soundtechRapture

19 years old. Eproctophilic queer activist. Minors please DNI. Asexual. Transgender (She/Her).

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Introduction

Brief warning that this account is not exclusively a kink blog, I use this account primarily as a vent account. Please keep that in mind.

Hello! I'm... not ready to associate my name with this account! You can call me Soundtech! I'm an 19-year-old autistic trans girl who's into gross things. Fandoms that may get mentioned here include ENA, Rain World, IHNMAIMS, Undertale / Deltarune, Homestuck, Pokémon, SCP, And whatever obscure niche fandoms I forgot to mention here. Anyway, since this is a fetish related account, I should probably list off my kinks and fetishes for all to see.

Turn ons

Farts, Desperation, Scat (sometimes), Diapers, Praise, Bondage, TF, Medical stuff.

Turn offs

Degradation, Feederism, Most vanilla stuff.

Nothing wrong with any of these, not really big into them. If you don't like anything you see here, please block me instead of yelling at me for being a disgusting human being or whatever. I am myself, and that alone is beautiful.

Asks are open. I block freely If you recognize me, that's okay.

Links!

Tumblr (You're here! Yay!) Discord: soundtechrapture Bluesky Strawpage Furaffinity DeviantArt

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Poison damage is fun and all, but there's a huge untapped potential in healing braps.

"Oh my! Your health is so low!! Here, lemme help with that!" *BRRPPHHPT* "Hmm, that only recovered 1 HP; looks like we'll have to keep going then! ^w^"

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Not gonna lie

Everytime an artist in fetish communities (By that I mean the fart one but it can apply to others) just deletes their stuff and leaves out of no where it lowkey makes me kinda sad. And part of my brain makes me feel stupid for feeling that way like I know it's not the end of the world. But idk I can't help it maybe I'm just too empathetic. Especially since I know not all of these artists will come back, some do but others don't for one reason or another

I’ve always seen it as a death in the community. Someone let the shame take over, and it killed them. You've got to remember that the people who've taken time out of their day to tell you to "kys" or whatever over drawing fetish art are usually KF'ers and people who would harass someone just for being slightly queer. You've got to remind yourself that the art you're making is a form of self-expression, one that no one, especially not yourself, should take away from you.

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if you're still here if you want to be stinky you could barely enter the shower. like minimum 30 seconds

oughhh I'm like 2 months late to responding to this, sorry. Now, that sounds like a great idea on paper, but unfortunately, two things. One, I do not live alone. And two, my skin is very, very sensitive, and not showering properly can / will cause me to break out. But if it weren't for my living situation and body being the way they are, I would totally be going all in on being smelly 24/7.

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not doing well right now check bluesky don't have it in me to crosspost everything right now

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EHEHEH!! EHEHEH!! *BBRRMMPPVVVTTT* EHEHEH!!

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Everyday I am manifesting Elon dy//ing (In Minecraft)

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The only good Nazi is a dead Nazi. Amen.

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Sometimes I wish Tumblr had a view counter so I could at least know that people read my posts. For all I know, I could be screaming into the abyss.

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How many more people are going to be killed by queerphobia in this community? How many people are going to be harassed into effectively killing themselves? How many deaths have there been that no one mourns our losses anymore? How many have we forgotten about? How many? Am I next in line?

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the backrooms but all the areas are bathrooms and other miscellaneous abandoned places, and all the entities are constantly full of gas and eager to find a new fart rag they can share their stink with (i.e. you) i need to have my face blasted by a spooky creature in a liminal space hghhhhghhggghhgghhh,,., ,

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I'll post something more fun later today, but I've been sitting on this post for a few days now, and I think I just need to post my emotional, semi-unparsable ramblings, and maybe that'll make my thoughts a little easier to sort through??? Not sure, though. I know I shouldn't apologize for venting on my vent account, but still, sorry about yet another vent/rant about this shit.

Okay, so I'm just going to start writing whether or not it's coherent because the thoughts don't leave and the trauma gets worse each day; it keeps worming its way into my everyday life, and I'm so tired. Everywhere I go I'm reminded of the person I tried to help. The time I desperately wanted to save someone from their own self-destruction and failed. I know some of you will try to oversimplify things and say that I just wanted more porn or some shit like that. I wanted to help someone. I wanted her to be herself no matter what. That's why I tried to help. Because I saw myself in her. I saw a me that was scared and suffering. I saw a version of me that needed someone to tell her that she deserved to be herself. Sometimes I see her work and wonder if I have blood on my hands. Should I have just continued to placate her and continue to act like her constant self-sabotage was okay? I stared into her eyes and saw a version of myself that let cowardice and shame tear me apart from the inside out. She tore herself apart for merch deals and to get to control a spyware's Twitter account for a couple days. It makes me sick. It's torture to know that she gets to walk free and get seen as some sort of messiah to this community. Just get her out of my fucking head already. I wish she would at least apologize for what she's done to me. "I'm sorry for putting you through this." "I'm sorry for making you feel as if you were useless. You tried to help me, and for some reason I spit in your face for it, for caring about me. For wanting me to be able to be myself, regardless of what bigots may think of me. I'm sorry I put you in a position where you had to be CONSTANTLY reminded of that. Reminded of how I hurt you." But that's stupid of me. She wouldn't apologize. Sometimes I wonder if she sees these posts. I hope so. I hope it tears her apart to see the damage she's done. Sometimes I've even thought of trying to message her directly. I don't know what I'd say. It's not like she'd listen to any of it. She never listened before. Why would now be different? I'm just so, so tired. I want to stop thinking about it, but that won't happen.

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So what’s up with that new update on Fortnite??? I can’t believe they gave Raven Team Leader IBS and added a new game mechanic where she’s constantly doing AOE poison damage!!

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Not my usual type of posting at all, but...

GO WATCH TWIN PEAKS! GO WATCH ALL OF TWIN PEAKS! I CANNOT STRESS HOW GOOD THIS SHOW IS.

I'm bringing this up here specifically because 1. I have more followers here, and 2. a lot of them are Deltarune fans, which is only relevant because, without directly spoiling anything, I think Twin Peaks should be, like, required viewing for Deltarune.

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What the fuck do you mean, Tumblr? This is the second time I've had a post on here get a content label automatically applied (first time was linking to the Five Pebbles animation I posted on Bluesky, and admittedly, completely fair to label that.) But my post linking to my strawpage???? Really???

This is enough to have Tumblr mods go, "Holy fuck, we need to label this as mature ASAP"??????

I'm left with two possibilities: either Tumblr hates links, or Tumblr's mods are deathly afraid of Disciple. In the case where it's the ladder, OOGA BOOGA BOOGA, NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE!!

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If you're not spending your Halloween trapped between several cartoon ghosts who keep going "OooOoOOoo" and ripping ass on you, then what are you even doing?

Image references included just in case you were wondering what I meant by "cartoon ghosts."

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I am NOT beating the robot fucker allegations, like, ever. I’m a freak for exhaust fumes!

So anyway, out of the selection here, full of gas and ready to blast, who's winning the fart-off? Asking for a friend.

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Hey moot what's your favorite type of far-*Skeleton runs past* What the fuck was THAT???????

If I had to pick, probably bubbl- HOLY SHIT, A SKELETON!!!