✮ for him to not be phased by the pinch of teeth because he’s used to the antics
✮ sit on his lap all the time. when he’s playing games and I walk into the room I want him to be disappointed if I don’t go over and sit on his lap.
✮ for him to move the blanket from his lap and adjust his arms to make room for me before I sit on him, like it’s the only possible seat despite the couches and armchairs.
✮ Imagine holding him while watching a movie on his couch, a hand in his hair just playing and lightly tugging where his hair was tickling your midriff, your hand putting him to sleep despite his insistence on watching a movie together, him leaving soft kisses against your stomach to try and keep himself awake, and that not working because soon enough soft snores were coming from him
✮ imagine walking up behind him in the morning while he’s making breakfast, hugging him from behind and leaving little kisses across his back muscles. being able to trail kisses across scars your nails left last night.
✮ a lazy sunny sunday morning, lying in his bed even if he’s already started his day, sun streaming in through the windows. belly down on the mattress, face first into a pillow, blankets tangled around your legs as you try to sleep in, one leg crooked in a way that can’t be good for your back but still feels the most comfortable and just so happens to make your ass look great,
✮ he comes into the room and sits on the edge of the bed, leaning down a little, murmuring to wake you up.
✮ what gets the job done is his hand moving softly up and down the back of your thigh, resting against the curve of your cheek where it meets your thigh.
✮ and if you end up making him close the blinds and dragging him back to bed – so that you can bury your head into his chest rather than the pillow – that's nobody's business, especially not when he agrees with a light spank to your bum as he's getting comfortable in the bed.
"I'm just a girl☺️🥰💖💞💅🌺🌷🦄" when you were eight and the teacher said she needed some strong boys to carry something you used to be furious, and when you convinced them to let you help, you carried twice as many chairs as the boys with the righteous anger of a girl who knew she was just as capable as them. Where did that go?
it’s fucking wild because one day you’re like i guess i’m not dying tragically young and you go to the store and you buy dental floss, ingredients for soup, and a bath mat
* casually have my leg or arm over him in public and feel him tracing circles or something over my skin. i want to feel like comfort for him and vice versa
* call him pretty even though he’d probably be so embarrassed by it cmon baby i wanna see u blush
* leave little half hickeys and red marks everywhere, mostly just for my eyes bc im possessive but id love to be marked everywhere stake your claim on me 😩
* giggle together in bed trading embarrassing stories and tidbits about our lives, tit for tat
* tease him a little when we’re parting ways, like drop me home but before i leave the car im gonna give u a lil snog. hopefully leave you a little breathless
cw// fluff, overuse of pet names (baby, pretty girl, gorgeous, etc), slight smut and suggestive content, fembodied!reader, poor grammar, can’t think of anything else but lmk if i should add something!
younger!bf who tries to make you laugh like it’s his only purpose in life, like it’s an achievement every time it happens even though you give laughs out freely
younger!bf who started off with cheesy nicknames as a joke ‘light of my life’, ‘beautiful girl’, ‘my pretty baby’
younger!bf who now thrives off of cheesy pet names, who calls you baby every other sentence, who gets pouty when you call him by his name, “baby please what did i do, what’s wrong”
younger!bf who doesn’t get jealous but instead possessive, he knows you’re his but that doesn’t mean he should be okay with sharing
younger!bf who’s a little naive when it comes to planning dates so when the place is actually closed because it’s a public holiday when disaster strikes he gives you a sheepish look but tries his hardest to fix it
younger!bf who when he does get it right is very unsubtly preening for your affection and praises on how good a job he’s done
younger!bf when you’re busy working on a project your clingy!bf who can be pouty and whiny on the best of days just because you’re not giving him all the attention he wants, forget work he’ll fund your lifestyle if it means you quit your job and only have to focus on him for the rest of your life
younger!bf who says as much ‘as a joke’ but if you said you wanted to quit work and be a sahgf he would be all for it
younger!bf who loves hearing just how good he’s being and how perfect he is for you
younger!bf who’s equally submissive as he is dominant, who can take control or give it up freely, who decides how he wants to act based on what you’re feeling and what you need today
“tell me what you need today baby”
“we don’t have to do anything at all”
“we can just cuddle, or i can leave you alone if you need some space”
“you can take control, own me if that’s what you want”
“whatever you’d like, pretty girl”
younger!bf who goes down on you like it’s exam day and he’s been studying all week to make sure he nails it
younger!bf who begs for every touch, every taste, any little piece of yourself that you’ll allow him
“please, i’ve been waiting for you all day”
pretty eyes staring up at you, waiting patiently for you to allow him some of your time
younger!bf who moans and whimpers so prettily while you tease him. your nails running over his chest and nowhere else is torture but he’ll take anything he can get from you. utterly obsessed.
younger!bf who breathes you in, who embarrasses you by how deeply entranced he is by your cunt
muffled between your thighs “everything, you’re everything”
“i could die here”
“i can’t remember my life without you here, a goddess walking the earth” he says it with a joking tone but the adoration in his eyes is almost frighteningly intense.
it would be frightening if you didn’t feel the exact same way about him
younger!bf who’s an overachiever, who takes care of you, who wants to make sure you’re beyond satisfied, to say screw you to anyone who underestimated your relationship with him, to anyone who said he wasn’t mature enough or man enough for you
younger!bf who knows just how to twist his words to make sure he gets what he wants
“c’mon, one more for me baby please, i know you can do it” “just cum one more time for me”
“don’t you think i deserve another one gorgeous? you told me you’d always tell me when i was doing good, show me please”
its never just once more
younger!bf who talks you through it, who knows how to be commanding when that’s what you need from him, who knows how to let you shut your brain off and just follow instructions
*over the phone* “i know it was tough today, do you just want to stay on the line with me? i’ll be back tomorrow night” — “of course i’ll help you pretty girl, just lay back for me and listen to my voice yeah?”
younger!bf who above all prioritises your safety and how you’re feeling
“i know you’re tired baby, but you promised me one more”
“remind me of your safe words beautiful, c’mon you know what they are, tell me what they mean”
“okay so you know your safe words, traffic lights pretty girl, you can tap out whenever you like, don’t be afraid to use them, i won’t be mad i promise”
“give me a colour baby, can you give me another one?”
a shaky nod, a breathy exhale
“words for me beautiful”
‘green’ “ohh my perfect girl, you’re too good to me” a stroke of your hair, a kiss on your forehead, before he’s back between your legs, thighs clasped around his head, suffocating him, allowing himself to be suffocated, you trying to muffle your moans, biting down on your own hand before he snatches it from you, entwining it with his own and puppeting your other hand to grasp onto his hair
younger!bf who says everything outright because who has time to be coy
“harder baby”
“pull it like you mean it”
younger!bf who surprises himself every-time with just how loud he is when you finally do listen, tugging at his hair and inciting something deep within him. every-time.
younger!bf who will spend the early am’s running you a bath, shampooing your hair, and changing the sheets while you’re still hazy from the countless “just one more for me”s he managed to pull out of you
younger!bf who loses himself in you and welcomes it every-time
younger!bf who prides himself on being utterly and publicly devoted to you
i have this unrealistic fantasy in my head where if you calmly and logically explain something to someone perfectly they will understand your position and gain knowledge from the exchange. unfortunately in the real world this does not happen often
BREAKING: Actors Zoé de Grand’Maison and Christopher Briney hospitalized with severe back injuries due to carrying the entirety of “The Summer I Turned Pretty” third season on their backs.
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