fight because you don't know how to die quietly

sam/charlie ⁠⑅ he/him ⁠⑅ minor ⁠⑅ trans ⁠⑅ fuck jkr

[someloser-loverboy]

☆ intro post ig ☆

☆ ive changed my user a lot - if in doubt its probably me

☆ hi chat! im sam or charlie, i use he/him

☆ my pronouns card !! ☆ my airbuds !!

please don't send donation asks ^^

I AM A MINOR

☆ fandoms: marauders ☆ six of crows ☆ arcane ☆ carmen sandiego ☆ heartstopper ☆ the raven boys aftg ☆ doctor who ☆ aggtm ☆ httyd ☆ f1 ☆ hunger games ☆ stranger things ☆ young royals ☆ heartbreak high ☆ across/into the spiderverse ☆ lockwood and co ☆ nimona ☆ rwrb ☆ bbc sherlock ☆ murder most unladylike ☆ heated rivalry ☆ umbrella academy - should be updated regularly ish

☆ ships: lots of many. too many. feel free to ask and ill infodump but i dont think i can remember all of them rn

☆ dni: you support incest or rape, any homophobes, racists, transphobes, ableists, any bigots etc

☆⁠ music: hozier ☆ fatm ☆ conan gray ☆ noah kahan gorillaz ☆ ayesha erotica ☆ bowie ☆ mumford and sons ☆ lorde ☆ arctic monkeys ☆ lana del ray ☆ dominic fike ☆ naethan apollo ☆ tyler the creator ☆ a little billie ☆ descendants ☆ barns courtney ☆ musicals ☆ sofia isella ☆ bad bunny ☆ seb lowe ☆ winnetka bowling league ☆ - will be updated regularly

☆⁠ fics: i have no mouth and i must scream - wip / t4t jegulus / minor rosekiller and wolfstar / rated m ☆ allez hop (c'est du propre) - wip / snowboarders!jegulus / minor wolfstar, dorlene, marylily, rosekiller / rated m

[feefal]

pH balance in your mouth, and how it affects your teeth! Inspired by my dentist scolding me for my daily energi drink consumption, cause it’s apparently detrimental to the health of my enamel… whatever that means

why does battery acid have to taste so good…

[loristow]

bad wolf

[knighthans]

Naturally brown haired, bleached blond with blood red ends Marlene Mckinnon

[parcai]

fixed it.

[kairithemang0-fm]

anytime someone calls a he/him only trans man “they” an angel loses its wings

[flyin-shark]

I feel cheated. no one on Reddit told me that tumblr is a serotonin factory. Keep liking and reblogging my posts please thanks

[felixcloud6288]

Just don't fly too close to the sun.

[flyin-shark]

Throw me to the sun and I’ll get it pregnant

[strangehorse]

he understands the website your honour

[papercranesandpride]

I remember years ago, long enough ago that I was still using either Tiktok or Instagram regularly, because that's where I saw this, long enough ago that unfortunately I do not remember the username, I saw an older trans woman responding to a comment asking "how come we see trans women from your generation, but never trans men?" And her response was simple. "Unfortunately, it's because most of them are dead." Between lack of safe and legal abortions (which, hey, look what's an issue again), the HIV/AIDs crisis (which still is lacking in approved treatments for trans men, and they're still likely to be denied PrEP/PEP even when they should be eligible as sexually active queer men), and how many of them chose to take their own lives after being forced into marriages and other women's roles, a lot of the trans men that should be elderly right now did not make it.

And now, when I find myself making the mistake of going on Instagram, I get to see trans men themselves talking about how historically, trans men didn't do anything for the community, and so we need to step up now. Which, first of all, that isn't true, but second of all, if trans men's contributions are lesser, that makes a lot of sense if we listen to that trans woman talking about the trans men she was in community with back in the day. It's very hard to advance the trans cause if you're not alive.

Anyway. It's a really chilling answer. "Where are all the elderly trans men?" "They're dead." And I just wish more people saw that tiktok and listened to it and really took it to heart, now that we're in the age of "well obviously trans men have it so much easier."

[stardustpainter]

Ilya trying to outplay his demons

[rosiervalentine]

bella

andi

cissa

[yolkylemon]

💪 💦

ilya version

[yolkylemon]

myilya for those who believe

shane version

[limbel]

we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write gen fics. we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write character studies and stories with no focus on romance or sex. we have to get on our knees and thank the brave soldiers in fandom who write about minor characters and friendship and family with no focus on romance or sex. i know it’s hard to care about characters in a world that seems to only revolve around ships but i see you. and i love you

[billy-argues]

the t in tumblr stands for testosterone because i said so just now #transmascsforever

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

happy disability pride month to mean cripples, nasty addicts, people with down syndrome who arent nice and talk constant shit, wheelchair users that WILL run you over, autists that dont care and arent about to pretend to, people who lie to their psychiatrists, people that sit on the floor in public places with no benches, amputees that lie profusely about "what happened"; to the "noncompliant", the "drug seeking", the "mean", the "difficult" and the "undeserving", and so on and so forth, i love us all and we deserve the world actually mwah mwah

[maxmorkson]

Happy Pride, bite a transphobe today 💙

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the doctor down the street who gives me my T shots in a clinic so small that it's just two rooms was excited for me when she said my voice had dropped yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the receptionist who could see that I was a man didn't bat an eyelash when I asked to see the gynecologist and called me sir when he asked how I wanted to pay yes, India made legal gender change impossible but the barber cuts my hair exactly how I want it and never gave me strange looks for being in a men's salon not even back when I didn't pass as one

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my friends have always gendered me correctly and stick to it even when it confuses other people and my friend's little sibling calls me older brother in Kannada yes, India made legal gender change impossible but my dog learned my new name quicker than the humans and she runs to give me a kiss when she's told to without being confused about who's being referred to

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I can feel the Adam's apple growing in my throat and my muscles getting stronger, and my smile more real and I'm growing a beard, and I talk more freely

yes, India made legal gender change impossible but I'm here, and I'm alive, and so are you and there are good people, people who care and don't let them make you forget that-- you are not alone.