All over the place

I swear a lot,i write whatever comes to mind-whether its happening nw,in the future or its already happened..I just spit what i think

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Dreams

I keep falling aslp without realising it and waking up terrified. I awake with the same fuxked up feelings but different scenarios - think i need to see a shrink. When a big corporation fucks up putting you and loved ones at risk,they reply with: we will see to it that we will have this matter seen to asap. (Heres the kicker!) It will take up to a month for someone to get back to you...I got an apology over the ph 2 weeks later? Are u for real? Meanwhile these nightmares dont accept apologies you fuckerz..

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For now

Legs are throbbing&body is aching..by all rights i shud be exhausted-sleep is hard to come by when the heart is hurting. When you wish you could fix someone..I cant remember the last time i had a real sleep..A decent sleep..And yet when i wake up im ready for bed..