Hi

I like to draw creechurs (non-binary, she/they)

[soupinaflowerpot]

Hey guys

I started a GoFundMe in an attempt to help someone really close and important to me get away from an abusive house. Especially because he's trans, and his dad is super homophobic, and my friend could be in some serious danger if he gets found out.

If anyone would be willing to help us out, that'd be really great, even if it's just passing this post around and encouraging others to also do that.

Link to his GoFundMe here

Thank you to anyone who gives even a grain of support. You have my eternal gratitude. <3

[soupinaflowerpot]

Update, I just kinda got semi-forced to come out to my parents as Bisexual, and they are not taking it well. So my friend and I are both using this to get out of our parents' houses. I'm double scared now. And getting a bit desperate. We have raised seven dollars so far.

Anyone else happen know how to give this post or the gofundme link any more reach at all?

[soupinaflowerpot]

Eating ice-cream with my late grandma's bluebird for her birthday.

My birthday sucked, I definitely didn't get a chance to enjoy it. But I'm determined to have a decent time on hers. Despite a whole host of circumstances leading me to have to celebrate it alone.

It's her first birthday after she passed away. I miss her. I wonder if she would approve of who I am now. I wonder if she would hate me. But I like to think she'd love and accept me, even if we believed different things. I should have hugged her more. I could really use one of her hugs right now. Wish I could still run off and sleep at her house. Wish she would still give me weird miss-matched clothes to wear, and bad fashion advice. I miss her weird jokes. Heh, I'm crying now.

Uh- anyway though. She liked neopolitan ice-cream. She said it was because then everyone could have whatever flavor they wanted. So I got neopolitan ice-cream sandwiches. Which kinda defeats her purpose, but like. I want all the flavors. And I also wanted an ice-cream sandwich.

Hope you're having a better day than me, whoever's reading this. Stay safe out there. Drink water, or some equivalent. Go hug someone you care about for me. Or just talk to them. It means a lot more than you might think.

[soupinaflowerpot]

When you're surrounded by people but you're still suffocatingly alone.

When you have a dry clean place to sleep, and hot food, and clean water, but you're still homeless because you're only allowed to breath or rest in the abandoned, rotting, dangerous places that no one goes.

When laughing and smiling is an act, and exhausts and kills you slowly. No rest. No time to think or feel.

When you're queer in a conservative family.

(So apparently when I made this post like two or three days ago, and it didn't ever show up on my blog, it's because it got posted to the wrong blog. Huh.)

[catdisguisedasaduck]

*sobbing cause the left shift key and enter key on my keyboard won't work anymore*

[soupinaflowerpot]

*vampires at your door be like*

[soupinaflowerpot]

*compiles all the contents of ao3 and calls it the "gay bible"

[dysphoria-things]

if eating three balanced meals a day at regular times makes you gain weight then maybe you were meant to gain weight

[soupinaflowerpot]

My partner and I were just talking about this, not ten minutes ago-

Okay-

Ack-

[soupinaflowerpot]

Been trying to reconnect with my cousin recently. It's going pretty well, actually. I appreciate them greatly.

[kosmogrl]

[soupinaflowerpot]

I properly came out to my mom today. It didn't go well. I mean. It went as well as it could have. But. It didn't go well.

I'm scared

[soupinaflowerpot]

I'm beginning to think my mom might not love me... She thinks she loves me. She tries to love me. But she really just loves who she thinks I am. Who she wants me to be. I don't think she's capable of loving the real version of me. She wouldn't even recognize me.

I realized that yesterday, on my birthday. It... hurts.

Kinda just basic teenage angst though, right? This is the "mom doesn't love me" website or something XD

[soupinaflowerpot]

Some pictures of a leaf that my partner took

I love him

[soupinaflowerpot]

A little less than a year ago, my grandma passed away. My dad sold her house and the house I grew up in to one of her friends. He's trashed the place. Completely. I'm kinda messed up about it.

[catdisguisedasaduck]

Yes I AHVE a piano and I’m getting a violin soon too what can I say I’m a music girl

I also had a guitar and a drum setup

DUCKS

[birbsblurbs]

*camera pans to show Ducky also sitting on the keyboard*

[soupinaflowerpot]

Oops. Totally reblogged that to the wrong blog. This is the right one. Heh. @birbsblurbs is a different side blog.

[soupinaflowerpot]

Hey guys

I started a GoFundMe in an attempt to help someone really close and important to me get away from an abusive house. Especially because he's trans, and his dad is super homophobic, and my friend could be in some serious danger if he gets found out.

If anyone would be willing to help us out, that'd be really great, even if it's just passing this post around and encouraging others to also do that.

Link to his GoFundMe here

Thank you to anyone who gives even a grain of support. You have my eternal gratitude. <3

[alieninamechsuit]

Happy pride month everyone here's art of me and my partner <3

[soupinaflowerpot]

>////<

[soupinaflowerpot]

Been messing around with the design of one of my persona characters on random pieces of paper and stuff:

Also bonus doodle of my partner's sona:

[catdisguisedasaduck]

Just sucked a caprisun dry, put on my big boots, playing some cool musoc and now I'm ready to go adventuring

[soupinaflowerpot]

Ooo yes I like to violently hack the top off of those, personally