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trash photography side blog to @rogersstevegrant

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Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a loyal spirit within me.

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i’m not whole.

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i am getting closer to my point of break and i can feel it in every inch of my body

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Atom, thinking about how much we ship bughead. Uff too lovely.

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i’ve been feeling like shit for so long, having this huge hurt on my chest that i really don’t know how to let it go

i think about the few people that love me and they are the only thing that keeps me from drowning

i’m so afraid of dissapointing them, so afraid, i shake of fear

i want to cry everywhere, which is something so strange in me, i mostly never cry, and when i do, it’s mostly hidden from everything and everyone, yet today i found myself holding back the tears while i was going “home” on the bus and i cry alone in this city, in this room that i live while i’m on college, i cry because i miss so much, i hurt so much, i’m afraid and i feel so alone

most days i can’t seem to be able to hold the things that i used to

i can’t seem to be able to hold myself together

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it’s been 7 years since my baby dog passed away, i miss him a lot, sometimes too much

i don’t know if there’s such thing as missing more than i should but uhmm i guess i feel that a lot

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How hard can it be for them to take things serious????

I can't stop my brain from thinking tragic shit, right now.

Please, stop.

We are talking about humans.

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What a strange week,

I tried not to feel it so hard

but I did it anyways,

I am going to miss you

even when I thought that I wouldn’t

even when I didn’t want to

but I will.

I’ve been thinking,

maybe -sometimes- I wanted for you to love me

or show me a little of the love to showed to them,

too bad I never felt it.

I wish I would’ve.

Now,

I never will.

Please know that I’m trying,

I’m really trying to forgive

everything,

hopefully one day I will

because I want to,

because I hate to feel this way.

However, I’m sending you a big hug to wherever you are.

I guess I love you.

[mrs-lux-blog]

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went to visit my brother and somehow we ended up in Viña, lmao

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This one goes for you, blue like the sky, blue like the sea, calm like the sun, calm like the sand. Please, rise. Please, rise.

We lost you, you decided it was the time for you to end your life. Please, please know that I will never forget you, that I never did. Thank you for choosing me to help you at school, by the time it was just a simple thing, but please know that I was honored, still am. A big hug to wherever you are right now.

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sometimes i feel so sad, 

i don’t even know why, 

i just do

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