* 𝓢𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹 / ˢᵗᵘᵖᶦᵈ

𝓢𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝓙𝑼𝑫𝑬 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝓢𝑰𝑵 .

[sororisatan]

                                               𝔂𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒ˊ𝑠 𝒏𝒐 𝒈𝒐𝒅, 𝓻 𝓲 𝓰 𝓱 𝓽  ?

indie , private , semi - selective 

             𝖘𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝖊𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖈𝖊 , 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝖘𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖙.  (  𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑦 / 𝑠𝘩𝑒 |  21 )

                                              trigger warning for religious themes and utter blaspheme .

carrd  ( heavily under co. )            other links pending . . .

[sororisatan]

“ you have all the answers right in front of you. you just need to look at it differently. ” — from Oliver Thredson

                                                 𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔡𝔬𝔴 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔱𝔰 .

   𝖙𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 she tries very hard to keep confusion out of soft features, the pinching together of pale brows is the revelation that she doesn’t quite understand the doctor’s words.        while it doesn’t entirely not make sense ( for mary had unleashed something of an interrogation on the 𝓰𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝓭𝖔𝖈𝖙𝖔𝖗, concealed in a smile & saccharine tones ),  she can’t help but question the cryptic statement, it having turned that little seed of a question into full bloom.  

  she’d dealt with enough of doctor arden to know when suspicion is warranted —— but her worry had teetered along the line of patient safety, whether or not inducing vomiting to stimuli was heathy for mind, or body . . . now she wonders if there is something she is missing entirely.  she feels stupid.                ❛  right, ❜    she nods, as though following an order. a smile is offered to doctor thredson,  though embarrassment burns hot in her cheeks.    

                           ❛ i’m sorry for asking so many questions —   i— i know it isn’t my place, i just — ms. lana isn’t eating, and i worried — we’ve lost so many patients, already ... ❜

[sororisatan]

“ There’s certainly more to you than meets the eye, isn’t there? ” from Father Kastner !

                                                  𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔡𝔬𝔴 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔦𝔫𝔰𝔭𝔦𝔯𝔢𝔡 𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔱𝔰 .

   𝖙𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐥𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬, devil tugging at marionette strings : the manipulation of a smile along the nun’s lips.             that there is —— but whether or not the 𝓭𝖊𝖆𝖗 𝓯𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 is aware of what, exactly, that is remains to be seen.  the wolf wears the sheep’s clothing well, a perfect feint of stupidity & innocence the key to the pearly white gates of others’ ignorance. but what if they hadn’t been inconspicuous enough ?  what if the aforementioned secret beneath the veil is more than, say, the assumption of intelligence beneath a naive mask. what if it’s the assumption that there is more life, more soul  ( or lack thereof )  to mary eunice than the flesh-prison vessel presented to the public ?  

                ❛ oh, i’m not sure, father, ❜   dainty hands fiddle with themselves, cheeks forced a coy shade of pink.    ❛ i try not to keep any secrets. secrets are like lies — and lying is a sin. ❜

[sororisatan]

{ 𝐒 ;; Work is kicking my arse, but I will be here !!!! I will!!!

[sororisatan]

                          𝖎  𝓴𝖓𝖔𝖜  𝓮𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 , 

                                                      𝓲'𝒎  𝓽𝒉𝒆  𝕯𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑳 .  

     indie, private & selective 𝖘𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝖊𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖈𝖊,                                                         penned with love by 𝖘𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖙 .  (  they / she  ,  21  )       carrd. 

[sororisatan]

                          𝖎  𝓴𝖓𝖔𝖜  𝓮𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 , 

                                                      𝓲'𝒎  𝓽𝒉𝒆  𝕯𝑬𝑽𝑰𝑳 .  

     indie, private & selective 𝖘𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖞 𝖊𝖚𝖓𝖎𝖈𝖊,                                                         penned with love by 𝖘𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖙 .  (  they / she  ,  21  )       carrd. 

[soulprompts]

“𝙎𝙃𝘼𝘿𝙊𝙒 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝘽𝙊𝙉𝙀” - 𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙋𝙄𝙍𝙀𝘿 𝙋𝙍𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙏𝙎.

hi friends!! basically, i watched the teaser trailer for season 2 of shadow and bone, got excited, began to reread the soc duology, and then these happened! or rather, i found an ancient unpublished fic i wrote after the first time i read the duology, and decided to make that a problem for everyone else! i hope you all enjoy these, you don’t need to have seen the show nor read the books, i actually think many of these are fairly fandomless! i just wanted to explain my inspiration! DON’T ADD TO THIS LIST! i’ll make more lists like this one! ily all, bon appetit, go forth and write or read or nap or watch tv or something!

