[astraios-art]

Hikaru

[driftwoodwolf]

mixing

[keibay]

Dungeon Master Marcille... [ref]

[commissions]

[somnomantic]

BPD DONT YOU RUIN THIS FOR MEEE

[xxmigrainequeenxx]

1st sem to 3rd sem fem akeshu (congrats on your butch glow up akechi)

[somnomantic]

:’) my landlord just barged into my place while I was asleep demanding to use my bathroom, this might be it for me folks. My depression cave may just get me kicked out cause of how bad it is and he saw it all.

[somnomantic]

Nvm I overreacted, he said he’d help me do some cleaning and gave me a couple cookies while I had a little cry

[somnomantic]

:’) my landlord just barged into my place while I was asleep demanding to use my bathroom, this might be it for me folks. My depression cave may just get me kicked out cause of how bad it is and he saw it all.

[o0kawaii0o]

Decora Himiko! 💗💖💕

[marlowe-art]

sunlight through the cherry blossoms

[marlowe-art]

cherry blossom lane

[scoutology]

#crysobbing

[somnomantic]

Opening up about your living conditions (because of how bad the depression is) and having your very close friend say “we don’t live nearby and can’t meet in person but if I knew you in person I dunno what I would do man if you said all that to my face”. Said with a connotation of disgust. Right. This is why I can’t tell people anything that’s actually going on.

Anyways on top of that my bank has locked all access to my funds because I haven’t been able to pay minimum payments on a credit card (I was stupid at 20) I assume they are just going to take everything including my full next paycheck next month. So yaay no money for two and a half months. I have maybe like 2 weeks of food I can ration, and 20$ cash. So yeah life is super cool right now.

[somnomantic]

This just in: going out and doing things is good for your mental health

[freakoutgirl]

I don't trust anyone with my vulnerability except 10,000 strangers on Tumblr

[night-city-samurai]

tried making toga in another game i play

i think she came out pretty cute

[ukiki]

[somnomantic]

It’s like missing a limb but everyone else says it’s for the best; the limb was rotten from the beginning.

I kept trying to hold onto it. After all, it was a part of me. It hurt all the time, some times worse than others. But it was mine, and I didn’t want to let it go. The pain seemed to go away, for a while. It seemed to function almost exactly like I wanted it to, and I was just happy that it was looking healthy. Then one day you wake up and it’s rotted and visceral and the only way to save the rest of yourself is to cut it off.

I can’t talk about it. The lingering pain after the amputation. Sometimes I even feel the limb still there and it’s suffocating how much I wish it was. But everyone says “I told you. It was no good from the start. I’m proud of you for choosing this”.

I wish it wasn’t a choice I had to make in the first place.