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Sideblog for fun where I write IC as various OCs

Feel free to ask any of them questions.

Some can be found on my toyhou.se, CherrySorbet

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I was made to be a vessel. And yet....

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I think my sister and I being left alone for days on end when we were kids would have fucked me up a lot more if I didn't have Pip.

#that's the fun part of your parents always being so busy. Lol #pip's mom is so kind to me #i wonder if it's out of pity #it probably is #my sister and i are 'rich kids' but at what cost #delete this later

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BELIAL I KNOW YOU'RE VAGUEBLOGGING ABOUT ME. AS SOON AS CHARLIE STOPS BEING A STICK IN THE MUD I'M GONNA FUCKING GET YOU.

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I'm scared of the day that it all becomes too much and I lose myself too. I dreamed that it happened again. I saw the fear in their eyes and I saw his heart shatter but I couldn't stop. I couldn't stop I couldn't stop I couldn't stop I couldn't stop I couldn't stop I couldn't stop I heard them all screaming and I heard them yell for me again and again and I woke up to it. I woke everyone up because of it. I'm sorry. I'll make it up to all of you. That's what I do best! I'll take care of the problem and any others.

I think I should go outside. I wonder if I can recognize any of the constellations.

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Hello? Can anyone hear me?

The city is still silent and there's still no motion to any of it. My home is stuck in a similar stasis. The leaves in the trees don't shift as I hear the wind.

I've started to see green as of late. The sunflowers and buttercups in my field are even more vivid than I could have imagined.

I hope that soon I'll be able to visit someone, or maybe someone will visit me. I've only ever seen one other person no matter if I wake up at home or in an unfamiliar location. If you happen to get this, please come by. I miss you as much as you miss her.

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Gabriel is absolutely and entirely troublesome. I understand that I, an angel, exist to serve justice righteously and they, a demon, exist to do nothing except cause trouble. However, they did not have a good reason to drown that entire family. If one of them had, say, murdered another human it would have been acceptable, but alas. Do not make me aware of my own hypocrisy. That human was meddling in affairs that it had no place in and the death it got was not anywhere near enough. Even then, I trapped its spirit on Earth to live with its loved ones! I would say I was merciful in this, really.

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WHYYYYY does Theodore insist on climbing trees when he knows that he can't get down from them. Every single time I hear him yelling about how he needs help.

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It's quiet.

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I've been thinking about journaling for a while! Something to do to stay busy while we're all stuck here at the very least. I had been taking pictures and putting them in a bunch of photo albums I found lying around my room one day. It's nice to do, and it helps keep me together, so this seemed like something else to add to it.

I also feel like it could help the others too. Leaving something behind aside from an empty bed, I mean. Something for everyone else to remember, proof of it all. I hope it helps, at least.

I know I'm a ticking time bomb and I know everyone else knows that too. And it's scary to know I don't have a choice on if I end up hurting them or not. After yesterday it's hard not to worry about.

At least I have my bell, even if I wish the others didn't react they way they do. Sorry if I never ended up saying it.

I'm going to go do what I can to help set things up.