“ my goodness, you’re not nearly as stupid as you look! ”

“ you have all the answers right in front of you. you just need to look at it differently. ”

“ don’t presume that you know me just because you’ve heard a few rumors and read a few articles. ”

“ there’s certainly more to you than meets the eye, isn’t there? ”

“ i urge you to remember exactly who it is you’re talking to. because while others might appreciate your tone, i assure you, i do not. ”

“ i’m concerned that you mightn’t understand what discreet means. because the path of chaos you’ve just created is exactly the opposite of discreet. ”

“ you owe me a favour. i’m here to collect. ”

“ i thought it was a good time to pay you a visit. it’s been so long, after all; and we have so much to catch up on. ”

“ you are not your father/mother/parent’s child. not by anything other than blood, and that’s not even on the spectrum of importance. ”

“ i was wrong about you. ”

“ you know, i was warned not to get involved with you. people insisted it was a fool’s decision. but i held out hope that you’d prove them wrong. now’s your chance. ”

“ i’m not the sort of person to fuss over hurt feelings. you’re either of value to me, or you’re worthless. so prove to me that you’re not the latter. ”

“ you honestly think i don’t know where you go each night? i’m not blind nor an idiot. i just trust your ability to return home unharmed. ”

“ have you told anyone else about this? ”

“ there are no children anymore. only survivors. childhood and innocence are luxuries afforded to the privileged. not us. ”

“ i offered you an opportunity once. to build a better world together. we both know how that turned out. and now, you come crawling back, begging for… what? mercy? forgiveness? ”

“ i’m with you. always. no matter what happens, i will be right by your side. do you understand? ”

“ we’re a team, aren’t we? teams stick together. even when the leader is being a prick. ”

“ …i was really worried about you, you know. you scared me earlier. and i’m not saying it to make you feel bad, it’s just… promise me you’ll tell me if things get bad again? ”

“ i can’t pretend to understand all this stuff you’ve got going on. but i do promise that i’ll be here to help you through it all. alright? ”

“ there’s a job that needs to be done before we get to work on the big task. that’s why i’m here. you’ll be helping me/us to complete both jobs. payment upon completion. ”

“ you and i aren’t as different as you want to believe. that must be why you’re so angry. because looking at me, all that i’ve done… it’s like looking in a mirror. isn’t it? ”

“ people are scared. they need a leader. and right now, like it or not, they’re looking to you. so go on. lead us. ”

“ you’ve come up with some really insane plans over the years, but this is just defying any amount of belief. ”

“ look. i don’t care if people underestimate me. i actually enjoy it. they see me as an idiot, they drop their guard, the end. but i need you to know that i’m not an idiot. okay? ”

“ people have died. we can’t let that go unpunished. ”

“ the world is changing. and if we don’t get ahead of it, then they’ll be the ones to decide what it changes into. ”

“ right! what’s the plan, then? and god help the lot of us if you don’t have one. ”

“ not all of us can afford the luxury of a conscience. ”

“ don’t make the deadly mistake of presuming my actions reflect weakness. too many have made that same presumption. and not a single one of them lived to tell the tale. ”

“ you’re scared. i can tell. the shaking, the look in your eye… you want to run. don’t. you’ll waste precious time and energy, and you’ll need it all if you want to live. ”

“ everything is gone. it’s all smoke, ruin, obliterated. is that our legacy now? our reputation? destruction, devastation, death? is that who we are? ”

“ we’ve fought against powerful enemies before, but this is beyond that. if we want to get out of this alive, we need to be smarter, stronger, better than we’ve ever been before. ”

“ don’t forget why we’re here. there’s far more at stake than our lives if this goes wrong. ”

“ you’re the only person here i trust. we need to stick together, watch each other’s backs. just because everything’s changed, doesn’t mean we have to, too. ”

“ i can’t think of anyone i’d rather be doing this crazy, ridiculous, nearly definitely lethal mission with. let’s go out with a bang, eh? ”

“ you people are completely insane. but you’re also insufferably good at this sort of thing. so let’s go save the world, shall we? ”

“ why are we fighting so hard to save the lives of people who hate us, anyway? ”

“ you’re the best there is at this sort of thing. i’d hate to see the one who got the better of you… ”

“ look at them all. going around, fussing over money, clothes, land… do they ever realize what’s going on around them? do they ever see the bigger picture as we do? ”

“ you’re clever. good. it’s nice to have a challenge. but you should know now, you’ll want to be a hell of a lot smarter than that if you want to go up against me. ”

“ you and i both know the risks. we both know what people like them are capable of. tell me it’s all okay, and i won’t question you. but if it isn’t… we need to be ready. ”

“ it’s lonely and vicious at the top. i can handle that. but you… you wouldn’t survive five minutes of this life. ”

“ you can’t survive in this world without growing a thicker skin, and erasing that naive belief that you can trust anyone you meet. least of all me. ”

“ if you’re knocking on my door, i can only imagine it means you’re here to collect. and by your demeanour, it’s one hell of a favor you’ll be asking, too. ”

“ i understand your anger. i’ve lived with that sort of rage for many years of my life. but you need to set it aside, understand? we need you calm if we want to get out of here. ”

“ oh, don’t get all sentimental. i saved your life because you’re worth more to me alive than dead. it doesn’t signify any degree of care or affection. ”

“ you have one hell of an inflated ego, you know that? we were told this job was impossible. that’s not a challenge. that’s a fact. it is not possible. even for you. ”

“ i’ve heard it all before. one more job. one more mission. one last heist. but there’s always more. it’s like some sort of obsession for you. searching for another thrill. ”

“ enough! this is it! don’t you see that?! we almost died! you almost got killed! if the saints are kind enough to save us today, it’s only so we can quit while we’re ahead! ”