[tankhall]

custom matching teeth rings by liver of sulfure for kris and i with teeth pulled from my head

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

Totally F***ed Up (Gregg Araki, 1993)

[vqtkufi]

‘Hide me there, under the leaves’

@tankhall

my heart is breaking

[sweatermuppet]

i understand its chronic pain but every day seems a bit excessive

[sophucui]

i wouldn’t know belonging if it shot me in the head

[sophucui]

[pulldrone-deactivated20240307]

all i have are these ways i feel

[sophucui]

every whore gets into heaven

[tankhall]

janie ink for marlee ♡

[tankhall]

[sophucui]

gifted a stolen gardenia to my dream girl and kissed my penpal on the lips tonight

[housofpsychoticwomn]

ethel cain @ vega, copenhagen

by me

[wrongsara-deactivated20220716]

Joanna Newsom Photographed by Sylvia Plachy

[sophucui]

because surrender is sweet

because you always hurt the one you love

[tankhall]

2027 ; i will pay you to keep your hand over my mouth

[sophucui]

my first memory is the deep end of the community pool. i was too young for school, and my mom hoped i would entertain myself while she sunbathed. i didn’t yet know how to swim, but i did know i wasn’t supposed to get in the water without floaties. my fat little toes were burning on the concrete, ten pink starbursts. i needed relief. mama wasn’t looking, so i ran to the pool’s edge and i jumped. the water is what i remember most. halfway between the surface and the bottom, it held me in its cool and quiet blue. though i knew i couldn’t breathe, i wasn’t afraid. i felt safe suspended in that stillness, somehow filled with perfect peace despite my empty lungs. the feeling left as suddenly as it arrived when s stranger dove in after me, their strange hands ripping me from my peace. i was furious, but too small to fight their grasp. who was this person? in my memory they have no face. but i remember the rage at being pulled away from my new home in the blue. i never could have stayed in the water, i would have drowned. but i’ve spent my whole life of learning to live on land trying to get back to that feeling.

[tankhall]

photography by @expiredidealist