chaotic cats

rus/eng | fictives | he/him

[sonchicircus]

୧ 。 𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐂𝐢𝐫𝐜𝐮𝐬 🎪 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 | 𝐃𝐞𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐬 ° ৲৲

body 23 y. o. | me 16-18 y. o.

ʿ ୭ Hello, world. We're a fictives from circus sys. don't talk to much about our collective.. All eyes on us. ~

C-PTCD, OSDD-1b, depression and anxiety disorders.

traumagenic system. collective name «sonchi». collective pronounce [ any > they ].

circus members 𝆹𝅥 🎪 ⎯

⎯ ✧ ʾʾ .fictive staff ݁ ᚐ 𓏲 ˚ .

⎯ ✧ ʾʾ .madness 🍁 ݁ ᚐ 𓏲 ˚ .

⎯ ✧ ʾʾ .zuku 🍃 ݁ ᚐ 𓏲 ˚ .

⎯ ✧ ʾʾ .shintoshi 🪻 ݁ ᚐ 𓏲 ˚ .

⎯ ✧ ʾʾ .alterro 🫀 ݁ ᚐ 𓏲 ˚ .

[sonchicircus]

[valtsv]

i'll bite the hand that feeds me. i'll just bite in general actually honestly i don't need an excuse.

[valtsv]

i won't be jealous or upset if you hang out with other people while we're dating because i'm a normal person with reasonable expectations in a relationship. however if you kill anyone without me it's over. we're done.

[villainsandvictimsalliance]

The lov being toga's found family :

Mr. Compress worried about her going alone and telling at Dabi to do something about it.

Tomura promising Toga her dreams are safe in the future he's planning.

Tomura letting Toga hug him.

Twice doing all he can to go and apologize to her, tell her how important she is and giving back her handkerchief when he's dying.

Dabi burning her old home and giving her Twice's blood, along with a speech to make her smile.

Spinner asking her to be careful and please return to them.

Tomura promising her revenge for Magne and not acting violent when she literally puts a knife to his throat.

Spinner admiring her for being such a free spirit.

Mr. Compress screaming he loves them all.

Dabi having friendly banter with her.

Twice saving her in My Villain Academia and overcoming his trauma in order to protect her.

[sonchicircus]

sharing my blog with some idiots still. only me and some hero-villain kids. sometimes it's biomechanical entities. sometimes we're too blurred for knowing who's living our life now.

[sonchicircus]

And for alterro and her new friend! u can use our moodboards for free btw, if u want.

[sonchicircus]

for alterro's blog

[sonchicircus]

braid the wind in my short hair.

melt like the first snow on your lips.

im so afraid of saying goodbye forever.

why can't it just be only my dream?

⏝︶  𓋜 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑦 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒. 𝑖𝑚 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒. 𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒. 𝑖𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙.

𝑎𝑡. 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒. 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒.  ִֺ۪ ⸝ ⸝ ♡̶

[poisonwings]

─── ఌ︎.┆ Apex Neon: Hawks Protocol ˚.⋆ֹ

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ᨒᨒ ོ ᨒ↟ 𖠰

I created this art thinking about a Cyberpunk AU. But it would also be excellent if he gained a pair of mechanical wings in the canon.

I plan to create more Hawks Cyberpunk art! I love drawing mechas.

Art by me, Manu Kwaracy. 🦂

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

[sonchicircus]

By the way, the thing about these tags. None of us really understand who we are or what we are. No, we're like a collective. We're the alters But damn it. Beyond that, the information is still being erased.

Like what are we? Me, zuku, attero and etc. Fictives? Fictionkins? Irl fictive characters? Attero actually cat. So he may be alterhuman? Nonhuman? How do you know who you are? How do you understand it? How do you stay confident in it???

I'm not asking why you need these labels(?). Obviously, it makes it easier to find someone who can understand, but...(´。＿。｀) I don't understand it. Just how? (｡;＿;｡) bruhhhh.

[sonchicircus]

Funny thing. I lost my eye long time ago. It was only me. By myself. Aaand when I wake up, [and I wake up when things are really bad, because, oh, damn it, Dazai Osamu is ur protector], I can't see with the eye I lost. but it's actually there! it's not an empty socket! but I still can't feel it or see it, and I'm always sure that my feelings are real. it doesn't hurt, but it's weird and funny as hell.

[sonchicircus]

it's funny that

we both wore

masks on our

faces.

I've already taken it off, but you're still hiding, and hiding, and hiding. . . . hiding the truth. to avoid getting stung even more.

[sonchicircus]

dazai: don't look for odasaku, because it's not going to end well.

beast!nachahara: don't look for his boss, because his boss is dead.

damnnn.

[sonchicircus]

host: why are we crying?

attero: alterro read about her source and she felt very sad that she couldn't save her and kill everyone for her.

host: . . . 0% condemnation, 100% comprehension.

[yebyyhfushi]

Parkour!!

[x-mendacium]

me: “yeah, i am not a system... probably not.”

also me when something bad happens: “i need to kill that woman.” “we can't!” “she's just stupid, leave her be.” (all overlapping)