everything I ever loved has claw marks on it

I don't know how to talk about the rabbit hole without accidentally inviting you to follow me down it.

[somnabulxst]

what do u do when u like really really want to die

[poetic-questions]

—Anaïs Nin, "The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934"

[nixscriptum]

[inkpressedpetals]

[mournfulroses]

Maggie Smith, from a poem titled "Self-Portrait as an Incomplete List of Mysteries," featured in A Suit or a Suitcase: Poems

[mournfulroses]

Tove Ditlevsen, from a poem featured in There Lives a Young Girl in Me Who Will Not Die: Selected Poems

[somnabulxst]

“Please understand that I was in pain. I never meant to ruin things. I never meant to ruin us.”

—

It’s confusing (via faded-and-dreaming)

This

[fearbelieflovephenomena]

[dogboyism]

[quietvoiced]

[ninadropdead-deactivated2023112]

  twenty one pilots // fake you out

[qvotable]

“Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was always just red.”

— Kait Rokowski

[sraah17]

[ithiliensunset]

"And what I really intended to say in the end remains unsaid."

-Franz Kafka

[qvotable]

I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.

Franz Kafka; The Metamorphosis

[inlovewiththemooon]

curled and at the brink of metamorphosis

[yungluv16]