t have to do anything specific. just whatever feels right for you. freestyle something.”
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"does flour and sugar just summon you?” kt hadn’t baked in quite a while, despite it being something of a soothing activity for him. this evening marked his first time in months, and like clockwork, rose seemed to appear out of the woodwork the moment he set out the ingredients to make cookies.
@ofblooms
mali was crouched down on the floor with an ipad and her water bottle, watching d:fi performance videos, trying to take in the choreography style baekhyun had been going for with them so she could adapt it into something for their next comeback. when the door to the studio opened, she expected it to be baekhyun coming to check her progress. but she was met with the face of one of d:fi’s main dancers, “oh hey -- did baekhyun send you to check on me or something?” she laughed a little, setting her water bottle down, “wouldn’t be surprised if he sent one of you to make sure the choreo is something you guys like.”
ofblooms:
“So you were just going to die. I’m glad you told me to sit down, that’s definitely not something I wanted to ever hear. I mean, what mom wants to hear that their kid is just going to die really slowly? I’m very glad you’re not going to die, sweetheart.” She pauses, taking in the rest of what her son said. “That sounds just like her mom, so I’m not really surprised she did that, looking at her family and genetics.” Lacey tilts her head. “Are you worried about her? Or is it something else?”
"....she scares me a bit, mom. she didn’t ask me or talk to me. i told her i wasn’t upset, but--it scares me that she’ll do stuff like this. i always knew she was impulsive, but i don’t know if i can handle someone who’s prone to doing really drastic things without asking or talking first.”
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ofblooms:
“I hear Iza and it doesn’t surprise me, considering who her mother is.” Her gaze shows pure amusement, a fond smile on her face as Sejun sits on the counter. He’s done that since he was small, and it’s something she treasures is their little kitchen conversations. “You’re so much like your father sometimes. Alright.” She does the same, the southern woman taking a seat on the counter as well, kicking her legs a bit. Still forever twenty five somewhere. “Okay, lay it on me. Can’t be anything crazier than seeing you kids disappear.”
he couldn’t imagine having this conversation with her before iza did what she did. trying to find a way to say ‘i’m going to die in front of you’. if nothing else, he was grateful for not having to put his mother through that, “think of my powers like a well full of water. every time i use my powers, i draw from a well to do it. eventually, the well will dry up. and when there’s no more to draw...i’ll start to fade away. my powers and my life are tied together. once one is up, the other goes with it.” he explained, and then in the same beat continued with a very vocal, “but -- iza did something to change that. she gave up her immortality, tied my life to her’s. so i won’t die until she dies, even if i draw on all my power.”
ofblooms:
“I know. You don’t have to lecture me. I just kept thinking about what mom would do if it was reversed. If dad was dying. And I just…did what I knew she’d do. I don’t have second thoughts about it, I’m glad I did it. But I really should have talked to you about it and I’m sorry that I didn’t. I don’t want it to be hard to trust me. It’s not an excuse, I just kept weighing it out in my head and you get to live out your dreams now and not be confined to a set amount of years. And your mom and dad don’t have to say goodbye to you yet and your sister doesn’t lose her brother. I know how it feels to lose a brother, it’s not a good feeling. And I wouldn’t have to lose you.” She sighs, fiddling with her sleeves. “I’m sorry.”
"i know you are. like i said, your heart was in a good place, so i can’t be but so upset at you. i’m glad i don’t have to die in less than ten years. i’m glad that i don’t have to hurt anyone by leaving suddenly.” he was happy, but also feeling a bit overwhelmed and...even a little bit hollow. what was he supposed to do with this time now?, “how is this supposed to work now? my powers are still limited. once i fully deplete them, i deteriorate. do you have the ability to replenish my powers now? or do i just lose them when they’re done?”
ofblooms:
Quite typical. She knew that the kids were going to go back in time but still, doesn’t do anything to her heart. Still stresses her out more than anything else, and she was so happy that both of her angels were back in their home. Jaesun’s out, she’s not really sure where he went, and she’s busy cooking, as usual. Lacey has a habit of “boredom baking”. “What’s up, sweetheart?” She glances over her shoulder after setting the temperature on the oven, folding her hands in front of her as she turns to cross the room to her son. “What’s wrong, Sejun?”
sejun hoisted himself up onto to the opposite counter, something he’d done ever since he was old enough to climb and wanted to have a kitchen conversation with his mother, “it’s about iza. she did something that effects me in a really big way.” he rubbed his neck softly, “in order for it to make sense, i have to explain something to you about my powers that’s definitely going to give you a heart attack. so you should sit down."
