Courtney. Mama bear x3. Wife. 34. Philadelphia.❤️

Priors: Taylor Swift Street Team USA Founder and Main Contributor 2006-2011. Creator of SwiftSecrets Scrapbook. Currents: Married, mama of three littles… I'm still referring to Taylor like a close personal friend.

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We met in 2009. After being a fan for three years and you saving my life, I made a scrapbook for you and gave it to your dad. It was a compilation of our Swift Secrets... all the things your fans wanted to tell you but didn’t know how.

You let me cry on you and thanked me for making an effort in putting something like that together for you. I never understood your thankfulness for me because I was always 10x more thankful for you. As I told you that day, I was living my worst life and you pulled me out of it. You hugged me so tight and told me you were so happy we got to meet. I still cry reliving this day, ten years later.

And now here we are. I’m still here. I’m still me. I’m just happier. It was YOU that showed me all my sadness was temporary. It was YOU that helped me move past my darkness. I grew up, so did you but I never got to update you on where I am now. I’m a wife, and more importantly a mama to two toddlers who love you like family. When you said to point to the pictures and tell them your name, I did and I do.

These babies are here because you cared about me when few did. I hope one day I can show you what you helped create. Rules or no rules, I’ll be here for another 13 years... and then 13 more and then 13 more after that. Thank you for letting me cry on you, for letting me celebrate you, for helping me meet my best friend in the world, for giving a shit about some 21 year old kid who was older than you and yet looked up to everything you stood for. You’ve changed my life and maybe one day I can catch you up on all the new things you’ve missed in ten years. I’ll stay @taylorswift 💗

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I’m back @taylorswift, and I’ve got another kid! Time flies.

[aintmyjewelry]

all of us: “this is the worst moment in this fandom.”

taylor nation: 

[somethingfearless]

We met in 2009. After being a fan for three years and you saving my life, I made a scrapbook for you and gave it to your dad. It was a compilation of our Swift Secrets... all the things your fans wanted to tell you but didn’t know how.

You let me cry on you and thanked me for making an effort in putting something like that together for you. I never understood your thankfulness for me because I was always 10x more thankful for you. As I told you that day, I was living my worst life and you pulled me out of it. You hugged me so tight and told me you were so happy we got to meet. I still cry reliving this day, ten years later.

And now here we are. I’m still here. I’m still me. I’m just happier. It was YOU that showed me all my sadness was temporary. It was YOU that helped me move past my darkness. I grew up, so did you but I never got to update you on where I am now. I’m a wife, and more importantly a mama to two toddlers who love you like family. When you said to point to the pictures and tell them your name, I did and I do.

These babies are here because you cared about me when few did. I hope one day I can show you what you helped create. Rules or no rules, I’ll be here for another 13 years... and then 13 more and then 13 more after that. Thank you for letting me cry on you, for letting me celebrate you, for helping me meet my best friend in the world, for giving a shit about some 21 year old kid who was older than you and yet looked up to everything you stood for. You’ve changed my life and maybe one day I can catch you up on all the new things you’ve missed in ten years. I’ll stay @taylorswift 💗

[contrarianshit-89]

Self isolation mood:

[somethingfearless]

We met in 2009. After being a fan for three years and you saving my life, I made a scrapbook for you and gave it to your dad. It was a compilation of our Swift Secrets... all the things your fans wanted to tell you but didn’t know how.

You let me cry on you and thanked me for making an effort in putting something like that together for you. I never understood your thankfulness for me because I was always 10x more thankful for you. As I told you that day, I was living my worst life and you pulled me out of it. You hugged me so tight and told me you were so happy we got to meet. I still cry reliving this day, ten years later.

And now here we are. I’m still here. I’m still me. I’m just happier. It was YOU that showed me all my sadness was temporary. It was YOU that helped me move past my darkness. I grew up, so did you but I never got to update you on where I am now. I’m a wife, and more importantly a mama to two toddlers who love you like family. When you said to point to the pictures and tell them your name, I did and I do.

These babies are here because you cared about me when few did. I hope one day I can show you what you helped create. Rules or no rules, I’ll be here for another 13 years... and then 13 more and then 13 more after that. Thank you for letting me cry on you, for letting me celebrate you, for helping me meet my best friend in the world, for giving a shit about some 21 year old kid who was older than you and yet looked up to everything you stood for. You’ve changed my life and maybe one day I can catch you up on all the new things you’ve missed in ten years. I’ll stay @taylorswift 💗

[somethingfearless]

I don’t know about you, but Anniston is feeling 2!!! 

@taylornation13 @taylorswift, this little girl had a birthday on May 12th and we just haddddd to do it.

[somethingfearless]

Sleepy baby hands, initial necklaces, and @taylorswift merch. Story of my life.

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BEST FRIEND APPRECIATION POST because Taylor is the sole reason this relationship happened. Thank god for Myspace, thank god for Street Teams, thank god for Taylor Swift, and thank god that neither one of us were creepy old men trying to pick up chicks.

Our friendship has been through relatives dying, my marriage, the birth of my two babies, countless concerts and now HER wedding in May. We have stood in line in the heat and in the rain. We have stalked hotels and buses for longer than we should talk about. We have driven hours for ten minute conversations with our favorite people. This is what friendship is about. This is what a better half is.

Thank you Taylor for bringing this beautiful human into my life. She’s my soulmate and my favorite concert companion. I feel so lucky she’s mine. @taylorswift @taylornation @gru1989

[somethingfearless]

Thirteen years of being fans, 10 years of friendship. I’m so glad we got to spend the morning with you @taylorswift to celebrate! If you need to meet anyone, it’s @giana1222. You can skip over me, I’ll gladly take a back seat so she can tell you all you’ve done for her and how amazing this life has been with you in it. 💗

[giana1222]

If we could somehow magically get to meet Taylor together and explain what she’s done for us for over more than a decade it would be AMAZING!

[somethingfearless]

LOVERFEST EAST HERE WE COME 🥰

[somethingfearless]

This era is already special because it’s the first one where HE’S been aware and excited as well. If I could have told 19 year old Taylor Swift that my depressed ass would be sharing this with my own kid someday, she would have cried. So, now I’m crying. Thanks for asking.

[somethingfearless]

@taylorswift the next generation is being built 🥰

[hoaxibelieve]

fearless lyric edit request

[falsedeusa-deactivated20201028]

Miss Americana and The Heartbreak Prince (2019)

[demonsandarling]

outtake

[newromanticsinnewyorkportugal]

me when taylor said “I sold 7 million of that album before you did that, that’s what happened”

[lasttimes]

baby we’re the new romantics

[iwasjustdrinking]

i need to say...

[redlipclassicstyles]

‪light pink sky, up on the roof... sun sinks down, no curfew 💕🌅‬ @taylorswift

[lasttimes]

we found wonderland you and I got lost in it