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in the club. straight up ‘thinking of them’. and by ‘them’, haha, well. let’s jusrt say. gauntwood

#they’re little wormies living in my brain #they pilot me like in ratatouille #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt

okay hear me out, henry writing this to sidney during the time they were apart, but ultimately crumpling the letter and writing something less terribly romantic in the end

#hmm #he’s the poetry actually #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #henry gaunt #sidney ellwood #ellwood and gaunt #gauntwood

constantly oscillating between ‘gaunt has angular and chiseled facial features that are softened by his kindness and compassion’ and ‘gaunt has softer and rounder features that come across sharper because of his stoicism and physical & emotional strength’

#same with ashy blond w/blue or green eyes gaunt vs sandy blond w/brown eyes gaunt #I am a warm color palette gaunt truther #thank you IM for your blurry descriptions and unreliable narrators #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #henry gaunt #the constant dissonance between gaunt’s version of himself #vs ellwood’s version of gaunt #vs maud’s version of gaunt #vs any other character’s version of gaunt #no wonder my man was emotionally conflicted about identity

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do u think with time henry got specially loud/handsy when he and Sidney slept together to make up for ellwood having only half of the visual input

ghostprincessworld

I'm such a fan of Gaunt getting loud and more enthusiastic once they go to Brazil because it's like the first time he is truly safe and comfortable during sex, but absolutely.

Also consider Ellwood getting irritated with his partial vision so sometimes it is easier to give himself a break and close his eye for a bit, Henry knows this so after a long day Henry blindfolds Sidney to give his vision a break but they fool around anyway and Henry is guiding Sidney's hands and body and he is making very loud sounds to ensure Elly is not missing out.

soup-charades

blindfolded ellwood… he can focus in sensations better… and gaunt gets bold without Sidney’s gaze fixed on him… woah…

#I’m a sucker for any form of ‘Henry finally feels physically and emotionally safe enough to be loud’#and also for Sidney exploring so much his other senses that now he could recognize Henry by touch sound or taste alone #and when ellwood wants to blindfold gaunt next. what then #sorry for my perverted thoughts #<- ngl any gauntwood perverted thought is always welcome in my posts #I don’t even care if the post even is about in memoriam #lmaoo #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt #gauntwood after dark

do you guys think ellwood and/or gaunt are ticklish¿

#and if yes how ticklish #because I could picture ellwood being the type of person that writhes and kicks and cries laughing when tickled #and gaunt maybe not being ticklish at all/very little #which pissed ellwood off of course. how unfair!!!#gauntwood tickle fight when and where #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt

do u think with time henry got specially loud/handsy when he and Sidney slept together to make up for ellwood having only half of the visual input

#is this anything #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt #gauntwood after dark

tennyson-nerd

When the boys I spent the whole book preemptively grieving are still alive at the end: 😮

#they truly have you thinking they were dying up to the last page #book so immersive you get to feel the dread of how fragile life is right along with your fav characters!!! 😍😍😍 woah #ngl If any of them died I would’ve sued Alice Winn for emotional damage #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt

c-m-h-c-m-h

ellwood says he'll write gaunt's in memoriam but when the time comes for it, he's so grief-stricken he only manages one stanza for him

soup-charades

do you think he ever remembered gaunt telling him ‘you are the poetry’ and thought ‘you were so wrong’. Henry was the poetry for Sidney, and with him gone so were any words ellwood ever wanted to come up with

#the ones he managed felt like the last kicks of a drowning man #gaunt might’ve been a ghost but the walking corpse was ellwood #in memoriam h.w.g. keeps haunting me #<- do you know who else it kept haunting…#sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt

aknowwhatyouare

"Another life that you live where crazy stuff happens, but it all makes sense. Kinda like today."

soup-charades

actually what the fuck

#rocky the eridian #ryland grace #phm deleted scenes #project hail mary #phm #be so for real rn

angry gaunt v.s angry ellwood

#in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #sidney ellwood #henry gaunt #gauntwood #ellwood and gaunt #they do not play about each other #I saw the first image and the first thing in my mind was ‘this is literally 2 things Henry gaunt explicitly though about in the book wow’

ghostprincessworld

#you manage to capture his aristocratic gay ass so well #in memoriam by alice winn #in memoriam alice winn #sidney ellwood #look i did an in memoriam #<- woahh we’re so back

sonoftheria

✴︎ BETRAYED STRAYS ✴︎

henry gaunt core

#change the ‘girlfriend’ for ‘boyfriend’ and ‘wife’ for ‘husband’ in your mind please thank you #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #henry gaunt #henry gaunt core

I finally watched project Hail Mary and I’m afraid I’ve reached a level of monsterfucker-y previously unknown to me

#phm #project hail mary #rocky the eridian #ryland grace

pre Loos gauntwood lwk. (and also☝🏻 merthur)

#my truth #gaunt could actually be more insane considering ellwood’s post war behaviors ngl #they take turns being the insane one #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #gauntwood after dark #merthur

I feel like Gideon Devi is the type of character to travel to Brazil and then end up getting lost in the Amazon ykwim?

#and he’d live to tell the story too #this is vibes only #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #gideon devi

theroofperch

shall we speak about how the couplet from sonnet 20 ellwood writes on gaunt's wall is both a dick joke (prick'd thee out instead of picked thee out) and him saying the ladies can have his body but he want to have his emotional devotion? ellwood being a sappy/filthy loverboy PEAK

soup-charades

even more insanely lover-boy behavior considering ellwood was, um, particularly fond of gaunt’s prick lmao 😭 and he still thought ‘FUCKING FINE, whatever. They can have you carnally, but i get you’

#this one poem might be at the very top of my obsessions list ngl #I think I must’ve scribbled these lines in the edges of my notebooks at least 50 times the last few years #they’re just SO ellwood (pre war at least)#the devotion. the desire. the impossibility of having gaunt in any way. the dick joke #thank u op for posting this cause I felt my IM obsession dwindling lately but this brought me RIGHT BACK #sidney ellwood #gauntwood after dark #in memoriam alice winn #in memoriam by alice winn #henry gaunt #ellwood and gaunt #gauntwood

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