Sometimes life hurts.

Sometimes you break. Keep going.

[sometimesyoubreak2]

How could someone come into your life and hurt you beyond belief when they said they loved you? HOW could you hurt me when you KNEW I was beyond hurt???? You deserve every bit of pain you ever feel. 

[sometimesyoubreak2]

i don't even know anymore. pretty sure i've lived life for too long by now

[sometimesyoubreak2]

I deserve better

I deserve so much better. I deserve a man who's going to take care of ME, not the other way around. Robert is a selfish, manipulative, lying jerk ! :/ stupid me for loving him so much 

[sometimesyoubreak2]

i fucked up. bad. its going to be ok though

[sometimesyoubreak2]

Why was i so fucking stupid 

[sometimesyoubreak2]

We're all fucked up in our own special ways

[sometimesyoubreak2]

It's starting to get bad

[sometimesyoubreak2]

If this what being in love feels like, I hope I feel this forever. 

[sometimesyoubreak2]

He's back. :)

[sometimesyoubreak2]

i didnt want to cut, but i did. fuck. 3-11-13

[sometimesyoubreak2]

is this what you call a family? SWS

[sometimesyoubreak2]

On the outside I smile and pretend

on the inside im dying , my life needs a good mend.

[sometimesyoubreak2]

My brother told me he hopes I die, and he also told me to get off the elliptical because I'm gonna break it because im fat. He doens't get that his words hurt me and each time makes me want to cut.  

[sometimesyoubreak2]

Hey the sun was shining today (:

[sometimesyoubreak2]

I think I just want to help people in my life. Help the people who are seen as the scum on the earth. after all, you have to love everybody if you want to get into Heaven.

[sometimesyoubreak2]

Today, February 2, 2013 i went to a funeral. A young boy, (20) by the name of Craig died. It literally breaks my heart. The most sad sound in the world is the sound of people crying from losing a loved one. May he rest in peace. I even cried. It breaks my heart in pieces, but it's a reminder that life is so delicate. There was this guys that was hangin out with Reuben. I dont know his name, but I do knows he's the song of Eugiene. He wore a long black trenchcoat, he had piercing blue eyes, snakebites, he wore eyerliner and black nail polish. He may be the most beautiful males I've ever seen . I still love Robert, but he was special... different. Not afraid to express himself. Anyways. what is life anyway?

[sometimesyoubreak2]

I hate you with a strong deep pasion that burns coldly within my soul

dad