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“eomma...” it’d only been a little bit since sejun had returned to his own time, but seeing his mother at that young age had changed the way he looked at her older self. she knew all his life he’d go back in time, she knew his powers before he’d even developed them. he couldn’t help smiling now at her because they could finally talk about those memories of their time in the past. he was sure lacey had been waiting for the day to come. sadly, this conversation he was going to have with her wasn’t that. it was about iza and his formerly terminal life and just...a lot of things he hadn’t planned on talking about so soon, “---i need to talk to you.”
ofblooms:
“I know, I’m sorry. I just…I didn’t like it.” She’s aware of the consequences of this, how her mother and father will react. Leda already knows, and by now she’s probably told Demitri and Ezekiel. “I won’t do anything like that without talking to you first again, okay?” Considering the circumstances, it’s going to absolutely destroy her father. She’s his princess, she knows that her dad has a spot for her that’s very different in his heart. She wipes at her eyes, gathering herself as her voice continues, scarily even. “I never wanted to be immortal, Sejun. My parents have already buried my brother, they bury me and I’ll just join him in the divinity. I shouldn’t even be alive anyway, it was just lucky that I even made it. So really, what’s the difference?”
“neither did i!! but now--” he sighed, not wanting to raise his voice at her. what was the point now? it was already done. perhaps once he and wootak had learned more about their respective realms together, they could find a way around all this. but for the time being, what iza did was permanent and what good would yelling at her about it be?, “i can’t be mad about your heart being in such a good place, but it’s really frustrating that you did this to us. i can’t even put it into words how much. you can’t do stuff like this, it makes it hard to trust you. that said, don’t ever say that you shouldn’t be alive. even if you are a miracle, you were miracle meant to be, and you shouldn’t be so quick to dismiss yourself or the value of your life.”
ofblooms:
“Okay listen, I know you’re going to lecture me because that’s you. I’m already dealing with the backlash of what I did, so I understand that I probably should have talked to you first. It was…incredibly impulsive. I just….I couldn’t stomach knowing you were going to die. No parent should have to bury their child.” She fiddles with her sweater. “I gave up my immortality. My life is…extended but I’m going to die one day. I gave up my sentinel status and had the angels tie your soul to mine as a last wish. So…basically, I guess..I’m your battery pack…? I know it was impulsive. Please don’t be too mad at me…”
sejun had only recently begun to understand his own role in the universe. what his powers were meant for, how to properly utilize them--he was finding his purpose, something he’d struggled with all his life. iza intentions were good, clearly, and he couldn’t fault her for that. but it was still a punch in the gut to find that she’d done this without talking to him, essentially taking from him what he’d begun to work on, “....it’s not fair that you made that kind of decision for me, iza. you didn’t even give me a chance to learn about this or figure out anything for myself. you just took it all on yourself and made a huge sacrifice that now your family is going to have to deal with. now you’re going to die. we’re both going to die. if no parent should have to bury their child, why would you make yours bury you?”
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“You’re going to freak out on me, I know you. But I need to talk to you.” She sighed. “You’re not going to die. And before you say anything, the deed is already done. Just…you’re not going to die. Not before you live a good eighty years and die a happy old man after living your life to the full. So you can do everything you want to do now. You don’t have to know how I did it, but I did.”
her words came out of absolutely nowhere and smacked sejun in the face. the only emotion he could process was confusion, “what...w-what?” he stammered, “i--no, yes i do need to know, iza, it’s my life. what did you do?”
ofblooms:
“Of course I have. Nobody knows what the hell is wrong with me. They think it’s an arrythmia but a doctor said it might be congestive heart failure in the making. Or a myopathy. Nobody seems to know exactly, you’d think Two Star could get some decent doctors in to look at me. I might have to go to the states, which is…not what I have any bit of money for. I’m helping my parents with their cafe, all my cash is split between them and expenses for me and Jonah like phone bills.” His hands are shaky, weakly lifting his head. “And stress definitely doesn’t help, you know? I thought I’d get better since we haven’t been really promoting but I don’t know if I will ever get better.”
the phrase ‘heart failure’ made jayce’s own heart skip a beat, “if you have to go to the states for treatment, i’m sure two star can cover it. hell, i wouldn’t put it past ceo-nim to buy the ticket for you herself. there are so many people who’d help you get what you need, hajoon. this shouldn’t even be a question.”
