[diaryofloveloss]

[idek-how-do-ifeel]

I hate to admit it but I'm not strong enough to starve myself. Not anymore, and I hate that

[delph1e]

"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder

[futurmexx]

her arms ugh

[theonethatcant]

“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating 

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy 

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it 

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't 

- body dysmorphia 

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed 

[ohnoregrettio]

Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

[skinny-witchy-bitch]

@mari_malibu on insta

[thin-visible]

i love how good it feels a couple days into fasting and the hunger doesn’t bother you anymore and you just feel like everything is going to be okay and that you know you’re going to lose weight since you’re not eating.

[patheticgay48]

I MADE THIS MEME YEEHAW

[patheticgay48]

I MADE THIS MEME YEEHAW

[water-babiee]

gaining weight SUCKS and i want to CRY and also eat everything in the kitchen but i also want to starve but i also want to eat normally but i also want to exercise but i also want to purge but i also just want to enjoy life ugH

[skinnylittlethought]

Egg Puffs!! 60 Calories for the entire batch!!!

I can’t find the original post for these but!!! I wanted to share how mine came out and they are delicious! I opted for a little bit of vanilla extract and they are perfectly sweet!! if anyone can find the post I’d love to give credit, but I’ll put the instructions down beloww

Ingredients:

3 egg whites

1 tsp of baking powder

A couple drops of vanilla extract

A tiny bit of salt

Tsp of oil of your choice

Set oven to 350

Combine all ingredients in a bowl and whisk until nice peaks form and you can turn the bowl upside down (I suggest an electric whisk, hand whisking takes forever)

take a sheet tray, cover with aluminum foil, and oil ( if you don’t have enough oil they stick and it’s a nightmare)

Take a spoon and dolup mixture onto pan

Bake for 10 minutes, or until tops are golden brown

Enjoy!! I added a bit of cinnamon for sweetness 💕💓💗

[macrescit]

i miss when i used to eat 500 calories a day and that was enough

[soon2bthin]

Same lol

[sadlazyana]

My fbi agent watching me download tumblr again after another failed recovery

[soon2bthin]

Here I am 2 years later, back on tumblr, after gaining back everything, all of my hard work for nothing..

[skinnyteenn]

[thin-is-my-middle-deactivated20]

College

It’s so hard to walk around feeling my fat just hang off of me like some sort of leech to my pace. Seeing all the skinny and flawless girls in large tee shirts covering their completely fat free thighs. They are always so happy surrounded by their other skinny friends while I trek to my own solitude toward class.

“I will finally be skinny” I say to myself. Every step of those stairs to class, every half mile walk to home and back, every time I say “no thank you I’m full” is a step closer to being my goal. And I am so ready….

[s-w-e-e-t--dispostion]

Must. Not. Eat.