살면서 죽어간다

[happyheidi]

… 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟

[surqrised]

“I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put in words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.”

— Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

[lmm-43]

In my “???” era

[metamorphesque]

—Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[That’s what the world is, after all: an endless battle of contrasting memories.]

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Sue zhao/Ryan O'Connell

[lmm-43]

We hurt our own feelings by thinking we mean more to ppl than we really do.

[cache-e]

“Everything is burning, my soul, body, outside, inside, heart, flesh. Do you understand? Do you really understand?”

María Casares, from a letter to Albert Camus written c. March 1952

[flowerytale]

The Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1944–1947

[theoptia]

Marguerite Duras, from The Easy Life

Text ID: I was no one, I had neither name nor face. Moving through August, I was: nothing.

[frachella]

[frachella]

[chaoticneutralwife]

i hate when im just being myself but myself is wrong

[slwtforb4rbiturates]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[karlvsn-deactivated20240312-dea]

[konoko]

my brain is so fucked up that all I've ever dreamed of is someone loving me