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So you decided to Rush?

Awe Rush, A wonderful experience of stress, endless amounts of small talk and possibly joining a cult. Just kidding!

But Rush can be a bit overwhelming and insane at times, as someone who was not a legacy, I had no idea what I was getting into. I rushed this year (2017) and was somehow accepted into a chapter (Sorority.)

But sorority life didn’t end up being for me, although I think it can be…

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My Skin Care Routine

Hello all! I have Normal/Combination skin and this is what I use on a regular basis to keep my skin in check! I don’t have a tone of acne, my pores tend to be kind of small and my skin tone is pretty even most of the time and I blame it all on these products. Cleanser: I alternate between these two cleansers depending on what my skin needs at the moment. I tend to use the Cetaphil for…

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#acne #cerave #cleanser #clinique #combo skin #forumula 10.0.6 #moisturizer #normal skin #philosphy #pores #Rosacea #Skincare #toner

Dear reader, i hope you never have to feel the way I do right now. I hope you never feel so lost or helpless that all you can do is shake and cry until you can pull it together. I hope you never feel this way. I hope you never know what its like to got through something horrible and then have history repeat itself again years later. I hope that the feeling of being right about a bad thing never hits you. I hope you never feel this way. I hope you never feel angry at yourself for not doing enough. I hope you don’t cry harder when people hug you because you feel weak. I hope you never feel this way. I wish I didn’t feel this way.

The only good thing about bad things happening is that it gets to a point where it can only get better. I hope none of you ever get that low.

Help me

There are days where i’m happy.

There are days where i’m not.

There days where I can’t get out of bed in the morning.

There are days I can.

There are days where walking down a hallway feeling like i’m being choked.

There days where I can breath normal.

There are days where I can’t stop laughing.

There are days when I can’t laugh.

There are days where I hold the tears back and can keep it together.

There are days where its just to much and I can’t hold it in anymore.

There are days where I feel like nothing is possible.

There are days where i feel like I can do anything.

There are days where I miss you more than anything.

But...

There are no days where I don’t miss you.

There are no days that I wish you weren’t there to share with me.

There are no days that I wish you weren’t with me in that hallway.

There are no days that i wish you weren’t there laughing with me.

There are no days that I wish you weren’t wiping away the tears.

There are no days that you made me feel like nothing was possible.

There are no more days with you.

#i miss you #no days left #your gone #death #breakup #depression #tars #tears #hold it together

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thenitewolf

Did you have to do this? I was thinking that you could be trusted Did you have to ruin what was shiny? Now it’s all rusted Did you have to hit me where I’m weak? Baby, I couldn’t breathe And rub it in so deep, salt in the wound like you’re laughing right at me

I'm borderline happy and i’m borderline sad. I’m borderline good, and i’m borderline bad.

So i beat this game today.....FML this game has given me so many feels that I sobbed when i finished it. I high recommend this game and a therpist afterwards. Its so amazing and beautiful and it can be played in so many diffrent ways. Please play if you get the chance. Its worth the emotional breakdown. #LifeIsStrange #FeelsOverload #EverythingIDoIsWrong #INeedTherapy

#feelsoverload #everythingidoiswrong #ineedtherapy #lifeisstrange

bitchwilly

I have to get over the fact that I am a horribly ordinary person

Who is going to live a horribly ordinary life

And die a horribly ordinary death

astrocelestial

Planets in astrology and what they represent

Sun:

your ego

your nature

not changing part of yourself

the dynamic expression of your will

what’s obvious about you for others

your actions

Moon:

what you see in yourself (not always)

your emotional nature

your (immediate) reactions

unconscious behavior patterns you developed

what satisfies you emotionally

how you treat/nurture others

usually only comes out when you’re in your comfort zone

how you feel

shows relationship with mother and women in general

why you feel the way you feel

Mercury:

communication

thoughts

way you analyze and understand

transportation

learning

what kind of learning and communication you prefer

“day-to-day” cleverness

Venus:

love

joy

beauty

harmony

represents female

how you express affection

what you feel attracted to

what you attract

the way you spend your money

Mars:

represents male

conflict, aggression/forcefulness

outright war

sex drive

physical energy

vitality, energy level, style of action

represents human will-initiative

Jupiter:

good luck, success

generosity/charity

optimism

knowledge, higher learning & breadth of vision

frankness/honesty

good-will

confidence

search for meaning and truth

represents law & justice, philosphy, religion & metaphysics, education

urge of self-improvement

ethical, religious, philosophical standars

Saturn:

limitation/boundaries

safety

practicality

reality

seriousness, structures

ambition

career & authority, hierarchy, conforming social structures

concerns sense of duty/responsibility, discipline

indicates the area in life in which you probably feel shame

shows areas where you have to learn specific lesson

Uranus:

unconscious urge to be aware of inner individuality (sun)

flashes of insight

revolution, change

shock, disruptions

forces sudden changes when necessary

encompasses technology, electronic devices

Neptune:

dissolves life’s patterns to teach new meanings

things that are different from their appearance

the illusive, unreal/unreality

receptivity

imagination, cloudiness

confusion, delusion, illusion

associated with acting/movies, compassion

represents intangible (and makes it real)

Pluto:

unconscious urge to live out your role in society’s evolution

sexuality (act itself)

obesssive desires

transformation

power

ingredients of great wealth (investments, banking, etc.)

drastic changes in civilization can be linked to Pluto since it’s the slowest planet and a whole generation is affected by it

recklessness

mental obsession, compulsion

emotional resistance

overall transcendence

I miss you, This is not a hard thing to say anymore.

I’m Sorry, is not a hard thing to say anymore

Good bye, Will always be hard

I miss you more than I thought I would. I’m sorry I was right that you would leave like the rest of them. I really didn’t want to be right...Thank You for helping me trough a dark time. you were the only one I could open up too and even though you told me recently that most of the stuff you said was only there to make me feel better and not true, I’m glad you said it anyway even though that hurts now I think I needed it back then. You forced me to open up and listened to me like I was important. You were also someone I could Talk to forever and never get bored or uncomfortable. I know we still kind of talk now but it will never be the same. We both changed, I miss the old you but then again did I even really know you? I thought I did, I thought I had you all figured out but I guess not. I hope your happier now Even though I’m pretty sure your sadder than ever. You cover it up with drinking and girls galore and funny stories but I’m worried about you, I worry that you’ve become what you hate.Just know that you still matter to me more than i’m comfortable with and I’m glad I met you, even though it kind of hurts now. You helped me and I’d always help you. I miss you and I hope you become happier and I’m sorry that things changed.

#FromCancerToAries #IMissYou #I'mSorry #ThankYou

Teacher: Your right, but your wrong because i fucked up