Too much emptiness

simon / he/him / thief of void / 20

[soulmancy]

Simon “NineS” Soulmancy Strider . He/him/they/them pronouns . 20 year old Media Studies Major.

My interests include: horror media of various types, ttrpgs, video games, figure & beanie baby collecting, walking around outside, writing & drawing and other things. Right now i’m particularly fixated on Nier Replicant & Automata and Rain world. I have lots of things to say and I share them to my blog. my speaking tag is #simonings. you can send me asks too, if you want.

I have a strained relationship with dreams and a fraught relationship with the soul.

Icon by @/1000gators

i will NOT tolerate zionists/bigots/terfs/pedos on my blog. fuck you all.

[bitchautism]

the online identity and gimmick-ifying of autism is so odd. I'm diagnosed with autism and yet I barely identify with any stuff I see about it anymore. It feels like autism is being rebranded as the Silly Guy Disorder that gives you smart and beautiful hyperspecific interests. it's not that I mind silly jokes or being lighthearted about being autistic- but when the entire social movement is based around marketing us this way, I just can't help but feel isolated from it. it feels like I'm not the right kind of autistic. I'm not marketable and digestible to common audiences, and therefore I am discarded by the movement in the name of progress and acceptance. it feels foul.

[soulmancy]

i literally work for freddy fazbears pizzaria without the pizza

[ozempicofficial]

[kawaiidesu]

[hotvampireadjacent]

Happy tom needy drinky day

[r0zeclawz]

one of these big new indie cartoons should release with an exclusive adopt of like the main character. pay up 10000 dollars to be the only one whos legally allowed to draw pomni. i feel like the resulting fandom drama would change the face of the internet it would be so cool

[penandinkprincess]

3 pm: god, I'm EXHAUSTED. going to bed early for SURE.

midnight: I Have Literally Never Been More Awake And Alert

[vinceaddams]

It's nice that loud noises don't stick to clothes like smells do. That would be really bad if they did.

[nociceptrix-deactivated20241108]

In my joyful dreams I never frown. Smilent Hill

[dragongirlsweetie]

hour 1 of shift: i love helping people and making people happy yay yay yay later today i am gonna go home and have fun and eat a tasty meal and work on my projects and

hour 6: if youu go to the store and buy groceriers you are a piece of shit

hour 8: if i wad 1 apples tall i could live off of one apple for a week... oh but it would rot away... no.... i hate the rot i hate the apple

[mysteryanimator]

birth

[bedofroses69]

even mama said it, I deserve what happened.

ignore the fucked up lace ok....,,,

[captain-price-returns]

[mother-meri-deactivated20260530]

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[chilewithcarnage]

this is the second case ive seen of a black child going missing and then found lynched, what the fuck is going on

[glamygdala]

Her name is Juliana Nzita.

[d1anna]

Donate in MEMORY OF JULIANA NZITA, organized by Bueia Umba

Hi, my name is Bueia Umba and I am fundraising for Juliana Nzita. It is with deep sorrow… Bueia Umba necesita tu apoyo para Donate in MEMOR

her family’s gofundme!!

[soulmancy]

every shift i periodically steal legos from my job